Birthday

17 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I had a son. My mom was driving me back from the hospital. We got into the driveway of the house, ig I was living back at home, and I was kind of excited. As we're getting out the car some neighbors came to greet us and see the new baby. I was kind of uneasy because I was trying to smile through the fact that my boyfriend was no where to be found. Where is you boyfriend my mom asked and my neighbors waited for a response. I wanted to cry and scream but I simply said, "I'm not sure. I think he's coming soon. " I started to get my son out the back seat as I was fully recognizing that I was someones mother. I knew it. I knew I would have a son first for some reason. As I started to unbuckle him from the car seat, he started to slip though it. The car seat started to fall apart. Oh wow. My neighbor said. That is not a great car seat. I snapped, I know, I had to use my baby doll car seat because I have no place to put him. I picked him up and held him in my arms. I thought about how tiny he was but that would only last a few days. I needed a bigger car seat. I started to think about the face that I'm responsible for this human being for the rest of my life. I continued to hold him and looked up at my mother. Her eyes were full of pity. Tears began to swell in my eyes. I shouted, I didn't even want a child and now he left me alone with a son! I began to really feel the pain of being left alone. I went inside with my son. As I was walking I was thinking of all my options to get him a car seat. I figured I would ask my dad to buy me a all in one stroller/car seat for my birthday instead of the gift he was giving me. I started planning a baby shower in my head and taking a mental note of everything I wanted on my Amazon shopping list. I laid him on the bed and began to cry again, almost in denial that I was really alone with this child.

15 Jul 2024

Dream

I was attending this church service with one of my close friend’s who lives in Seattle her name is Stephana. I assume the church service was in Seattle because her and her sister’s family was there. I don't remember much about the service besides being there. After service I was ready to leave. Usually when I used to attend church and once I had my own car I will leave soon after service. Whoever I saw on my way out is who I would greet. But my friend and her sister was taking a while greeting folks. I asked the sister are we ready to leave and she said “oh I take my time I'm in no rush.” I was kind of annoyed. I didn't have transportation so I was at the mercy of their time frame. I started walking out and bump into an old high school school mate. We greeted and we chit chatted with one another she was willing to give me a ride. It was heavy raining outside and when we got outside the church it looked like the home church I was raised in back in Boston. We hopped in her car and I decided I couldn't leave my friend since I came with her so she parked her car next to my friend’s sister car and I went back inside the church to wait for them. Once they were ready to leave we decided to go grocery shopping. When we got to the grocery store I took a shopping cart for my friend and I and her sister took another cart for her and her family. I started shopping and I remember getting all types of stuff. But I also knew I was traveling in a few days so I was getting lots of things. I got a lot of frozen food too so I thought some things will be in the freezer for when I got back. At this point of the dream I no longer thought I was in Seattle I felt like I was in a city I currently lived in. I was at a grocery store that's in NC but it also felt like I was back home in Boston when I went outside. When the grocery clerk ringed me up the food came up to over $1000. I was shocked and I knew I can't afford that and I would have to return some of these items before checking out. The clerk was nice and also extremely busy but they indicated that after my purchase we can exchange Instagram handles instead of email addresses. Both of which I wasn't interested in providing them but it seems like they were expecting it. The dream ended there. Earlier in the dream I was shopping online for my neice’s upcoming 21st birthday. She had a lot of items on her wishlist but I filtered the list for items under $30. I bought three items on her list for $15 each. I packed her gift in a red tote bag and i needed to write her card. I remember seeing my Neice but she was much younger than what she is now and she needed help packing her lunch. I packed her lunch and got her ready to go school. She looked like she was back in elementary school. The next time I seen her she was at her current age and she wanted to see my birthday present so bad but I told her its not ready yet. I was happy to see her excited about it. When I bought her gift there was a couple deals where I could buy one and get one free the free item I kept for myself cause I thought that was a nice deal. I still had to write my neice’s birthday card and I wanted to give her birthday on her actual birthday and I was looking forward to giving it to her.

13 Jul 2024

Dream

My wife, Christi went to visit her old Nanny couple at their home to catch up. When she arrived the husband was livingroom and the wife was upstairs doing something. My wife was talking to the husband and catching up on old times. She had on a dress I thought was a little too tight for her to be wearing while conversing with the opposite sex alone. I bought this up to her and she said, "oh it was just Chad, he's innocent." I thought if the roles were reversed, I probably would talk to the wife in the livingroom while the husband was upstairs. Then we were in another home and it appeared my wife and were divorced and in new relationships. The four of of were in the home, but only one couple lived there. My new partner was lovey-dovey and very touchy in a loving and caring way. The guy that was with my ex-wife could not believe that Christi and I were still such good friends. He wanted to know how we were able to remain friends without having animosity. I did not have an answer for him. For some reason Christi and I drove the Jeep into town. I didn't recognize the town. Maybe we were on a vacation? we're going to go out to eat and I was indecisive about where the park the Jeep. At first I parked at the end of the corner and then a vehicle behind me moved, so I changed and parked in the middle of the block. Then a police officer came and advised me to stay clear of the fire hydrant zone. So I moved forward again to make sure I was out of the fire hydrants zone. We went inside and I wanted to order a special drink I had on a previous vacation or dream. The drink had a little bit of apple beer, bourbon and pineapple juice. I recall really enjoying the drink but was disappointed that he give me such a small amount in a tall glass. Then I was upstairs in a room that looked like a dance studio with desk atound the perimeter. I saw a extra large greeting card on the table. I opened the card and inside there was information about my surprise birthday shout out. I quickly closed the card and acted like I didn't see the information. The build was on a campus that reminded me of my alma mater, Dana College campus. I believe it was Welcome Week because there were all kinds of clubs and organizations present with their information table set up outside. There was going to be a special moment during the activities that day, when they were going to surprises me and sing Happy Birthday. I remember going over to one of the tables trying some type of new food it. It was a sweet gelatin in a square shape. Inside the gelatin was 2 or 3 various insects. The combination of insects in each square varied slightly. the gelatin tasted sweet and masked the bitter taste of the insects. The treats were supposed to be a healthy dessert option. I remember having two of them and they were so good I went back for two more. I had to get off a chartered bus parked on the campus. We were loading up to go on a trip. WhennI returned to the bus, I saw an old female friend of ours from the days our boys played youth football. I gave the lady a hug and asked her where husband was. I was standing in the aisle talking while she was sitting down by the window seat. Our conversation was annoying to the people in-between us. She stood up and asked to switch seats with the guy sitting on the end so we didn't have to converse over the other people. We started to talk a little bit and then another guy got on the bus. He looked just like Jim Belushi's character John "Bluto" Blutarsky from the movie Animal House. He began singing and drinking a beer with his moth open. His mannerisms were 100% like John "Bluto" Blutarsky. We were astonished and how he could take a big sip of beer and sing without swallowing the beer. When I was on the bus earlier it seemed like folks were taking window seats and putting their duffel bag next to them in the middle seat. Towards the end most of the seats were filled and and it was getting closer to the time for them to sing Happy Birthday to me.

11 Jul 2024

Dream

My crush and my best friend was flirting and she was sitting on his lap on my birthday in front of me

9 Jul 2024

Dream

It was my 30th birthday, and only 4 people remembered but didn’t even message me directly, just left comments on old Facebook posts of mine.

7 Jul 2024

Dream

I dreamed my 9 year old daughter (who is about to turn 10 in a few days ) was pregnant and had a baby girl.

5 Jul 2024

Dream

Had dream. I was trying to use a pay phone stacked on a wall with a few others side by side. I was next to a boy. The quarter kept coming out. In my head I knew this kid somewhat from when he was small but don’t remember talking to him in the dream. He couldn’t get anyone on the phone. I walked away but came right back to the wall trying to make the call. Vienna walked up and picked up the last phone next to me. I helped her make her call. I try mine again. Momma answered. I felt relieved even in a dream I felt so many emotions. I could hear her voice so clearly. We actually talked. She said she was okay and doing so much better. She even said again she is so much better now. Said she felt better and wasn’t in any pain. She asked what I was doing today. I told her and asked same question. She and someone else is cooking. She and Carla planning something for their birthday. We talked a little more I remember not wanting to hang up.

1 Jul 2024

Dream

Large store buying a birthday cake. Then it turns dark and there is a 5 eyes glowing in the distance. Looking straight at me. Then everyone becomes dark. It wasn't scary I was just avoiding the monster. It tried to catch me a number of times but I would just find a way out.

28 Jun 2024

Dream

I dreamt of my ex and I hooking up and he ejaculated into me and I asked him about checking in on me on birthdays but he said no. We drove to a Walmart so I could get a plan b so we went to the pharmacy and I got it for half the price and then it turned into a bank where I could exchange some coins for cash. I remember giving them some money and it turned into a lot of $50 bills in front of me and I was able to get my plan b for half the price. I was very happy. As I walked out something told me to steal something for a moment just to see what would happen. I grabbed a stuffed animal and walked out the door without paying but then dropped it on the ground as soon as I got out and I ran to my car to see what would happen. I drove around a lot and didn’t see any cop cars so I circled back around and grabbed my ex and told him to get in. I woke up and then had another dream about cleaning everything, feeling in awe by how beautiful my family members space was and I cleaned the floors until I saw a snake and got scared. My cousin picked it up and chased me around with it and I got scared. She told me to pet it but I refused because of the fear of it biting me.

25 Jun 2024

Dream

Dreamed of my future son and husband on my birthday

21 Jun 2024

Dream

In my dream I was at this table, we were in a old on. Me, my mom, my aunt Oliver and other people. It was for my birthday which is weird because my birthday was in April and it’s now June. When I first sat down I saw my Nana was sitting in front of her and talking to her. I was super excited to see her and then in my head I thought “But wait, you’re dead?” Then my mom asked who I was talking to and when I turned back Nana was gone. I said “Nana! She was right there!” And my mom said “But she’s dead..” with a surprised look on her face. I said “She was right there! She was real!” And I looked at my mom and my aunt and they both were sending eachother surprised looks then I woke up. My nana died June 9th. It’s June 21st.

14 Jun 2024

Dream

I dream of I was at the outside of main gate of my school.the gate was closed alot of students were leaving for home . There was a trolley shop selling egg bread sandwiches 🥪 I want to buy one but I didn't have enough money nor I don't want to spend so much money in a sandwich . Then I noticed a egg cheese sandwich. I asked the vendor the price it was cheaper than other sandwich but I started bargaining atlast I got in ten rupees I took the sandwich and put in my bag I already had a amulet in my bag . I was with my very old friend. Then I went with my mother inside a car to go home .then I saw a black bird there was something negative with the bird and it started flying I went home with the car . I saw in a dream that my grandfather is getting hospitalized on the top floor the hospital was good . I had a birthday on that day . I met my cousin sister there . I went for shower and wore pink dress and started looking at myself in mirror the mirror was old and blurry .I saw myself in the mirror I was looking pretty but I was having short hairs that I don't have then I started combing my hair . my hair was silky and beautiful and I clipped it .then I went inside to enjoy my birthday then I get to know all my old friend was there I was sad I don't want to spend time with them . Then I went to yusra my cousin she saw kpop idols dancing near railway station they were blurry then we went to some room . I started combing my hair again and told yusra to come with me she was doing something on the phone then she sat behind my school crush he was calling someone I do remember some number I saw on his phone 700 949... That's all , the I again said yusra to come with me she get angry shouted at me infront of my crush