Control

22 Aug 2024

Dream

Me and 3 other people were in a facility that we were trying to escape and it was mostly red and white, then we got Deadpool powers but everyone had their own perk, I had powers but I didn't have deadpools cancer cells because I'm a cancer sign and someone else had the perk to control our dreams.

5 Aug 2024

Dream

I was at my parents house. I got upset because they dissaproved my sailor moon powers so i left. I stayed somewhere else. I met my friends friend that got her interested in plants. Although ive never met this friend before i was able to see her face. She was nice and told me i could go over to her house sometime to see her plants. Then i went to the living room. I saw an old friend arrive that i hadnt seen in years and hugged him and he hugged me back but he didnt say anything or even looked at me and walked away. I then had a different outfit sort of like a white kimono dress made out of towels and a robe. I almost put on a thick black waist and wrist band that are meant to enslave and control you with shocks. I realized i didnt have to wear the bands and decided to hide them. Except one of them had a screen with a movie i was watching so i left it out until i finished my movie.

23 Jul 2024

Dream

My dream was about my insecurities which I can’t control it is accepted by my close people in my dreams

7 Jul 2024

Dream

This was one of the more powerful vivid and lengthy nightmares that I have had in my life. The story line was so frightening and meticulous and there was no difference between the dream and reality in that moment. It is so hard to put into words but at the center of all of it is a very evil and very cunning man who has total control of me and everyone around me. He can not be fooled he can not be escaped it’s like he is an all seeing eye in human form and he knows every move we (all those he has control and possession of) make. It is not just me. He has many pawns in his twisted game. And we are all terrified we are all being punished And we are being violently killed or tortured and/ or being forced to participate and carry out different murders and violent crimes that he chooses, all in order to stay alive and not have our loved ones harmed. The first thing I remember took place at the apartment complex I grew up playing at. I remember I was in the parking lot and there were 2 dead mutilated bodies laying on a grassy nole in the parking lot. Then I was taken. I became a part of a group of captives who were forced to commit similar staged murders and leave these bodies in the exact fashion that this man wanted. I was constantly terrified constantly trying to escape. But couldn’t. He knew every thing I did before I did it. I was stuck in this cycle a prisoner to murder and death

4 Jul 2024

Dream

i dreamed i was taken from a school, and woke up at a school with people who had powers. i knew some of the people there. after a bit, were brought to the middle of the wild to survive. the thing is there’s this really big bird who will target us. so while we tried to survive, there was this dude who was also a student who was like a lady who’s really importants son basically lead us. At one point, the bird came close to our area so everyone was panicking because the bird could get us from our base. because of this, i tore the wire from some of the walls and ran towards a section of the base and started wrapping it to try and make a roof, everyone also tried to help but i lt didn’t work. me and the son of the important leader started to both kinda take control of things even though he wasn’t happy about it and ignored me. i decided to take the wires (again) and use a rock to forge them together and create a axe. i asked who wanted to cute down a tree and the important leaders son raised his and and smirked and said “me.” so i tossed it to him. I woke up after this but im pretty sure me and him were gonna fall in love.

27 Jun 2024

Dream

I was on a bus that was getting harassed by two motorbikes, the bus driver started speeding up and lost control of the bus, ultimately I was fine and wasn’t harmed

17 Jun 2024

Dream

I had multiple dreams in one one was a mining dream one was a dream about my relationship one was a dream like about a guy who did something to me in real life I can't forgive and one was about food trucks Well I guess that I was aware I was dreaming and could control what I said and did also they were a bit nsfw I could kinda read the peoples minds and I wasn't quite comfortable with all the things they thought and or said I held it in and didnt say I wasn't comfortable just tried to get out if the situation and would enter different dreams

12 Jun 2024

Dream

I was in a shoe store I used to work at looking at shoes. There were really cute boots and sandals and I was enjoying myself. Then there were these bratty kids running around climbing on the shelves and just destroying things. I told them they need to stop but they just told me they don’t care. I told their mom to control her kids and she told me to fuck off. So I told the sales associate and she said there was nothing she could do. So I started to throw jewelry that was on the displays and saying “well it doesn’t matter because no one here cares!” But then I felt really bad so I started cleaning up the necklaces and apologizing. Then I woke up.

27 May 2024

Dream

Me and my girlfriend Colleen are relaxing in my bed at home, not really doing anything just lying there. I get up for some reason and look out the window to see my parent’s car in the driveway. My parents walk in and are a little surprised. I briefly introduce them and all is fairly normal so my panic quickly resolves. I walk outside to the shed and it is now dark. I can hear music coming from inside but the door is locked. A bunch of people from my high school appear behind me and are also trying to get in including my friend Euan. The door finally opens and we run inside. There is a speaker playing the music on a desk but the interior of the shed is actually a bus. I’m pushed to the back by a the wave of people running through. We are in school uniform and I assume this is some kind of school trip. I see at a seat near the front of the bus, my greatest spiritual teacher Ram Dass (who in real life is dead) staring back at me with a big beard. He’s smiling so brightly and warmly I outstretched my arms in awe and admiration and fill up with love. I start giggling and attempt to make my way closer to him. I find a seat beside an old friend in the middle and Ram Dass keeps staring at me. I can’t stop giggling and blushing and have to keep looking away to contain myself. Soon it becomes clear that there is no bus driver and so I have to take over. The bus starts moving but I’m not sure what I’m doing, the bus is moving wildly and I realise I’m using the clutch instead of the gas pedal. People are sort of panicking and I realise I need to get it under control. I find the gas pedal but it’s stringy and worn. The bus lurches onto a main road then rides up on the pavement beside the park. We stop and there is a group of men holding a cat in front of me. The bus disappears and I am standing alone there. Suddenly the men let go of the cat and it starts chasing a rat who in turn is chasing me. I run wildly to get away and then the dream ends.

24 May 2024

Dream

I was on my way to group with my friend Melody, when I saw my crush walking with his friend. God he was perfect..  We made eye contact and he gave me a small smile. I was about to walk into the group room door when I felt someone grab my wrist, before I knew it I had a hand over my mouth and was being dragged into a spare room. I looked at the man pinning me against the wall, It was my man. He grabbed my wrists slamming them above my head. "I know you like this.." My face turns red as I look around making sure no one was standing near us "Jack I-" right as i was about to say something he smashes his lips into mine, aggressively pulling my hair still keeping both my wrists above my head. "Shut the fuck up.." He slides his knees in between my thighs kissing my neck. "you want me to gentle, or to treat you like the bitch you are?.." "Mhm..." "You asked for it.." he grabs me by the throat And throws me against the wall "Dont even beg.." he pushes his body up against mine He bit my neck and pushed me up on the wall he slowly ran his cold hands up my shirt. He kisses me roughly and then takes his shirt off, smiling. He kisses me more roughly pulling my hair gently. I feel my breathing get heavier as I let out a moan "Oh-ho.. my little slut..~" He grabs my neck tightly again "Did I say you could make noise?..~" "No J-" "What the fuck did you just call me, slut?" He squeezes my throat tightly "No daddy.."          "I think I have an idea.." he grabs my legs pushing them apart aggressively "Now listen, you're not going to do anything, you're going to stay still and take it" He pins my wrists down above my head. I proceeded to squirm around underneath him trying to break free from his grasp "Fuck.. do you not listen?.." He smiles at me keeping his hand on my throat. "I'm sorry.." I lean my head up closing my eyes tightly I hear the sound of a belt unbuckling and pants being removed. He pushes my skirt up and removes my panties. "Listen here pretty girl, I dont care if you scream for me.. your going to stay quiet" I nod my head, leaning back closing my eyes again "God your beautiful.." I yell his name loudly as i feel him slam himself inside of me setting a hard brutal pace. "Shit.. FUCK!" i feel him hold a tight grip on my throat still slamming into me "Dont speak unless spoken to bitch~" He slams into me grunting, I let out a loud moan ".....louder...." He whispers into my ear, kissing me, biting down on my lip and moving to kiss my neck. I moaned his name louder, "Jackotah!~" "That's right do as you're told slut.." He continues to slam into me grunting, his hand still on my neck. I continue moaning and whimpering, "Hmph- I- J-jackotahh~" He starts slamming into me harder, He leans into my ear and whispers, "I-im close" His thrusts become sloppy and his breath becomes heavy. Jack speeds up his thrusts until he reaches his climax. He released into me. (Skip) The next day. "Mel, can you believe that? Who would be that stupid?" I felt a large soft hand on the bottom of my chin, next thing I knew the back of my head was pushing into his groin. "Hey..~" Jack said pushing my head closer, He was tall and mildly toned, yet the veins he had... God... "I'll see you later, you know where~" he let go of my face and walked away, his dirty blonde fluffy hair was so distracting, I forgot about mel. "Spill! What was that!?????" She squeezed her fist, covering her mouth, I told her EVERYTHING.. maybe a little to much.. but whatever.. Later.. "Byee! WOA-" He quickly grabbed me pulling me into the janitors closet, locking it. "is something wrong?-" "yes there is my little slut~ I'm upset.." "Wait why-" I walked closer to him, gently grabbing has facep "Because you're not on your knees yet." He laughed and kissed me "really?-" "No beautiful- I'm joking... unless?" He grabbed my waist and pushed me on the wall. Grabbing my bottom thighs holding me in place "Jack? What are you planning?~" "Beat the shit out of someone- or Sex I'll decide later" He removes his shirt again along with my panties, Straight to the point, He ran his warm hands along my inner thigh, putting me down on the nearest table. He moved to his knees and grabbed my hips. "Jackotah~.." He placed his lips at the top of my clit and began sliding his tongue up and down, then after a while of that slid his tongue inside of my pussy, his actions soon led me to release on his lips. He then took two of his fingers in his mouth, placing them in me. A small whine left my lips, as his connecting with mine quickly as he sped his motions up. He added another finger to make it worse. "you're doing so good, beautiful~.." Then my eyes slowly fluttered open and I was laying in my bed next to my body pillow, alone.

6 May 2024

Dream

I seem to keep having dreams about people from my past, people that I haven’t seen for a long time. This particular friend, I used to use drugs with she was older than me, and I would consider her a pretty influential person around town. She was a businesswoman and made a considerable amount of money , but she spent most of it on drugs. In the dream she had me working for her and I almost felt like I was trapped. We were working in her home and she had all my banking accounts going through her name and therefore under her control, yet she was only giving me a percentage of what I was depositing into them by working for her, as my salary. I knew in the back of my mind that it wasn’t correct the way she was doing things, but for some reason I couldn’t do anything about it or get out of there; there was no way to escape. There was no way to call my family, she was totally tracking my every move, I felt trapped . I also felt under some kind of chemical substance that was being forced onto me without my knowledge. However, no matter how drugged up she was keeping me, I understood the whole situation that was taking place was very serious and I needed out. I felt trapped and totally under her mind control.

6 May 2024

Dream

flying over a green forest and rivers I can control my body looking around, people asking me how to do it I try to teach them but I can't explain with words, usually those dreams are consecutive after wake up for a bit keeps going right when I fall asleep