Guilt

11 Nov 2024

Dream

I was in some sort of large high end building with a group of friends. And we were on sort of adventure that turned into a game. We we exploring the building incognito as we were not suppose to be there. We kept finding layers upon layers to the building, even inside this building there was a mall which was a perfume I wanted to purchase when we were there the first time but then I didn’t. I also kept getting distracted with the other perfumes on display, but made note of the one I wanted to buy in the first place. We continued to explore and as we got deeper into the building we found a space with large commercial appliances that then turned into show rooms with large luxury high end cuddle palettes that were this extravagant cushions that were beautiful and so soft. One of them was two story building high. We jumped and played on them. As we continued to explore we found an area that was off limits with that had machines that were clearly very important and dangerous to mess with. I went inside one that looked like a fridge but as we were exploring a group of workers were nearby and we had to hide. We laid low until they passed. We we moved further along we found a prison. One of my friends was there and it surprised me to see him as he was always a man who was kind and did his best and I was confused as to why he was there. We sat and talked for a bit and he was worried about his sister. As we decided to make our way out of the building we had to pretend to be business men who were very busy and in a hurry to blend in, at one point I was in a suit and I would run through a space where there were people saying a bunch of a numbers. When we were coming back I remembered the perfume I wanted to buy. I did not get distracted this time with the perfumes and stayed focus. I had to wait for a worker to come and help me and I was anxious waiting on them, because I wasn’t suppose to be there. As I was making my purchase we were getting caught by the building and my group of people started fleeing, we had been found out and were no longer incognito, we started racing to escape. As we were running we found an elevator that got us out but as we were getting in our group split up as it was merely seconds the door was closing. I felt guilty that the group split and some of my people were left behind.

7 Nov 2024

Dream

Ian, his mom Linda and my daughter Lucy were in a trip and stayed in an home while traveling. It was a huge house split into different rooms but there were no doors and every room was connected. While exploring the house I realized I came across other peoples rentals and was very confused that there wasn’t a wall or door to separate the different living quarters. There was a pool in the house and in one pool it was very deep and had mattresses. Lucy had found a friend she was playing with in the pool. I was laying on a pool chair next to the pool. There were other parents sitting on the ledge where all of the kids were playing. I lost sight of Lucy and was yelling for her. There’s was a bunch of mattress in the pool and the pool also had fog on the top so I couldn’t see to the bottom ver well. I went under water to look for her and couldn’t see her. Then I started running around the house yelling for her and asking everyone if they had seen her and no on had. I was screaming and crying in my dream and I had this feeling that someone knew where she was but I also had tremendous guilt because I felt like it was my fault that she was gone because i waited to long to look for her after I lost sight of her initially. I was crying and accusing people at the house and they were just laughing and mocking me and I just knew they knew where she was, someone had her and I just screamed and cried and felt so helpless.

18 Oct 2024

Dream

I drove my ex through a different state, Pennsylvania. It was going ok until we were driving home and my ex was irritating me and he didn't warn me that our exit was coming up. So I reached over from the driver's seat and opened his car door and I pushed him out onto the highway. Since I was going so fast I couldn't stop or slow down. I took the next exit I could do my ex had a chance to walk back. I parked my car and sat near a dumpster and changed my shirt. After a while of sitting around and trying to text my ex to see if he's still alive, I went back to Virginia, my home state. When I got there everything seemed normal but I felt very guilty for leaving my ex behind... Even if he does deserve it. So I drove back to Pennsylvania to look for him. Eventually I got ahold of him and he was making it by in the city. Once I realized he was doing ok I wanted to just leave him.

16 Oct 2024

Dream

I was in the gas station getting some food. But I knew I didn't have enough in my checking account so i was try ing to add money into it. I was having a hard time looking for the transfer option on the app. I was frastrated and confused why this was happening when this is the easiest thing to do. i was moving my uncles truck where it was parked in the yard. There was no reason for me do this. And i was not supposed to be doing it. The. i felt bad and soent a lot time time parking it back the way he had it. But couldnt get the angle right.

6 Oct 2024

Dream

My mom passed away in 2013 so I was seen her in my dreams , she was kind of complaining why I didn’t reach out to her for a long time, I was feeling guilty and I was trying to explain to her that I was trying to reach her out trough my other phones however she wasn’t happy or acting close to me , and I was seen my dads old clothing shop there was another people who was selling clothes and I was just visiting around and smiling to them, I also take a car the drive where the driver was showing me the most expensive house in turkey , I was highly surprise that there was very luxurious houses in turkey , and please I do not want to read long analysis of my dreams, just a short ones are highly appreciated.

2 Oct 2024

Dream

The dream started with me going on an international trip. I was going to Italy for a school trip. The trip was very weird. The first thing we did was go to this painting studio. Me and my friend both got figurines and they sent us in a room to paint them. The room turned into like an outside festival, where we stayed until after dark. I remember just going around and kinda socializing. The festival also seemed to get more sketchy once it turned dark. It was getting time to go and our group was supposed to be getting on the next bus. We all had partners so that no one got lost. I was talking to my partner and telling her we need to get ready to go. I turned my head for a second and when I looked back, she was gone. I called out for her but it was dark and I couldn’t see her. I figured she was here somewhere. We all started getting on the bus and I didn’t see my partner. I was getting really anxious. I told the chaperones that I couldn’t find her. They said it was too late. I kept worrying about her and if she got kidnapped and where she went. I felt very guilty about losing her. We finally got back home from Italy and my girlfriend picked me up. We were at her house and her mom was there and asked if I was going home. They said that I should take a break from staying there, which confused me. My girlfriend said yeah I just think we could take a break, which made me really upset because I started thinking about my dogs and not being able to live without them. I kept trying to stay but they kept wanting me to leave. I tried to tell them about the horrible trip I just had and losing my partner, and they didn’t seem to care.

11 Sep 2024

Dream

My dream started out In a bar in the bathroom and I was talking to a bunch of girls and I was using makeup to write out a person's name on one of the bathroom stalls doors then I ended up on the men's side of the bathroom and not the women's side. I was walking back and forth between the two sides and then there was a girl crying then it stopped and I was talking to a bunch of girls and it turned out that they were my sister's friends and next thing I knew I was a part of a bridal party and they were in the car looking at all their different shoes and picking out their dresses and I felt guilty because I didn’t pay for anything I was just there with them. they went over to a baseball game across the river next to a refinery I had left and was across the river on the other side and it was night time on Labor Day and the whole sky lit up with fireworks and the next thing I knew the entire refinery was blown to bits and everything around it looked like a disaster zone. Nobody saw what I had saw. Nobody seen the disaster and they didn't believe me that it was blown up. And there was a auditorium that was covered in ash and soot but there were still people on the stage that had just performed. I was trying to get in contact with my sister but I couldn't find her. She wasn't anywhere near me. And the refinery that was across the street was closed up like it was on hinges and together it says, your numbers lie. I looked at my phone and was trying to see where my sister's location was, which was far away from me and I started driving to my sister to tell her what happened because nobody would believe me of what I saw. And then I woke up.

9 Sep 2024

Dream

I dream that my Mom and I are having a fight/argument, then it turns out on ranting how I feel. Mother even scoffed and tried to joke around saying she remembered how perverted she is but when I told her how hurt I was, she stopped... Then, I remember someone telling me how many people my mother hurt to the point they made a group chat about it... I was considering telling it to Mother but I think that "I can't pour the truth to someone's head." After that I remembered I was hiding from a black dog through the gate.. then when I got out and saw the black dog from a distance I hid again.

3 Sep 2024

Dream

I was at my grandparents and they bought me a hamster and a dog. We played with the hamster a lot. We hugged it and showed him around the house. We also talked a lot. It was very nice. Then I had to leave and take the hamster with me. It was not the same when I was alone in the house. I felt guilty for wanting it. I wanted to return it but I couldn’t so I just hugged it and layed on the floor. Then the scene changed. I was about to have an exam. The teacher called us to her desk and told us that we will have to speak on 4 subjects. Some got exited and I got very worried because I didn’t know them and I prefer writing over speaking. The teacher got mad. She told me I was never ready and that I never study. I friend of mine tried to help me and explained that I’m just shy and find it hard to do this things. We didn’t have the exam. The teacher told us to get prepared for the ext time. Then I was in a shower room, I was covered in salt so I had to take a shower. After that I stopped the water on the faucet but the water began to come out of the next one. I went to stop it and it went to the next one. After I stopped all of them I went to the sports room and I was walking just behind one on my classmate and behind me was a boy. We all sat down in a circle. The teacher came and started screaming at me. She told me I was late again and that I should leave. I started explaining that I was on time but my voice was very low. The boy that was behind me told her the same and then she listened and left me alone. After that the scene changed. I was in a winter villa waiting to get a massage. I went out for a walk when a big insect came and told me I have to hide. There were other bad ones, wasp looking insects that eat people. Do the good insect swallowed me and a bunch of other people to help us escape. He then spit us out.

29 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I liked two different guys and I was in the room and afraid that one of the guys would kiss me and the other would see, so I kept strategizing ways to get away before that happened. To make things worse, we were all in the same room because they were roommates. One of the guys was getting ready to leave for a long time, and I was afraid he was going to kiss me in front of the other guy or someone else who would tell him. I was really nervous. I felt bad because I didn’t want to hurt anyone.

16 Aug 2024

Dream

I was with my family and my brother was saying inappropriate things about me and it made me so disgusted I didn’t eat my food. I looked at my mother and got up from the table and she took into consideration why I was upset. I went for a walk around the block to calm my nerves and as my family was exiting the restaurant, they seemed to be upset with my brother. I grew gleeful inside as they became more upset with him for upsetting me enough to make me leave our family dinner. He looked guilty but didn’t say sorry.

7 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream my ex called me. I answered it. My husband was laying beside me. I didnt hide my phone or the call. My husband was telling me something but i cant remember what he said. I remember me talking to my husband and my ex whike he was on tge phone. I remember feeling bad bc my ex called and i answered.