Chocolate

9 Nov 2024

Dream

I was on my way somewhere and my mom was telling me to wear my natural hair out. My natural hair was turning grey, hers was still black and she asked me why was my hair grey, I told her it's because of the stress. Half of my family were vampires as well. I was thinking about venting to her then I realized I didn't want to talk to her about serious emotional or relational things anymore, then she told me about the crush from last year and how he was into my ex more than me and how it made me question my worth.i just looked in the mirror feeling insecure about how my grey hair didn't blend with the rest of my hair, and I was wondering how to reduce my stress so I wouldn't get anymore Grey hairs. The whole front, top of my hair was color grey. I get in my car and ride to a huge ranch, I had chocolate in my hand to go to the neighboring ranch of hyena dogs. I was told how similar they are to domestic dogs so I got a chocolate bar out of my hand and threw it, calling to a hyena dog and it ran to eat it. Then I realized it could kill it and tried to get the dog to stop eating it. But I gave up because it must've been so sweet and delicious for the hyena dog, that it ate the whole thing.

23 Oct 2024

Dream

I was in a class with a bunch of kids and I was younger too. Something spilled on the ground and a teacher or supervisor person started scolding or insulting a classmate and I calmly told him off but in a mean way and then started to clean up the mess. I was then on some builring rooftop downtown watching my dad amd his wife Kim just hanging out enjoying their rooftop patio. They had a garden and a jacuzzi and it was night so they were gonna get in the jacuzzi. I then somehow found myself on the their patio, they were gone and I was eating a ton of chocolate cake and other delicious desserts. My neighbor and his friends were having a small party and I was hiding from them. They were on the other rooftop that I used to be on and somehow teleported to the rooftop I was on now just like I did. They saw me so we started chatting and they wanted to hang. I remember one of his friends was so dark I could barely see the dude. I then found myself in an apartment that was supposed to be mine and an ex girlfriend of mine was there. At the time we were together. She was cleaning out stuff and was accusing me of having these sexdolls and not telling her about them and I told her I didn't know what she was talking about and that they were not mine. Then she was gone and another girl was gave me a bag of some pink powder and I said it was kanna (which i know in the real world ots not that color ) but in the dream she said how'd you know and I said that my girlfriend would sell it or something like that. I then was following that girl and two other people, a guy and a kid I think and we were in some mall and then walked into a restaurant. I wasn't wearing shoes and was carrying a bunch of stuff and began to slip on the floor but was able to catch myself before falling. I then woke up

28 Aug 2024

Dream

A large package wrapped in brown paper bag was what my dream was about. I didn’t know what it was but I could see myself carrying it around and I felt like I was supposed to take it somewhere. Then I am in this very fancy room and it’s decorated and there I am holding the package. I set down and open it. It’s chocolate and I began sharing it with everyone in the room.

12 Aug 2024

Dream

I made chocolate covered strawberries, then lemonade. I was at the state fair after going to a twins game at the metrodome, the top of the stadium came down and parachuted to the field, it was raining, then the crowds left, I remember the windy doors weren’t windy because the metrodome no longer had the top. After I was at the state fair Dylan and I happened to be wearing the same Bob Marley shirt, then after there was a picture of our friend in the newspaper, then a picture of us with matching shirts in the newspaper looking really happy.

9 Aug 2024

Dream

First we went outside on the home on he stairs .  Many kids were playibg there,  my cousin and i were too.  Some minutrs after,  kids came with soem food,  chocolate.  They were fast so i could only grab some.  I ate them.  Some kids wanted to go downstairs but they were scared of a cat.  The cat and some cats were stuck there and they were somehow afraid of the kids just as they were but then i saw a kitten which was about to fall.  I told the kids to mive far as they can so the car can survive.  The cats went down and they finally went down also after few moments.  I followed a gut who was holding a plastic and the guy  went to my mom and offered her some button phones,  i decided to go pick one and it had many games and an art game? There were many art and normal games.  And the art games had x at the end of it or just X.mom said no and....THE GUY DESTROYED THE FUCKING PHONE I WAS HOLDING (I swear its the type of guy who breaks iphones for vids) and the phone was my fevourite :< I woke up on another dream, i went outside and ride a motorcycle (since what year i learned to drive this?) .i put my phone out and watched two youtube short. First one was, how to deal with a break up(i have never been on a break up. Forget that, i have never been on relationship either 💀).so i scrolled and the next vid was basically, someone's ex following her(she was lesbian and she was on a relationship with her ex who is also a girl) and then they decided to be on relationship again(my brain is not braining anymore) While driving, i put my phone down (bro how did you not went on a accident???) i was on bridge driving.

7 Aug 2024

Dream

I was working at my old work at Watties and we were all leaving and then there was heaps of chocolate on the table and I only needed a little bit of chocolate to make my meals so I was trying to scoop it all off the table and a cop showed up and I only needed a little bit of chocolate was on the table so I got away with it. Another dream came through I ran into my mate Tony and Tony picked up the girl that I liked and I was jealous a little bit so he banged her and then I said lets start meditating. I picked up the pace with meditation and then I was flying around the ceiling which was pretty fun and I could see out way through there and see through it close close and everyone was watching me floating around the ceiling and that and then it started blowing really hard and everything started blowing off the planet and I was struggling to stay on the planet and I was trying to create a rainbow but it wouldn't let me create a rainbow and then I finally created a soccer field which was weird.

6 Aug 2024

Dream

I go down to Bayleaf lane like I usually do when I’m visiting home in North Carolina. The house looks a bit different and morphed but everyone of my older close friends are there. I see Emalea and Kaomi her daughter sleeping on the couch to the left and I also feel her grandmothers prescence of trying to sleep in her own room too. I hear the boys (Brendan, Thomas, Rjay, and Jeremy) up on the second floor having a fun time. For some reason I can’t / am nervous to access this room. Brendan comes downstairs and we’re joking around as usual. I tell him I’m trying to sleep and prior to him coming down I was laying down here with Emalea. He tempts me with going back upstairs and I get up to follow… I don’t want him to go upstairs. I start thinking about Jeremy and how Jeremy would feel if he knew of this urge I have to always wanna be around Brendan for some reason. Then out of nowhere my older sister comes to the door with my niece zamina. Emaleas grandmother gives us a ride to Sanford. I help Dena run her errands but it starts pouring down rain. Dena and I start rushing but I notice Dena grabbing balloons, chocolates, cakes, etc. I find a quirky little corner as if it were a thrift shop of these handmade personalized diaries. I thought to myself that this is sad and why would someone give away these beautiful journals? They must have passed away since these items were so personal to be sitting in a store like this. People kept walking up to the same things I was looking at and getting in my way, so I just grabbed a foldable chair and sat back and read what I could. I noticed really cool pop up books too that were 3D. I wanted to read them but Dena was ready to go to check out. I put the items back and left with Dena. Dena then wanted to go to Duck Donuts. I thought wow this must be a special occasion. When we walked into duck donuts it was filled with people sitting silently with their head down. Someone spoke up and said it was closed. It felt Erie so we left. When we got back outside somehow emaleas grandmother had gotten into a fender bender. We saw her stuck in the stream nearby and had we kept taking our time the water would’ve consumed her. We called for help immediately. Dena then said she needed to get back home to Raleigh but for some reason this put me in an uncomfortable predicament- I just wanted to go back to bayleaf and hang with my friends but I was torn because I knew it would be more convenient to have Jeremy my ex drive us up back to Raleigh or emaleas grandma. I debated for the rest of the dream which I’d rather do and I never came to a full decision.

6 Aug 2024

Dream

Last night I dreamt that I was at a convention for shop owners a lot of my girlfriends were there. Then a group of young boys were handing out delicious chocolate biscuits and said they mafe them sugar free especially for me.

3 Aug 2024

Dream

I dream of that my idol crush, okay, my idol crush kissed me very passionately and it was real, like it was, it was so real and lovable and like he kissed me a lot of time, very passionately, like kissing my, all my lips and making my soul feel loved and like the feelings were real and I also dream of, like yesterday I saw a girl, like in real life I saw a girl, she was going, like she was wearing also a scarf like me and she was wearing a big ass bag, okay, it was a like K-pop group and K-ring, I thought I should talk to her because I am also, I mean I was having a K-pop girl, K-ring in my bag, but I'm just so shy so I couldn't, but I wish, so I, like in a dream she came into my house and she, like she was guest and talking to my mother, so this time I don't want to lose that opportunity, I went to talk to her and told her that I'm also interested in that K-pop group and after knowing that we became very good friends, we enjoyed a lot, we spent a lot of time together, we played a lot, I feel like my child self came out, I feel like I have someone, I could talk to, have some fun and spend my time, very very enjoyed, like in the dream. In the dream I met her, enjoyed a lot, also saw in my dream that I got a chocolate packet, very delicious chocolate, it was round, it has something inside it and my little cousin was there, I like, I gave them, yeah, yeah, you guys can eat one to one, then he again tried to pick another, I said no, you can only have one, like okay, like in real life also I saw, like a great deal on how to make chocolate, so that's why I guess, like in dream, like in dream, like in dream I made chocolate, like the chocolate I made and mixed it with milk and we drank that and it was so tasty and also I saw my elder brother cousins drinking those chocolate milk, it was so delicious, I was having a very very good time, enjoyed a lot,

30 Jul 2024

Dream

I was at the library skipping lessons with my friends and drawing animals. A boy in my class had chocolate and I was eating a croissant. I had light purple pills on my lap and I was trying to hide them since my teacher told us not to eat in the library. I was also cleaning up the crumbs and mess from the croissant I was eating.

23 Jul 2024

Dream

My arrogant nephew decided to treat me like a bad mom just because I wouldn’t give my son another glass of chocolate milk after he just had one. He went and poured a whole glass, which I had to take from him. He took the gallon of chocolate milk over to the table, and slammed it down, drowning his mother with it who was also at the table. When I got the gallon back, I went to pour the chocolate milk in the glass back into the jug. Nephew comes up behind me, tries to splash me with the contents of the glass, but I manage to aim it towards him as it spills. Nephew’s mother tells me I’m being childish and says that I splashed nephew out of spite. Typical behavior on her part. She tries to force me to apologize, so me being the smartass that I am, told him “I’m sorry that you have anger issues and don’t know how to butt out of business that isn’t yours. I’m sorry that your actions ended up backfiring on you not just once, but twice. And I’m sorry that your mom is too far in denial about your behavior to parent and discipline it and only enables it.” Sister gave me a death glare the entire time as though I was being a smartass out of spite because I was “wrong”.

19 Jul 2024

Dream

For the first time in a while, I had a dream that I found a lot of money in my wallet, I went to the supermarket and bought a lot of spreading chocolate and strawberry jam, I ate them, mom was there and she was annoyed that I had all of that