Misunderstand

31 May 2024

Dream

I snuck into Ariana Grande’s house with someone. I remember sneaking around and almost getting caught. Then I did get caught but she was super sweet and told me to stay and hang out with her. There was some drama going on as well with my old friends from high school. They were all acting like I did something so terrible. I kept trying to explain my side of the story, but I kept getting interrupted and no one would let me speak.

29 May 2024

Dream

The semi invisible figures started hurting my again. Threatening me. I tried my best to ward them off but I couldn’t seem to save myself. The house flooded and I did my best to save everyone. My grandma and grandpa were drowning and I pulled my grandma out first cause she was the closest. I couldn’t get my grandpa out of the water in time. I failed to save him and I cried. I set up a tea party for my grandma cause she used to say she loved them, yet when she got home she laughed at me and stormed off. Grandpa was dying again. I was yelling at my aunt cause she wouldn’t give me a straight answer on his condition in the hospital. I made some friends around the water city and we swore we’d meet up the next year and they all forgot me. Tyler was one of them, but he was too old to hang out with us anymore. They said I was doomed. That I’m cursed and I’d never get better. That I didn’t deserve to get better. So I tried to be good enough by praying to Jesus but then I was like hey Jesus have u ever had a girlfriend and he was like you’re gonna make me take my own name in vain. But he didn’t say that I felt like he chuckled in the nothingness They say he’s not real- Not Jesus but my mate They said I was crazy. That I was doomed here. And even if he did exist I’d never be with him. That I have unrealistic expectations. That I can never leave human. And I cried

13 Nov 2023

Dream

I went to a royalty school. In the bus there was this girl getting bullied, she was sitting next to me and another person. She often got rude stares from the group at the other side of the bus. The kids in the opposite side noticed we were also staring so they grabbed a big curtain and closed it on us. There were windows where you could peak at them. On eof the girls pulled out a violin and started playing it. When I looked next to me the girl who was getting picked on pulled out a giant chello. I thought it was funny cause the chello was bigger than the violin. When the girl played a bit she noticed peoole staring so she asked to sit closer to me. I moved over and she sat next to me. A vape appeared out of nowhere and she asked if it was mine I said no and said I would hold on to it. When we got to the school we headed towards the office. However when we got there the girls that were picking on her were there so she left. A teacher pulled her into another room. I went into my first class. It was pretty big but it was very empty, most of the class was missing. When class started I noticed a lot of the people had different personalities. Some seemed nice while others looked very nasty. Time seemed to skip, next thing I know I was back in the classroom again but this time it was PACKED full of students. There was not many places for me to sit but I managed to sit on the very thin table. One of the girls who was sitting close to me kissed me. I assumed it was because we were cramped up together but she seemed like she did it intentionally. Nonetheless she apologized. I noticed that the singlet I was wearing often kept falling and revealing my bra, whenever I tried to adjust it, it made it worse. Eventually my boobs fully fell out for everyone to see. I hid them quickly back into my bra and hid my face so nobody would make fun of me. Nobody looked like they noticed so I was safe. Two kids were pulled up to the front of the class for wearing water proof clothing. I was technically wearing a water proof shirt but the teacher said I just passed the clothing criteria. Once the two kids were scolded, they sat back down. I apologized to one of the girls across from me. She shook her head and said it's okay. When I tried to apologise to the other one she misunderstood what I said and kissed me thinking that's what I asked. I was fine with it at the end of the day. At one point I started to feel sick due to my period coming soon. I ended up leaving to go home for no exact reason. I was at home questioning why I was there.. In the end I realised spirit had wanted me to leave.. because the prince's were about to go into class.. perhaps spirit didn't want me meeting them yet.. next thing I know I was back at school heading to where my parents were.. I sat with them and asked about who the prince's were. The teacher said the prince's were those who were most good looking. I asked how to know if your in the presence of one. She smiled. I looked around and noticed that some of the boys looked like they were shining. When I asked for clarification she said it was rain.. rain falls onto the prince's. It wasn't actual rain but it looked like it. When I realised this train started to fall from above us.. it didn't wet my clothes it felt warm and nice