Mirror

2 Sep 2024

Dream

I was standing on the side of a road that lead into some type of crop field. I wasn’t on earth because in the sky were two suns. This was a lucid dream. The two suns were purple and giving off a black light UV type essence. Everything had a gray color because of this. The two suns were also being forced to orbit each other by what seemed like a huge black super structure in the shape of what would be the equivalent to a male wedding band that harnessed the power of these two suns. I could see a tree line in the far distance and the crops were also something I’ve never seen before, they stood about the same height as fully grown corn but it was not corn.i could feel the heat from the sun and smell the air. There were two figures that were leading me down a pathway in the crop field. No words were spoken but I knew what the figures were saying and what they wanted me to do. These figures were friendly . At the end of the path in the crop field was a mirror and the two figures went inside of the mirror and wanted me to follow them. When I got to the mirror I woke up.

24 Aug 2024

Dream

I was looking in the mirror peeling dead skin off my neck and shoulders.

23 Aug 2024

Dream

Getting a tattoo was never my intention, especially while under the influence. In my dream, I fell asleep and woke up shirtless on a table in a place I didn’t recognize. On my way home to meet my girlfriend, I started feeling uneasy, like something was wrong. A sharp pain in my back made it difficult to lie down. Concerned, I asked my girlfriend, "Is there something on my back?" Her eyes widened in shock as she exclaimed, "You got a tattoo!" I couldn’t believe it until I saw it myself. When I finally looked in the mirror, I was stunned to see a large, freshly inked circle on my back, with an intricate design inside that was too complex to describe. I was devastated—I never wanted a tattoo.

22 Aug 2024

Dream

In a seaside hotel It looks like a replica of the Broadway zone in Tokyo Disney Sea Getting across the golden bridge via walk because why not with my dad Hanging and doing acrobatics on the ledge, beyond the guardrails Getting across to the Broadway area and walking into a vintage dress shop in a brick-made building Fancy, eclectic and kinda 20-50’s in style Lots of floral lamps, fruit motifs and a later variation/diversion from of art nouveau motifs scattered around the place Curtsying the owner of the shop, a wonderful, charming middle-old aged madam after my fatehr greets her and they have a little chit chat(my father says that we’re here to get me some new shoes that goes with the dress too, that it was about time) The madam compliments and says stuff like what a charming young lady or whatever I’m sifting through and trying on lots of flowery/vintage, rich-in-fruit-motifs type dresses and pants(frilly short pantsuits and short-pant overalls too) We get a leather shoes to go with it, Mary Jane We get back to the hotel room Now a different storyline, in the same hotel room Nice room, framed little paintings on the wall I’m looking at myself in the mirror and I see my belly big and covered in spider fur(my belly looks like a pregnant spider’s) Getting unsettled Scene changes, some images of bird’s-eye panoramic shots of some chinese/Japanese misty mountains and forests that look like a few locations from my favorite historical danmei-based donghua(Mo Dao Zu Shi), and the one alleyway I took in Sanneizaka with a lot of pottery markets, galleries and a cafe that incorporates traditional teahouse’s style, red momiji trees and wooden hinoki tables, cobblestone paths and shishiodoshi And the bamboo forest iori(pavilion) I’ve seen in another dream Now I’m in a stone-made room, rose window A bit like a monastery’s rooftop room but make it more extravagant I’m on the bed, feeling woozy and like I’m on morphine Baby trapping, the spider belly thing was an actual pregnancy, and I’m carrying it Tartaglia from Genshin Impact is the ‘husband’(the baby ‘trapper’ although I doubt that he’s the one who put the spider baby in there) He’s not around, and so there’s a white, light-made silhouette of a breaten, battered child that’s staggering and cowering as they enter the room crawling, despite being beaten or kicked out every time they are spotted by Tartaglia or me(whenever I can move or have the energy to throw or use something to attack them out of reflex, fright and fear of intruders otherwise) Seems like they want to be acknowledged I don’t beat it and let it come in, staring down at it as it looks at me expectantly but hesitantly(they don’t have a face nor bodily features, it’s literally just a silhouette made of light)

21 Aug 2024

Dream

I saw my self in the mirror, looking particularly good in jeans a black t-shirt ,sport jacket and a black leather western style belt with silver buckle. All clothes I have

19 Aug 2024

Dream

It started out with me moving into a new apartment building. My mom and sisters where there along with my sister in law. I don’t know why but for some reason it seemed like I couldn’t move in just yet I know we were in another building on the same lot hanging out together waiting. Every now and then we’d go outside and wait. The building was a two story apartment with several apartments. Mine was in n the very bottom. You could see the door to my apartment from across the way where we were sitting. The door to my new apartment stayed open. I could see the inside from where I stood. All you could really see was what looked like maybe the living room and what appeared to be maybe a mattress in the room with blankets and pillows as well as maybe some clothes on it. Eventually the time came and we were able to go inside and start bringing things in. We began exploring the apartment building but what appeared so small and simple from the outside was massive on the inside. There where so many rooms. And as we explored we seemed to only find/discover more rooms. Some that we’re basically secret rooms. I was exploring alone and found another room. I called for others to come look as well but no one was around to hear me. I discovered a secret door and entered. Inside was a massive closet. The room was still full of furniture and clothes. However the appearance of the room and clothes that lined the entire side of one wall all looked to belong to that of a younger teen. I much admired some of the clothes. There were these jackets/shalls hanging on the rack. Out of curiosity I grabbed on I liked and decided to try it on and see if it fits. I looked at myself in the mirror and was happy by my appearance. Surprisingly it fit well and looked super cute on me. I then turned to the other side of the wall where there was a large cubard/shelves full of shoes. However though the sweater fit. I knew for sure the shoes would not. They were very small and appeared to look as though they belonged to a child and not a teen. As cute as they were and as much as I wanted to try them on I decided not to even attempt. I then turned still wearing the jacket and tried once again shouting for others. I ran around the house looking for everyone else but seemed a bit confused as to where in the house I actually was. I continued to search but ended up waking up before I found anyone.

16 Aug 2024

Dream

I was in a room that I was sleeping in and when I woke up and the lights came on in the was a hospital room and I was in the visitor’s seating bench in the room. My mom was in a hospital gown sitting on the edge of the bed getting ready to leave with my dad and I. I stood up and went by my mom. A nurse came in and took the IV out of my mom and then said that she might as well take care of the other one while she’s here. The other one meaning the other patient which turned out to be me. I had some contraption that looked like the pic line I had in real life. I was scared and started to protest but was turned around. There was a mirror so I could see what was happening. First she put in a medicine with a needle that didn’t hurt. Then she put one in to take some fluid from my body and it felt like the pain from the needle that was put in to take spinal fluid from me in real life. But it was all located on the back of my right shoulder instead of my spine. I closed my eyes because I didn’t want to see it. A few moments passed and all of a sudden nurses rushed in and put me on a stretcher and held me down while others started sticking needles in me and another nurse in pink scrub shirt with a purple scrub hat had a device that was going to go into my body while could feel it saying that I needed emergency liver surgery and I tried to break free yelling “wake up! Wake up!” While crying but nothing was happening. I thought that I wasn’t dreaming anymore and this was actually happening and I panicked and cried struggling with nurses talking and putting medical things on me while trying to tell me I wasn’t dreaming.

13 Aug 2024

Dream

I went to my barber for a haircut, but when I got there it was a different woman. She had really long nails and I remember her chewing gum while cutting my hair. I was nervous she wasn’t doing a good job. After some time she turned me around to see what she had done. When I looked into the mirror nothing was different. My hair looked the same. I asked her to cut off more and then I woke up.

12 Aug 2024

Dream

You look like a fool in the mirror. Washing away all your tears. Trying so hard not to be her, even though your trembling in fear. And the memories that always will be there. Some that you wish you’d just fade. But the mountains you wish you could stand on, perhaps you’ve already climbed. So don’t take yourself for granted even though all see lost. Your always gonna feel like you failed now; but truth is you already shine. Just give yourself some time. Just love with all of your might. I promise you darling. You’ll be alright! Just live, laugh, and prosper, as long as you have the time. I know you’ve been crying, but darling don’t make it a crime Don’t take yourself for granted. Even through all seem lost. Your always gonna feel like you’ve failed now. But truth is you already shine. Just give yourself some time. Just love with all of your might. I promise you darling; you’ll be alright. Freedom takes knowledge, sometimes that knowledge takes pain. But don’t take yourself for granted even though all seem lost. Your always going to feel like you’ve failed now. But truth is you already shine. Just give yourself some time. Just love with all of your might. I promise you darling, you’ll be alright. You’ll be alright x3

30 Jul 2024

Dream

I was about to take a trip. I was with my boyfriend and he was at work. I looked in the mirror and I noticed a giant blemish on my face I was so distraught over the blemish that I tore off skin off my face. Then I realized that I shouldn’t have done thatbecause I looked worse. Then my mother showed up and was asking me what happened to my face. I kept looking in the mirror horrified that I tore off a piece of skin from my face. My boyfriend kept asking me are we going on the trip and they kept telling him I couldn’t because of my face. Then I decided to go on the trip anyway. But I kept looking in the mirror and couldn’t bring myself to go on the trip. I kept saying I had to go to the hospital to get the skin put back on my face. he was indifferent to my situation and left to go on the trip anyway. I woke up distraught.

30 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream in black and white of myself talking to an audience, similarly found like a narration on a film like a Television character. I remember talking about my life currently and me experiencing strange dreams and each time I spoke about a different dream, my eyes closed and it would be acted out by shadow silhouettes on a white wall. The final time I had a dream, I woke up in colour and saw that I was wearing my regular black turtleneck, black checkered suspender trousers and black Doc Marten boots. I looked in the mirror on my white desk I was sitting at on my white chair to match. At first I saw my reflection and then my inner monologue further narrated with me not physically talking, and said “Because deep down, it didn’t matter how I appeared to people, because on the inside, I have always been a Girl of Sunshine”. And the I saw myself through the mirror wearing a yellow turtleneck, a red mini skirt, black tights and brown boots, in another dimension in outer space. The version of myself still in my room smiled at myself in space and the dream zoomed into the mirror like a camera changing focus of something and I had that dream again of my appearance changing. I began wearing a yellow turtleneck with 3/4 sleeves and a burgundy skirt with white tights and brown boots. My hair changed back to the hair colour it was when I was fourteen, a blonde balayage in the middle and bottom of my hair with dark brown on the top of my head. The blonde was similar to a honey yellow colour. My eyes were white though, I couldn’t make out my pupils. I fully remember that in this state of appearance, I was in out of space. Though it was full of colour, with pink, green, purple and blue colours found in the sky in space full of white stars. I had flashbacks of times I had with friends from college and I instead of sadness I saw beauty. In the background of all of this, Noel Gallagher’s High Flying Birds’ cover of the song Mind Games (originally by John Lennon) was playing in the midst of it. I looked like a writer. I looked like a girl of sunshine in space and now I feel different from my old goth self. I was just lost in the song of Mind Games and Noel Gallagher’s voice. And then these end credits rolled in my mind with my name being on every credit.

29 Jul 2024

Dream

My ex contacted me. He tried to call me and I picked up. It was on FaceTime. His screen was completely black as if he had muted himself or something. I couldn’t see him. He didn’t say a word and eventually I hung up. He also texted me on Snapchat but when I opened the chat, there was no messages. I texted him but he ignored me and left me on read. It was weird. It was as if he wanted to reach out but deleted the messages. In the dream I also looked myself in the mirror and I had beautiful smooth red hair. I am a brunette in real life so I did not understand this part. But I definitely felt confidence. My ex then sent another snap and this time I could actually open it. It was a video about the game sims. He was explaining with his voice how to place four chairs at once at a dinning table. Sims is about creating families and building houses. It was very random. As if he knew my sister and I used to play sims when we were younger. Mostly my sister tho… it definitely felt like the video wasn’t only aimed towards me but also my sister. I don’t know why? Location in the dream: my family and I were in a jungle - I guess it was supposed to be Spain where my sister lives in real time. Though it’s not a jungle. It was just very obvious that it was my sisters natural habitat and as if it was her house. We in fact lived in a tree house. It was very random. It was very dark in the morning and I had to go to work. I couldn’t see anything, it was very scary. My sister told me to get used to it. It was overall a weird dream. My ex trying to reach out but seemed to regret and deleted messages perhaps. I’m not sure. I just couldn’t open the things he sent me as if they were gone?