I Dreamt Of My Friends Kissing My Former Crush

My best friends (hannah and jayden) and i went to my old job at the airport to check out the new gym after noticing we needed to go through security check. We ended up walking out while walking out. We noticed the vending machine was broken so we grabbed some snacks. Jayden grabbed a granola bar while I grabbed these chocolate covered croissants in a bag while heading to the car, I noticed my previous crush Chris who has recently blocked me in real life he walked up to me and told me he met this drummer of a fairy famous band while we are talking I offer him a croissant while grabbing the croissant. I saw him checking out my friend Hannah , while he was checking her out, Hannah Linden, and kissed him. I started freaking out and questioning where this came from after they told me that this was not the first time they’ve kissed so I try to convince him to add me back on socials now Hannah, Jayden and I are in the car going to go grab some food at the restaurant I ended up having an anxiety attack. I couldn’t breathe couldn’t control my arms and ended up fainting before this anxiety attack. I sent Hannah a list full of text, asking her when how why this has happened making sure that she knows it was against the law since they are four years apart and she was underage. while I was passed out, they tried to get me to wake up and I overheard Hannah talking about Chris and it pissed me off even more but at the same time I try to not let it affect me now I woke up and I am on the couch with my father and across for me is Hannah and Jayden and they are making a tiny diagram while I get up. I leave my vape beside my father and I sat beside Hannah and Jayden while sitting there working on the diagram, I asked Hannah when this kiss happened and she explained it was at a party we were all at and I was friends with Allen and Ian , which was my grade 12 year but that would also mean Hannah was in grade 10 and Chris was in his second year of college I push the feelings back and pretended that was OK while I look across and my father is hitting my vape and I start working on the diagram with Hannah and Jayden