Past

22 Sep 2024

Dream

Seeing a red crab inside a room. Every time I touched it I can see what the crab has been seeing, including the past and the present

23 Aug 2024

Dream

I was a spirit and was told that I have to remove and replace my old, ancient, never used, dusty, China cabinet because it's taking up too much space. I was told this about many items, otherwise I would become a lost spirit. I was enraged and bawling the whole time. Even though those items didn't get a lot of attention, they still held meaning to me, and showed me how far I had come. To replace or remove them feels like removing my progress, but I did it anyway because I didn't want to become lost. Each item removed caused a great deal of emotional and mental stress. I would remember moments of my life that had that item in there, but then also when it was last used and left to dust. I would outcry and scream and bawl at the top of my lungs at each item, and wonder why I was subjected to this torture. I awoke in tears.

17 Aug 2024

Dream

I am on top of this mountain that looks down on the hole of all the water city and the region surrounding it; basically the west Kanagawa region I am looking down at this magnificent scape with the river crossing in the middle of it from the ski jump stage/scaffold, the ski jump start-point arch, there’s an arch above my head Scene goes back to the time when I’m preparing for this thing(putting my gears on and such) with the help of my family(mother and younger brother) at the apartment room that we used to live in in Hakone There’s also Calcharo, the stoic, intimidating merc with flexible morality, the long straight white hair and the scars all over his hody from the game Wuthering Waves There’s also the girl that made me leave some of the past I had *to* her before I could move forward We have conversations while I get prepared, the environment is soemwhat cozy Scene changes, now I’m climbing up the slope of Shiroyama to my elementary school that I went to through 1-2nd grade before I went to Singapore Lush deep forest greens, rusted football ground frames, overall a bit ruin-ish but the kids are still around and the building itself very much indeed seem to have people in it What’s different about this version of Shiroyama Elementary School is that they have a parking lot, beneath he elevated first floor of the building I go in

14 Aug 2024

Dream

It was a nightmare. I was stuck in my bed, watching shadows move all around. I couldn't move and they were torturing me with my past memories. I kept seeing distorted faces them staring at me. My past friends, family even, they were so distorted. I finally mustered somehow to move or appear next to my couch, where my mother was sleeping. I held her tight and I was telling her how scared I was. How I was sorry for everything and how this is really disappointing and stupid from me. I eventually saw the shadow person, she was, taking and breaking things around my house. but when I told my mother nothing was happening. She eventually took me to her bedroom where I proceeded to watch that shadow woman continue to do so. until my mother told me "maybe you should go to bed earlier, and you are overreacting" I screaming "go, go away" for what felt like forever until I finally woke up the same position I was in from my dream.

29 Jul 2024

Dream

Someone from my past came back with happy energy

18 Jul 2024

Dream

traveling back to the past when I was still very young. In the dream I was thinking that I should get the nicest clothing I can wear to attend a party with my childhood friends

5 Jul 2024

Dream

I was listening to music again while I worked. This is another vision. I got a peek into my past life. I was a Native American. I was preparing furs for my tribe. I felt voices around me, children playing, people talking. None of it had to do with me, and for the first time, I felt at peace. I remember looking up and seeing my soulmate in his past life. That’s when I knew that my partner is the man I’m going to spend my life and eternity with.

30 Jun 2024

Dream

The next dream I have about my ex girlfriend I hope it’ll be a good dream about us reuniting and going out to eat. In that dream I hope she takes one of her shoes off while we’re out. I imagine us reuniting sometime in the future. We’ll start talking. If she starts touching me with her foot I’ll reach down, take her shoe off and start rubbing her foot and telling her how beautiful she is and how I’ll never forget the moment I first saw her. After that I’ll tell her that her feet are so beautiful. Shoutout to Raylene. Once again I hope all is well. I also want you to know if I could go into the past I would do anything to make sure we have a future together. I miss you so much.

25 Jun 2024

Dream

I was in a dream where futuristic military people were rushing all around me, and someone saw me and there was a person next to them that looked like me, and they were talking about how she wanted to switch lives with me, and after they were finished talking, the person that wasn’t me had a balloon in her hand, and start slowly approaching me, making eye contact the whole time and I got scared, and because I got scared she said, “then you know what I am!” And she started chasing after me and I had to run across water on steppingstones and jump over obstacles that weren’t visible, but I knew were there and jump over a hole in the ground that was pure fire and I tried to climb onto a building, and as I was reaching the top, the girl caught up to me and bit my hand, and I could kind of feel pain, but hardly and she said that because I couldn’t feel pain that I was from the future and the version of me she was talking to, before chasing me, was the past me, and that nothing can be changed, and that we wouldn’t switch lives. And then I woke up.

21 Jun 2024

Dream

I just woke up from this crazy dream. I was in this house with a religious group and this guy who was reading bible scriptures was creepy. He was talking about a whole bunch of negative things and bringing up people’s past mistakes and telling everyone that we’re all going to hell because of those mistakes. After hearing all that me and everyone else in that religious cult started torturing that guy and beating him up for all of the lies and negative things he was preaching.

21 Jun 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I went back into the past where I was in the mountains with snow and a village.. I realized I was dreaming so I thought about going into the future. When I did I ended up floating in space where earth was.. then I woke up.

18 May 2024

Dream

I’ve been dreaming about my past ex boyfriend recently and the dream is based on my point of view right now interacting with the past version of him/ the him I assume he would act like now. There not all consuming or scary traumatic like they would be in the past, but something about these dreams he’s been so real in them, unlike before it felt as though it was past memories we’ve had together being shown in the dream. These new ones, it’s a whole different story playing out but the environment we are in is similar to my past memories with him. For context, he’s my first ex and we dated for 6 tumultuous years that ended back in 2019 with him almost beating me to death. I was hospitalized and had to go back to the same apartment once I got out. It’s the apartment I dream of the most when it comes to him. but the dream is all over the place it’s really more the feeling when I’m there. I feel like how I used to but it’s the present me experiencing it again and it’s giving me anxiety and confusion . He’s always doing something disrespectful to me and I’m always trying to figure out what’s going on and why.