Dream About Family Conflict 43

It was weird because I was at a house I somewhat didn't recognize but I knew the layout and my siblings my older sisters my two first cousins and other twin cousins were there as well as my grandmother and my least favorite aunt. So it started off with I think us just talking about being adults and basically I think my two older sisters started smoking or whatever and I wasn't doing that and then it switched I think to me playing outside with all three of my younger cousins my second first cousin and my two twin cousins and then I came back in I think in this dream I was probably like 14-15 because I remember I was getting scolded I think for I think thinking about smoking and drinking and that I think I had hid the fact that I've done it before in the dream and my grandma I think said she better not be doing that and I think that's what my grandma said and my least favorite aunt was also saying that in a few extra stuff that I didn't want to hear and I think I went to bed in this dream and then woke back up and I think I had snuck back outside in the morning but I didn't know my least favorite aunt was outside I did once I heard her voice but I had my headsets on so I just kept walking down the stairs and just didn't just ignored her basically and you know I saw a car drive around the corner like a gray I think Toyota I don't even know it was a great car though, and I kept walking until my aunt had came out of the car and I just pretend to notice her coming out of the car and I said oh Auntie is that you cuz actually sometimes in Waking Life it would take me a minute to notice a person's face even if they're right in front of me even if it's a familiar face my brain works slow like that I don't know what's wrong but in the dream I pretended to notice that I first noticed her and I don't know this part of the dream was kind of weird but as soon as she fast walked right up to me and I had taken off my headsets I think or maybe one ear was just taken off and she hugged me and I felt like she hugged me so tight that I couldn't breathe and then she let me go she snatched my phone out of my hand and I think she walked back to the house too and I think I did that as well but not before I think going down the street to the store and then I came back and the weirdest part is I saw when I came back to the front of the house outside on the front steps my first cousins my twin cousins and my least favorite aunt was all going back inside of the building never knew they left though but I went in with them and when I turned around before going inside the house I mean back in my grandma's house I had seen my second first cousin lighting a cigarette and smoking it which in Waking Life my second first cousin is actually younger than me so I think when I was in Waking Life 14 I think he was 12 so it's odd and it was odd for me to see him smoking and my face was just like what the heck so I went inside and all of a sudden I got this nervous anxiety feeling when my grandmother was talking right and she was having not really an attitude with me but it seems like she was just really upset because I think Auntie made it inside the house first and talk to her about what just happened and I was telling my grandma and fear and panic and I was just trying to make it seem like I wasn't ignoring Auntie the first time I stepped out the house and I told my Grandma I said Grandma no when I stepped out the house I had my headsets on and I couldn't hear auntie and it only took me a minute to notice her when I went around the corner and I think I was mainly in trouble in this dream because the previous night before I went outside I was smoking and drinking I think and I wasn't supposed to I think my sister's or my first cousin had gave it to me and so after that I was explaining also to my grandma that Auntie had snatched my phone and I couldn't call Grandma and I was sitting in Grandma's kitchen and it was weird because grandma doesn't have an island in her kitchen but she did this time and I was sitting in her kitchen and basically I still was trying to Stand My Ground and I felt like crying cuz usually when I tried to like stand up for myself I feel like crying in my Waking Life because it's like nobody everybody keeps repeating stuff and nobody's listening to me so in my dream I kept repeating myself I kept feeling nervous and then all of a sudden I look in the back of me while I'm sitting down and I see my phone in my back pocket I'm like what the and I take it out and I show grandma and I said Grandma it was in my back pocket and it seems like she's not upset with me anymore at this point and she just laughed at my comment but then I think my grandma came into the kitchen and hugged me and then I just woke up it was a very weird Vivid dream on my dreams are vivid I just sometimes forget all the details to them