Dream About Halloween Illness And Lost Boy

I was in a store/multi bedroom place. Everyone were dressed up in Halloween costumes. Some of them had masks. I felt out of place there, all most like I didn't belong and had to leave. There was some sort of illness that left its victims in a bloody mess. The smell was hot and rancid. I tried looking for my boyfriend so we could leave together but he was distracted by other people around him. He looked lonely in the crowd but I walked past him thinking he didn't need me. Soon more and more people dropped dead from this illness. The air felt polluted and suffocating. I couldn't leave until I was cleared of all illness. Some people were crying over the bodies of their dead loved ones. The air heavy in sorrow and death. I went to a gift shop and found two glowing moons one silver and rhe other normal warm white. I didn't have much money and contemplated stealing them but the look on the woman's face made me choose differently. She gives me a discount on them, they came out to be 1•25 for both. I put them away in my pocket and kept searching for something so I could leave. Eventually I find this little boy in a dirt smeared white dress, and attempt to guide him. He was timid but trusted me and followed me sheepishly. Eventually I lost him somewhere. Soon I go to this booth with a woman inside. She eagerly tests me for any illnesses and it all came back negative. She tells me I can get on the bus but I turn around in one last attempt to find the boy again. But couldn't find him so I board the small bus and leave the town I was trapped in. I felt both guilt and relief as I see the place become smaller as we drive away. I tried to find my boyfriend but couldn't see him. I felt invisible, almost like I was floating through existence and not really in reality. I just wanted to dissappear