Seizure

5 Nov 2024

Dream

My dream last night was scary. In the beginning of the dream, I was sitting on the couch with my mom watching tv, and we were arguing about something stupid… until the tv started malfunctioning, my mom noticing that first, then the Echo Show started emitting this high pitched sound, and it was coming from outside too. I got up and was heading for the back window in the kitchen, but was stopped when my whole body went tingly and my brain started feeling fuzzy and I fell to the floor. It was like a seizure. Before it went black I tried to say “terrorists” but it came out as “terr…” then everything went black, and I woke up. When I woke up I still felt the tingling sensation and I had a massive headache

21 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a seizure the day before so when I woke up I felt really hungry and wanted to eat very badly. I looked down and saw that my nails were painted and I don’t remember painting them they were normal before I blanked out so I thought that was strange. When I went into the kitchen I saw that there was a bunch of people over in the backyard that I don’t remember seeing before. Then two boys came through the back door. It turned out that they were both famous actors and I was shocked and embarrassed since I was still in my pjs and hadn’t brushed my teeth or anything yet. I didn’t understand why they were there but then my mom came inside and she said that her friends knew their parents way before the boys got famous but I don’t remember it because I was really young. Both of them said hey and then left for a moment to grab something and both of them started trying to get me to eat one of them which I didn’t understand why I’m not that interesting. I ran and then managed to get myself ready and afterwards both the boys barged into my room and later down a bunch of shirts that were pretty cool looking but I didn’t want to be bought like a figurine on a shelf. I managed to figure out their names because I had forgotten. Both boys kept challenging each other to get me to be their girlfriend and I didn’t like it one bit. I asked them what their ages were and the one boy was just too young for me and I don’t think it would’ve worked out, he seemed really upset but I said that he was always welcome to come see me and hangout just as friends. The other was closer to my age so I kind of chose him and he was very sweet and cute. We sat on the couch and talked but then I realized my head hurt a bit from the seizures I had the day before and was nodding off, he offered to let me rest on his shoulder and I fell asleep then he fell asleep as well. The parents came in and said that they are going to hurt their necks and layed us down on the couch gently and said that we were meant to be together.

31 Jul 2024

Dream

I was in a waiting room after my mom had an unexpected seizure and in the waiting room this girl Graycie, another half sibling of my little brother's, approached me in tears. She said, "I'm so sorry you've had to deal with your mother." I ask her what she means and she replies, "She's an evil bitch that's trying to step on my plans to go to Uruguay." I ask her if she has a job lined up, and she tells me yes. I respond that it sounds like she has it figured out then. My mom bounces back quickly and from where we were (we were in Lexington), Gracie started to run the opposite direction to the airport. My mom reached out her hand and cried and I held her back, and she said to me, "she's going to be so clueless when she gets there. It'll be so hard." I sighed and walked her to the car. I drove us home and then checked my phone. I went to text Graycie to message me when she landed safely. But before I could send that, I got a huge wall of text from Graycie. "It's so weird to me how you've always been mute but talkative at the same time. You could never shut up about dogs but you have not much to say about many other topics. I'm going to miss you and when I land, I think I should help you unpack your feelings about this because I know I sprung this on you. Also, can you please explain this to Peerce? My parents are going to think I abandoned him when that's far from the truth. I abandoned Kentucky for a better job because my current arrangement doesn't work for me." I respond, "the mute thing is because of my autism. Please text me when you safely land and always follow your dreams. You don't have to worry about me, I've learned to handle myself."

28 Jun 2024

Dream

I had a dream that my cat was acting weird, running back and forth from one side of the room to the other side of the room, and then I hear a voice call my name, Ashley, and I look down and my cat is like having a seizure and like foaming at the mouth.

15 Jun 2024

Dream

I was riding in a car Looking out the window I started hearing police sirens coming from in the car I look over at the driver foam started coming out his mouth as he started to have a seizure i started freaking out and screaming And there was a building infront of us And the car started getting faster I tried getting the wheel And we crashed The male was some kid from my science class Elijah the football player He scares me.

22 May 2024

Dream

I remember applying for a job for store called Aldi‘s. They did not offer me a position. I decided to reapply for aldi through a temp agency and got the job, but by the time that I got up there, they had felt that I would be better for a different position , probably customer service or something like that since that’s what most of my résumé is about, but I had to take a test first and another applicant were chosen. They were given us questions verbally in front of the other people that were hired for different positions we get to question and the other applicants couldn’t figure out the the answer and I was able to answer the question, but it wasn’t a normal question and required some creative thinking we were so excited. The room got loud and everyone was just screaming and excitement. I was happy to I felt like I actually brought something to the table. I’m not really big on my resume it’s not really a good one, but anyways the instructor passes out and has a seizure. Someone ran over to her to put her in a proper position to keep her from choking, but they asked me to come over and pray. the lady shouted come on Tiara get over here as if she knew me or knew what kind of spirituality that I had I remember starting the prayer of asking God to heal her and then I went into telling the instructor to hold on and to not give up, but all of a sudden some energetic force pull me closer and now we are face-to-face and no one else is in the room she is still laying on the floor pale. my prayer shifts, though I remember telling God to feel her mind with less anxiety,more responsibility, and more responsibility for her actions. she didn’t like that part of the prayer too well because all the week she turns her head and faces another direction as if she wasn’t trying to hear what I had to say at that point I continue to pray anyway I remember hear accountibility I never saw her wake up because I end up waking up before she had the chance too

7 May 2024

Dream

Was at old work place that now had a rollercoaster. Coaster broke down so went inside to make money, picked up some off the ground and flashed for more. Exes mom was there faked seizures had someone call 911 and when I heard the sirens I woke up.

2 May 2024

Dream

In my second dream I was at a beautiful beach with my boyfriend we were about to play volleyball with some strangers. I was in the back and soon as the other team puned the ball it came straight to me. And I hit the ball but not hard enough. Anyway after that the game ended. My boyfriend was beside me but then he got missing somewhere. So I'm walking around trying to find him. I talked to my Dad on the phone and he sounded kinda weird like something was wrong. I got off the phone and ran into one of my managers at work and suddenly she fell to the floor shaking and having a seizure so I rolled her on her side until she stopped. She had on a red shirt and black pants. Then I finally found my boyfriend. He was sitting in a small room looking very stressed out. Best part about the dream I forgot to mention is I remember the waves. I got into the water. I remember a wave going over my head and the water felt good and was very clear.

20 Apr 2024

Dream

I got eyelash glue in my cats eye and her eyes turned black, she started to seize..I called for my grandma and my grandma told me we needed to take her to the vet immediately. I was scared

29 Mar 2024

Dream

There I was. Impaled through my stomach and out by back by one of the needles that was sitting at the bottom of this abyss I was knocked into that now has my blood dripping on it covering it in my blood. My limbs are twitching as I'm stuck around the needle point as my body is unable to go further down towards the bottom. My eyes pour blood the same time my mouth is throwing it up. I saw from a different perspective this time. This time I'm looking up at myself. But as bad as it is it couldn't possibly get any worse. That was a lie. Sooner than later I see a train falling right above me. And at the right moment, I woke up. I rose up quickly dripping in sweat and tears looking like I just been baptized. I found myself clenching my pajama shirt in between my stomach and my chest where there was excruciating pain. But it was only a nightmare. So why am I having this pain? This feeling was familiar to me… could this be another one of my prophetic dreams? If it was than I need to figure out what it means. Quickly. I laid back down questioning myself. How did I end up in that situation? Well let me tell you. I'm standing in front of an abyss. In between this large rigid train track that goes across this petrifying hole that leads to another side. I tried to run to the other side of this abyss but I gave up to the thought that it wasn't going to end. I closed my eyes and I somehow ended up in the same spot to begin with. “this place seems scarcely familiar..” I whispered to myself afraid that I would attract unwanted attention. I examine the place trying to look for certain things that could possibly ring a bell so that I can remember where I am and how to escape. And this is what I see. I looked in front of me and there is a train track that has no support holding it up above or below. I looked down and I saw a corpse lying on the train track where its ‘used to be’ head was. When I looked over to where the rest of its rotted head has been scattered to, I get startled to the sight and jerked backwards falling having tripped on the boards of the track. My hands start to shake like they were having a seizure and my heart was already starting to beat up against my ribs trying to escape and leave me making my breathing pattern irregular. Soon I get up and back away quickly from it and turn around ready to run away from this place like a headless chicken. But alas I am stopped by a brick wall that was infinity high. I immediately run to get around it but the deeper I got thee more ominous that place got. I started to feel my tear ducks fill with salty water as I become frustrated and terrified I was with this place. I close my eyes to release the tears and found myself right back in the middle of the train tracks. I continued to keep looking around and I eventually see an old abandoned gas station with one street light flickering and shining over a figure that would sometimes appear under the light and a sign written in blood, ‘Only the true special ones make it home this way’. I tensed up at the sign as another dead corpse lying on the side of the sign. I felt offended by the sign saying ‘only the special ones’ due to my narcissistic side. It was like it was taunting me saying I wasn't. But I am special! “What makes me different from the people that survived?” the next thing I knew, I see a train coming right for me on the tracks right when I began to start hoping on the boards. Still on land I watch as the train speeds my way as I stood there as numb as a block of wood. But right as it seemed it was about to hit me, I stupidly cross my arms in front my face and lower myself into a stance ready to accept my fate. My eyes teared at the thought, ‘Maybe I'm not special…?’. I closed my eyes tight enough it felt like my eyes were being pushed in by the lids of them. I stood there and opened my eyes hesitantly expecting a harsh impact, I felt nothing but strong wind. I stayed in that position for another half a second before fully opening my eyes with confusion. I could see the train around me as I went through it. “ghost train..?” I asked quietly before falling to my knees as the winds stopped holding me up. After another second I stand up again from my knees regaining my confidence despite this ungodly place and ignoring the fact that something was waiting for me on the other side. I begin hoping on the boards risking my life with each hop. It wasn't until I get to the middle of the huge abyss where I missed a step and fell in between the boards. I immediate reflex was to hold on to something so I don't fall in. I grasped onto one of the boards that was thankfully not far away. I couldn't bring myself back up due to the many trains that were passing by and possibly knocking me off the track, so I had to reach to the next board like I was playing on monkey bars. Once I finally reached the end of the abyss, I climbed up onto the land and unlike the other side I felt grass in the ground so I knew I was making ok progress. Still being the darkest, gloomiest and most ominous place I've ever seen in my life, I am still cautious to this new sight. I stood up facing a forest with very tall thin grayish brown trees with dull grass. As I stood up as silent as a white rabbit hiding from its prey, I observed the forest regretting having gone over here. Until I heard a faint whisper and rustling leaves behind me. I ran. I ran as fast as I could. I tuned around to see if I've gotten far from whatever that was, but it turned out I didn't get far at all. I stopped trying to run and stood looking behind me. Nothing. I figured I could continue finding my way through this forest but as soon as I turned around I meet this thing with a safe for a head wrapped in thorns and an apron covered in dirt and blood along with its hammer covered in mud blood and other disgusting fluids you could ever think of. It already had its weapon held up high as I stood there and before I could process the moment, he swung his hammer and I fell in the abyss. I'm falling and paralyzed and afraid. This is where I've met my wits end. Even though I can not move or scream and cry bloody murder for help, I can still feel this pain that has impacted me. It felt like someone dropped a wreaking ball wrapped in sharp wires cutting open my skin while releasing its disease through my sore body. It felt like someone injected a poison in me that also had small crystals inside of the killing substance just to tear me apart on the inside as much as it is on the outside. As I'm falling the river of tears, blood, and a black tar like substance flow out of my eyes, nose and mouth. I see all the lost souls, dead bodies, blood, and organs spread out everywhere. My perspective changed in this dream changed so that I could see myself falling from a distance. I see that as I fall I managed to turn over facing the ground. The perspective changed again and now I see that my face has gone pale and I could feel my heart giving up and my eyes changing to a cloudy gray. And there I was. Impaled through my stomach and out by back by one of the sharpest infectious needles that was sitting at the bottom of this abyss I was knocked into. My limbs are twitching as I'm stuck around the needle point as my body is unable to go further down towards the bottom. My eyes pour blood the same time my mouth is throwing it up. I could still see from a different perspective this time. This time I'm looking up at myself and the train falling right over me behind me. The fastest second went by and the train finally fell on me. Scattering my insides out. Squirting all the fluids out my body. And splitting me in half due to the pressure put on my body while still on the needle like a kebab.

14 Feb 2024

Dream

I had a dream where I kept having seizures in college which is weird because I don’t have seizures them when I got home it was a normal day I called my friends stayed up late and woke up in the morning i went outside the world had way more nature in it and loads of people where outside cutting the trees, bushes and plants and then mowing the lawns I started walking to the bus stop then realised I’m not at college today so I walked home and went to my room then it turned 5am I got a missed call from my mums friend who started talking about plans that had changed then my mum started shouting at me through the walls which is again weird because she never shouts like that I shouted back hung up on my mums friend who I haven’t even talked to in ages so I don’t know why she called me then I went back to sleep and woke up into another dream thinking that was the dream this was the worst of it because when I woke up from the apparent dream into another dream I opened my phone and loads of tweets where saying “August 1st” and then the earth started crumbling into a black hole and so was I at first I felt panic I tried to yell but couldn’t and the I got a feeling of relaxation to just accept that I was going to die then I finally woke up

8 Feb 2024

Dream

I’m thinking about my art project. The ideas and the ways of writing them down. Then, all of sudden thought of a really gorey death that the character was in. I said "That's not very realistic" while laughing to myself. I suddenly wake up in a bathtub that has a small amount of water in it. Due to just waking up, I struggle to sit up and I lie in the bathtub for quite some time. It didn't take long for me to realize I was in a bathroom. The room is completely pitch black, the exception of a dim light coming from a nightlight by the sink. With barely any strength in me, I weakly pulled myself up into a sitting position and noticed the side that was in the water felt completely numb. I brushed it off thinking I was just sleeping on my side weird and stumbled out of the tub. I begin to stumble to the dim light with my eyes closed tight. I found it really difficult to walk. I was stumbling a lot, like if I had broken a bone. I reached the sink where a beautiful light switch was present. I stumble, almost falling to the ground and hastily turn the switch on but the light doesn't turn on. As I begin to panic, I hastily flip the switch over and over again in hopes that the light will turn on. Eventually the light turns on and at first, the light blinds me for a moment but my eyes manage to get used to the light quickly. The bathroom looked old and fancy. The wallpaper is tearing off yet in such good condition too. I was impressed with how detailed and decorative the bathroom looked. Then I looked at the mirror in relief, that relief soon turned into shock. I saw myself in the mirror very wounded. About 1/5 of my head was melted off, my right arm was melted off, and my right side was exposed. I could see my own organs. I was just a bloody mess. In the mirror, I saw my terrified expression. Then I remembered the liquid at the bottom of the bathtub and my numbness. Something in that bathtub caused my body to melt like this. Suddenly, my eyes rolled back to the ceiling and felt my energy leave my body as I nearly fell onto the floor. I managed to gain control of my body, but looking back at the mirror and the sight made me panic and I tumbled again. It was like I was having a seizure.