Milk

25 Oct 2024

Dream

It was Christmas and everyone was at my grandpas house, except my grandpa wasn’t there, it was some guy named “Hank” that I’ve never met before. My husband and I stayed one night, but things were weird. His house was almost like a hotel inside and there was my own personal fridge and it had three gallons of milk. My grandpa doesn’t drink milk. I asked my husband to ‘settle the cat litter so we could leave’ and he got angry at me and said there was no point, but I kept insisting that my grandpa was in Wisconsin and I had to go find him. Finally we left, we drove all night, I fell asleep in the car. When I woke back up we were back at my grandpa’s original house with my step grandma and “Hank” again. I cried out “I don’t want to be here” repeatedly. I felt scared.

11 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream where I opened the fridge and there was more milk than I'd usually buy.

30 Jul 2024

Dream

I was a child, riding my bike down a trail in the woods. As I was going, the trees started to block out the sun, amd the path got darker. There was old milk jugs hanging from the trees, and old half broken and dirty dolls hanging by their necks, as if they were wearing nooses. I felt very uncomfortable and I was scared. I didn’t know what to do, I knew I wasn’t supposed to be alone, but I couldn’t find the person who I had come with. I kept pushing forward, as I got further down the trail, I saw dead rabbits hanging from the trees, blood dripping from their bodies as if they had been freshly killed. I screamed. I kept pedaling faster hoping whatever was in the woods wouldn’t get me before I got out. As I was riding I saw all kinds of old dirty things on the trail, old baby pacifiers, baby clothes, old baby toys, dirty old doll houses, scooters, stuffed animals. I never made it out of the woods before I woke up.

23 Jul 2024

Dream

My arrogant nephew decided to treat me like a bad mom just because I wouldn’t give my son another glass of chocolate milk after he just had one. He went and poured a whole glass, which I had to take from him. He took the gallon of chocolate milk over to the table, and slammed it down, drowning his mother with it who was also at the table. When I got the gallon back, I went to pour the chocolate milk in the glass back into the jug. Nephew comes up behind me, tries to splash me with the contents of the glass, but I manage to aim it towards him as it spills. Nephew’s mother tells me I’m being childish and says that I splashed nephew out of spite. Typical behavior on her part. She tries to force me to apologize, so me being the smartass that I am, told him “I’m sorry that you have anger issues and don’t know how to butt out of business that isn’t yours. I’m sorry that your actions ended up backfiring on you not just once, but twice. And I’m sorry that your mom is too far in denial about your behavior to parent and discipline it and only enables it.” Sister gave me a death glare the entire time as though I was being a smartass out of spite because I was “wrong”.

20 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream my daughter and I live Seattle when you go outside our apartmemt you can see different places to eat at . We are always happy to buy milktea with boba . I saw that we are walking around the place getting familiarized . We saw a shortcut to a building that typically takes a long time to get to when taking the bus . We saw it was just behind our apartment . We didnt have to go around the other way . It was just steps from us . Then when i got home i turned the water in the bathtub i was taking a bath and talking to my grandma . We are talking about how we hate my exstepdad (he did something to me when i was 15). Then i dont know who came to our apartment but there was loud music in the living room. Then the place i was at suddenly has graffiti. Im not sure if I was still at my daughter and I ‘s apartment or the venue changed.

12 Jun 2024

Dream

So, the part there I start remembering, so I was sitting in the tram, I was on my way home from vacation, and there was little mountains and beautiful sceneries, we were always driving through with the tram, and eventually I made it home, and, oh I'm not sure if I ended up somewhere, where I ended up, but, yeah, then there was, I went to my therapist, I think, and, because she's got a free appointment for me, like a spontaneous one, and, but she didn't expect me, so, first of all, it was like a nice big room, like a nice big flat almost, in a loft apartment, with a nice view and big windows, and receptionists kind of brought me to the room, but she was a bit surprised that I came, and opened the door to my therapist, she was expecting someone else, so she'd already prepared, she was wearing a costume, it was like a weird doppler stripe, and all like, stripes or whatever, which were meant to trigger her, and, I was half naked somehow, I don't know, and, yes, she was a bit embarrassed, and then she realised that, you know, I had an appointment, and then we went somewhere, and we did like a, we did like another thing, it was more intense, more exposure, and, and somehow there were other patients there as well, and we went outside, and in this kind of city escape, and it was a little bit more cuddly than an usual city, somehow, like a bit like, not really comic, comic-ish, but it felt like that, and one of the people was, I'm not sure what his problem was, but he was psychotic, or he had some kind of weird condition, and, and then I just remembered that we were kind of, we went shopping, me and him, and his, his milk, someone just randomly opened his milk that he was pot-purchasing, and I tipped it out, just to trigger him, and he was like, incredibly intrigued by that, and so he started going crazy, and, and people didn't really understand that, so they started trying to, trying to capture him, or something, like police, or whatever, and he is well-versed, so he just started running away, and he, he, yeah, I think, I also remember somehow, we were driving around the tram again, and there was someone else, I don't remember most of the people, honestly, anyway, and he was running through the city at night, and then suddenly I was him, and I was running, running, running, running, and at some point I ended up at a bookshop, sort of, like a really nice cafe, and he said, it was me, that he should go inside, or I went inside, and I just basically said, explained what was going on, as it was the most normal thing in the world, and they were kind of happy, actually, that I went there, I felt comfortable there, and then my dad sat down next to me, it was kind of a statement, and, you know, we waited basically for, I think, I don't know, for the police, or someone else, outside, somehow, and, yeah, we went to my dad's place, to get dinner, and then I kind of woke up.

29 May 2024

Dream

I was transporting some butterflies outside in a tin but I didn’t realize they were drowning in milk. Once I noticed I quickly poor the milk out and nudged them outta it so they could breathe. 3 butterflies and it looked like they all would make it. I met him. At first I just felt arms holding me, tightly around my waste. He was laying on top of me. But then I’d feel him squirm a little and I got excited- His hold on me just kept growing tighter, he kept rubbing me- like massaging almost. It felt like he was trying to hold onto me for dear life. Later on I was looking at a computer- but it was turned off. But when my eyes focused on the black screen I didn’t just see myself. He was behind me, wide eyed and still holding on. He had a very youthful face and I think black hair. And he saw my face too. I got so scared tho cause I couldn’t feel him that I immediately dropped the laptop. Later on he was laying in bed with me again and I slumped to the floor to talk to this girl and she was like, wanna try a sleep exercise? Basically what she did was hooked me up to a tv and whatever I focused on became reality on the tv. It was kinda scary but also kinda fun.

11 May 2024

Dream

I saw the mechanic I had a casual encounter with he was looking at me and was following me. Then there was a girl who was possessed I had to lock her in the room to prevent her from escaping. It was a small dark key I had to lock the door. Then I went to a party and club with a few friends in my dream. Then I ate some seafood and drank some milk that was in the car.

7 Apr 2024

Dream

I was at school with my friend from school and i grabbed some milk and sweets to eat and then we went to a self tanner store and she was gonna let me try on different colors that look good on me but then i woke up

5 Apr 2024

Dream

I was at a supermarket and they had casino games so i decided to try one of those crane games to pick up money but the store manager told me i would never win so i played out of spite and eneded up winning so muvh money and when i was leaving my mom told me not to let anyone steal it as everyone in the supermarket knew i had a huge bag of money and expensive jewerly, so i tried my best but I was jumped by 3 men and one took off with half my stash while the other 2 I bit their noses off. Then I was at a bar drinking milk talking to a guy who was drinking alcohol ans we ended up kissing but then a friend in my dream caught us and he happened to be her boyfriend and we were begging her for forgiveness and everyone was looking at me and him as the bad people and I felt so much guilt but then I thought to myself "now i understand how people make stupid mistakes" but my friend eneded up forgiving me but not the guy

2 Apr 2024

Dream

My boyfriend and I had inherited my great grandma’s house for some reason his ex was there. She was helping us clean it up. She tried talking to me and shut her down by letting her know that I don’t care because I’m not her friend. Then I woke up from that dream and proceeded to tell my boyfriend about the dream. We were in the downstairs master bedroom on a king bed where our daughters were sleeping. He said “Maybe you were communicating to her through your dreams.” We started to have sex I was giving him oral then I got on top of him. The dream changed. I walked into my boyfriends house and there were at least 6 people in there who were drinking with him before I got there. I got angry and started kicking them out. They claimed I can’t kick them out because it’s not my house so I dragged them out by their hair. The dream changed. I was at the rivers harbor there was a festival going on. This pack of wolves were after me and I threw money at them and they left me alone. At the harbor festival they were giving away free random assorted drinks in a 6 pack, I found an empty seat at a picnic table and was going to mix my vodka shot with sprite in my clean cup, but some kid sitting across me took my cup and put chocolate milk in it. I got so mad I started yelling at the kid and everyone around my started recording me on their phones. I decided I’d just go for a swim. The harbor had a cliff with harpoons and rope along the side like a ship. It even had a skiff boat on the side of the cliff. I started climbing up from out of the water.

5 Mar 2024

Dream

Had a dream I don’t remember fully. There was a party going on actually we were at this water amusement park or whatever, I didn’t know Tim was there and he told me to come meet his son but I went around the whole amusement park first and he was nowhere to be found after I ended up in the party seating areas then I walked over but it wasn’t him but I heard someone say he’s going to go deal with his ex wife and this like boy said something to me but I can’t remember his exact words, then my mom and sister Kayla popped up. ⁃ I ended up at my aunties Evette’s house and it was night time and we were getting ready to go but I walked to the door and it was a family of raccoons that were sleeping a mom and three or four baby raccoons and I was startled me at first then I wasn’t but my first instinct was to get them out the house but when I opened the door they didn’t want to leave they seem like they felt safer being inside the home . Someone walked in the room, one of my family members , and got freaked out seeing them and grabbed a broom and started chasing the momma raccoon around trying to hit her but she was dodging the hits . Meanwhile the baby raccoons kinda gathered around my legs. They didn’t feel or seem harmless or vicious or anything.. then my cousin Eric came down the stairs holding a laptop and a black bag but wasn’t concerned about the raccoons, it seemed like he was knowing they were already there. I go to open the door to go outside after the mama raccoon is done being harassed via aunties orders and then step out and start heading to the car but as I open the door, I opened up the door to what I knew was my home. We end up in my big ass house and me and Kayla hopped in mom’s car. To go to the store, and again, as I opened the front door, I ended up in an old neighbor that was familiar with but not super familiar… I wasn’t quite my grandmas old street on Schoolcraft, but It felt like it and smelled like it, as I remember the smell so vividly. And there were people outside I didn’t know who they were, and I was wearing PJ pants and my blue PINK jacket, we hop in the car, drive to the store and Kayla, I don’t know how started talking about these sandwiches we used to have from this one particular grocery store and I was confused because she wasn’t even 1 when we stayed there so I know she knew nothing about those sandwiches at all… we ended up going to the store, it was yellow and red in color, and it was never that color growing up and as we walk in the same guy behind the counter who was there in another dream I had some days ago was there and he was like ohh you’re back!! And I was slightly confused but I did remember our previous interaction which was slightly similar to this one, only the first one I was by myself playing the lottery and the machine was messing up and he was saying that it was my fault when all I did was swipe a card … but anywho this time, I was with Kayla and we picked out a few alcohols and Kayla paid for them she handed cash, which I then handednmt to the man behind the counter, not recognizing that I handed my own card over too, I’m not even sure how it got in my hand but he makes a joke about how he hasn’t seen real money in forever or something to that affect but I’m stuck in trying to figure out what’s going on here because I know that I’m dreaming right now , and then the man tells me, you have to swipe your card and so I did again, not knowing how yet another card got in my hand. The man laughs because it didn’t work he said it this is. The second time you broke my machine, laughing still with a thick accent but I’m looking confused as to what… then these dudes walk into the store and I hear well you’re looking good today can I get your number Ouu you smell good and Kayla said thank you look good too, I turn to look and it was a taller dude with braids to his neck I couldn’t see his face but he had on blue and tan. I was called back to the man behind the glsss and he was handing me change from the cash I gave him and the original card I handed him too, and I was again, confused because i don’t think we were supposed to have change and he taloldnme he didn’t try ti run my card and the machines are fake they only take cash inwas like okay. We walked outside and it was dark walking back the car as were crossing the parking lot a raccoon ran up out of no where and it scared me I screamed to get it off me but I realizing it wasn’t attacking me, but almost pleading with me in its eyes to say help it… but from what?? And then I felt like nahhhh this one is a lot more aggressive and vicious than the others and iscrammebed it off my leg and hurried in the car before it could get in. Somehow I was in the passenger seat and Kayla was in the drivers seat and she hits the brick wall in the driveway of the ghetto yet familiar neighborhood , but it’s like after she hit it, we instantly switched places and it looked as though I did it. I was freaking out kinda hard frfr! I got out the car to look at the damage and it was slightly dented and the back passenger tail light was out and I was like kind thoeing a fit getting anxious asf and Kayla was like I’ll pay for it, but I’m like mom doesn’t have insurance this is going to be at least 4-6K because they’re gonna have to replace all these parts etc. and she was just looking at me like ‘okay…’ Mom came outside and said something but I wasn’t really tryna hear I was anxious ash because now I couldn’t seem to track if it was me who did that to the car or Kayla. When I walked in the door, the outside looked hood but the inside was the exact opposite of that! High ceilings, white interior with splashes of color here and there, white floors a gorgeous staircase and people dressed looking good not super fancy but well enough. I remember having the thought where is my husband while simultaneously having an anxiety attack. I run on the stairs to find him in bed and beside him lay two chicken , one a baby who feels, cause I couldn’t see the faces about 2 months old and the other about 4 with the prettiest milk chocolate skin.. I could not see husbands face but I saw his body had tattoos as he was shirtless and I hopped on the bed after saying something a little passive aggressive. And it’s like he knew something wasn’t right I laid down on my side facing the night stand and he was held me and told me to talk to him and I started bawling crying 😭 really hard and I was making this weird painful sound that felt like it came from a place of raw hurt and he said yesss let it out and I was crying kayla and mom walked in and Kayla was like what’s wrong and I was crying and mumbling cause at this point I didn’t have the words properly formed and Kayla was like what?? And I was still crying and being consoled, then mom says oh you know Diamond always cries when she’s under fire then laughs and those words I stopped crying instantly. I sucked up my tears and although my mouth and jaw was still trembling begging me to let the sobs escape, I wouldn’t. Then I woke up