Stress

18 Jul 2024

Dream

I was at a conference put on by my friend Wendy VanderWal-Martin. It was quite informal and seemed to take place in a large, house-like environment. My sense was that the conference was over, and I was constantly going back and forth helping people find rides home and so on. My stress was building because I didn’t know if I had a ride home. Wendy called to me, “Robbie, we’re waiting for you! You should communicate better!” I replied, “No one told me you were giving me a ride home! Why didn’t you tell me?” (This kind of thing happens often in my dreams—I’m trying to find a piece of information or be somewhere in particular, but a dream character will get upset with me for not having information I was looking for the whole time!)

16 Jul 2024

Dream

I had two seperate dreams. But the main theme of both was stress. In the second dream, I was catching a flight back to Texas with my dad after shortly arriving home. We had two hours to go and I was still packing and running around the place looking for clothes. I was so stresssed and my vision was blurry. This also all took place at my moms house though my parents don’t live together. I kept looking for my legging and shoes specifically and couldn’t find them. My dad was stressing me out and I was very upset with how poorly he had timed it. We ended up leaving for the airport with an hour left.

15 Jul 2024

Dream

I was shopping in a store browsing at clothes and food. I was with my family, two aunts, some cousins, and my grandmother. One of my aunts left and got in the car with my grandmother. I followed them outside and saw there was a cop yelling my aunt to put the car in park. She could control the gear shift and she accidentally stepped on the gas and the car went into reverse very fast. Me and my cousins were standing around stressed out. The car backed out all the way into the middle of the street and another car hit them. The person in the other car was honking them repeatedly but kept driving super fast and pushing my aunts car out onto the highway and the all the down the highway until they were out of our view.

15 Jul 2024

Dream

dexter morgan, a serial killer from the show dexter, was in one of his kill rooms covered in plastic and he was stuffing eyeballs into his pockets. he was looking at me with his eyebrows raised and he was really stressed seeming. he was scraping the eyes off the edge of the table and some of them were bouncing off the floor and the rest he was shoving into his pockets. and he was doing it very frantically. he was looking at me with eyes wide and eyebrows raised. that’s where i woke up

14 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream about where I was really skinny and my little brother made a comment about it, my mom is very religious. I decided to prank my little brother to pretend to be a monster. I was in a basement and it was really big and it was dim. I started shaking and growling like a monster to scare my little brother as a joke and he yelled for my mom to come down to the basement. She thought I was possessed and tried to do an "exercism" on me and I decided to play along but I started to get really stressed out and for some reason I couldn't get my mouth to close

7 Jul 2024

Dream

So basically what happened was I was waiting outside this house with about 3 other people and 4 or 5 other people came out to us and started talking and then me one of the girls and two of the boys started walking together down to our lodge cabin when we got there we opened the cupboard and a note flew out that said your having a party it’s got to be successful but you can’t make a mess or get any clothes out or anything so we all started stressing about this party I went upstairs with one of the other girls I was here with and we started getting clothes ready but making a mess so we had to clear it up and we were talking about how we want people to be honest with us always so I asked her if my face looked orange and a different colour to the rest of me and she said I’m sorry but yeah a bit orange and I said I knew it. Then down stairs they all started shouting saying there here there here so we looked out and saw a bunch of robot looking people and we both said oh that’s in and we burst out laughing the whole group of about 8 of us left the lodge cabin and walked over to the robots and said there’s your party pointing to the cabin and we all walked off the two boys were walking quite far infront and one of the girls called Connie who goes to my school in real life asked the group which off the boys we all thought was fitter she said the one with brown hair and I said the one with the curly hair then I woke up

28 Jun 2024

Dream

In my dream I saw myself, or at least who was supposed to be me, like watching myself from someone else’s eyes, like how you watch a movie. I don’t remember much, what I do remember is that the person I saw (me) was sitting by an half empty pool, cleaning out debris and filth. I somehow knew I had a purpose doing this. It was really disgusting work. I was interrupted continuously with other things to do, other things that took away my attention and I forgot about the pool and the filth. And then in the middle of the dream I remembered the pool and that I needed to clean it out and I was taken back there in a blink of an eye, like I had never gone in the first place. This continued on for most of the dream, and it was only when I was by the pool that I saw myself from an outside perspective. When I was pulled away by other things I was myself and experiencing things as myself, not outside my body. I felt a lot of frustration and stress and guilt in this dream. A feeling of not being enough and doing enough but also a feeling of being very lonely.

24 Jun 2024

Dream

I had a dream that my mom had a magazine with my rapper ex and Chuntee and Chanel they posed together she had hidden it from me, I had a dream that I fired a few people because I couldn’t trust them with money I had police escort them out of my house, my dad knew I was stressed and suggested we hangout once I cleaned up, I wanted to go swimming in the beautiful ocean and there was a quick shirt to get there but I never actually got to the water,

11 Jun 2024

Dream

I was on a school trip. We were in some sort of big house, a hotel or museum and look out to a big blue lake. Some of my Thai friends I made on my year abroad in Thailand were with me and I explain to them the landscape of my country, that there is no but likes an mountains like outside of this building and point with my finger out of the window. Suddenly we were outside, close to the lake, whose water was clear and calm, no waves. There was some sort of grandstand, made out of stairs and no roof. On the stairs sat some of my Thai friends. Since my Thai is very broken, I tried to communicate to them about me coming back this summer to see them (something I’ll actually do). But they didn’t understand me so one of the girls told me to get her phone to translate. I look back and notice that we’re pretty high up the stairs and that there was a white table with her phone on, right behind me on the stairs. Although we used the phone the communication still didn’t work as smooth, and starts to stress me out, fearing I’d be inconvenient to her.

10 Jun 2024

Dream

There was some even that I don’t know going on there was old stage in outside the color of my dream was black and white and in the back stage in the left side on the stage I had a lot of stuff with me and I was stress and tired and overwhelmed until I give it away because some of the stuffs wasn’t mine so I had a lot of baggages with me it’s like purse but big size one of dark one was mine and the light grey one was my friends whom I know from my current college class and also I had stuff of like a lot of papers and document also bed sheets and other stuff too in in my back and my bag was ripped out so I really need to give it away for professional knitter to fix it but I had to unload the stuff first so I did I give to my friend her stuff then I gave the stuff of her friend too I was careful to not give away my stuff accidentally to her but I didn’t then I gave my ripped pretty bed sheet that has flower picture on it and he fix it then I gave my ripped bag to him to fix and I put the fixed bed sheet on my bed and I was relax after that and happy. My bed was located in front of the stage there was another bed to and chairs in front of the stage my bed was in the right side in the middle my bed size was medium but the bed was wide for 2 person bed type there was people sitting and watching the stage but there wasn’t any performance in that stage but there was busy people going back and forth in the stage.

7 Jun 2024

Dream

I was outside of my apartment building, walking with my cat in my hands. But she dropped out of my hands and ran away, then I couldn’t find her so I was stressed and in tears thinking I’ll never find her again.

4 Jun 2024

Dream

I had a dream last night that i was at work at the cancer clinic. My coworker chris and lupita were being mean to me and giving me all their work. Chris was beaing condescending and rude. I told Jonah the Nurse practitioner because I felt like he’s the only person there that will have my back. He told them that only eagles fans pick on people like that. That’s a joke he commonly uses because Chris is an eagles fan. In another part of my dream i told jonah my blood pressure was high and he seemed concerned. I woke up clenching my jaw