Mirror

9 Nov 2024

Dream

I was on my way somewhere and my mom was telling me to wear my natural hair out. My natural hair was turning grey, hers was still black and she asked me why was my hair grey, I told her it's because of the stress. Half of my family were vampires as well. I was thinking about venting to her then I realized I didn't want to talk to her about serious emotional or relational things anymore, then she told me about the crush from last year and how he was into my ex more than me and how it made me question my worth.i just looked in the mirror feeling insecure about how my grey hair didn't blend with the rest of my hair, and I was wondering how to reduce my stress so I wouldn't get anymore Grey hairs. The whole front, top of my hair was color grey. I get in my car and ride to a huge ranch, I had chocolate in my hand to go to the neighboring ranch of hyena dogs. I was told how similar they are to domestic dogs so I got a chocolate bar out of my hand and threw it, calling to a hyena dog and it ran to eat it. Then I realized it could kill it and tried to get the dog to stop eating it. But I gave up because it must've been so sweet and delicious for the hyena dog, that it ate the whole thing.

6 Nov 2024

Dream

I was a part of a Halloween celebration and I wanted to dress up as a vampire, I had a really gorgeous outfit I felt good in and I was excited. My coworker and friend Lindsey was trying to explain to me about a new way I can build vampire fangs out of this material. She told me the process and I said okay. I changed into my outfit and started molding my vampire fangs inside my mouth, and thought I would work on my makeup while I waited for the material to set. We were located in this decadent house with a lot of ornate furniture and decorative pieces. I went to go back to my room and it was an obstacle to get to. The party was starting soon and all the lights were out, when I got back to my room the teeth mold in my mouth was starting to crumble, I went to the bathroom to use the sink and the mold completely fell a part. I looked in the mirror and I looked very sexy, not at all sexy like I was I was hoping for. I was scared. When I went to find my friend to help me with my teeth she was too busy to help me and then I accident spilled fake blood all over the carpet.

2 Nov 2024

Dream

I was at this place that had a nearby pool that I was always playing in, and eventually I went inside the place to eat lunch in their cafeteria. This was likely a school, and interesting enough it kind of resemble the cafeteria I used to attend in elementary school. I was somewhere else, and I came across a hairstylist that I know from my local area so we were vibing and in my mind I was thinking about the fact that this lady is always on her feet taking care of people’s hair I can’t imagine how her feet and legs might feel at the end of the day. Eventually laid down somewhere to get some rest, I thought to myself again while her and the other stylist are friendly but they are older and mature adults while I’m still a really young adult and have more maturing to do I wanted be mindful how I act and talk around them before I mess it up but I felt good knowing that the vibes were good and I didn’t do anything stupid. After getting out the pool and entering the cafeteria, while wearing a blue two piece bikini according the cafeteria and a bunch of others around sitting down, my body was dripping wet, wondering if I look hot in this bikini to others while feeling awkward because I was the only one who keeps going into the cafeteria after playing in the pool even though I wasn’t the only one playing in the pool so I tried not to feel too bad. That had multiple type of bathrooms with labels: “Women, Men, Disabled, Daughter.” I was confused when I seen daughter but I went straight to the women’s bathroom as I wasn’t sure if I should go to the daughter’s bathroom. After done, I got curious about the disabled bathroom and I think while being in there my body started acting funny as I washed my hands and tried to dry them off with a paper towel I was walking in front of the sink and that when my body spins a bit facing a mirror behind me. My hair is dyed brown in real life, but in the mirror my hair was black. I was in a classroom and a teacher was teaching a lesson and a situation happened where two students got kicked out the classroom for disciplinary issues, a girl I used to go to high school with asked us if anyone needed help when I responded with a friendly yes. I was honest about not getting a lot done at the moment, and that’s when she reminded me that it’s not good and I could get kicked out too if so in my mind I knew I was behaving unlike those other two students but if I’m not performing well academically then it’s understandable why I’d get kicked out the class. She then asked a question in regards of the work so I went on to answer her question. I was still new to the school so I didn’t expect anyone to know me, but I was in the bathroom again and there was a couple of teenage girls who knew who I was because they referred to me by my name and asked how did they know my name. That’s when they said that we’re the same age (even though I know I look like a child sometimes, I can tell that those girls were about 15-17 and younger) and that a staff gossips about us, so I guess I must’ve had a breakdown or something that was talked about because I’m quiet and I haven’t gotten into any trouble. After chatting with those girls I went on a elevator with them and a female staff asked how I’ve liked the cafeteria food which I replied it was good, she said she hopes it was enough since the cafeteria food is light and I thought to myself agreeing with her but also I don’t really eat much at home as I don’t get big appetites normally.

1 Nov 2024

Dream

I fell out bed onto the floor. Yago laughed at me then started helping me. He then started having sex with me. I peeked my eye open and it was just a dream within a dream. He said he was going to make something to eat. He wanted me to come with him. We went to the living room and he did the crip walk but at least 5 more of himself walked through the door and 4 women I know they were all smiling at me in a creepy way. That’s when I knew I was dreaming. I started punching a lot of them and they started singing some song to me. I kept hopping through mirrrors to change the dream until I finally got to the core.

1 Nov 2024

Dream

I was doctor who. I was in a giant freight elevator that looked more like a room except for the control panel. This elevator was meant for moving people as there was furniture and lants inside. I was an elderly version of the doctor possibly the first (played by William Hartnell), with several companions most notably Susan, with her short dark hair. I don't think she was in the room with us. I remember hearing her voice as she told us how to get to where she was. We had pressed the floor we wanted to go to and the elevator began its descent, however it did not stop at our floor. I mentioned this to her and she said the elevator must be broken and that we needed to hit the brake button to stop the descent or we would all die. I asked her where it was and she told me it should be the last button on the bottom of the panel. I saw a brown button at the bottom and pushed it, but nothing happened. The button was down by my shins so I could not read it well. I'm going to have to get down on the floor to see this I complained to myself, and I lay down on my side. That's when I noticed the button I'd pushed though it was the bottom one, did not say brake, the one above it did. I hit the correct one now, and the elevator stopped. When I stood up, everything had changed. We were all dressed very colorful. And everyone was younger. I was younger. I had a bright red jacket with green trim. This was amazing - I was younger but had not regenerated. I was a younger version of this regeneration. I tested my body by touching my toes. I jogged over to a mirror and looked at my youthful appearance. I spoke and even sounded younger. I could actually join my companions on adventure - instead of merely being the cranky advisor. I briefly wondered to myself if I'd have the same authority though, now that I didn't look my years.

29 Oct 2024

Dream

I am constantly feeling my teeth in my mouth with my tongue which damages it. I keep feeling them in my mouth until it feels like they fall out. I am in the massive basement of the greenhouse and and I am looking in the mirror I see that they didn't fall out but they do have holes in them from me constantly checking them with my tongue. I panic, the stress makes me want to die and I consider killing myself but I decide not to do it, as although the erosion of my teeth has left massive holes in them they can still be fixed. I was hoping that it wasn't real and tried to wish myself awake, I couldn't, then just as I begin to accept that this might be real I am able to open my eyes and wake up.

28 Oct 2024

Dream

My mom and i were in an argument and we were in an older house. I saw a mirror and grabbed it. I looked at my reflection and started crying, watching a tear streamed down my eye. There were large tears that never ended streaming down my cheeks.

22 Oct 2024

Dream

I was laying in bed with my daughter Lucy and Freddy Krueger was trying to kill us. In order to rip him out of our dreams and bring him into the real world I had to have her put her finger on his head then her other finger on my head and I had to put one of my fingers on her head and then on his to make a loop. He was fighting us so hard to make sure that didn’t happen. Finally he escaped and I was trying to hide from him and while running through the house I saw a mirror and looked into the mirror and saw my face. I was thinking something scary was going to happen since there was darkness behind me but it never did. There are some other parts I don’t remember but at one point I knew I was dreaming then it turned into Freddy laying in front of me and trying to seduce me with his mind, which he did, and he made me orgasm and after I orgasmed my head shook violently and uncontrollably then I woke up.

22 Oct 2024

Dream

I was sitting in an office writing at a desk. There was a huge black and white myler balloon that is loosely tied to the desk with other balloons. Around the windows were see through curtains and I could see the  parking lot that had cars. I saw a door push open and out came a man with black hair and was wearing a blue suit. I knew his name was Joey but I didn’t recognize the man. He looked mad because I was in trouble. He saw me getting wrote up. I looked back in the hallway and he was gone. Joey walked away and disappeared. Then I was fighting with my old Soledad HR, Erica and Ally, calling them names and trashing the place. I was walking around in a maze type building buying stuff online. I received a lot of different sizes and styles of mirrors, kids swing sets, and weird storage shelves that gave away to my peers. I then took super glue and smeared it all over the time clock and started throwing gel balls at people to scare them. I took a break at work could not walk because my shoes felt as if they were tied together. I looked down and they were just untied but it was so hard to walk. Nobody would talk to me as I walked around. I felt so lost and lonely. I couldn’t find Jenny anywhere. I could feel her close by, I just couldn’t see her. I tried calling Jenny and no answer. I looked around and saw that she was sitting alone without me. I felt sad and lonely. And I could feel that she missed me as well.

18 Oct 2024

Dream

There was this house for sale and my mom was showing it. The lady checking it out called us bc she couldn’t get the basement open and so we come and get it open and as soon as we open it looks like everything is rotting the stairs and the wood around. We go down and it’s this huge basement and we’re looking around everything seems normal and while everyone elce is looking I turn around and there’s this duck taped sex doll guy in the floor next to this kids dry erase board and I say “hey we would have noticed this right?” And everyone turns and looks and now we are all confused as to how that got there. There was this other door down there and I think a mirror. I also think we had drinks and one of them turned blue (these were all hallucinations) the light went out and came back on again to this crazy ass zombie lady attacking us and was trying to eat my face off and there was water on the counter and I sprayed that on her ass and ig that burned her and so she goes away for a sec and we book it upstairs just to see her run at us on the way up. We shut the door and looked at each other. Then it cuts to later that day and we’re getting our nails done and telling the guy the story. We get done and we start talking and I look at my hands and they are all the sudden not the color he put. He did intracate designs and all the sudden they were white and I showed him and we all thought that was bazar. It cuts to us at my house and it’s my mom, her friend, me, and an older brother I guess. I look into the mirror and say fuck you to that creepy thing and we end up going to bed however my room wasn’t my normal unasleep room. It was my old room but I had 2 floor mirrors and this picture frame mirror by my bed and if u don’t know mirrors are a gateway and so I was in that room for 30 sec and I said fuck no so I left to go lay with my mom and her friend and then I woke up.

14 Oct 2024

Dream

Salvador on the river barge cruise sitting next to me. I didn’t think he’d sit by me but he did. He was wearing sunglasses and he touched my hand. It was an open air style boat that would shuttle people a short distance. His mom say him holding my pinkie out of her window and I felt guilty. When I looked in the mirror after I thought I looked bad. No makeup and my hair was weird. I was glad to be wearing sunglasses on the boat. I also saw Stacy and Kevin through the window of Salvador seniors house and they were waving. I went to the house after the boat ride and Kevin asked if I was going to his birthday dinner. I wasn’t sure if I was even invited. I was looking through my closet to find clothes and there was nothing cute to wear. The closet was tiny and looked like grandmas closet. Stacey was glad she would t have to come back to penasco anymore. Ricardo’s birthday. Sal was going out with him. I didn’t think I couldn’t cause Tom was back.

13 Oct 2024

Dream

I was in a house with friends. A very old house. We went from places to places, and looked in mirrors, the mirrors were magic and showed us the future, the pas, answered questions. There were games with the friends. We could plunge into the mirrors. It was multi dimensional