Paralysis

28 Sep 2024

Dream

I lay back and it’s like I teleported into another world. I’m going down a road, then suddenly I’m painting the picture I was just in. Slowly I’m smoothing out lines and covering small pieces as if to make the smoothest line. And everything is dark, I feel strange but it doesn’t settle in just yet that I’m actually asleep and that I feel off even in my dream. I walk to a friends, even though I don’t really ever see someone I actually know but I feel safe. He’s sitting on the floor holding a video game controller. I slide down to the floor I’m feeling defeated and tired like I did when I was awake except I even feel it in my sleep. But weirdly enough that strange off feeling is intensifying, I grab my friends hand, rest my head on his shoulder, place my phone in my lap face down. When he goes to start the game a surge sets off the screen goes blank but the tv is not completely off. It’s like an invisible bomb went off and that off feeling intensifies but what’s even weirder is i feel like im high and like im having a seizure except I’ve only read about these I can’t actually say I’ve ever had one. But I feel like I just got high and my brain is pulsating, not like a headache but I feel dizzy, almost like I’m high however I haven’t even smoked or taken anything that would make me feel this way, and when I try to say something I can’t. Then I tried to move and I can’t, I’m paralysed, terrified and I desperately want to ask for help but I can’t do an anything. But as soon as I get restless and wanted to be unstuck I wake up. I finally come to and realise I’m not dreaming anymore and my heart is pounding. And I’m just scared but I’m struggling to recall all of the dream. The last thought I remember having is how I miss being touched and how I want to be intimately touched again. Like I haven’t felt anything genuine in so long I’m craving that and sex.

11 Sep 2024

Dream

I returned to bed after my last dream and realized I had fallen asleep too quickly. Before I could do anything, I found myself stuck and paralyzed in the bed. I woke up, but my eyelids were too heavy to stay awake, and before I knew it, I was back to that paralyzed state. This repeated several times until I realized that I should just go to bed instead of trying to wake up. Instead of doing that, I focused on creating scary little creatures in my head. I wanted to see if I could make something to scare myself but to no avail. I stopped fighting and closed my eyelids.

6 Sep 2024

Dream

I just wake up because it’s crying in my dream. I was playing with some people and I knew some of them. We were playing kind of game with the plastic gun and water attacking each other. Some point I’ve been arrested and somebody’s really picking on me too make me with that plastic gun , nature pray between heels somebody called and told me that there is someone who needs me so to know who is that person? They told me that person it’s your help when I got in the house all the doors in the house has been locked from behind take me and start beating me up. It wasn’t that painful but I turned and saw that person who that person is my friends husband I was in shock why he’s beating me up a lot, different things always shows me respect me that much and she hates me. He put me on the ground sitting on my back and hitting me and shouting like a small child. I was very surprised by his actions so he couldn’t do anything I was paralysed and then when he hates me enough, he left me alone there and gone. I didn’t know what should I do? What? What just happened and why so in between the other friend of mine who I helped them a lot, also they invited us for gathering and having food together. They just moved to the new place and wanted to decorate the new home was helping her to decorate and where it could be better but I still was in shock from the happening in between the other friend, wife of that man who has beat me up came as well, she was seems like didn’t know anything. My heart was very heavy and full of cry so in between I saw other ladies who also is my friend but she’s kind of herself for a while and I haven’t talked to her. She was there and she was explaining about her situation and why she hide on what is her plan for future But she couldn’t concentrate on her because I was thinking what happened and sinking in my thoughts, Ola sudden I stand I went out I couldn’t be to sit there and listen to her anymore. The friend of mine who has the wife of that man who has beat me up came to me and Tolk very nice and smiling but I always feel that she’s just playing a role and nothing is really give me lots of respect but I feel is fake and then I couldn’t handle that anymore and I shouted on her and I said don’t you really know what your husband did and she said no I don’t what my has done I told her about crying when I told her the other people came around then I was crying what happened and then I came back and summer and it was something I don’t really remember what was that but I feel it was part that has been broken in that fight when he was beating me up so I put his number and burn it down and it was Bernie it was some candles around too. They were burning to put them in the fire and they were burning too at the fire and at the same time very deep I cried a lot until that wake me up I could sense my tears

7 Aug 2024

Dream

I was in a nice hotel room and laying in my bed with another man laying next to me and I saw a rat across the room climbing curtains on the wall.. I was paralyzed just watching the rat climbing just hoping it wasn’t coming near me. There were other couple in another bed closer to the curtains and I was trying to wake them up but I couldn’t wake them up.. next thing I knew there was a rat eating ramen noodles next to my bed and I started hitting it to make it go away but it wasn’t leaving and I woke up the man laying next to me and I got out of bed to realize that the whole room was infested.. I saw them coming out of holes and I tried sealing them out but the rats were in the door and pushed it open and broke the bottom of the door and there was a cat next to me seating at them but after I screamed I woke up!

22 Jul 2024

Dream

I was laying on a bed I didn’t recognize, in a really nice room, that looked expensive, I felt great. I was drinking and laughing, having the time of my life. I was with someone, I knew I was, but I was watching from another POV and I couldn’t see who I was with. The dream shifts and I am seeing from my eyes POV, my head started to feel fuzzy and my body got heavy like I was being weighed down. I was flat on my back, the only thing I could move was my eyes. Then I saw this dark shadow figure lingering over me. I watched as it reached out its hand and started to touch me, feeling my boobs, my stomach, down to my vagina, and slowly sticking its fingers inside of me. I couldn’t move or speak, but I could feel everything happening. It put itself inside of me and made me cum. I was scared, but I actually enjoyed it after it was over.

22 Jul 2024

Dream

Ghosts following me everywhere. And not nice ones. I wake up, start petting Bolt to try and convince myself it's only a dream, and I see this shadowy figure leaning on my bed, swaying back and forth as if to say, "nanny nanny boo boo, I didn't go away..." I about screamed but I felt paralyzed... Of course it went away when I got up out of bed.

20 Jul 2024

Dream

I was laying on my bed, the room was black. But out of the darkness I could see two hands holding a painting I did of my feelings that I have hanging on my wall to me. I wanted to reach out and grab it, but I couldn’t move when I tried too.

9 Jul 2024

Dream

I came home and everything was in disarray. I looked around and the same man that was in my dream last week ran towards me. I tried to scream like last time so he would run away and no voice came out, so he kept running at me. I woke up screaming high pitch for at least 5 seconds and I couldn't move. I tried to sit up and I couldn't. My ex gave me the amount of time.

7 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream when I was watching TV and the vilian in the show came to life.I couldn't move and it came closer but then I woke up!

2 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream about my ex-crush sending me pornographic videos and as I tried to wake up, I was paralyzed as I seen myself move closer to a firey gate with glowing red-eyed goblins to wake up.

22 Jun 2024

Dream

Last time, I had a very vivid dream... I was inside the house... In my bed.. I was looking at the wall... On my left side..I saw shadows and figurines on the wall....then..they suddenly moved! This other figure is aiming to attack with a sharp thing In hand.. and as if it killed the opponent... My heart rises at that point and I try to calm down and to get up and pray.. but I couldn't move! So I try to think of Father/God and I finally wake up...

6 Jun 2024

Dream

being at work, and suddenly the sky goes dark and all of the lights go out. suddenly i see a figure in a dark cloak trying to unlock the locked door in the back. when i touch him to stop him, he looks at me and i am paralyzed.