Dream About Chaotic Party And Public Humiliation

I decided to post that I was having a party, and tell anyone they were invited I somehow was having it at this like big stadium or something. Before I knew if it’s like the entire world was there. They’re were like 100s of thousands of people. Everyone was having a good time. I had a lot of food and activities and it was fun but it’s like it started getting to crazy. I couldn’t control anything. I kept losing everything including like my phone. I started getting sick and I had one friend trying her hardest to help me but it was out of control. Then it’s like animals got lose and were hurting people including me but no one could get away because we were so tightly packed. People were dying left and right and getting injured there was blood everywhere! And right as I started to think I wouldn’t be able to handle it anymore like I was going to just past out from not being able to breath or move. The guy who was there to interview me that I was really excited about talking to started like calling out for me and it’s like I starting floating out of the group of people and floating to him because he wasn’t trying to wait any longer for the interview! I felt good and happy knowing g I was floating out of the craziness and actually honing to be able to talk to him on camera and tell my story. But the moment I floated to him he began the interview not by asking questions but talking about me and saying what he thought about me. It was so mean and evil, he tried to say that I was a big phoney when it comes to me being a activist/humanatarian and how I was the opposite. I started to scream no at him and everyone booed me. I began to slowly go back down into the crowd as he continued to bash me verbally. And the crowd got louder and wilder. Once I was back in the crowd all hell broke loose and it’s like everyone was after me trying to hurt me. I couldn’t get out and no one could. It was like a big fence keeping everyone in. I saw my grandma pulling up outside and I got worried because I didn’t want her trying to come in and get hurt. And I didnt want her worrying about me so I made my way to the gate she was near pushing through all the people. When she saw me she didn’t seem to care about me only that her sister who was my grand aunt who died was in there and couldn’t get out. So I lifted my aunt and helped her get over the fence to get to my grandma and my grandma hugged her and put her in the car and just drove off. I felt horrible because its like she didn’t care about me. But I just kept getting attacked by people and animals in the big crowd. Everyone like hated me. An as I think I was about to die I woke up