Dancing

11 Nov 2024

Dream

I’m not sure where we were but I know the dream started when I could hear the music where I fell asleep. The song “Just Got Started Lovin’ You” by James Otto. Suddenly I see myself and I look like I did at 19. I was a healthy weight but the same age I am now, wearing the clothes I use to wear. I was also with a friend I met in high school but lost contact with right after high school until recently and we were dancing as though we were out at a bar or club-somewhere fun. This same friend has also shown interest in him and his wife bringing me into a polyamorous scenario recently as well. I seemed genuinely happy for a change too. The song ended and I woke up.

5 Nov 2024

Dream

I dreamt I was dancing and a mean girl made fun of my ranking. I was one of the worst in a class full of begginera where I used to be the best of the best. I clashed her real bad. I put her down. I told the story to a friend who didn’t really listen

4 Nov 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was at the after-show party for a TV show called Married at First Sight and all the contestants were there and they were all just like dancing and drinking and one of them had this bag of drugs and they went into the toilet and I was like what the hell so I had to go and tell all the people working there and as I went through there was this one girl from the show and everybody was saying turn the water on. So I had to go and tell all the people working there and as I went through there was this a girl from the show and she had lost a lot of weight and people were being quite mean to her and they were saying they were surprised at how much weight she had lost. And then I went outside and Dave, my ex-boyfriend and his son Josh were outside and they were going to take me to my car because either my car was broken down or his car was broken down and we walked to where the cars were and it was his car that was broken down not mine and Josh, his son was going to give me a lift home in my car and I just moved and he said I don't know where you live and I said I was across the road and he said I don't know where that is and I said that's okay I'll tell you. So he gets in my car and drives my car to this house and it's really, really down a windy road and there's a car parking space outside and I thought okay that's a good start. So we get out of the car and then Abi's there and Josh is gone and the gate says 100 on it and that was the address. So I open the first gate and there's another gate behind it that says 30 on it and I was like okay that's weird. So we open the 30 gate and we go through to the house and we open the front door and there's a really narrow hallway and on one side is sinks and taps and I was like okay and on the other side there was some work tops and a really old fridge like really old like from the 1940s or something and I was like right okay this must be the kitchen and I was like oh no and we walked in and walked around the corner and there was a bit of a bigger kitchen with a new fridge freezer. It still was not great but it was okay and I was like okay so this is the real kitchen and then we walked through a room to a bedroom that was a fair size and we're like okay this is one of the bedrooms and then Abi said I think the other bedroom is through this bedroom so we walked in and the room was massive and it had two bunk beds in and it had two double beds as well and we were like oh okay it's another bedroom and the carpet was really nice it was really nicely decorated it was still quite old-fashioned but it was nicer than the other room then we walked through to find out where the lounge would be and we walked out and we walked around the corner and it was just an L-shaped room and I was like okay we don't really have a lot of lounge space and then we were going to go out and have a look at the garden but I woke up.

31 Oct 2024

Dream

There were 5 women that would turn into oscillating stand up fans when plugged in, and would turn back into normal human women when unplugged. When they were in fan form, they are completely immobile and unable to speak, and we're almost in a trance. They were so happy when they were in their human form and very upset that they had to return to their fan form occasionally. They plotted a way to be able to remain human forever. One of them, the shyest one, stepped forward and offered to remain in fan form for as long as she could so that the others could live free, as she thought she didn't have much to lose. The others were shocked but didn't talk her out of it. The next scene shows the 4 women dining in fancy clothes and dancing and having fun, while the shy one is in the trance-like state as a fan in the corner of the room. I was watching this like a TV show, viewing this but not actually there. I was wondering in my mind why they couldn't alternate between each other being fans instead of just having the one girl sacrifice herself.

28 Oct 2024

Dream

I was trying to move out of my house so to get more independence i was half staying in a random alcove in an old shopping centre that people dont really go in anymore. I was cooking something on a pan, i thing eggs and fish? But i dont eat fish so maybe im wrong. I saw my mom in the shopping centre so i called her over and gavevhalf my meal to her and decided id meet her afterwards. Next i went to the church I used to go to when I was little because they were doing a history interactive thing where they had girls in big old bright dresses in pink, blue and green and they were doing dances or something and there was a scary quest kind of thing. My friend group split up to do the quest so it was me and one other person going around. I know when going between stages we had to go through dark hallways with really old yellow ish bricks, but the only room I remember is one of the last ones. It was kind of lord of the rings themed and we had to put each of our rings in a specific place by swinging on a rope. I think he did his then I was doing mine and I kept nearly falling off and dying so when I got back onto the ledge I said I'm not doing it anymore and pretended to throw the ring and he was really annoyed and refused to talk to me for the rest of the dream, even when I showed him I didn't actually throw it. We joined some of the others for the dancing women bit but for some reason we just sat in the changing rooms instead. Most of the girls I knew or knew of, the only ones I remember now though are sabrina carpenter and my crush. I saw while she was getting changed that her back is covered in tattoos which I didn't expect (or dislike). I started getting changed too but behind a curtain, and Sabrina had just told me to put a random powder on me so I was but then a random man opened my curtain. Once he realised I was in there he left panicked but he was clearly checking if someone was in there anyway. I started putting different clothes on and a family turned up for me to serve (I used to work in a school uniform shop) but they refused to talk. I told them to wait for me to get changed but they didn't, they all just glared at me and the dad was in the middle with his arm extended straight holding a blazer and with his other hand he was pointing at it and moving his hand around like he was trying to explain what he wanted. They left and a couple of my friends who work there came over and I asked them to deal with the family because they were really annoying. I said it loudly because I thought they were deaf or didn't speak English and that's why they weren't talking but then the dad came over and starting talking in a Scouse accent and it really threw me off. I have no idea what he said. The others dealt with him and I left and I saw my mom and hugged her. I think we did something else but I can't remember what.

23 Oct 2024

Dream

I was with my sister , and it was a few other people I can’t remember who. But at the end all I know was my sister was playing with a gun , she was pointing against my face but every time she did it it wasn’t working. It’s like it was stuck or broke. She tried to do it about three times , and after that I went outside and started dancing and I just realized it was my neighbor across the street looking. Also I was at Popeyes , some food restaurant and I think he was a manager , he came and I said “ I tried to apply “ and he started talking to me and having a conversation and he was getting close to me and I think he was trying to touch my leg so I left.

17 Oct 2024

Dream

Camping-backing up. Gwen say will said you can get firewood here. I know. We met the dog out and he starts playing with a baby bear. It’s super cute. Harry Brown is being neurotic about his dog or is it Bill Vance. Beth Vance and I are having fun. Than I am walking holding hands to not get separated with Harry. Than dancing to O Susannah with Pat.

14 Oct 2024

Dream

Dreamed of being in church again. Delvin, me, and our cousin Adria were singing. It was a theatrical type song (almost dark and serious or relective type song) where we likely only rehearsed one time. Delvin sung his part & then Adria. A film of some of the older saints were playing while we sung. We were suppose to sing Adria’s part one more time and then end the song but then Delvin went off script and wanted me to free-style a verse. Before I sung my part, this older woman named Mother Brooks began to sing or testify about the older mothers too. Interestingly enough, Mother Brooks passed away over 10-years ago and I had not thought about her in several years. The song again was a song of gratitude for the saints who passed away before us but it was somber & dramatic and intense. We were on the choir stand and Delvin led me down to the front of the church. As I began to sing, I noticed it wasn’t my voice. It was my words but the voice that came from my vocal chords were that of and older woman. It was as if it were the voice of one of my ancesors. I began singing through her voice or perhaps she was singing through me. I began singing that I was grateful for holiness, without which no man shall see the Lord. I then said I was grateful for the ones who had gone on to Glory before we did. I then said I was grateful for Mother Washington (my grandmother). I stopped at her name because my heart was then so very heavy. I missed my grandmother soo much! Many in the church were pricked in their hearts too and began to be expressive through dancing in the spirit as we call it in Pentecostal churches. When your heart is overwhelmed, you need an outlet to let it out. I couldn’t say anything else after I said my grandmother’s name and I began to wept profusely and hug my cousin Delvin. It was as if the pain of her no longer being here was alive and shook me to my very core.

9 Oct 2024

Dream

Hurricane Helene just went through Florida last week and now this week we have Hurricane George or whatever it is and I was thinking about Pepe again and how I worry about her well-being even till this very moment at this late of the year. I just worry about her a lot and I was comforted at 332 or 333 p.m. because that's a divine number that she's okay and I thought of how toxic and bad the chemicals are up in New York and LA and I just prayed for her and I got a comforting thought where I know she didn't like Disney but we were dancing in Beauty and the Beast and at a ballroom and I asked would you care to dance because I saw it in a movie where she looked like one of the women and also some of my other friends in my previous lifetimes or previous times in my life that looked like Pepe and I asked if she'd care to dance and we just started dancing and I looked into her eyes it was so nice it comforted me and I stopped crying just now in real life. Thank you. 😊 At first, before going over there to ask her to dance, we glanced at each other from other tables, and I knew it was true love at that point. And maybe she just wants me to go for it.

3 Oct 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was on vacation. I didn’t see people I knew in the dream. I had a bag with my wallet in it and it left it somewhere. I ended up on the dance floor and told the DJ that I was missing my bag with my wallet. If anyone found it, there would be a reward. He announced it and almost everyone started helping me look. People started bringing me bags that were not mine, but they were looking. Some people gave me gifts for some reason. I ended up eating with strangers. I’m not sure why I was with people I did not know. I did not seem to mind. I remember sitting at one table with a group of people who worked for the same company. The other table I sat with were all African Americans who were “cousins” and part of a sorority. I remember I started looking for my bag, and could not find it. I needed it so I could go back home.

26 Sep 2024

Dream

I was down these colourful streets and I had a bag with me. I opened this bag and it sounded like an Orchestra in there. Every time I opened it or moved it, this bra music would play and it was like I was doing it. I walked past a guy with a guitar who I gave welcoming eyecontact to. He said “that’s so cool, did you make that”. I said “no it’s just does it ahaha”. I kept walking. Then I was at a bit concert, at the back I was standing up on this ledge where I was the same height as the guy singing on stage with his band. It was the same guy before with the guitar. I stood there looking at him and recognized him. I was there with me friends. His face was blue, it looked like he had blue skin. He made eye contact with me and it was intense and I kept smiling. Making eye contact with me while I danced to his music. He pointed to me and make a vagina clit shape. I think I just went home that night and then into sunshine, I heard a car speed out the front. I watched from outside, it was him. He somehow found my address. He was completely naked. Seemed drunk and inappropriate. He walked into the house where my parents and brother live and j was in the granny flat where I live. He was making noise I was trying to tell him to come inside the granny flat. He went inside the house confused that it was mine and he was naked in front of my family and sat down and ate their food. Then he came out to me and I really wanted to have sex with him, he did too but I felt like I couldn’t. He was extremely sexy. We had great chemistry. Then I think we started seeing each other

25 Sep 2024

Dream

i was a dancer again. i haven’t been one in years. we were rehearsing a show and the strict instructor gave my part to someone else and then i had a breakdown