Lake

28 Aug 2024

Dream

I woke up at 444 again. I just had a nap that I got lost in school. I was taking a tour of college and there was a situation where everyone scattered because we were in danger and ended up getting stuck in this large museum/aquarium. I was floating on this giant luxury bed with cloud balloons tied at all four ends of the bed I hopped off and walked around this giant white room and there were these little touch tanks spread out around the all white room. It looked like frutiger aero aesthetic. They didn’t have any glass around them and I can stick my finger through because there was no glass and all I touched was the water. They were filled with little versions of lakes with a streams and rocks and little mushrooms like a terrarium When I saw these little metal/ceramic animals I wanted to touch them and when I did they came to life. There were tiny fishes and frogs and snails and they were so squishy when they came to life on under my finger. There was this last one where where it was a paranah and another fish and a frog I pushed them all at the same time and the paranah just up and ate the other fish and it scared me and I didn’t want to touch it again because it would’ve bite me. I then wondered if there were more parahas anywhere else. Then I saw my other tour buddies coming in from both ends I told them that I was lost and they all weren’t really paying attention about what I was saying. My group leader was saying that they decided on getting DoorDash and I offered to use my membership to get everything cheaper but they found a way to say no even though it made no sense. We ended up walking back to the tour and I had to look for my class and then i read the paper wrong which happened today on the first day of school and was looking for the wrong class. When I turned around someone said to get out the way and I got embarrassed and woke up at 4:44pm.

15 Aug 2024

Dream

I was helping a short grey haired woman find scarves in the prop room, and when we found them I went out to the little staircase outside the prop room. Mrs. DeMarchi was there and I told her I was leaving to go to lakeshore next year. We kissed and made out while sitting on the stairs Mrs. DeMarchi was crying, then we stopped and realised that Mrs. Martin was there and we were in shock, she said to Mrs. DeMarchi, you have to get her out of here, I looked to the top of the stairs and there was a class of students they had watched me and Mrs. DeMarchi kiss and some of them were watching a movie. Mrs. Martin said “my class is watching a movie”. Then I woke up.

8 Aug 2024

Dream

I think I had about 4-5 dreams this night. In one of them I came home from a trip and immediately went to sleep when I woke up the corners of my room were full of webs and black spiders. I went to sleep in the other room. I waited for my mom so we can get rid of the spiders. Next I was with my dad on a trip. We were waiting for a train. There were just a few benches around us and 2 trees. Everything else looked like glass. Suddenly there was a strange noise and the sky began to change- from day to night, while still making that strange noise. Everything was shaking. After that I was on another bench. The same scenery. I tried to help to men to find their way to the airport. Then the dream changed and I was a student in a hospital trying to find the classroom. I was with other students getting dressed and ready to work with patients. Next I was at my dad’s workplace and a man entered and said he was here to shoot him. I got angry and hit him and took his gun. I started to scream at him, explaini that he can’t just come and kill MY father. Next I was on a big rock with a lot of people. Under the rock there was a lake. We had to swim to the other side. Like a competition. I jumped and everything suddenly slowed down. I was swimming but I didn’t know where I was going. When I got to the surface I was interily in the wrong direction but I got to the right one eventually and got out of the water. After that we had to climb a lot of stairs to get to the top of a ramp. At first I didn’t want to climb but then a friend asked me to go with her. While we were climbing a man told we he was coming. I told him I won’t climb if he does. And I started climbing faster so I can lose his sight. He appeared in front of me and sat down so I can’t go forward and started talking. He was talking negatively about me. I don’t remember if I climbed up. Then I was in a lake house hiding in the bathroom and I got out of the window and ran away.

6 Aug 2024

Dream

Me being in my cats body and fallling in a lake but never coming up.

4 Aug 2024

Dream

In this dream it was easter and we ver going to the mountains for the holiday it looked like our current house where I live with my parents in real life but like a cabin on the outside. My son was there a bunch of cousins and friends in this dream I think I was a model but I was getting dressed up and doing Makeup to go to my aunts. When we got there everyone got out and while I was in the far it was catapulted behind the house into a tree area with a lake/river in the middle where we landed when I got out it had turned nighttime and I was saying that this river gets big waves that can sweep you away so I got out to the left and pulled myself on by a tree as a wave was coming I walked around to the front and everyone was gone, I told myself this was a dream and a tablet popped in my hand I was typing on it but I don't remember what and the the dream changed and I was roller skating in the street with friends I don't recognize in real life and I think someone took the tablet so me and a girl who was my best friend saw a truck coming by and held onto the side to go get whoever took the tablet and I woke up

3 Aug 2024

Dream

There where a lot of dogs in this dream. At first i was at a friends house and as we wete talking, a little puppy ran to us and i started petting him. He was adorable but my friend got annoyed. We saw a woman and she apologised for her puppy escaping and running to us. The dog ran back but also back again to me and my friend told me that because i petted him he will not leave. After i say goodbye and start walking home in the sunrise i see a street with a restaurant that just finished being build. It’s pretty and new and empty. As i’m walking through the empty and peacefull streets i’m passing a person with 2 dogs. They are very active and get out of line to come sniff me and the person with them is very friendly also. As i walk further i see an old classmate in a really cool outfit. I want to go say hi but at that moment we arrive at a little lake, we both need to get to the other side but the bridge is removed. There is in fact other options, like a zipline and climbing stuff as if it is a playground. As we start trying to find a way a man is sitting there telling us we can’t do it and we are going to fall into the water. This man is her brother. He explained he looks bad because it’s so early and i joke he looks like an aggressive alcoholic. He did not like the joke. I wake up before i get to the other side

26 Jul 2024

Dream

Walking about in some villa/castle/Hogwarts-looking structure built by some Lago Como looking lake It’s the first day of summer camp/school, and I’m peering over from the old stony balcony at the view of the lake There’s quite a few of my camp peers playing about in the balconies at the levels lower and I watch from above One of the teachers who’d been leading a few of them to the balcony I’m in greets me We have a little chirchat about room and group assignments and such, about all the courses I can take as a part of the arts and music academy program We go down once the orientation starts; the teacher seems to be of a mercurial disposition The castle is high and steepled, and I go back in and down through the stone helix staircase that looks like the one at the former/restored imperial library in Ueno I used to go to Greeting the other peers in the hall Getting a briefing and the beginner’s class done by the teacher from earlier Once the session is over they go quickly as they came, scattering to rush to the gymnasiums to play or just do whatever around the castle-campus I need to get the pass for the ‘I did these courses’ stamp cards stamped by the guy so I follow, but lose track After wandering about in the interior of the school that looks exactly like the old Japanese public school I took my SAT in despite the fact that this is literally a villa in lake Como, I’m found and guided downstairs to the teachers’ office by some other generous teacher and student Once I get there the students leave, and I walk into a few teachers discussing something about ‘programs’ and ‘not happening for this year’ and such in the middle of the corridor in front of the office I ask ‘what program’ and they tell me about this one dance lector among many others and practitioners of meditative/wellness-related stuff There are many options of genres students can choose to learn from during the camp program Apparently the guy is one such teacher among them Fusion, or some kind of an improvisational thing? ‘Some modern whatever’ one teacher says They tell me that the person practices in the woods, usually very isolated and stand-off ish ‘That one’ I say, ‘I wanna sign up for his class’ They look at each other for a bit before one of the teachers is assigned to take me to where the lector is I’m lead out of the villa and into the woods The soil is moist and crisp, pinecone woods and some taller trees of other kind The lake is visible from amidst the woods, pretty close to water In some wider opening amidst the paths lit by the cloudy sky’s light seeping cracks in the scattered conifer canopy he’s there He seems to be of a rather phlegmatic disposition, humor cold and moist He wears blouse that looks like it’s decorated with crows’ feathers, has the matching hair and eyes(gray? Dark gray), seems a bit depressed The teacher who took me here is basically doing the introducing to him and me, His name was something like Atmos Or some kind of a posh noble-like name We exchange a few words about my intentions and such, the guy’s scanning my whole appearance(AND my soul probably, like damn his eyes, it’s kinda hard to belife he’s human) Anyway the supervising teacher leaves us to our own devices and we commence He gives me a brief overview of the vibe of the dancing he teaches, almost ritualistic and trancelike I’m familiar with this I’ve done this by the ocean before I do this when I feel that spirits or some deep-seated emotions crash over me like waves He seems to be interested enough to coach me on the gait and such in my movements We move over to the edge of the lake’s shore, feet dipping in the waters I’m overcome by the sudden music I hear in my head(sounded like Enya or something similar) and I let them take control of my body’s movements The teacher calmly analyzes before commenting that I’d have been better off living as sirens or merfolks, not human I tell him I had the feeling for a long time I’m dismissed after the lecture On the second day of the dance lesson with the lector there’s a guest A girl, seems introverted, closed off; dainty, cold and fairy-like in her appearance, wants to join We both learn under him I’m unraveled of my façade as the days go, revealed of my deepest insecurities and trauma The lector calmly points out the flaw in the thinking and such, unemotionally encouraging me to channel it into my movements For instance he points out that one of the reasons why I learn the techniques so quickly anf absorb what he’s getting me to embody is because I myself don’t have a solid sense of self nor identity to begin with; I’m a sponge, full of holes that easily lets other things and people’s projected desires and dreams in, be it good or bad That it’s both the biggest blessing and curse Because of that I let others destroy me for nothing, that I romanticize the ruins because it’s the only thing I can convince myself into believe in as untouched by others; my own world and my imaginations that I always retreat into By this point me and the fairy girl are both vulnerable, but she seems to be far more guarded that I am I want the fairy girl to get vulnerable like me too, so I dig into the topic slowly through questions and conversations The more I go the more she seems unsettled, refuses At one point we’re yelling at each other, tearing at each others’ cowardices and arrogance The lector simply watches and calmly coachs but doesn’t intervene, cooly pointing out the flaw in either sides’ reasoning when he sees fit At this point it’s starting to feel like shadow work-slash-dance-therapy The peers and teachers I interact with on day to day basis are concerned, insinuating that the raven-haired mentor is influencing me too much or interfering with my private matters too much as a teacher because to them, ‘I don’t seem as cheery as I used to be just a week or two ago’ Obviously I’d be ragged I’m working through my traumas bitch

22 Jul 2024

Dream

Hiking around Lake Como Seeing the routes from the bird’s eye view Raining in the tracks I wander around and places start to look more like Mt. Takao When I next notice I’m a part of the school’s picnic group Finding my old kindergarten The wall varnish yellow red green and blue, slightly chipped and faded just as I remember Gathered inside the class in the 0-floor flat building My classmates are instructed to find certain things or do certain tasks while the teacher is away We go ‘Yes —.——‘(I don’t remember the teacher’s gender but I think it was a male, the one from highschool) Teacher steps away Soon as the teach walks out the classroom obviously we start talking and shit Chaos Some are doing the Latin match-and-connect on the blackboard as told but even that is still chaotic Others are doing origami patch art by the pinboard at the back of the classroom Others are just fucking around dude, horseplays, gossips, whatever tasks left Meanwhile I find an electric kid’s keyboard for the music assignment 子供用電子おもちゃピアノでRebecca Sugar’s Love Like Youのフェイントかけてく感じで 「ｲﾔｲﾔｲﾀｲﾔ違う違う違う違う」at ダンビアンドザフレンズ Chaos ensues bcuz ya know, we’re kids

22 Jul 2024

Dream

When I was in middle school, I had a dream about little gremlins trying to ruin my life. It started in the library at my middle school, the gremlins were riding on the book cart, then, I left school and went to my girlfriend’s house, and saw a horrifying scene, my girlfriend strung up to the ceiling fan, having been murdered by the gremlins. Then, I realized my little sister had been out fishing with her dad, so I quickly went into action, stealing my girlfriend’s dad’s car, and driving towards the place she would be fishing. When I got there, I realized I was too late, when I saw her face first on the shore of the lake, I ran to her, cradling her lifeless body in my arms. But decided it was too late to do anything about her, I needed to save my mom. So, I got back in the car, and drove home, and when I got there I saw my mom fighting off the gremlins, so I yelled for her to get into the car, and when she got to the window of the car, the gremlin’s shot her in the head right in front of me, splattering her blood all over my face, but instead of driving off, I decided to avenge my family. I got out of the car and headed inside, fighting them off the best I could, until they cornered me in the kitchen, surrounding me from all sides, but before anything happened to me, I woke up.

21 Jul 2024

Dream

I was at some hotel that had like a lake right next to it. There was a family function happening so i was with my family mostly my sister and random people. I found a small puppy version of my dog. I took the puppy with me.

21 Jul 2024

Dream

First dream was something about cannibalism. I woke up then went to sleep again. My second dream I was with a friend near a lake and I was explaining to them how animals and humans aren't exactly alike and then we got attacked by an alligator. My head turned into an alligator bit we eventually found a police officer to shoot the alligator. Then I went somewhere I don't know where but the pets people had didn't like me because I smelled like an alligator. Fast forward to the end of the dream, my friend was trying to tell me the moral of some story or whatever and there was calm music playing in the background. I woke up and slept again. The third dream was about these invisible creatures who wanted to eat humans.

18 Jul 2024

Dream

It started with me hanging out in my yard, and there were these two huge owls in our trees, they were flying around and landing on branches and I kept trying to get a picture cause I was like "Wow owls are big" cause these things were like the size of an eagle and they were our during the day so I could get a good shot, and at one point I saw a huge dead fish in the trees too (bigger that the owls), but I figured the owls took it from the lake, then after a while of watching the owls I found some people in our yard, it was these two girls who were sisters and a boy and the boy was making jokes about the sisters so I stepped in and started joking about him and then eventually he picked me up and I acted all like I didn't want to go where they he was bringing me, playing it up for laughs, he opened the door to the motor home in my yard and there was more giant dead fish hanging on the walls which was gross, he threw me in and blocked the door, and then I went to the front and joked "Oh no, how will I ever get out of the motor home that MY family owns" and then I started to drive it around the yard but I was having a lot of difficulty mostly with the breaks, so then I managed to park it back where it goes but it was like three chunks where one was the camper part, one was a storage part, and then there was the drive part and the parts had detached in the yard so I had to go get the other parts and hook them back up before I got in trouble, at the end of the day the boy and two girls wanted to be friends so we all exchanged names and then I found a crystal and my uncle said that it needed to go to the top of a mountain and a couple people came with me, a couple of friends who weren't the ones I just met, but we were traveling up this mountains for days and eventually we got to the top and put the crystal in, and then I woke up in this weird village, and I turned to my travel partners and asked if they remember what happened or how we got there, and then there was something about rock shops and then we started going up another mountain and it was a different material that the other one, and them we found a rock shop on the mountain and I got a necklace of four elements and my friend said it was fitting because I could bend all four elements and then I remembered my uncle who could bend water like it was fire (like how Iroh from Avatar will use other elements techniques in his bending) and then I thought I woke up and my friend Amber was in a sleeping bag next to my bed and she said "sorry I had a weird dream about you, I don't want to make you uncomfortable" and I was like "you didn't make me uncomfortable in my dream you were cool" and then I started trying to describe the mountain dream to her and then realized I needed to go back further and then as I was describing the owls I saw a hawk with a really big beak sitting eye level with me on a towel rack on my bedroom wall and when it opened its beak to make a noise I actually woke up.