Dream About Reconnecting With Old Friend 33

I dreamt that i reconnected with an old friend of mine but i woke up crying and a little bit heartbroken. This guys name is Habib and i met him like 1 year and 8 months ago on a group on my favourite online game. We had a lot of chemistry and we were good friends at the same time. He is not physically what would attract me to a man, but i always felt something special for this guy. He was really spiritual and funny and adventurous and i am not like this. He thought me what Hakuna Matata means and that he loves spiritual things like crystals and energy that has energy. He was my calmness for quite some time. One day where were talking on camera like we used to and he told me that he would want our relationship or friendship cause we didnt know what is it, to last for at least 7 years and the next they he ghosted. Before I knew he ghosted i got my first tattoo with Hakuna Matata, which i learned from him and the Simba sign and i was hoping to show him on his birthday which was exactly 1 month since i got my tattoo. I was destroyed and i cried a lot. Few months later i started receiving signs that he is coming back, signs like seeing a man that looks exactly like him having the exact same Egyptian sign in the exact same place. Or our song coming up to an app i didnt ever listen to it and its been a lot of months. He came back apologized and said he will never ghost again he felt bad that he hurt me but he got depressed and he couldnt handle it. Then after few weeks he ghosted the second time. Now he came back the third time, he told me he is not mentally sane when i said happy birthday. He said he is trying to find himself and that he doesnt wanna hurt me anymore. I called him and he told me he cannot talk at the moment cause he is in a meeting. And I said ok, maybe he can call me after the meeting and he told me i hope, but im pretty sure he wont call. Now i fell asleep and i dreamed that he called me and we started talking on video and that i saw him and everything was beautiful then i heard some noise outside of the kitcked where we were talking and somehow i got out and there was one old man and a beautiful girl that had the best body ever and she was simply so beautiful and her lil sister helping this old man in the hallway while i was talking with him. And then they finished. The old man was leaving and the beautiful girl went to Habib and kind of stayed next to him and he put his hand on her shoulder and i was somehow watching this from a far and i saw they were closed and i realised that they were a couple now. I started crying i was trying to keep it low but it was hurting like hell seeing him with someone even tho i want him to be happy. I went in the room where we were talking first time we started talking and there was his cat there and i started crying the hell out saying that i will not ever find someone for me. I heard his footsteps he was coming to take the phone then i felt kind of like his hand on my shoulder and i woke up with a feeling of being heartbroken and sadness.