Guy

18 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream I got robbed again. (During the day.) Some guy in a black ski mask and a white T-shirt told me to give him everything I had. I did not. I ran. He started shooting but somehow I didn’t get hit.

16 Jul 2024

Dream

I was in a big store that looked like Walmart. There were a few familiar faces who apparently worked with me, one of them being an ex-friend named Rosa. As I was sorting SIM cards, I run into a guy and a small child (toddler). He looked very familiar, I knew him from somewhere. He says hi to me and he tells his little one to say hi as well. We have a conversation and he tells me that I am the mother of his little one. I got caught by surprise because I didn’t remember ever birthing any other child but my son Issac. He looked a little hurt and asked me if I didn’t remember a few years back when he got me pregnant. Suddenly, I got a flash of memories. In the memory, I remembered that we had a one night stand and had an accidental pregnancy. I let him know about the pregnancy and that I was going to abort. He begged me to keep his child and told me he would take full responsibility and not ask anything of me. He just really wanted a kid. I was hesitant of keeping the pregnancy but he kept insisting, so I decided to have the baby and give up my parental rights to him. When I had these memories, I felt extremely guilty that I had a child, gave him up and forgot about him. I went over, introduced myself to the boy and gave him a hug. He looked so much like his father and looked only a little bit older than Issac. I let dad know that I was sorry for forgetting about our child and that I wanted the opportunity to be in his life because he deserved to have a mother. He seemed surprised by it but was open to it and then they left. I started to think about how I was going to break the news to my family, Issac’s dad and all my loved ones. Nobody knew about the existence of this boy and I had forgotten about it myself. I wondered how I was able to block the memory out of my mind for so long. I knew I had to make things right, let all my loved ones know about “my first born” and make up for lost time with this boy.

15 Jul 2024

Dream

what the fuck is my dream recording okay so I said that tonight I went out with a friend to have dinner and it happened to be the night of the soccer game and we met this guy named Alex but he was friend with another guy named Kenny and Kenny was a fucking weirdo and he tried to get with me all night he kept saying oh I'm attracted to her I'm attracted to her aka me but like my friend had an a-line silhouette skirt and she was so cute and I was wearing like a sweatpants and a crop top and anyways he was like had eyes on her all night and At the end of the night, when we had to go home like 4 or 5 a.m., he didn't pay for our Uber and I honestly expected that behavior because I heard from his friend that he was unemployed. So, honestly, I'm not surprised. But my friend, she was like, oh, I didn't expect that behavior, like he was trying to take care of us all night, even against weirdos. I was like girl you look like a baddie right now and I'm like so mid and he obviously is looking at you all night but okay you don't you don't see that so I get that but anyway so he didn't pay for uber so I had to pay like 130 to go home he didn't pay for it and I was like you're a fucking loser and I blocked him

15 Jul 2024

Dream

Me and this new guy I been talking to actually got together and started dating and he was different from the other guys I been with and didn’t use me

14 Jul 2024

Dream

I am in a beach then im indoors and there are men all around me. A lot in military uniform and other uniforms. I walk with some of them. One that is taler than me hugs me from behind, he is tall, and strong and i like it and we walk this way to a table. I see his face i wish he was more handsome but hes ok. Then im sitting with another guy who is upset he is rejected by a younger women. I try and explain to him the science of attraction and i add in a layer about age. I say “ if we are both an 8 out of ten, we need to find someone who is an 8 in our age range”

12 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream that there was a fox at my work and one of my co-workers trapped it in a box but the box had an opening on the top which provided the fox an opportunity for escape. while attempting to figure out a better container to keep the fox so that it wouldn’t leave. I was designated to put my foot over the opening to ensure the fox wouldn’t jump through and escape. The dream then transitioned to a guy named Bruno who was a sword smith and was making a really nice sword.

10 Jul 2024

Dream

I was dreaming that I was on a Greyhound bus that was old-school style, and I sat next to some old guy with a long beard, and we were just talking, and he was talking about anything and everything in the sun, and I was like, okay, so we just talked and talked and talked, until we got off our final stop, which was at Federal Express. I saw, like, some different shapes that were clear, and they were supposed to be configured to the planes, and some of them were, like, half the size, and they saw, like, four different belts, and all of a sudden, as soon as I just stared at the belts, he seemed like he disappeared. and then I was waiting outside to get picked up by the BLM guy and it was like a raggedy looking car with different colors. I asked what happened to his car he's like yeah he got in a wreck but I had a big deal what I got I was like okay I'm not gonna argue so we got in it was running kind of janky but whatever we got home that was it

9 Jul 2024

Dream

I was a contestant on a reality show for survivor, we could only bring one food or one thing so I brought a bag of dehydrate peas, knowing I would need to make an alliance for water. I thought this would help me so I wasn’t hungry. I remember stash all kinds of food everywhere on the show for later. Butter in a suit pocket, dog bones in a bag, food in the freezer. at one point I saw my 18-year-old Crystal self having a guy flirt with me. He was real close to my face like he was about to kiss me. My younger self liked it, but as I looked on with empathy, I knew it was a ploy. I remember eating well on the show surprisingly and sharing my food and always having more

9 Jul 2024

Dream

First thing I remember is noticing me and my brother coming home from work and noticing my bedroom window is open and the screen has been cut the we hear noses coming from the house the some random guy walks in and holds us hostage for something the some lady does the same thing I grabbed something to try and defend myself but she grabbed a knife and the she kills my brother and hurts me I’m almost dead but I call my mom to let her know I figured out one name somehow and I tell her and let her now I love her and I’m sorry then I woke up

9 Jul 2024

Dream

On a trip Trip gets disrupted by some kind of an ambush/burglary/robbery Almost gets killed Is spared, the rest of my family members are in captivity or killed Getting lost in a forest, cloudy, thick fogs Sephiroth finds me Almost gets killed Something something too pathetic to be deserving of my blade Gets trained by the guy in some mountain cottage Car drives slowly through the pebble paths in the forest Pinecones, loghouse villas, family dramas Almost gets killed in the throes of explosive argument-turned-physical-fight(abuse) House becomes casualty of the lightest of Sephiroth’s fire blast Is walked into by said guy while my father is putting me in a headlock Again, somehow is getting the masamune to my throat as he gives one of his ‘hmph pathetic’ speeches

3 Jul 2024

Dream

It was like I was at store and got to set up shop, my partner and I were selling weed and he let me have some. Earlier I was with my friend Michaela and we were at a carnival(it was cloudy)and saw a guy with dog because we were in line to go riding on horses. Even before that her brother my mom and a few other people were doing this gift giving/white elephant type of thing and I learned something scary and that something was going to happen to the cat because of the doors not being shut or something they told me or that inner monologue. (When I learned about the scary thing it was after the carnival, yet at one point I saw the cat with blood idk if the cat's alive or not.)

1 Jul 2024

Dream

We go to a hairdresser and the hairdresser refuses to serve us because we’re African-American. However, there’s a state law that says they have to service us if we made an appointment. The Grandma aka hairdresser gets really furious, Starts being violent, and I ask others plus my dad to record her actions to have this all on film . Her daughter arrives, apologizing for her grandmas actions. the grandma leaves in fury and then comes back and car crashes the building with her own daughter inside as well as me. Scene switches to A guy giving me a card to a magical place on the street and then again in a grocery store