Sick

7 Nov 2024

Dream

I was locked up in some school detention as an adult. My parents came to see me and brought my dog, Spencer. I looked at Spencer and he was in bad shape. Half his fur was missing and he seemed to be blind. I wasn't mad at my parents since he gets anxiety but this was to raw skin. He becomes even worse and I thought he died. I rushed him to the on campus veterinary center and they gave him vaccines due them thinking the was due to vaccines. I then rushed him to Out West Veterinary Urgent care, where I normally work at. Somehow the clinic was also located in this school. Dr. Brooks came to me as I waited in the corner. I kept trying wait to see if he recovered but the doctor asked me for a CPR status. I always told Joseph,my boyfriend, that I want him to euthanize Spencer when it comes to time. I cried and told the doctor CPR until we can find Joseph. I searched everywhere. One of my coworkers called me and asked if I was going to the play rehearsal tonight and I told him Spencer might not make it tonight so I'm dealing with that. My coworker showed no response and went on stage. I was still trying to find Joseph very manic. In my dream Joseph name was replaced with Meliodis, a hero from an anime. I kept calling out for Meliodis and crying until he comes. I never found him.

23 Oct 2024

Dream

I had a dream that my dd was sick but that i could save him and i got to tell him how much i care about him and that im going to stay by his side I had a dream kobey and i were texting and then he said he wants to see me and i twxted back i want to see him too. He had finally found interest in me and i was happy I dreamt that a white rat bit my ass after i tried to cuddle and takr the grey rat that was its friend Another dream about my dad

23 Oct 2024

Dream

I was travelin to some sort of family reunion with my mother, we were clad in mostly white clothes. As we rolled up the the oddly fuzzy grassy plane, I saw numerous people i presumed to be family, but I couldn't make out many if any of their faces at all, really. I only recognized my Nana and one of her sisters. My Nana was the first to greet us at the party, and one of my great aunts(my Nana's sister) scoffed at how my mother had presented me, disappointed by my overall disheveled appearance. My mother tried to plead my case, saying I was a bit sick(and in the dream, i felt I was), but my great aunt did not care for it. She said that if I was too sick, I should not have come. My mother would eventually yeild to her wishes and bring me to a nice cabin, on the outskirts of the property that which the party was still being held on. My great aunt did not really acknowledge me but I noticed some family members waving goodbye, and my Nana worriedly(for my sickened sake) also bid me farewell. She prompted me to lay on a soft bed, rubbing my forehead and telling le she would return when the part was over to retrieve me. I smiked and also bid her farewell as she kissed my forehead before leaving through the door. Then, there was a man, presumably already in the cabin before we could get inside, but he was no stranger. Oddly, enough, he was an anime character, one i knew, called Gojo Saturo, though I've never actually seen the source material. (Despite that, I will admit that in real life i've read raunchy and dark fictional scripts of him—though never anything primarily gorey, whuch is why the next part was so confusing to me) He began to stradle my lap and caress my body in a sensual way, but he did notice my reluctance and withered state of body. Before I could really communicate anything to him he had already acquired a manic grin, saying that he could "fix me", He cut me open, it seemed with onky his hands though the cut looked clean like a scissor. My organs were on complete display, and also cut clean through. A scream aas bareky stuck in my throat as a strong pressure and unruly sensation that I figure was supposed to be the pain of this situation that i've never felt before. He rummaged through my open body cartoonishly, picked out something prickly and gross from what i assumed was my large intestine, before throwing it behind his back amd sealing me up with the magic of his hands. A luminescent, white light lined the scar that would be my insides and outer belly being pulled together by some other-wordly glue like substance before turning a darker, more feasible colour. I was constantly gasping at all the odd sensations, cries caught in my throat, as it never seemed to get that bad, I was never really fealing pain but not feeling pleasant either. It felt like shock. He got excited, then. Pulling his pants down, fondling my vaginal entrance. I squeaked and tried to convince to lay off—tell him that he had essentially just perfomed surgery on me, and that I needed to rest. But he had an odd air to him, white hair and pale blue eyes. He seemed like he didn't understand. He seemed like he just wanted my pleasure above all else. So when he thrust into me anyways, I screamed and cried and moaned. Because it did feel good, but I was terrified of ripping my stitches, and I was rapidly becoming more and more wary of him. He kept one hand on my hip, hard so I couldn't remove myself from under him, but it seemed he started to see my pain. I was trying to speak to him between gasps and sobs, "Gojo, I can't—the scars, theyre gonna open up, Gojo, please" He tried reassuring me, saying "Look, look! I'll heal you even faster while we fuck, so we cam keep going. Are you okay now, baby?" And while his "healing" was indeed working, where he pressed his hand on my stomach the dark scar turned bright again and began to fade from the bottom up and he worked harder to remove the scar, but again, the pressure was alot. He held my hip down with a heaping amount of strength in that one hand while the other pressed onto my stomach to hasten its recovery, all while mercilessly snapping his hips into mine, panting like a dog, very pleased with himself. His smile was giddy and his tones were absurd as he spoke to me. The pleasure from the penetration had me further encompassed into this weird "shock" feeling. I could feel the light buzzing of magic being used to heal my body, the thickness of his warm dick filling me in quick repeating thrusts, and the subtle but prominent fear of the whole situation. I did wake up to a weird half-orgasm though.

20 Oct 2024

Dream

I dreamt I was attempting to get into a blocked off restaurant with my brother. When we got in the chef looking sick. I asked if he needed medical attention. He said no and asked who sent me. I was then in a house with my parents. My dog went running outside and there was a lost puppy in the yard. The yard started filling up with dogs and kittens even a coyote. Someone smashed up the entrance to the house and it was filled with lots of people.

15 Oct 2024

Dream

Me and my boyfriend Von went to an amusement park/ college campus. Now I’m sick just like I feel in the waking world and have to use the bathroom a lot. Going to the bathroom we run into these group of sorority girls and they start talking and conversating. Which is fine I don’t mind, but I don’t really have much to say and Von is usually very social with people so I let him talk. I chime in on conversation when I feel I had something to add. So basically we start hanging out with them. There’s a point when they start to do their sorority dance and Von jumps in but i decide to hang back because again I’m not feeling well and also I’ve been to college before and I’ve never been interested in the sorority life. A coworker/friend of mine was there asking how I was feeling since he heard I was sick. I told him I was alright and that we came here to chill and get something to eat. Then when the dance is over Von separates from them and we’re about to leave but he’s upset. And tells me I need to apologize that I was acting weird. I got upset and confused. He’s walking really fast as we’re arguing about it and I’m limping trying to keep up. I tell him I don’t understand what was wrong with my behavior. Eventually I stop because it’s too hard to argue and keep up walking with him. I throw the paper folders I had towards him but they didn’t hit him. I get frustrated and have to use the bathroom again. He finds me in there when I’m almost done. And I ask him what is it specifically about my behavior I need to apologize for. And he doesn’t have an answer. I’m very upset at this point because i don’t understand. He storms off after we argue about it again. I run into my manger at the park and I ask for her advice. She listens and feels for me, and she asked “you’re gonna cut it off aren’t you?” I basically say yes, he finds his own ride home and I drive back with my car. Then I wake up

8 Oct 2024

Dream

I went to a restaurant and ate too much food they had to stab my stomach to let out some gas because I felt like I was real sick to let the pressure off and then I felt okay and then I was in two minds about going to work or not I didn't know if I had to go to work when I woke up this morning so I decided not to and gave them a call to see if I had to Stephen wanted some weed so I sold him a tinny and he wanted some more next week and I was gonna tell him I'll be extra I gas as I had to go to a waimarama. we were in a building and I realized we were going to get attacked and this one dude left and the attackers showed up and started pushing the door open so we had to push the door shut and we put the latch over the door and their hands were slipping through the little gap and we finally got the door closed and latched locked and then we barricaded the door we realized there was a spot underneath the door so we started barricading there and then they started digging down but they couldn't get through because that spot was barricaded and then we went to the exit and then they stopped attacking us because the rear exit wasn't blocked

22 Sep 2024

Dream

I had a dog that I loved, I've never owned a dog irl and it became my best friend as I went everywhere with him, but eventually I had a dream within the dream of the dog talking to me and wanting to be reunited with it's 3 lovers in the form of different animals, a raccoon, a golden Labrador and a black Labrador. I thought it was a dream in my dream until my dog started getting extremely sick, so I went on a journey to find the other animals, the raccoon in the middle of the dark forest who ran away from me and on the upper scaffolding of a music store to find the others, my dog turning green and going limp from how sick it was. I was crying and talked to my parents but they just didn't care and said it was the way of the world, but in the dream I was convinced the other animals could help.

21 Sep 2024

Dream

Before i say the dream, for context i have a phobia of sick and have for half of my life. I was listening to videos on my phone with headphones on and people on the video kept being sick and with having headphones on it was really loud and I'd look over at my phone to want to change it but I'd then see the people being sick and not be able to change it still because I was holding something or doing something with my hands. After this nightmare I had a dream that was better but I can't remember it

18 Aug 2024

Dream

I dreamt I was walking in a jungle with water filled up to my waist and I look up and see a white tiger and in the water are snakes . I climb the tree to end up in the restroom were there is two toilets . My mom is sick to her stomach on one my sick is throwing up and I am sick on another . Than I see my dad her head in and say wow yall are so sick and he turns to this big dark shadow scary figure

9 Sep 2024

Dream

there was some kind of sickness taking over. We were all in college or some kind of boarding school. The man I was dating seemed like the bad guy until we realized he was hiding away and sneaking around because he was trying to find an antidote. There was some kind of underground bunker underneath my father’s house. It wasn’t my dad (cam) but someone with a lot of power. He had a lot of money. If I told him to buy me a watch he would, and he did. I would arrange for me and my friends and my boyfriend to meet underneath the bunker. We started forming ways to see people that are sick, and figure out how to cure them. I began forming ways of a quick antidote so we wouldn’t have to drag everyone to the bunker every time. I don’t know if it was rival kingdoms or politics, but there was another powerful man who would frequently stop by the school. I think he was the one getting everyone sick. It wasn’t just like a mini sickness, it was like black, seeps into your system and kills you kind of sickness. I also remember it seemed like my boyfriend was trying to flirt with my best friend when we were all voting for someone to become the leader of something for school.

8 Sep 2024

Dream

Had a dream that my older dog her head was a little swollen and head kept twitching she was walking in wobbly circles. I remeber thinking in my dream she was having a stroke.

31 Aug 2024

Dream

this is an afternoon nap nightmare of about 2 hours max. I have had this dream before in a similar manner. The dream always always starts normally (but differently) every time only then my sick "sister" appears (in the dream I am either a boy or a girl, both alter) and my "father" who is sick and who is like a figure in -a dollhouse (the house is possessed). In today's dream two stuffed birds were added that are supposed to be his and they are supposed to be able to breathe and eat and pee and poo and their hearts beat but they are stuffed. The dream always has as its theme the fact that I want to get rid of the house with my "father", at which point my "sister" comes to stop me and one of them kills me. In today's dream, I was taking care of the birds while my "sister" was away and I came to the conclusion that my "father" is not my father, I put him back in the dollhouse (he looked like a small figurine type doll) and to get rid of the "birds". Towards the end of the dream when I wanted to get rid of them all, having a "bird" in my hand it somehow controlled my mind and movements and led me to open the front door (the house I was in was a combination of apartments where I lived or where I was) where the "father" in the dream was of a huge height that kills me while smiling (he looked nothing like my real father) at which point I found myself repeating the last words of the dream "no no no"