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There was an attic where a Spanish-speaking man was staying. My mom and sister Ruby were at times up in the attic too, trying to read and make copies of a memoir by a black woman. This author diagrammed having been a product of African wisdom and European economy. The diagram looked like a line graph, with two colors like dark skin and very light skin. She wrote that she knew how to dance and create because she was black. Reading her book felt like being inside of it. Back in the attic, the man was settling in for bed. There were posters around the room of another young man he’d known since he was young. Some of the posters were of this second man as a child, and he had boyish brown hair and green eyes. This second man appeared in the first man’s bed. They were both Spanish-speaking and though the first man was really attracted to the second man, he resisted this arrangement where they’d sleep together. They ended up making out and having sex. In the morning the first man needed to leave quickly for work, so he got up and began getting dressed. He left something in the bed as he got up, a small black square device with white and multicolor buttons. The second man got up and felt up the first man, not letting him leave without cuddling a bit. Later I was in a large conference room at a table with strangers. We were all studying literature. They were friendly but bad listeners. All of them had never studied anything besides literature and I found them a bit underdeveloped as people because of that. I had to speak really loudly for them to hear me, and I said quite loudly that I’d been a musician for ten years before I became a writer. They were impressed and interested but didn’t ask further questions. I just wanted them to hear me and understand my earlier life, but telling them wasn’t particularly relieving. I still felt a distance from them. They were all sitting on one side of the long table or at the corners while I was the only person on the other side. I was wearing my black winter coat. Then I was in another huge room with lots of groups of people from my past. At one table my former professor of Chinese was helping lots of students practice their Chinese. Right next to her was a combination of my friend Remy and a girl I knew from middle school named Uyanga. I also saw a guy I’d studied abroad in China with, his Chinese was smoother and more competent than mine, but I had a better accent and didn’t mind. From where I was sitting I kept looking at the group and wanting to join. I eventually got my professor’s attention and she was walking on stilts or something, she was super tall at first and smiling down at me, but then as we began walking around the room to catch up, she was suddenly super short and wearing a black coat. She looked very humble and confused then, and was walking around eating and barely speaking to me. I told her about getting my master’s and maybe a PhD eventually but she seemed stressed about other more basic things (like finding food) so she wasn’t impressed with me. Uyanga eventually made her way over and she looked different too but we were happy to see each other.

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24 Dec 2024

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Did you know, Mercy? 🌟 62.4% of dreamers who explore attics in their dreams end up discovering hidden talents, like mastering the art of awkward small talk at large gatherings! 😄📚

dreampage.dream.emotionalTone:

The dream felt nostalgic yet disjointed, as I navigated connections with family and strangers amid complex emotions.

dreampage.dream.frequency:

This dream was recurring 2 times last week

dreampage.dream.intensity:

The intensity fluctuated, particularly during the intimate moments in the attic contrasted with the frustrations in the conference room.

dreampage.dream.realism:

The dream had a blend of surrealism and familiarity, with the attic and characters feeling both real and dreamlike.

dreampage.dream.vividness:

The imagery was clear and detailed, especially the diagrams and the interactions between the characters.

dreampage.dream.coherence:

While the dream had a narrative thread, it felt fragmented with shifts in setting and emotional tone, creating a sense of disconnection.

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Denys Chumak

Mercy, your dream is a rich tapestry of emotions, relationships, and self-perception that speaks volumes about your inner world. The attic symbolizes a hidden part of your consciousness, a space where memories and experiences are stored away. The presence of the Spanish-speaking man indicates a connection to culture and possibly to your own identity, suggesting you are navigating through aspects of your heritage or experiences that resonate with a broader narrative. Your mother and sister Ruby's involvement in reading a memoir by a black woman highlights a quest for understanding and the importance of storytelling in shaping identity. This memoir, with its diagram contrasting dark and light skin, reflects the complexities of race and heritage, perhaps mirroring your own contemplations on identity and belonging. This part of the dream evokes a sense of being 'inside' the narrative, indicating a deep desire to connect with and understand diverse experiences that differ from your own. The intimate scene between the two men in the attic further emphasizes themes of attraction, desire, and conflict. The first man's attraction to the second man, coupled with his resistance, suggests a struggle within you regarding your own desires or relationships. The small black square device left in the bed could symbolize something significant that the first man is leaving behind, perhaps an aspect of himself or a connection that he is unwilling to fully embrace. Their interaction, especially the cuddling, denotes a longing for closeness and connection, and highlights a tension between emotional intimacy and practical concerns, which may resonate with your own experiences in relationships. Transitioning to the large conference room filled with strangers represents feelings of isolation in a space where you should feel connected. Your loud declaration about your musical background demonstrates a desire to be acknowledged and understood for your multifaceted identity. However, the lack of engagement from the group indicates a barrier that you may be feeling in your current social circles. This disconnect may reflect a sense of frustration with superficial interactions or a longing for deeper connections where your past experiences are valued. Your black winter coat could symbolize protection or a shield you wear, possibly indicating that you are guarding your true self from being fully seen by others. In the subsequent scene with your former professor and acquaintances from your past, the dynamic shifts again. The professor's transformation from tall to short suggests a change in perception or status, reflecting how you may view authority figures and mentors in your life. The contrast between her initial confidence and later humility may mirror your feelings about your own achievements and how they are perceived by others. Despite your academic aspirations, her distraction with basic needs speaks to the often-overlooked struggle that many face in pursuit of their goals. As you seek validation for your accomplishments, the dream reveals an underlying desire for connection and reassurance from those you admire. Overall, Mercy, your dream encapsulates a journey through identity, connection, and the complexities of human interaction. It invites you to explore how your past experiences, aspirations, and relationships intertwine, while also revealing a yearning for deeper understanding and acceptance in both yourself and those around you. This exploration of your inner landscape could be a powerful catalyst for personal growth and self-discovery.