Dream About Semi Invisible Figures Threatening And Flooded House

The semi invisible figures started hurting my again. Threatening me. I tried my best to ward them off but I couldn’t seem to save myself. The house flooded and I did my best to save everyone. My grandma and grandpa were drowning and I pulled my grandma out first cause she was the closest. I couldn’t get my grandpa out of the water in time. I failed to save him and I cried. I set up a tea party for my grandma cause she used to say she loved them, yet when she got home she laughed at me and stormed off. Grandpa was dying again. I was yelling at my aunt cause she wouldn’t give me a straight answer on his condition in the hospital. I made some friends around the water city and we swore we’d meet up the next year and they all forgot me. Tyler was one of them, but he was too old to hang out with us anymore. They said I was doomed. That I’m cursed and I’d never get better. That I didn’t deserve to get better. So I tried to be good enough by praying to Jesus but then I was like hey Jesus have u ever had a girlfriend and he was like you’re gonna make me take my own name in vain. But he didn’t say that I felt like he chuckled in the nothingness They say he’s not real- Not Jesus but my mate They said I was crazy. That I was doomed here. And even if he did exist I’d never be with him. That I have unrealistic expectations. That I can never leave human. And I cried