Mud

15 Jul 2024

Dream

I went to look at an apartment. It was upstairs. The floor to the front door was missing and replaced with not so sturdy mattresses. The door was missing and replaced with a thick blanket. I moved it to see the inside. Someone came out of a room and told me to hurry in so I don't fall. One man and one woman showed me around. The kitchen was beautiful. The bedroom was so spacious but had tarp covering what I assumed was the closet. A drunk man stumbled out of the closet. There was still a bunch of furniture and things from the previous renter and the lady said they would be out before my move in. They showed me the weird parts of the house which was the laundry. The washer and dryer were these large sculptures. One was a baby in a bassinet. The other was just large and I could see inside because it had open holes. The lady showing my the house said something about not seeing mud. Then I saw mud. I remember being excited about the place except for the really obvious problems. Next thing I know there's more people in the apartment. And someone is showing a video on a large TV projector

14 Jul 2024

Dream

I heard Luke (6 years old) outside screaming “stop it” When I went to check on him, he was on the front steps being pinned down. A 13 year old girl was punching him in the face while her twin brother held him down with his foot on his throat. (Both were identical, blonde, skinny, cocky) I chased them into the back yard and caught the girl. I held her face in a muddy puddle that coincidentally had animal feces in it. I wanted to drown her. Her brother tried to double team me and I told him, “back off, you’re next.” He abandoned his sister and ran. I held the girl’s face in the mud and told her that if I see her again I’d show her what a real psychopath is. I got Luke inside and told him not to go back out without at least one adult. I woke up in fight or flight mode. I was scared and furious.

14 Jul 2024

Dream

The world was tones of Gray. I was on a bus except nobody was driving. The bus came to a stop in front of an empty field, the doors opened and I walked off and into the empty field. As I was walking a strange shed/shack appeared, it was like I was drawn to it. When I got closer the dirt I was walking on turned to mud and I almost couldn’t keep moving forward. When I got to the shed and opened the door I saw a naked old man sitting on a chair tied up and hurt. His eyes had been scooped out and his finger nails ripped off. The inside of the shed and the old man were all in color and no longer grey. He was just screaming, I couldn’t stop staring at him in pure shock and terror. I couldn’t move I was frozen in place staring at this hurt screaming man. I felt so empty, like his scream was taking away all my joy and life.

9 Jul 2024

Dream

I dreamt about seeing two of my old close friends at some camp place (we were in a building) and those friends of mine don’t even talk to each other. I eavesdropped and they said they can be partners for a certain activity and in that activity you need three people but I was scared to ask them for some reason if I can join. They went downstairs and I followed them and then outside, it was all muddy and there was a huge forest with a small playground. They grabbed a large blue tricycle (the length was long but the height was the same as my friend’s) and then they rode on it away from two other kids from my old school that I got along with too but not close. Apparently they were playing hide and seek and I watched them play. My two close friends rode the tricycle into this circus like tent. I asked if I could play soon and one of my close friends said ‘of course but just wait until next round because it’s still going!’ in a cheerful tone and I was glad he allowed me to play. Soon, I rode the large blue tricycle away from the two boys that I got along with but not close and I rode it in the tent. Then the dream ended and I woke up disappointed

1 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream that my partner was possessed by a demon (I don't know if my partner in my dream was Dean Winchester or my in real fiance). My dream was in different clips. It seems like we were living in different small areas with whatever you can afford. So firstly, seemed we were living in a truck and I was making mud pies, a guy came over kind of wearing American cowboy clothes and started sorting my mud pies out and I asked what he was doing and he said he was trying to help me out. I told him I was scared of my partner, to which they turned up and started having an argument and fight with the cowboy. The next part of my dream we were in flats I was meeting my mum, and my best friend Anthony was there, as well as his partner Brett we were just catching up and my partner attended. Everyone was telling me he was acting weird, to which I agreed. Next part of my dream I remember my partner doing a repeat exorcism on me but I don't believe it worked. Next part of my dream I was in halls and mine and Caleb's mutual friend Jade was trying to help me perform and exorcism on my partner.

13 Jun 2024

Dream

Having a chase around a sunken castle by a modern bay, running away with my aunt from human traffickers This spans over days in the dream The castle looks like an odd mix of 1. the one I went to just a week back(Castello Sforzesco) that also happens to be a place depicted in my favorite game and 2. Some massive, gothic styled, steeple-decorated duomo(which I also went to during this trip I’m in right now) We’d sneak back in and out of the castle and walk/swim as a merfolk underwater every now and then The waters are a bit muddy, drawn from the bay right beside the castle, and the sky is also somehow always weird; it’s colored like aurora sometimes, or it’s disproportionately dusky, rarely a clear sunny sky(when it is, the air is weird and kinda dusty despite the clear blue of it) When we go to the bay we’d get chased by the illegal fishers trying to catch rare fishes/pearls and such who thinks that our flesh could be put to use Because the chase is unbearable we get back to the safe balcony in the castle and decide that we split between 1. Me and my aunt who seems to be the primary target and 2. My uncle and the three kids of the family who are max 10 years old From here on out I switch back and forth between the scenarios when 1. We decide to stick with the uncle team because the kids love their mother(my auntie) too much and 2. We do split and now I’m on an escapade with my auntie On the first scenario we’re all on a car, learning about how to spot robbers in the towns we stop at who unfortunately happens to be predominantly Rromani(I hate the ethnic prejudice but I digress) On the second one we do the same thinng but on foot, running away as fast as we can whenever we stumble into shady places

11 Jun 2024

Dream

I was on Kamehameha hwy heading westbound and I noticed that the road was blocked off ahead. The road redirected us into oncoming traffic in the opposite direction. Soon after the road started becoming like a muddy dirt track with many bumps and hills making my car go up and down. Until the very end, the traffic started to slow down to a complete stop. There was a moving truck blocking the road as the driver was trying to pick something from a treee.

9 Jun 2024

Dream

I was by my grandparents front yard to their apartment, and it was very late at night. Me and all of my soccer-teammates were there for some reason, I have no idea why. I continue to walk with them all the way to the lobby and to the elevator inside the apartment. But as we enter the elevator, everything except the foundation of the building disappears, and we were instead standing on a big muddy field with huge hills of mud that made it more like mountain peaks of mud. Me and my soccer-friends explored the muddy area together, getting covered in mud while doing so, and then decided to see if we made a wrong turn. But then as soon as we tried to leave the muddy area, it became deep in the afternoon! Then a lot more of my friends came, and everyones parents. But the parents there acted as if nothing was wrong at all!!! Even though we were in a huge muddy field within the foundations of a building! At least they brought snacks and candy, I guess... They just took us all and we walked and walked outside to the building complex and area, but as it walked, time seemed to pass quickly, that as we crossed the street, it became nighttime. Then, we arrived at the house of my online Waldorf homeschooled friend Zoe, who I know didn't live anywhere near my grandparents apartment, let alone across the street, me, all my friends, and my soccer teammates, all dropped her off there, then continued and dropped my other friends off at their houses, saying we'll definitely see them very soon; Juno, Stoney, Rocky. Then we dropped all of other my soccer-friends; Yehor, Jaxston, Mia and Micah, saying goodbye and that we'll see each other next Sunday. As we dropped off more and more people, the surroundings looked less and less outdoorsy, till finally when only my parents, my sister and me were left, the path turned into a hallway! We continued walking and found a purple themed bedroom, which was said to be my cousins, Juliana, Jaylene, and Christian, but they weren't there. I've never seen a purple themed bedroom before. I looked outside the window, and I saw something unbelievable: I was looking out the window and looked down at a view of Palermo, Sicily, from what seemed like a castle hotel, and it was daytime again! Then I woke up.

9 Jun 2024

Dream

I was by my grandparents front yard to their apartment, and it was very late at night. Me and all of my soccer-teammates were there for some reason, I have no idea why. I continue to walk with them all the way to the lobby and to the elevator inside the apartment. But as we enter the elevator, everything except the foundation of the building disappears, and we were instead standing on a big muddy field with huge hills of mud that made it more like mountain peaks of mud. Me and my soccer-friends explored the muddy area together, getting covered in mud while doing so, and then decided to see if we made a wrong turn. But then as soon as we tried to let the mud, it became deep in the afternoon! Then a lot more of my friends came, and everyones parents. But the parents there acted as if nothing was wrong at all, even though we were in a huge muddy field within the foundations of a building! At least they brought snacks and candy, I guess... They just took us all and we walked and walked outside to the building complex and area, but as it walked, time seemed to pass quickly, that as we crossed the street, it became nighttime. Then, we arrived at the house of my online Waldorf homeschooled friend Zoe, who I know didn't live anywhere near my grandparents apartment, let alone acrorthe street, me, all my friends, and my soccer teammates, all dropped her off there, then continued and dropped my other friends off at their houses, saying we'll definitely see them very soon; Juno, Stoney,and Rocky. They we dropped all off one of my soccer-friends, saying goodbye and that we'll see each other next Sunday; Ivar (I think thats how to spell it). As we dropped off more and more people, the surroundings looked less and less outdoorsy, till finally when only my parents, my sister and me were left, the path turned into a hallway! We continued walking and found a purple themed bedroom, which was said to be my cousins, Juliana, Jaylene, and Christian, but they weren't there. I've never seen a purple themed bedroom before. I looked outside the window, and I saw something unbelievable: I was looking out the window and looked down at a view of Palermo, Sicily, from what seemed like a castle hotel, and it was daytime again! Then I woke up.

9 Jun 2024

Dream

I was by my grandparents front yard to their apartment, and it was very late at night. Me and all of my soccer-teammates were there for some reason, I have no idea why. I continue to walk with them all the way to the lobby and to the elevator inside the apartment. But as we enter the elevator, everything except the foundation of the building disappears, and we were instead standing on a big muddy field with huge hills of mud that made it more like mountain peaks of mud. Me and my soccer-friends explored the muddy area together, getting covered in mud while doing so, and then decided to see if we made a wrong turn. But then as soon as we tried to let the mud, it became deep in the afternoon! Then a lot more of my friends came, and everyones parents. But the parents there acted as if nothing was wrong at all, even though we were in a huge muddy field within the foundations of a building! At least they brought snacks and candy, I guess... They just took us all and we walked and walked outside to the building complex and area, but as it walked, time seemed to pass quickly, that as we crossed the street, it became nighttime. Then, we arrived at the house of my online Waldorf homeschooled friend Zoe, who I know didn't live anywhere near my grandparents apartment, let alone acrorthe street, me, all my friends, and my soccer teammates, all dropped her off there, then continued and dropped my other friends off at their houses, saying we'll definitely see them very soon; Juno, Stoney,and Rocky. They we dropped all off one of my soccer-friends, saying goodbye and that we'll see each other next Sunday; Ivar (I think thats how to spell it). As we dropped off more and more people, the surroundings looked less and less outdoorsy, till finally when only my parents, my sister and me were left, the path turned into a hallway! We continued walking and found a purple themed bedroom, which was said to be my cousins, Juliana, Jaylene, and Christian, but they weren't there. I've never seen a purple themed bedroom before. I looked outside the window, and I saw something unbelievable: I was looking out the window and looked down at a view of Palermo, Sicily, from what seemed like a castle hotel, and it was daytime again! Then I woke up.

9 Jun 2024

Dream

I was by my grandparents front yard to their apartment, and it was very late at night. Me and all of my soccer-teammates were there for some reason, I have no idea why. I continue to walk with them all the way to the lobby and to the elevator inside the apartment. But as we enter the elevator, everything except the foundation of the building disappears, and we were instead standing on a big muddy field with huge hills of mud that made it more like mountain peaks of mud. Me and my soccer-friends explored the muddy area together, getting covered in mud while doing so, and then decided to see if we made a wrong turn. But then as soon as we tried to let the mud, it became deep in the afternoon! Then a lot more of my friends came, and everyones parents, but the parents acted as if nothing was wrong, even though we were in a huge muddy field within the foundations of a building! They just took us all and we walked and walked outside to the building complex and area, but as it walked, time seemed to pass quickly, that as we crossed the street, it became nighttime. Then, we arrived at the house of my online Waldorf homeschooled friend Zoe, who I know didn't live anywhere near my grandparents apartment, let alone acrorthe street, me, all my friends, and my soccer teammates, all dropped her off there, then continued and dropped my other friends off at their houses, saying we'll definitely see them very soon; Juno, Stoney,and Rocky. They we dropped all off one of my soccer-friends, saying goodbye and that we'll see each other next Sunday; Ivar (I think thats how to spell it). As we dropped off more and more people, the surroundings looked less and less outdoorsy, till finally when only my parents, my sister and me were left, the path turned into a hallway! We continued walking and found a purple themed bedroom, which was said to be my cousins, but they weren't there. I've never seen a purple themed bedroom before. I looked outside the window, and I saw something unbelievable: I was looking out the window and looked down at a view of Palermo, Sicily, from what seemed like a castle hotel, and it was daytime again! Then I woke up.

9 Jun 2024

Dream

I was at my grandparents front yard to their apartment, and it was very late at night. Me and all of my soccer teammates were there for some reason, I have no idea why. I continue to walk with them all the way to the lobby and to the elevator inside the apartment. But as we enter the elevator, everything except the foundation of the building disappears, and we were instead standing on a big muddy field with huge hills of mud that made it more like mountain peaks of mud. Me and my soccer friends explored the muddy area together, getting covered in mud while doing so, and then decided to see if we made a wrong turn. But then as soon as we tried to let the mud, it became deep in the afternoon! Then a lot more of my friends came, and everyones parents, but the parents acted as if nothing was wrong, even though we were in a huge muddy field within the foundations of a building! They just took us all and we walked and walked outside to the building complex and area, but as it walked, time seemed to pass quickly, that as we crossed the street, it became nighttime. Then, we arrived at the house of my online Waldorf homeschooled friend Zoe, who I know didn't live anywhere near my grandparents apartment, let alone acrorthe street, me, all my friends, and my soccer teammates, all dropped her off there, then continued and dropped my other friends off at their houses, saying we'll definitely see them very soon; Juno, Stoney,and Rocky. They we dropped all off one of my soccer friends, saying goodbye and that we'll see each other next Sunday; Ivar (I think thats how to spell it). As we dropped off more and more people, the surroundings looked less and less outdoorsy, till finally when only my parents, my sister and me were left, the path turned into a hallway! We continued walking and found a purple themed bedroom, which was said to be my cousins, but they weren't there. I looked outside the window, and I saw something unbelievable: I was looking out the window and looked down at a view of Palermo, Sicily, from what seemed like a castle hotel, and it was daytime again! Then I woke up.