Airport

9 Sep 2024

Dream

The extension to the story of the manga HUNTER×HUNTER I’m standing under the roof of the entrance to the underground railway concourse of Marunouchi/Tokyo station It’s raining, and it feels a bit like the end of spring(beginning of summer) or autumn We go into the roof where the ground level stations concourses are Leorio and Kurapika leads the way, I can hear Killua and Gon chatting Something about the aerial route and the maritime route to get where we need to get to Somewhere around the Mediterranean sea The whole place has this blend of the atmosphere around the Yaesu entrance of Tokyo station and of Ginza station There are people around us, specifically what looks like a lot of officials and diplomatic figures Who I figure are getting on the same ship As we pass by them I nearly bump into one of them And glean the big wide strip of Israeli flag on the back of one of their shirt So naturally I try and kill him because I think Zionists shouldn’t have a place on this planet(there’s a visceral, almost instinctual reflects to just fucking grab that motherfucker by the throat and kill him; it doesn’t even feel like anger, it’s pure killing intent) I only stop because Kurapika and Leorio is holding me back The person goes away and I’m just like standing there processing while the rest of the group basically goes on with their discussion about the roads they could take to get where they need to be(albeit with Killua now glancing at me in an unsettled look) The conversation shift to being about this deluge or tsunami that is bound to destroy this place And some thing about zodiacs because water and water signs Kurapika shifts the focus as I am kinda nudged to explain to myself and them the reason why I, as a Pisces, envy and detest Virgo qualities and traits And I kind of figure out the stems from this constant struggle I have with reconciling the physical reality and the reality that I perceive Kurapika, the Aries of the group, gives me a pretty grounded insight and advice on the subject-matter and how I could go about navigating through it

8 Sep 2024

Dream

Something about my mom and an airport.

4 Sep 2024

Dream

I was on a spiritual learning ride on the waves with Noushin. The waves were massive and we were practicing to stay on the flow and face our fears and ride and slide with the waves. The waves were so big that from up there we could see the cities and the airports. It was like it’s a tsunami being formed, and when the waves were getting larger and water was retracting from the lands, from up there, we could see lands were drying out for the waves to rush back to the cities. We were just simply flowing and observing the flow and there was nothing we could do anyway. At some point, the waves got so big, that we were handed to and sitting on top of the clouds. We were sitting on the edge of a massive, cold, ice looking, white cloud, moving fast over the cities. We were worried about the people below, but we were here just to observe and let go of any possible fear.

3 Sep 2024

Dream

I dreamt that I visited France to see a man. I had to leave before his ex wife got home. He let me borrow his luxury convertible and I drove around France looking for the airport but could not find it. I had to fly out of that island to make it to a different one but I could not read the language. My old coworkers worked at the train station and I was caught eating bakery before paying for it. I had to fly back to be on stage but they tried to make me stay and make up for the petty theft by going on stage with an artist to perform in USA that same night. I couldn’t find my way home but my French boyfriend tried to take care of me, even with an ex wife and language barrier

25 Aug 2024

Dream

Last night I had a dream that’s a variant of many similar dreams lately. I was sitting in a cafè having coffee with someone, I don’t know who but I know that it was a friend or acquaintance and I was waiting to go to the airport. I don’t remember where I was going just that it was very important. Someone asks me (actually I think it was my husband) when my flight is and I said 15.45 so I gave still lots of time. We sit, chatting and then I say, maybe I need to go get my bags and start getting ready. When I’m there packing the bags I see my phone has been on “do not disturb” so I switch it on and notifications about my flight start pouring in from an hour before. I then understand that I remembered badly, the flight was a connecting one and the second flight were to leave at 15.45 but the first one was at 13.30! I panic, I HAVE to get to my destination, it’s so important, people are counting on me, oh my god what am I doing, why am I so distracted? I usually have total control about things! Weird enough I’m more or less at the airport and I need to find the office of the airline so they can maybe help me get to the connecting flight or change it to a direct one and I just need to add the money. I’m searching for the office, asking people for directions and some just look at me blankly, then finally outside a pharmacy a lady tells me it’s just around the corner. I turn the corner but just see a restaurant. I ask the lady again and she says, no it’s there, just look closer, I don’t think you’re looking. I go back and I see it, it’s right there. I go to open the door and I have to look down because the step is at a weird height and when I look up again I wake up. This is a variant of other dreams with the same sense of urgency and getting to a certain secret destination that’s vital for me and my kids. My husband is usually there but never helps, sometimes he even makes it worse by going the wrong way taking the kids with him or not listening when I call for him/them. He usually never looks at me or talks to me, like I’m not there. Usually I need to get to a bus, or a train or a flight and I loose my direction or there are obstacles in the way (stairs that change where they end, or by crossing the street I end up five blocks further away, by opening a door I find myself in a place where I don’t know how to get out or where I even am). I always wake up before I get there or before I know I’ll make it. It’s like an elusive maze but with the stress of having to get there, almost like it’s a life or death situation. It’s extremely stressful and the dreams are filled with a lot of anxiety and frustration. I’m doing everything, like everything I can to get me (and sometimes the kids) to where I need to go but whatever I do it’s like walking through mud or being pushed further away. I’m thinking this is a metaphor for my life, someone or something being the block that keeps me held back in every way.

24 Aug 2024

Dream

I was on a trip to Dubai with some friends from work and I always felt like I had to catch up with them. We were leaving back to the airport, and I went to lol for my Apple Watch, and it was at the same seat I left it in on the plane and on top of French fries. Sitting next to my seat was an older couple who hadn’t left their seats yet. I took the Apple Watch and caught up to my friends and they were in line to get breakfast at a buffer type restaurant. There were so many people in between us and so I got behind this Asian family and I went to get a plate and they were neon colors with crazy designs and extenders to make them bigger. I was marveling at my place when the mom took the last Rice Krispie treat. I was very annoyed.

21 Aug 2024

Dream

Last night I dreamt that I was flying with ALL my worldly possessions. I was meeting my mom and sister at the airport. The contents of my bags were bursting out, flooding the airport, the plane, the escalators, the lifts. I was distraught. I was so concerned people would steal.

15 Aug 2024

Dream

So, I was waiting in an airline terminal and the guy next to me got bit by a snake. And then I was on a plane and when I got on the plane, the flight attendant, he came over to me and he said, we know you're really nervous about this flight, go ahead and put these on, take this medicine, and then that way you'll sleep and everything will be fine. So, after that, I was, the plane was landing and everybody else disappeared but me and then there were like two pilots and the flight attendant and they were talking about, you know, the plans for the flight and how everything was going and went ahead and landed. Then I was at work, I wasn't working. I was going kind of in and out of my office, walking around the halls of where I work, talking to people. I kept falling asleep and waking up in my dream. I felt like there was a little bit of danger there, but I wasn't too bothered by it. I ended up helping out as much as I could and then leaving.Then I was in a neighborhood living in a house with my oldest child and my two young children. My oldest child is an adult, my other two children are 10 and 8 and then we ended up moving out of that home because it got pretty bad off and dilapidated and we moved into a nicer home up the street. My oldest son decided to leave the house and he was playing with a couple of drones and I couldn't find my two younger children. I searched for them in a neighborhood and couldn't find them and I was talking to people along the way that I didn't know but were very helpful. At that point I ended up thinking about checking our old house. After that, I found my two younger children in the older house. The youngest one was sleeping, the older one was crying and I couldn't figure out why. So, I comforted them and hugged them, made them feel better and then we left the home together.

15 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream about work last night. I had a dream that me and my manager, who is the director of specialist care, were having meetings with people. I turned up to this building and it was like a school. And the director was already in there and she was chatting to staff and she handed me a load of printed paper, which I believe were meetings from the last time she spoke to them. And she was just doing recap meetings. And she had a computer on so I was taking notes from what I could hear. And I don't know if I ran out of paper but I started writing the notes down my leg. And then these people came in and the people she was having meetings with on the computer were actually there. So she was kind of chatting to them. And then there were some people that were quite upset. So she took them off and was chatting to them. And I was kind of sat in this room just kind of trying to tidy up my notes. And then it got to a stage where I thought I probably need to leave. It's getting quite late. It's quite far away from home. So I went to this other room and this woman that she was talking to was upset. And my boss, Kate, was kind of trying to make her feel better. She hit up and I kind of got in with that. I was trying to say positive things, cheer her up. And it turns out this lady had had cancer. And she felt like life was hopeless. And we were trying to tell her that she should come through the other side. And actually she's been given a second chance. She started to feel a little bit better. And then these people came in. And one person was so tall, they literally had to bend over to be in the room. They were probably like, I don't know, three times the height of a normal person. They were trying to get stuff out of the fridge. And this lady that had cancer, she said, oh, let's go in the other room. And she took me in the other room and she was laughing. And she goes, oh, at least I'm not that tall. Anyway, we were chatting and then other people I work with come in. And Kate was off at the front talking to somebody and passed her out and was like, ah, she knows everybody. And I said, yeah, I think it's amazing how she knows everybody's name. And she went, oh, yeah, but some people will be easy like that guy. And my boss was talking to, I think he's like an Indian guy at the front of the class. She goes, that's Bakery. Everybody knows the dollies. Everybody knows that. And I was like, that's not a very nice thing to say. And I ended up chatting to her and saying, oh, I didn't know everybody's name in the office when I started working there. And that was our office. And I didn't know anybody. And she knows everybody's name. I think it's brilliant. And I was trying to walk through the classrooms to try and find this lady with cancer. And there were just people everywhere just sat there. And then Kate came through and she said, oh, we can go. We can go and get something to eat soon. She said there's a good place up the road that does free refills on drinks. And everybody else started to go because they had to catch a plane back to where they were going and we were right there. Catholic Airport. That was it.

15 Aug 2024

Dream

I was with an Orange tabby cat who was following me around and who I was hanging out with, I was holding a clear wine glass with water in it. The cat kept getting in my way and almost making me drop the wine glass and water. Eventually the cat did make me drop the wine glass and spill the water on the carpet. The cat seemed happy about it and started licking and stepping on the water that is now on the floor. I remember there was a part of the dream that my dad was angrily wrestling someone at night for no reason. I was upset at him about that and ran over to rip him off the guy as I yelled at him. The dream transitioned to me being in space and had an alien explain to me that I’m energy that is connected to the entire universe. My girlfriend and I were lost at a mall in the airport as we were trying to find the gate for my flight. We decided to search for the Chase bank in the mall and go to room 306 as they’d be able to tell us where to go and give me more information about my flight to Brasil

12 Aug 2024

Dream

I open the door out of my house and stand on the porch/patio. I hand a loved one my phone and say here use my phone. I will see you when I get there. And I depart without my cell phone. I'm in a large modern airport. I head towards ticketing and the Deta counter. I am traveling light I just have a single small duffle and a backpack. I check the duffle and proceed to the gate. I've got time to kill, so I head towards the 2nd floor which boasts a very large arcade. "You should check out the arcade!* A man in an airline uniform exclaims, "although you may want to set an alarm for yourself so you don't miss your flight" I nod, looking at my watch. 'Good idea" I say. I play some games then end up having lunch with a fellow traveler. She offers to pay, "oh I have cash" I say "she puts down $100. I check to see if I have change. I can break it and cover the $14 I owe her but I'm coming up $10 short. "Do you have Venmo or Cash app?" I ask her. "I can send you the money electronically if you have either of those. She shakes her head No, I give her my contact info and say to let me know once she's created the account and I'll send her the $10. She agrees and we part ways. I check my watch, my alarm is about to go off, so I head to the delta counter. My flight is ready for departure!

11 Aug 2024

Dream

Continuation of last night’s dream Running through the airport and the bus terminal with the aunt’s family(this time, none of them are replaced by characters like they were yesterday. Kids are still constantly changing in number whenever I look.) Uncle has less presence Staying at Boothill’s apartment room Boothill is a brash, flamboyant cyborg space cowboy He cannot swear because the synesthetic beacon on his body has been tampered to censor bad words and turn it into something else Being treated like a child isntead of a young adult Everyone showering in order Me trying to shave at my turn because the way the guy treats me like I’m not a girl in my prime(the right way to treat a teenager btw) makes me self-conscious getting called at from beyond the bathroom door just when I got to shave of a tiny portion of the softer, shorter parts of my pubes Hurriedly putting everything away and making way for auntie to take the shower next Berating myself in my mind for being so impulsive and emotional-laden(shaving because you thought a man at least thrice or four times your age would even oay attention to you) Dinner’s done, and everyone sleeps Even Boothill(his body goes into hibernation mode or smth idk) I sneak out of the makeshift bed, go back to the shower space, start shaving again despite the fact that Boothill won’t probably even think about fucking a barely legal teen-just-turned-young-adult and can’t if he wanted to because most of his body is cyborg Crying because I feel miserable, being made to see how validation-starved I am as a girl Boothill stirring awake due to the slightest noises, calling out to me from beyond the smokescreen of the shower room door Raises head from the hands I buried it in, answers the guy in a tone as natural as I could make it to he after wiping tears