Concrete

9 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was walking around a forest with Megan Good and Johnathan Majors. As we were walking, I was asking Megan if she thought dating him was the right idea considering the fact that he went to court for hitting women but I was trying to whisper it so he wouldn’t hear. We suddenly came to a fork in the path. We could have either went straight down towards the thicker part of the woods or we could have went right towards a grassy path that led to the middle of nowhere. I don’t remember why but I ended up going back towards a house that we saw, Megan and Johnathan followed behind. We explored the house and it turns out there were a few other people in the house. Again, I don’t remember why but I walked out of the room everyone was in and I stood in the backyard. It was nighttime outside so I couldn’t see…but I get everything shaking around me. At first I thought it was nothing but it kept going. It was an earthquake that was so strong, it was cracking the concrete that I was standing on. I called out to Megan and Johnathan but I didn’t get a response.

8 Aug 2024

Dream

Having party in an underground rave spot of some slum/downtown in southern Asia/India Getting out onto the ground after seeing a couple figures doing some stuff among the crowd, suspecting something to be amiss and thinking that I’d better either follow them or get myself out of the place to avoid being caught up in the troubles Cracks in the concrete roads of the suburban town street/highway Garbages scattered, tropical trees and forests surrounding the town Getting on a truck driver by some local person(at least of some Indian subcontinental origin) Red and blue is prominent in many parts of this dream; for instance the guy wears a worn checkered shirt of that hue, the shades kinda dull but vivid at the same time Scene changes, I’m at a party in a building, some kind of a reception area with lots of well-dressed people from my late elementary and early middle school I chat with Mayuka, a close friend I had during those grades and her acquaintances, most of whom are older than I She herself seems aged up from how I remember her to be, I as well since I seem to be in a space with liquors involved(mostly some champagnes and that’s it but still) Another scene switch and I’m in my current house(my paternal grandmother’s) that looks like a fushion with my late maternal great grandmother’s I’m helping my grandma move around the bed mattress that got soggy because of some water leakage from the A/C equipments on the wall outside the house After doing this and that I leave the rest of the procedure up to the professionals she called in for help While that’s happening I pack my suitcase and so does she I’m prepping to leave for Italy(it’s the middle of May, about a few days before the trip happened irl) I seem to be in some kind of a hurry as my maternal uncle’s family comes in to greet granny from the backyard directly facing her room, opening the glass window-door While they chat I swiftly finish apcking and get out from the window, avoiding their notice Once I’m out of the building I’m in the parking lot that looks like where the rave from earlier was taking place Someone calls me from behind and I dadh right out of the place, parkouring and such around the decimated/decrepit parking lots, malls and buildings and such The surroundings look a bit like Odawara, where many of my former friends from the 5-7th grade lived in/hung around a lot The sun has just risen and it looks like I’m wearing gopro and watching all the action I and the pursuer does from that perspective Once I land back on the entrance slope/ramp of the lot Mayuka greets me with a camera, giving me an ‘okay/nice/cut/end scene’ I’m surprised as she explains about all this had been a part of the production process for her short film The ‘pursuer’ takes off his goggles/mask and gives me an amicable ‘hi’, he seems to be a person of color When I ask her she tells me that the element of unpretentious surprise on my part adds the much needed realism to the whole scene and such

4 Aug 2024

Dream

At school or some kind of a recital Each selected kids give a presentation on the big, curtained show stage in the gymnasium Mine is about the Nine of Wands card in tarot, the ones that come before me explain about some others suits in the deck and relate them back to school/work/mundane life 首吊り縄台からプロッププールへの飛び込み Procrastination of the performance leading to sadness and loathing Just not fucking doing it being the most succinct way of demonstrating what the card’s message seems to be Going home and walking around in a dark art presentation room-like place 郵政博物館 Seeing the model of an old concrete building get demolished level by level, then to be rebuilt into a glass and brick-tiled beautiful pathway that connects the new buildings sandwiching it. Sleeping princess on a high, high bed, layered with cushions and mattresses but make it a male, young royal/noble’s(A Prince? A Count’s son? Who knows) Identity V ish vibes; caged windows and stained glasses, scarce lightings Guy is clad in saffron-colored clothes, always best-dressed, laced collars and bead-lined coats, waistcoats and breeches, whenever he gets called in for the chase of the manor

25 Jul 2024

Dream

Im in the army and I just dreamed that I was on my base in Germany with my buddies and when I was talking to my fellow soldiers outside I noticed the sky was completely clear but it was grey. And all the buildings were made of grey concrete. Then in the middle of a funny conversation we all suddenly heard really loud explosions off in the distance and I and everybody looked up into the sky and a look of pure terror came over everybody and everybody froze in place out of fear. When i looked in the sky to see what they were looking at I noticed two bomber planes that were dropping a constant flow of nuclear bombs being dropped from both planes. Then I could see massive mushroom clouds forming in the distance as the bombs began to detonate one by one while hearing very loud explosions. Nobody moved as they were too scared and also hopeless. I was the only one who started running in the opposite direction except I could actually run in this dream at a proportional speed to real life. Then my dream ended

24 Jul 2024

Dream

I remember in my dream that I was attempting to hide from someone who is seeking for me. It was a lady and her black dog. I was with my dad when I realized this lady was searching for me. I attempted to run away when I knew the lady was coming to find me. she wasn’t looking for my dad. I ran down a hill through some trees, but she was catching up to me so i knew I had to find a place quick and found a place under this person’s porch that I was next to. It was a small square storage space that had windows, but the lower section was concrete, so I tempted to hide below the window and stayed there with my head hoping she wouldn’t find me but I knew that her dog would smell me. sure enough the dog came and smelt me. The lady opened up thedoor to my room and found me in the

10 Jul 2024

Dream

I keep dreaming that I’m working with my special education students. In the dream we are preparing to take kids to a church event or party. There is a statue of an old king. Im trscing my fingers on the statue seeing that hebhad braids tucked under his crown thats wraps over his head. It transitions from the statue to me helping a man, one of my coworkers put on a scarf over his head in the style of the statued king. I’m running out of time to get ready myself and i am struggling to wrap the mans head with the scarf. I eventually get it but i tell everyone to go ahead without me while i get dressed. I cant find anything nice to wear. I eventually find a floral patterned skirt and a floral top. I walk to the event and its being held at jennefer lopez house. Her and ben aflek are hosting. In the dream i am in some way their neice. As im doing my job, they are also hosting. They have a few conflicts, but i jump in to chat with them on the side to be essentially kinder to one another. The front door to their home is a fortress. 2 layers of very secure, iorn wood and concrete doors. I eventually see ben and jennifer talking and laughing they ask me stick around with them as their neice and plan some time for them together. They appreciated my advice and want me to be a buffer. I agreed as long as i could bring a friend. They said of course. I first wanted to plan a boat trip. the party ended and i took the disabled students back to the building but i had to climb through a window to get out of the house, and i had to help the kids out the window as well

1 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I woke up, and it was 3:30 in the afternoon on a work day, all the carpets and wood floor boards were concrete and the roof of the entire house had caved in and water was everywhere, none of the electricals would work and the entire house had turned dark and grey. After I had calmed down, I called Donna my work colleague to apologize for sleeping through my alarm and told her what had happened to my house. I don't remember what happened after that

15 Apr 2024

Dream

I had a dream that my cousin came to Virginia from Ohio with her family to pave my sidewalk with concrete. Then I dreamed a woman I didn't know wanted to teach me how to operate heavy equipment machine. Then my cousin cussed at a police officer and the woman cop was going to arrest my cousin but then I took the cop aside and asked her not to arrest my cousin if my cousin apologized so I told my cousin to apologize and my cousin fell on her knees and apologized to the cop and the cop excepted my cousins apology and took off the handcuffs then I woke up

7 Apr 2024

Dream

I went on short vacation with a mother and her daughter. They were both grown. We rented out an air bnb and we were smoking and drinking and having fun. The day it was time to go, we were riding and I remember the daughter say “I haven’t smoked today.” And she motioned her hands to her mouth as if she was smoking. On the way to the airport, I was riding in her daughter’s car and we missed the exit turn to exit out the neighborhood to the main road. We decided to back into a driveway to turnaround and go back to the exit. I saw a man with dreads and wife and kids out on the porch. They were dressed in African clothing and jewelry beads. The man had African three drum set. They were about to make music. So we turn around and head toward the exit. I checked my phone to see if the mother and daughter had the same flight and we did. I don’t remember the flight exactly but when we landed and got off. I didn’t hear from the women again until we went to work. I talked to them and jokingly told them that they left me at the airport and disappeared. At work, we have a huge class and after eating lunch, I assisted the class with throwing their plate away. One causation girl didn’t want to hug me at first, threw her plate away, and smiled at me. Then she came back to hug me. After that, we let the children paint on two tables. I was coaching the teacher to tell her not to set out too much paint paper or it will get overwhelming. After some time it was time to go outside to play and we had some children that were still in the classroom. I had to say “who wants fish sticks” in order to get the children outside. Then I said we are playing kick ball to go outside. Some children went outside but some still wanted to stay inside. I went outside with the children and let the teacher know to stay inside with the rest of the children. Once we got outside, we had to climb down from these concrete steps and jump near a bush. I was a bit skeptical but the children had did it with no problem. I jumped and may have jumped to somewhere else because now I’m in the back of this house and I walk though the house through the front door. The house is empty. I walk out the front door and walked down the steps. The house is on a slight hill. I street walking on the street and noticed that this house is next to my childhood home. I walked up the street to get a better look at the home and some things are different about the house like a two garage door. There was also a shed in the back yard. Everything else resembled the same about the house. I then started to walk back to the house o came out of thinking to myself, “wow I’m going to buy this house and it’s right next to my childhood home.” I checked the address and noticed that it had two different numbers. The number in the black mailbox was 4145. The number address on the house said another number. I then realized the house has two door and that it was a duplex home. I tried to remember what door I came out of. When I went back inside the house, I then heard noise. There were squatters living in the house. Some were in the bedroom, and kitchen. As I’m walking out the back door I hear police sirens. I looked at the latch to see if it unlocked. I opened the back door which was another location and jumped into the lake to swim to the other side. I woke up

14 Mar 2024

Dream

I don’t remember it all. My son Noah was in my dream at first but I don’t remember his role. There was a lady with a baby that was very premature. She had him at 3 weeks. There’s usually no way the baby would survive but he did. He looks weird like a little fetus still. But he’s very much alive. I told her I can watch him. I carried him and showed trees and interesting things around me to the baby and he was amazed. He laughed. There was a realtor man. He showed my old coworker Dorene and I a house. It was a very nice big one story wide open house. We started out in a entry hall with kitchen to the left where a lady was standing. She said hi. We said hi. Living room with tall ceiling in front of us… very big living room and wide open.. light and bright. The floors were concrete. Very modern. I walked towards the right and there was another family room in front, and to the left, with another cozier family room that had a glass divider. The glass divider room had carpet and cozy with rocking chair etc. there was tile where I was standing that leads to yet other family room. The tile stopped where the other family room meets. It was not well done. I told Dorene that’s why you watch the contractor work. It’s kind of an asshole thing for me to do but you can prevent things like this where they get lazy and finish the job messy. I had a cover over the baby at this point. I asked Dorene if he’ll be okay under this cover. She said he is usually ok. But I checked in on him after that and pulled the cover… suddenly he was a chapstick tube with melted inside from the heat. I was so shocked and scared… I started blowing the tube hoping he’d come back to life. I could kind of see something underneath the melted chapstick coming back to life a little but I wasn’t sure. Then I had a vision that one of the little kids we met earlier … a girl from a group of boys won a contest and as a prize she picked to bring a baby to life for the lady that had the baby. But she chose chemical to do it. So the baby is alive because of her prize. I could kind of see a nose forming as I’m blowing but I didn’t really see a baby yet… then I woke up.

7 Mar 2024

Dream

I was sitting on concrete bleachers and looked to my right, Paul McCartney was sitting beside me. Then I looked to my left and George Harrison was sitting there. Everything and everyone was cool and calm.

6 Mar 2024

Dream

I was in this entirely white room with the ceiling made off glass, it was very bright, the only things in the room were white concrete boxes with flowers frowning out the top like a big plant pot in public. Then I saw my mum crying in the middle of the room, she looked rlly upset, bare in mind I have only ever seen my mum once when I was little in real life, and then a fox came in and started growling at her, I hid behind one of the plant pots and watched it rip her to shreds, like liturally kill my mum and turn the whole floor red from her blood, then I woke up