Past

30 Oct 2024

Dream

So last night I had this dream and the dream was took place here at the house that I live in now. In the house that I live in it is myself and my sister and my six-year-old niece and this house actually is one of my father's properties. In this particular dream, my sister comes upstairs and she begins to move things out of my office. Currently my sister is pregnant and we've been having a conversation about... She's been wanting to rearrange the house to accommodate for the baby. In this particular dream, I was in my room upstairs and she was in my office upstairs and she began to go in the office and take things out. She began taking things out to make room for the baby. I became very upset because we hadn't had the conversation and she just started moving my stuff without my permission and in the dream I became so irate that I began to knock things over and I was so mad. I was really mad because I felt like how are you going to just insist on moving my stuff out of the way without even talking to me to make room for what you have going on? I was so mad I began to walk through the house and I was saying there are so many more rooms there's so much more here why would you take this space? So in the dream I began to go through the house. The funny thing is our house is only a three-bedroom one-bathroom house however in this dream there were other rooms that I was finding in the house. I've had this dream before where I've gone through the house but I'm finding other rooms that are in the house so as I was going through the house and I was going to these other rooms I kept saying like I've been here before I know that there are other rooms here and I've had this dream before. As I went through the different rooms in the house, there were like different people in there and different images were on the wall in these different rooms of the house and the different rooms of the house would take me to different places almost. My sister was arguing with me that the other rooms in the house were not prepared or ready. It needed so much work that she couldn't stay there and it wasn't healthy for the baby. Like they had mold and the ceiling was coming down and things like that. And I kept walking until I would find a room like this is presentable or that's presentable. But these rooms, there would always be people in them and or people from our past or just different things. And they almost were reflective of our life in different ways. Maybe different flashes of life. I'm not sure. One room I walked into literally led me to another state city place and it almost was like a barn and there were people in there and I was like oh what are you doing and I was trying to figure out what these people were doing and as I tried to talk to them things just kept changing. I can't remember the rest of the dream but I just know I've had this dream before where I'm going through the house that I live in and there are more rooms than that actually are there but there are more rooms I'm like I know there are more rooms here but these rooms are these just different eerie feelings to them I don't know if they were flashes of different life different spaces different times but I'm like we have more room here that's all I kept saying like we have more rooms in this house but then I can't be like no this house only has three rooms but I'm like walking through this house and it has all these rooms and I've done this before in other dreams It's just a really familiar dream in a new space with a new context, but the house with the many rooms, that almost feel like they're not visible until I'm going through this process of walking through the house, but yeah.

22 Sep 2024

Dream

Seeing a red crab inside a room. Every time I touched it I can see what the crab has been seeing, including the past and the present

23 Aug 2024

Dream

I was a spirit and was told that I have to remove and replace my old, ancient, never used, dusty, China cabinet because it's taking up too much space. I was told this about many items, otherwise I would become a lost spirit. I was enraged and bawling the whole time. Even though those items didn't get a lot of attention, they still held meaning to me, and showed me how far I had come. To replace or remove them feels like removing my progress, but I did it anyway because I didn't want to become lost. Each item removed caused a great deal of emotional and mental stress. I would remember moments of my life that had that item in there, but then also when it was last used and left to dust. I would outcry and scream and bawl at the top of my lungs at each item, and wonder why I was subjected to this torture. I awoke in tears.

17 Aug 2024

Dream

I am on top of this mountain that looks down on the hole of all the water city and the region surrounding it; basically the west Kanagawa region I am looking down at this magnificent scape with the river crossing in the middle of it from the ski jump stage/scaffold, the ski jump start-point arch, there’s an arch above my head Scene goes back to the time when I’m preparing for this thing(putting my gears on and such) with the help of my family(mother and younger brother) at the apartment room that we used to live in in Hakone There’s also Calcharo, the stoic, intimidating merc with flexible morality, the long straight white hair and the scars all over his hody from the game Wuthering Waves There’s also the girl that made me leave some of the past I had *to* her before I could move forward We have conversations while I get prepared, the environment is soemwhat cozy Scene changes, now I’m climbing up the slope of Shiroyama to my elementary school that I went to through 1-2nd grade before I went to Singapore Lush deep forest greens, rusted football ground frames, overall a bit ruin-ish but the kids are still around and the building itself very much indeed seem to have people in it What’s different about this version of Shiroyama Elementary School is that they have a parking lot, beneath he elevated first floor of the building I go in

14 Aug 2024

Dream

It was a nightmare. I was stuck in my bed, watching shadows move all around. I couldn't move and they were torturing me with my past memories. I kept seeing distorted faces them staring at me. My past friends, family even, they were so distorted. I finally mustered somehow to move or appear next to my couch, where my mother was sleeping. I held her tight and I was telling her how scared I was. How I was sorry for everything and how this is really disappointing and stupid from me. I eventually saw the shadow person, she was, taking and breaking things around my house. but when I told my mother nothing was happening. She eventually took me to her bedroom where I proceeded to watch that shadow woman continue to do so. until my mother told me "maybe you should go to bed earlier, and you are overreacting" I screaming "go, go away" for what felt like forever until I finally woke up the same position I was in from my dream.

29 Jul 2024

Dream

Someone from my past came back with happy energy

18 Jul 2024

Dream

traveling back to the past when I was still very young. In the dream I was thinking that I should get the nicest clothing I can wear to attend a party with my childhood friends

5 Jul 2024

Dream

I was listening to music again while I worked. This is another vision. I got a peek into my past life. I was a Native American. I was preparing furs for my tribe. I felt voices around me, children playing, people talking. None of it had to do with me, and for the first time, I felt at peace. I remember looking up and seeing my soulmate in his past life. That’s when I knew that my partner is the man I’m going to spend my life and eternity with.

30 Jun 2024

Dream

The next dream I have about my ex girlfriend I hope it’ll be a good dream about us reuniting and going out to eat. In that dream I hope she takes one of her shoes off while we’re out. I imagine us reuniting sometime in the future. We’ll start talking. If she starts touching me with her foot I’ll reach down, take her shoe off and start rubbing her foot and telling her how beautiful she is and how I’ll never forget the moment I first saw her. After that I’ll tell her that her feet are so beautiful. Shoutout to Raylene. Once again I hope all is well. I also want you to know if I could go into the past I would do anything to make sure we have a future together. I miss you so much.

25 Jun 2024

Dream

I was in a dream where futuristic military people were rushing all around me, and someone saw me and there was a person next to them that looked like me, and they were talking about how she wanted to switch lives with me, and after they were finished talking, the person that wasn’t me had a balloon in her hand, and start slowly approaching me, making eye contact the whole time and I got scared, and because I got scared she said, “then you know what I am!” And she started chasing after me and I had to run across water on steppingstones and jump over obstacles that weren’t visible, but I knew were there and jump over a hole in the ground that was pure fire and I tried to climb onto a building, and as I was reaching the top, the girl caught up to me and bit my hand, and I could kind of feel pain, but hardly and she said that because I couldn’t feel pain that I was from the future and the version of me she was talking to, before chasing me, was the past me, and that nothing can be changed, and that we wouldn’t switch lives. And then I woke up.

21 Jun 2024

Dream

I just woke up from this crazy dream. I was in this house with a religious group and this guy who was reading bible scriptures was creepy. He was talking about a whole bunch of negative things and bringing up people’s past mistakes and telling everyone that we’re all going to hell because of those mistakes. After hearing all that me and everyone else in that religious cult started torturing that guy and beating him up for all of the lies and negative things he was preaching.

21 Jun 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I went back into the past where I was in the mountains with snow and a village.. I realized I was dreaming so I thought about going into the future. When I did I ended up floating in space where earth was.. then I woke up.