Self

19 Oct 2024

Dream

I forgot the question but the answer was myself

17 Oct 2024

Dream

I had a dream about that I was yelling and talking to myself just standing in the middle of nowhere talking and yelling saying “I want what I want, the enemy always gets what he wants, am I the enemy?!!?!!” And then my other half side was staying silent very quietly silent. Then I kept seeing my face looking SO! Angry and then I calmed down. I don’t know what’s happening to me. And then I woke up this morning to hearing my voice echoing saying “NO! I want this! You know this LESLIE!!”

16 Oct 2024

Dream

I was inside pubg game , I was playing solo , I went to a location apartments and there were so many people were fighting , because of that I got scared of dying , so decided to run away , after running away from that location ( apartments ) I arrived at a forest mountain South-East of School , and there I fire some bullets , after that I felt self-reliance and feel someone is saying " you should always depend on yourself and you should be happy that you got your back ( support ) "

4 Oct 2024

Dream

I was in a hospital with this girl, we were sharing the same room and we were having some sort of treatment on our bodies, we had hooked up medical equipmemt. I decided to play a mobile game, which was mixed with the hospital. The goal of the game was to sink all the enemy ships and I was this submarine thing that had to sink all of the ships, I failed the first time I played it, so I talked some more with my friend and then I decided to play it again. I was actually winning this time, dodging the other ships bullets left and right, when suddenly I see that there is a ship all the way at the start of the stage in section two, so I torpedo there through the water, and the game starts to turn into the hospital I was in and I'm suddenly running through the hallway to the room I was in with my friend. I open it and see that she flat lined, I start calling over the nurses and I try do CPR. I'm unsure how to do it, because there is various equipment attached to her body, but manage to push it away so I could give her CPR. The thing is, no nurse came, even though I saw them. I thought she was gonna die, when suddenly some of them did come and were doing something off screen. I yell "code blue!" Signaling that a patients heart is not pumping, some nurses take that into account, but when they saw the room they decided not to help me. But a miracle happens, my friend I made, her heart started beating, but I pumped so much it was beating too fast, so I thought I was gonna kill her cuz her heart was beating fast but it actually normalized and she woke up. She didn't understand that I just saved her life but then when I told her, she didn't look extermly greatful, but she looked happy that I did save her. I explain to her that the game detected that her heart wasn't beating and navigated me to her. I wanted to tell everyone I know that I just saved a persons' life, this is definitely my low self esteem talking, wanting external validation, and in that dream I didn't get it, well I didn't get the applause I hoped for, sveryone was just mildly happy I did save her. This is definetly a symbol that I shouldn't care what others think and that their opinion of me doesn't define me

31 Aug 2024

Dream

Going for a day out and seeing my dads side of the family. I’ve not spoken to him or that side of the family for years as my dad was abusive. They acted like I was the bad person for not seeing them even though I done what I needed to do for myself so that I could keep my self safe.

20 Aug 2024

Dream

I was at my old house and I went outside, I saw me and my twin sister as our younger selves, and I went over to grab my younger self's hand, we were holding hands and walking, then my younger self looked at me then fell down, and then my younger self went smaller like a baby, so I picked myself up and I was trying to get baby me to understand me and I was trying to say it's me

10 Aug 2024

Dream

I'm in some kind of daycare full of decorations such as children's furniture; arts and crafts supplies; toys scattered along the floor; chairs & a range of kids drawings. This nursery is housed by multiple future and past versions of me at every age & stage of my life. I spend a few minutes walking around looking at every version of myself. So far it feels comforting, suddenly the door opens, but before I could see who it was it ends

9 Aug 2024

Dream

Oh, also I forgot to mention Dragonfly 🐉🐲 flew in my path at 141 pm 1:41 pm which easy Uncle and that's due to the fact his Blood Pressure at the doctors way back when was 141/ over whatever these are signs from the universe in check and that was a sign it was him. Also my Mom and I were frustrated trying to add to a group texting app for our neighborhood called Bobbye Garage and it didn't work for thirty minutes and tried all attempts and I said wait.… let me think 💭 there's a way and I never gave up and put on my thinking caps my intelligence unlocking doors 🔑 🚪 bc of positivity I haven't been able to see in myself for ages. Amen 🙏🙏🫶🫶its unlocking doors 🚪 and I'm overcoming burdens obstacles removing ❌ already placed roadblocks and banishing and poetically and administratively vaporizing them because I have that mindset I have it!!!! Also them and alleviating my self doubt conquering demons and bad energies and just and assisting myself in positive self talk 💬 and some others Dont understand what its like to be in a dark place and overcome it like Batman and my Uncle would be so happy 😊 Im so happy for myself… he would be proud as well as my ancestors….this is helping and its reflecting on my past life vs this life and with this self achievement I walk through life with unwavering determination and sheer awesomeness I stare my problems straight in the eyes 👀 and say bring it!!! Balls of Kryptonite excuse my language…. it irritates and upsets and scares people not on the same level or wavelength. Another level has been achieved. Never Surrunder Never Give Up. I'm inspiring not only others but myself.

19 Apr 2024

Dream

This was a pretty straightforward, wet dream. I dreamed I was stroking my cock until I ejaculated and it felt really good. I remember feeling confident, secure and strong and it was just me. No one else and I was using my hands. My penis appeared to be it's normal natural size. I had gone to bed pretty aroused so this makes sense.

9 Apr 2024

Dream

My best friend was walking on eggshells with her bf. I was there and I gave her advice don’t like him control you . That’s not real love that’s control. Then she confided in me we went to this room and started telling me everything. Then she kissed my ear, my lips then my neck. Her bf kept texting her she had a service that would automatically text him. Then she said she had to or was going to drive to Florida to get the snacks and candy he wanted. We talked then when she left I heard her standing up for self to him in front of my family. She ended the relationship and I was so proud of her. The guy left walking to his car. He put the hood back onto his car. The we all celebrated, and told her we were proud of her.

7 Apr 2024

Dream

I was at school with my friend from school and i grabbed some milk and sweets to eat and then we went to a self tanner store and she was gonna let me try on different colors that look good on me but then i woke up

4 Apr 2024

Dream

I had a dream I was in my hometown and I see everyone was coming up to me telling me that my ex was there talking to other girls trying to flirt. After walking for some time around downtown I see him standing by his self hand in pockets with his family