Step

11 Jul 2024

Dream

It was night time, I was at my hometown and it had just poured so everything was shiny from lights refectling off the wet surface. I was in an older car kind of like a Cadillac. It was still drizzling so the wipers were turned on. We went under a traffic light that was green, and then ended up about 10 minutes down the road in the next town. We turned left at another light down to a local grocery store called ShopRite, but the place wasn’t as it usually is, it was in a quarry type place and all of a sudden its day time and now we’re in a rush to get back to where we came from and as we leave we pop back to the first traffic light and it’s dark again and this just repeats. I feel that I am looking for someone and in a rush, but don’t know why. I feel anxious and overwhelmed the entire time. I think my step dad is the driver but it could also be me too.

8 Jul 2024

Dream

i had a dream that my step sister elena kept looking thru my stuff and using it and now caring where she put it afterwards and i was getting so mad and telling her she doesnt respect me and to stop and i was gonna put a label saying “daphne’s DO NOT TOUCH”

8 Apr 2024

Dream

I went to the doctor to trap about my health concerns. And when I stepped in the scale for a vital check-in, a blue screen flashed in front of me and said I was obese. The doctor was insistent on my bed to make lifestyles changes if anything else was going to get better

8 Apr 2024

Dream

I was responsible for taking care of my step dad's rabbits. (Growing up in real life we had a rabbit farm.) I went to check on the rabbits and a bear had ripped through 2 put of the 3 barns and killed most of the rabbits. I tried to catch and re cage as many rabbits as possible. When my syep dad returned I showed him the barns. It was like we could still see the bear in one of the barns, like it had died in there. That's all I remember right now

8 Apr 2024

Dream

About 4.58, 4.59 this morning, just before 5am, I dreamt that I heard footsteps, little footsteps running towards my bed and then almost like the duvet lifted and somebody got in almost like a child, but it scared me a lot to the point it woke me up, but that was it.

8 Apr 2024

Dream

I was dating two men, one was a policeman very attractive black guy and one a very attractive white man, I arranged a day for both of them ti come to my house which was a place I used to live years ago, my best friend crashed her car outside my house into another friends green car, they where arguing, the white guy was in my house as the other guy turned up, I told my house mate to keep him in the house as I went out to see the other guy, and take him away from the house, I was dressed in an old shirt and nothing else, I was walking the through lots of shops with him to get us out of sight and we ended up in a cocktail bar and he asked me where my friend got her car from as he had seen it at his work and knew it was a stollen car? I said I didn’t know. We ordered cocktails and then I was trying to climb some really steep steps to go to the toilet, but there was obsticles everywhere, I finally found a toilet that was tiny, like that for a child, and it was really dirty! I just wanted to text the other guy so he could go home and I would call him later as something had come up! - I wanted to go home with the policeman to bed after we had cocktails. But didn’t want to cut the other guy off completely.

7 Apr 2024

Dream

My husband and our friends were going on a trip across Texas. We stopped to look at a big canyon. It was odd to me because it wasn't Paulo Duro canyon and I knew that there weren't any other canyons in Texas. It looked more like the Grand Canyon but we weren't in Arizona. We took a few pictures and walked to the edge. There was a spot a little bit away where you could go down into the canyon and I really, really wanted to go walk around and explore. But, we were on a tight schedule and we couldn't stay any longer. There was a couple coming out of the canyon and they said hello amd commented that it was a long hike down, but well worth it. I took a few more steps closer to the path and contemplated extending our journey so we could explore. But my husband reminded me that we had to get going. He said maybe we can stop by this again someday and explore, but I knew we never would. I sighed with sadness and took a few more pictures before getting back into the van. I tuned out the conversation around me as I looked at the canyon longingly while we drove away. Then I woke up.

7 Apr 2024

Dream

I went on short vacation with a mother and her daughter. They were both grown. We rented out an air bnb and we were smoking and drinking and having fun. The day it was time to go, we were riding and I remember the daughter say “I haven’t smoked today.” And she motioned her hands to her mouth as if she was smoking. On the way to the airport, I was riding in her daughter’s car and we missed the exit turn to exit out the neighborhood to the main road. We decided to back into a driveway to turnaround and go back to the exit. I saw a man with dreads and wife and kids out on the porch. They were dressed in African clothing and jewelry beads. The man had African three drum set. They were about to make music. So we turn around and head toward the exit. I checked my phone to see if the mother and daughter had the same flight and we did. I don’t remember the flight exactly but when we landed and got off. I didn’t hear from the women again until we went to work. I talked to them and jokingly told them that they left me at the airport and disappeared. At work, we have a huge class and after eating lunch, I assisted the class with throwing their plate away. One causation girl didn’t want to hug me at first, threw her plate away, and smiled at me. Then she came back to hug me. After that, we let the children paint on two tables. I was coaching the teacher to tell her not to set out too much paint paper or it will get overwhelming. After some time it was time to go outside to play and we had some children that were still in the classroom. I had to say “who wants fish sticks” in order to get the children outside. Then I said we are playing kick ball to go outside. Some children went outside but some still wanted to stay inside. I went outside with the children and let the teacher know to stay inside with the rest of the children. Once we got outside, we had to climb down from these concrete steps and jump near a bush. I was a bit skeptical but the children had did it with no problem. I jumped and may have jumped to somewhere else because now I’m in the back of this house and I walk though the house through the front door. The house is empty. I walk out the front door and walked down the steps. The house is on a slight hill. I street walking on the street and noticed that this house is next to my childhood home. I walked up the street to get a better look at the home and some things are different about the house like a two garage door. There was also a shed in the back yard. Everything else resembled the same about the house. I then started to walk back to the house o came out of thinking to myself, “wow I’m going to buy this house and it’s right next to my childhood home.” I checked the address and noticed that it had two different numbers. The number in the black mailbox was 4145. The number address on the house said another number. I then realized the house has two door and that it was a duplex home. I tried to remember what door I came out of. When I went back inside the house, I then heard noise. There were squatters living in the house. Some were in the bedroom, and kitchen. As I’m walking out the back door I hear police sirens. I looked at the latch to see if it unlocked. I opened the back door which was another location and jumped into the lake to swim to the other side. I woke up

6 Apr 2024

Dream

I had went and got all dressed and dolled up for an event that I had a few days before and the guy I was dating at the time Kyle, knew about the event but didn’t like offer to help with like anything, makeup , hair, nails, outfit, nothing. But I got it all together. So a few days after the event I ended up in the backseat of his car, on the drivers side, and he was in the drivers seat and it was another girl in the passenger seat next to him. I couldn’t see her face or anything but I saw her hair it was long and curly, probably a weave. And I heard her voice. I do notice that it’s someone sitting next to me in the backseat but at first I’m unaware of who it is. I was listening to Kyle and the girl who he calls bestfriend next to hims conversation. She was talking about she needed her makeup done for something she had going on for her friends birthday and her nails and she was also looking at outfits on her phone. He then turns around to me and asks me how much my makeup artists, and nail tech charges and what’s her IG so he could give it to the girl next to him… and I look at him in “awe” then he turns to her and says, “I’ll pay for your makeup and nails and even your outfit just let me know how much.” I instantly said to him “bro you got me fucked up…” I got out the car, and the person next to me got out the car too. That person happened to be my sister Kayla. Kyle steps out the car too asking “what is wrong?” I told him “A few days ago, I just had an important event two days ago, and for the preparation of the event, you didn’t offer a penny! But this girl going to a birthday party, and you all hands on deck with whatever she needs? & you’re asking for my glam team for her? You got me fucked up! We’ve been dating for sometime now and you couldn’t offer support for something important to me but you gone support a raggedy ass birthday party for somebody you not even involved with? ” Kyle responded “no, don’t do that to me… like stop ! Be forreal, I’m just tryna be helpful.” I could see the girl getting ready to try to step out the car because the passenger door opened up. My sister told him “yeah man that’s bold as hell and in our faces tho?” I said to Kyle “I’m done… It’s a wrap.” And I walked away from the car and didn’t say another word to him.

5 Apr 2024

Dream

I remember one of the first dresms was inside my backyard Inwasndoingnsokerhint where inessntrtijgntongonogrrbthrnbrifkneslln but then after that I went to the table at the end of our backyard with my mom to spray paint on my clothes and a police helicopter dropped red paint all over me for some reason, I had to leave the house in the car to a grey day concert that my sister was talking about in the car there were so many people staring at me with the red spray paint but Indidnt care on the freeway the entire time that we’d do so I got into the car rolling the window down I remember when I went into the lobby area for the freeway race there was other people inside the girls locker room/ lobby aka preparation area and I had my things set down there next to tape so then I went and kept talking to people inside the locker room waiting going back and forth, and then when I got back in there was someone who I used to know before who was In my past but I didn’t care about them and then they came over to me trying to get my attention through doing things negatively, but Injust didn’t respond and got my stuff to change and get ready to go, while I left for one minute to the bathroom when I came back she was asking me questions like “Why would you do this to my own things huh? You care so much about myself that your a lesbian dyke reorganizing my shit.” and it was just my things coming back covered with tape on it next to hers which she purposefully stepped on to gather onto her clothes and my bags open which she unlogivslly somehow equated to me investigating her stuff , she was trying to get everyone else’s attention on her to create a problem, but then i responded calmly explaining how I don’t really care and that those things is clearly a problem with herself that she’s trying to projecting onto my life to make herself feel better about from putting me through making me look like i’m harassing her as the victim , she basically got upset from my non chalantness and everyone else inside of the room realized the situation from how i responded and just started ignoring her and acting like she was crazy, I didn’t care and I went out onto the kayaking boats on the freeway and while I was there, and inside the boats on the freeway she got next to mine and started saying in public “I’m still upset because I can’t believe you tried to steal my stuff” and then in response to that I started screaming since she was trying to get me evicted that l know she’s just lying about it when I only had my things next to her and had tape on my own yet she’s still trying to cause a fight about it because she’s determined to try and get me out because you just want to fight she hasn’t been relevant in my life for years and is still trying to live off of that to take advantage of it, when I said that everyone else was like “Oh girl. You should fight her back, Because if that was me.” and I remember instead of fighting defending myself to listen to them which got skyla to shut up and got them in trouble anyways while we were on the kayak boats after we accidentally got onto a escalator exit ramp that leads to the inside of a mall, i went inside there and there was a square room and as I kept progressing I was just in my thoughts relaxing but then I saw a girl who was crying in the middle of the escalator outside of the escalator on the sides of the room and I saw she was hurt so i went to her and hugged her saying “It’s ok.” and she kept crying, but then eventually after hugging her for a while after resting on my shoulders the entire time she said “You’re arms feel really strong.” and I got off from hugging her and she said “Oh your not the muscular man I was thinking.” and then I said “Yeah it’s because I have spray paint all over my hesd and body, but i’m ‘spanish.” I walked off smiling and I saw her happier and then when I went off the kayaking and down the escalator inside of the malll outisifenthe ecidt, I saw a group of my friends there ordering food and as I was trying to go to them to rrr was this man at the msll who was a security guard who I knew before that’s always trying to cause problems with me and to all my friends so he stood next to me and was about to do something but then he looked forward and saw the tripe double cheeseburger 49 he was obsessed with and he couldn’t stop staring at it so I just slowly left at the car for when we were going to the grey day concert my sister said, actually first what happened is we were all inside of this big bike neighborhood and it had a zoo inside, this neighborhood was for really good people in a community made by those who were well off, and as I got lost, before I got lost running out and going away from the people who dictate that I remember I went inside the original place and they said that we are a nuisance, as our family used to be one of the main leaders for that but now we’re in deep poverty which is ruining our reputation and image, and the image of them, so they couldn’t have us there but we’re deeply disgusted and dissapointed, and I said to them but does that dictate anything about us, and when my aunt was begging them around community she said yeah it does so i started going inside the place since this was the enterance to the community to find a way out away from them and I saw on my own a bunch of neighborhoods with people running bikes on each house, yet I was just trying to find a way out, and eventually when it got bad to a point where ai didn’t have much time left, I had to take someone’s bike to get out but I felt too bad stealing someone’s bike so I instead of ran all the way around the zoo area to find my house and get out of the dead end, and I did but it was behind and outside of the community entirely and when I got back we were in such poverty some homeless man tried stealing our car and things, so instead of pushing him out what I did was cooperate and say “Here instead of taking those things why don’t you take this,” and gave him 3 things and as I was gonna give more I said hold on and went back to the kitchen to grab pepper spray and a knife and came back spraying it to him to get him out with just those 3 items and he ran off but yet still broke the car door off our car and was so determined, but eventually we spoke through to him and he went up to us offering to help and then as we were leaving he just started stsying there helping out with the house too, and as I went into the backyard that’s when the spray paint thing happened etc, in the car with my mom once me and my sister got dropped off to the end of the freeway we were supposed to wait for my cousin and my aunt and mom to take us but what ended up happening is my sister had to take mom and my aunts car t the place but my cousin who said she was coming was apparently about to kayak me there, so waiting for her I looked everywhere on both sides for both the boats but I couldn’t find her, and I didn’t message her thinking communicating would send me back even further on time, so I just looked and after that I found one of the people from my school so I was going to get alisha and me to go into a kayak there on the freeway but then I went to the bathroom to check if she was there but then I saw someone else inside thet bathroom with their own stuff sitting half naked with shit in front of them and they were telling me about how they had a horrible day right now and were almost violently shitting inside that tub but I didn’t judge them instead I tried being understanding and said that sucks from how hard it’d be for them and that I thought they were actually my cousin at first but they were looking up to me having a conversation and then when I came back out I realized the kayaks were gone so i tried to call alisha but realized she had to go to the grey day concert without me so I was left back and abandoned by everyone else who was going to take me to there

5 Apr 2024

Dream

i was at some kind of house or hotel with a bunch of people i knew but don’t recognize. for a while i was seeing through the eyes of one of the men i was with. he was standing outside by a very large pool with a lot of people around and was having a conversation with another man that i don’t recognize. then the other man walked away. after a while of standing there he walked back inside past a lot of people walking outside. when he stepped inside, it was as if everyone disappeared. the inside looked like a large cafeteria with many tables that had been full of people before. but now it was completely empty and when he looked outside where he came from, there was nobody out there either. he looked around more and was very confused until suddenly a giant wave came crashing through the doors and windows from the direction of the pool. in this wave there were lot of people and the man got swept up in it. then somehow the wave dissipated and he was back on the ground and some other members of our group showed up. that’s when my perspective switched back to my own. we talked about what had just happened and some other stuff happened that i can’t remember and then there was a demon chasing us. this demon walked on two legs and was able to speak to us. we all ran into an old quite large house and tried to find places to hide. i ran upstairs behind a few others and found a closet and hid in between some clothes. the demon saw me and was about to kill me but i held up my phone showing that my mcdonald’s order was ready to be picked up and everyone else in my group did the same and for some reason that stopped him for a while. we all ran downstairs to come up with a plan on how to stop the demon. we somehow figured out that he had possessed everyone in the world except for us, including jesus, so we knew it was up to us to stop him. we also figured out that if we were able to get him to strip down naked, he would die immediately. when the demon came back, he was no longer chasing us and we invited him to a game of strip poker. after a while of playing, everyone but the demon was completely naked and i woke up before i could see if we killed him.

3 Apr 2024

Dream

i saw my step dad (passed away) sat on the wooden chair and held my parnter’s cat (passed away), stare and smirk at cat.