College

5 Nov 2024

Dream

I was in college and I was failing all of my classes and seriously considering dropping them all. I felt in a daze and was very tired. Then I thought of my mom and how she would be upset because she spent the money for those classes. I felt stuck.

21 Oct 2024

Dream

I had a dream I was going back to college. I was moving into my dorm. My mom, my husband Nate, and my dad were helping me move in. My dad had taken me shopping and I picked up these abnormally large fruit bearing plants. One was a strawberry plant and the other was a tomato plant. The campus was my Alma mater, university of Maryland college park. But the dorm suite I was moving into wasn’t familiar. Nate, my husband was helping me carry things in to the dorm and I recognized names on the doors as I walked past them down the hall. They were names of my college friends and acquaintances. I asked Nate to leave the double stroller with me in the dorm. I think that the children may have been staying with me but I never saw them in my dream. Then I turned on music and my friends down the hall could hear it so they started making their way to my room but my mom closed my door and stopped them from coming in. I was confused and a little bit annoyed. Then I woke up.

21 Oct 2024

Dream

So, last night I had a dream, but I can't remember all of it. I only remember bits and pieces. This particular dream, the parts that I can remember, started off with me going somewhere and I needed to park my car. So I parked my car in this particular parking lot and I believe it was raining or something. Next thing you know I was, I believe, at a track or at my old college where I went to school, Aquinas College. I was walking around campus and it looked like they had some new features at campus but there were definitely things there that I was like oh this is campus and I remember at one point looking down and being like oh do I need to go to class or something but I kept being like but I graduated right so next thing you know I had on a track uniform. I actually ran track in college so I'm not surprised that I had on a track uniform but I had on a track uniform. I wasn't sure if I was getting ready to run in a track meet and or if I was coaching but I had on the track uniform. I was in my body now which is way out of shape but had on my uniform which was extra tight because of course I weigh way more than I did when I was in college. At some point in the dream I thought I needed to go to a track meet but I couldn't find the track then I did find the track. It was a lot of different parts. Then I was walking down the street and I was trying to find my car and I couldn't find my car so I kept walking and then it started to rain and I was like I need to get to my car but I knew my car was like far away but for some reason I couldn't remember the street that it was on like I could just I knew I knew how to get there but I couldn't get there so I kept going down these different streets and these different paths and on different paths I kept seeing different people. I wound up running into old teammates as I was walking and my old teammates I'm like oh my gosh I haven't seen you in years what are y'all doing and they were playing ultimate frisbee which was one of the games we used to play during practice and we talked for a little bit and I was like okay well I'm just trying to find my car and they're like oh you need to go to this street I'm like yeah I remember that street but I couldn't find the street. Next thing you know, I was back on a main street, then I saw people from back home, Kalamazoo. One person was Kim, and she had a car, and she was like, can you move my car? So I moved her car up, and then I was thinking, oh, I can borrow her car to go to my car. And so I moved her car up for her, and I told her, I said, hey, I moved your car up, just letting you know. She said, okay. Then I got out, and I started walking in the rain again. This time I had my uniform, plus I had my bag, my track bag from when I was in high school. So now I went from not having a bag to having my old track bag from high school and wearing my college uniform. So I started walking I was like I got to get to my car and I was like oh maybe I could Uber to my car and as I started walking I then all of a sudden walk up to my high school and I'm like oh my gosh my high school is right here and it was homecoming and I looked and I had on like some of my old high school track gear in addition to my college track gear and I was like oh well I know if I walked through this area of my high school I could probably get to my car and as I was walking I saw some people this young man that we've helped this summer through one of our summer programs. He stopped me and I said, he's like, what you doing here? And I said, well, I'm just trying to pass through to get to my car. And he said, oh, and so we stopped him. Some of his friends came over and said, can we take pictures of you guys? And he was like, this is my friend. And she was like, is this your girlfriend? She's like, no, no, no, no, no. This is one of my friends. And I must've looked young or something, but I was like, oh no, I know Ty through a program. He participated in one of our programs this summer that's how I know him. And he was like, well, what are you doing? I said, I'm trying to get to my car. And the entire time I was like, I just can't seem to find my car. But I had my track uniform on, which turned into my high school track uniform and bags. So it just was a weird dream. But needless to say, I never got to my car.

21 Oct 2024

Dream

I dream twice ot three times. Because the first one i dream about psychopath who could manipulate action and do telekinetic. I and my friend always run away from her. But endup meeting her again and again. So we plan to follow her game. Pretend to be loyal then escape in the right time. Why us? Because she's obsessed with us. Liking us than anyone else. So anybody could be her puppet to get us beside her. In the second dream. Kinda have connections in the beginning. After my friend escape, i only alone to figure when i should run. Then i run. I run to the second dream. Somehow the place change to a collage. Old collage. But after arrive in one old building, the people change their look. Pale and terrifying. They're the ghosts. These people had died already. Just because this place is haunted, the people haunting too. I felt de javu about thia second dream. I've seen this before. The difference is i still can out a voice full of prayers while i can't do that before. Like have been choke. And this time i can run from them. The third dream after awake a view minutes to calm myself down because my heart beating fast and so did my pulses are. I've got company here. Six of us. Oh wait, seven including me. Wanted to expose someone in suspicious organization. We thought that he did something bad to the patient in the clinic he handled. Like a laboran. Make an experiment to the patients. We spent weeks to revealed his crime. With help from 1 teacher. I love my friends in this dream. But i hate to face this kind of manipulate and narcissistic. And before, a psychopath. It's so exhausting to me. Even it's only in my dream. So can you explain how or why i dream about this kind of person after a long time not to. Regardless the dream about the haunted ghost. Lol. Thankyou for helping me solve my problem

15 Oct 2024

Dream

I was at the beach and we were going to go surfing and they were charging a thousand dollars to go surfing at this better spot across at the island. I was keen to go house with someone I couldn't find anyone to go house with so I ended up going for a mission and was going to go to college so my friends and I went and checked out the prices to go to college and all up it came to $29,999 which at first I found pretty extreme for the cost of going to college like it was way overpriced

15 Oct 2024

Dream

Me and my boyfriend Von went to an amusement park/ college campus. Now I’m sick just like I feel in the waking world and have to use the bathroom a lot. Going to the bathroom we run into these group of sorority girls and they start talking and conversating. Which is fine I don’t mind, but I don’t really have much to say and Von is usually very social with people so I let him talk. I chime in on conversation when I feel I had something to add. So basically we start hanging out with them. There’s a point when they start to do their sorority dance and Von jumps in but i decide to hang back because again I’m not feeling well and also I’ve been to college before and I’ve never been interested in the sorority life. A coworker/friend of mine was there asking how I was feeling since he heard I was sick. I told him I was alright and that we came here to chill and get something to eat. Then when the dance is over Von separates from them and we’re about to leave but he’s upset. And tells me I need to apologize that I was acting weird. I got upset and confused. He’s walking really fast as we’re arguing about it and I’m limping trying to keep up. I tell him I don’t understand what was wrong with my behavior. Eventually I stop because it’s too hard to argue and keep up walking with him. I throw the paper folders I had towards him but they didn’t hit him. I get frustrated and have to use the bathroom again. He finds me in there when I’m almost done. And I ask him what is it specifically about my behavior I need to apologize for. And he doesn’t have an answer. I’m very upset at this point because i don’t understand. He storms off after we argue about it again. I run into my manger at the park and I ask for her advice. She listens and feels for me, and she asked “you’re gonna cut it off aren’t you?” I basically say yes, he finds his own ride home and I drive back with my car. Then I wake up

15 Oct 2024

Dream

My sister and I were alone for a few days in my hometown and we were staying at this hotel. We would go out everyday visting the mall, shopping, doing stuff around town together. It was very cold outside and I was constantly cold. I remember before going out i would put on alot of makeup and alot of accessories. Lots of necklaces and earrings and i dressed up in things that werent really my style in real life and i knew that but i was enjoying trying something new. I would constantly worry about my sister as she would always want to be independent and didnt want me constantly watching over her. She disappeared once and I had a panic atack. I ran outside to go look for her and waited in the bus station but it was too late, she had already taken the bus away. I started crying and then my parents showed up. They were worried but calm, somehow their words were comforting but were also subtly making me feel very guilty. The sky was grey and the air was frosty biting at my areas of exposed skin. The air smelled of pollution and had a sourness to it. I was extremely sad that my sister left and i knew it would be a long time until i saw her again. Eventually my family all split up. My dad and sister lived alone for the time being as my mom and i were away and i lived with my boyfriend Alex in the big city. We were going to same college. And old building with a strange comfort to it. It was also surrounded by birds and black cats. Alex and i were driving to the college one morning and i heard my phone ring and it was my mom. She was frantic. My sister had had a freak out and injured my dad and then comitted suicide by slitting her throat. Mentally i was teleported there for a few seconds and i could see what happened. My dad was sitting down in the living room with deep stab wounds in his arms and stomach. His head hung therr motionless, he was alive however unconscious. I started violently trembling as i walked down the hallway to my sister’s bedroom. There on the yellowish wall was a huge splatter of blood it went almost to the ceiling. She sat slumped against the wall, her head rested on her shoulder in an unatural way. Her open eyes still staring at me after death. The wound in her neck gaped open and blood still slowly oozed down the her shirt. The air had a sour metallic sting and the atmosphere was heavy and dizzying. I panicked and cried and screamed. There was no way i was going to accept that this just happened. I was horribly affected by what i had seen and i knew i would never recover. My dad was rushed to the hospital and my sister to the funeral home. I rememberd how much i had loved her and how i would have done anything for her to keep her alive. It felt like someone took a million knives and started twisting them around in my heart. I was never the same after that. Alex and I eventually ended up going to the college and there was this party going on there. We were starting to get to know people. It was hard at first and I felt alone even though surrounded by so many. The girls kept excluding me from their group and i started befriending the boys and the tomboy girls. It actually went well and we started hanging out. Alex was on the outside of all of this as he believed that everyone at school were peasonts and he didnt want to associate himself with a lower class. I hated his arrogance however i tried to ignore it for my own benefit. One guy offered me some drugs. He offered me molly and i knew i couldnt say no. In my waking life i have done molly before and i rememberd how beautiful and comfortable and euphoric it made me feel. I wanted something to wash away the pain so bad. As the molly started coming up i could feel waves of happiness and love just washing over me. With every wave it was like the horrible things i had seen were slwoly fading, wave by wave. Alex left, apparently he had something more important to do. I was scared what his reaction would be when he came back and saw me high but also i didnt care so much. I told myself that he never had to endure such horrible things in his life like i did. Somehow, and very suddenly i had a very intense flashback and it sent my spiraling. Suddenly i saw people for what they really were. Everyone there was a snake besides maybe one or two people. I went into one of the room and I told them im not feeling ok. One girl told me she’ll go get me some water but when he tried to open the door, there was a wall behind the door, when i tried to open the window, there was nothing but wall there. Suddenly claustrophbia and paranoia started setting in. I remembered very vividly the scene with my sister and my head started spinning. Again i started screaming that it did not happen. I grabbed a random knife that was sitting on yhr table and started cutting myself. My high had turned into a maddening delusion and i wanted to rip myself out of my own skin. Voices and colors were distorted and it felt like i was in hell. The modern art designs and pictures and statues that lined the corridors suddenly were speaking to me all at once in a deafening conglomerate of madness. I passed out eventually and alex came back. I was sober now, and i told him im not doing ok but i didnt tell him about the molly as to not cause an arguement. He asked me why and i told him that mentally im very damaged by what i saw. He just stared at me coldly and shrugged. He said he has more important stuff to do and told me to go home. He then left. I felt really lonely and I tried reaching out to old friends. I really needed someone to stick with me during this time. I spoke to my cousin and we agreed to see each other in the city. We had old fights in the past but now we were mostly over them. As i was getting out of the subway station the exit was extremely narrow and claustrophobic. I noticed other people struggling to get through but they didnt complain as if it was completely normal. I got angry. I had had to deal with crap like this for so long and no one seemed to care. As i was coming out the exit i got enraged and i started pounding in it out of frustration. It ended up breaking and i was so confused because i thought it was concrete. It was actually cardboard that looked like concrete. I felt relieved and i did not feel bad at all for breaking it. Then a security gaurd came to me and started berating me in front of everyone for breaking the exit/entrance to the subway station. I didnt care that he was mad. I didnt care at all about breaking anything until my cousin came and said that I was embarassing. She said i should have just tried my best to squeeze through that exit and not break anything. She said i should pay back for repairs and to be more self aware next time. I was really embarassed and i regreted breaking it now. We then ate a fastfood together and even though i was a little mad at her we ended up having a good time. Afterwards, we went back to the college and this time i invited her to come as well. There was this party going on and there were lots of people there. Big flashing colorful lights and disco music filled the atmosphere. There was of course drugs and drinking and people fucking in the extra rooms. At this party there was this man that was trying to induce us all in a hypnotic state. Amnesiec almost. His voice guided us as we slowly lost control over our consciousness and our subconscious took control. Everyone there was seeing what they wanted to see, blissful hallucinations dreamlike trances. Everything was ethereal and extraordinary. As i was looking around i saw this girl. She was beautiful and she told me to follow her. She led me farther from the main group of people, and in that moment of pure euphoria like no drug can induce she looked at me in the eyes and we started making out. It was beautiful. We were intertwined and it felt like we had a connection beyond just our physical bodies. Her soul felt magical and gorgeous. Her hair was dark, long and flowy and she had whisps of silver and gold in it. Her lips were soft and comforting. I felt something when i kissed her that i never felt before. Suddenly i felt a hand grab me away from her. I looked and it was my dad. I felt so happy to see him but also confused as to what he was doing there and why he pulled me away from that girl. He told me to look again at the person i was just making out with. It was a boy. A random ugly boy from school that i wouldnt kiss for 100 dollars. I was horrified. I was so entranced that i couldn’t see who i was really kissing. Everything was in my head. I was terrified because i knew the trouble i would be in with alex. Alex usually didnt have a probelm with me kissing girls but of course he had a problem with me kissing boys. I would have never kissed that girl if i knew she was a boy. But i knew he would never believe me. I hated that at one point we were going to have this conversation and he would question my loyalty. Deep down however i knew that i was not guilty because i know what i saw and who i thought i was kissing. I was even more paranoid that people took pictures or filmed the whole thing and were going to send it to alex. That caused me to panic but my dad was there for me and tried to calm me down. He took me in his car and said he wanted to show me something. I noticed him. He was pale and skinny, still addicted to his drugs. Even though he seemed to look worse it also seemed that something in him chnaged after my sister took her life. He seemed to have found himself but in a twisted way. He took me and my mom in the car and we drove up this mountain. It felt so strange to be just us now. Life felt vacant without my sister. At the top of the mountain there was this cabin. Inside was this asian man. He was gentle and had kind eyes. He was a sculptor. He made statues but also little candles in all sorts of styles. He made decor and soap and even some perfume. The cabin smelled clean and fresh and modern. There was something so peaceful about that place.

11 Oct 2024

Dream

I’m in college and woke up in my dorm. Hung out with friends and my boyfriend all day in the living room. We watched movies cuddled with a million blankets on the couches. When it was time for bed my boyfriend gets a call from his friend. He’s sitting on the end of my bed, we had just finished having sex so I pull the blanket over my head giggling. When he hangs up he sits there for a while not looking or laying back down. Finally when I sit up he turns slowly and says there’s a problem. He stands up and walks over to me, hugs me, kisses my forehead, my cheek, then lifts my head so our lips meet. He tells me to wake up my three friends and stay here that it’s dangerous. Before I can say anything he’s walking out the door. I trust him entirely so I do what he said, I wake everyone up and we sit in my room together. After what seems like all night my phone rings, it’s my boyfriend he says there’s some powerful people here they’re looking for some artifact in one of the school buildings and students and teachers are fighting them off. After we hang up I tell my friends and we all agree that we should join the fight. I take the youngest girl with me because I know my other two friends can handle them selves. As soon as we step outside the dorm everything changes, buildings are on fire, people are screaming, there’s gunfire all around us. I see my boyfriend and his friend across a long field at another building carrying people out. I grab the girls hand I’m with and start running towards them. As soon as my eyes meet his I can see that I’m about to get a lecture on staying inside where I’m safe. That’s exactly what happens. It’s nice he cares so much but I’m the end I tell him I can take care of myself and my friend that I’m helping no matter what. Okay fast forward me and my friend go into a building across campus where we know the artifact is. I tell her to stay two steps behind me so I know where she is at all times. As soon as we walk into the building the atmosphere changes again. It’s quiet everyone’s walking normally carrying their books and backpacks. You don’t hear any screams or gunfire. You can’t smell or see any fires outside. It was weird. After walking down a million hallways we see two of the people that came to steal the artifact. We’re hiding behind a wall so they don’t notice us. When I poke my head around to look I can see one of them change their skin to look like a different person and for some reason I know that’s the leader I can feel it. As that happens my friend who’s with me gasps quietly when I turn around to cover her mouth I’m frozen with my hand about to reach her face because the leader has already gotten to her and is now pulling her into one of the bathrooms. I take a step to follow them and someone tripped me, the person the leader was with. I quickly fall to the ground and see the woman coming down on top of me to start flooding me with punches. I roll over before her hand can meet my face. We’re wrestling on the ground now trading punches everything’s happening so fast blood is coming down my forehead and going into my eye. I finally hit her right when the jaw meets the ear and I feel a click in her head. She stops fighting and relaxes her body coughing up blood. I don’t have time to care about her I have to go find my friend. I start running to the locker room bust through the door, there’s at least ten people in there and they’re acting normal like they don’t see me panting with blood on my face. I’m frantically looking around and in the back row right infront of me there they are. The woman has my friend wrapped with her arm around her neck. The woman stares at me for what seems like 10 minutes, doesn’t answer me when I scream to let her go. When I take a step forward the woman yells and everyone in the room freezes. She says “tell me where the artifact is or I’m snapping this girls neck”. “Tell me where it is now”. She repeats. I told her I wouldn’t tell her until she lets my friend go and in a split second she’s thrown my friend about five feet reached past the three rows in between us and is holding me with one hand by the neck. She starts giving a monologue about her bullshit “group” and the artifact. While she’s choking me I’m trying to think of any way I can get my friend out of here safely and maybe not die myself. That’s when I feel something in my back pocket, it’s my boyfriends knife he must’ve put it there outside that burning building when he kissed me goodbye. As fast as I can blink I pull it out and stab her in the arm. We fight back and forth for a few minutes, she’s cut me just about every time she hits me with her rings. I’m now on top of her pressing the spot where I hit the other one and heard a click it must be some sort of weak spot for them. As I’m facing her still griping the back of her neck I’m begging her to stop I don’t want to kill her she then bites my hair and says. “It’s over once I can change into your skin you die”. I slowly get off of her trying to understand what’s going on plus she’s too injured to hurt anyone. When she gets up she says to me “I’m going to kill everyone you love, no reason just cause it’s fun.” No time for thinking now she turns to walk out the door and I grab the knife stab her where her ear meets her jaw and drag the knife along the backside of her head to her other ear. As I do that her body makes a loud piercing screech, and her body hits the floor. Her skin start changing into a million different faces and finally it stops on a blond older woman. I find my friend in the corner hugging her knees to her chest I check her over to make sure she doesn’t have any injuries then we head out to interrogate the person that I fought in the hall way. After we sit her up she’s telling us everything. But the last thing she says is, “You won’t be able to save half the world, our group has implanted chips into the other half’s heads and when we’re ready everyone will start killing eachother, one of your siblings already has the chip.” And just like that nothing matters my arms almost falling off my body, my collar bones broken, I’m bleeding from my head, chest, stomach, leg. I don’t feel anything though. I look at her and I can tell she knows I’m defeated I go to say something to her and she interrupts,”it’s your brother he’s going to wake up in a few weeks and kill you family, and when the chip turns off in his head he’ll realize what he’s done and want to kill himself”. How can I save them, what can I do to stop this, can I stop this, I can stop this right? I have to. I fall to my knees my thoughts are crushing my body down making me feel like I’m 2 inches tall, but before I hit the ground my boyfriend catches me. He’s saying something but I can’t hear him everything’s silent all I can think about is if my family’s okay, if I can save them. I just sit there resting my head on my boyfriends chest as he rubs my back and pulls my hair out of my face. I look up at him and look into his eyes, he says, “we’re going to figure it out nothings going to happen to your family, we can do this” It hits me while I’m staring into his warm kind caring eyes and finally feel like we can make it out of this. I’m dreaming of course I’m dreaming, then I wake up.

27 Sep 2024

Dream

A girl who used to bully me from school was in my dream; We were friends prior to her bullying me and she made new friends and pretended i didn't exist. I became rich and powerful and she was jealous, and wanted to destroy my life by coming back in it. She made a new friend and that new friend wanted to be my friend as well. Fast forward I had a memory in the dream(wasn't a memory from my waking life), about her and me hanging out in the back of the school bus. The school bus drove us around town. And then the world became somewhat apocalyptic. But it was because of me. I owned a huge mansion. And I went upstairs to hang with my dream girlfriend, and I was on my period, she was afraid of blood, and when she saw the blood beneath her because my flow was extremely heavy she panicked. I told her don't worry becausey ex boyfriend-I was referring to my boyfriend I know in my waking life, was afraid of blood too(he actually is afraid of blood). And I gave her a regimine an exercise to help her get over her fear so she wouldn't focus on the blood too much. She was changing out the sheet and I told her the sheet was too light and that my flow was heavy enough to sleep through. So we tried switching to a darker sheet. I get a phone call from my grandma and she said my aunt was doing something then I asked her about my cousin who attempted suicide, I asked her where he was , she said my aunt paid for him a hotel where he was alone. I ran to check on him yet he ignored me. I blamed my aunt for not taking care of him and trapped my family and Bullies in my mansions basement. And other random people before I injected them with something that would turn them into venom monsters. I ran away because I got scared I'd become one and many of them tried to escape. I saved one little girl though so she could become a black barbie girl. Her original mother tried to come in and save her too, but I was so powerful I swatted her away. It then fast forward to me working at a waffle house and being in a college. I went into the room and I noticed it was very sexual. There was big booty women and women of all shapes and colors(at this point it became a wet dream.) And I was telling someone my butt was getting bigger and I didn't know why.

21 Sep 2024

Dream

Dream In my dream, I was back in college and I was taking a class about the history of American cinematography. My fiancé Jenia was with me in the classroom. When my professor started talking about American revolution, I raised my hand and I shared with the class what I knew about the American Revolution too. I am very proud of the fact that I am Polish and I wanted the class to know that two Polish officers helped America to gain their independence. My classmate and the professor were impressed with my knowledge. After I finished talking and sat down I realized that I forgot to also tell that the American Cavalry has Polish colors as their standard because one of the Polish officers has created the American cavalry. I really wanted to say that, but I missed the opportunity to do so.

12 Sep 2024

Dream

I was enrolled at college taking undergraduate classes I didn’t want to take or had taken before. I looked through the catalog to see how I could take classes o was at least interested in, refusing to buy the materials for the classes. My parents said I should only change my language class from Spanish to French, since I had taken French before and wanted to complete the study. The admissions office was unhelpful, trying to block my changing classes.

9 Sep 2024

Dream

there was some kind of sickness taking over. We were all in college or some kind of boarding school. The man I was dating seemed like the bad guy until we realized he was hiding away and sneaking around because he was trying to find an antidote. There was some kind of underground bunker underneath my father’s house. It wasn’t my dad (cam) but someone with a lot of power. He had a lot of money. If I told him to buy me a watch he would, and he did. I would arrange for me and my friends and my boyfriend to meet underneath the bunker. We started forming ways to see people that are sick, and figure out how to cure them. I began forming ways of a quick antidote so we wouldn’t have to drag everyone to the bunker every time. I don’t know if it was rival kingdoms or politics, but there was another powerful man who would frequently stop by the school. I think he was the one getting everyone sick. It wasn’t just like a mini sickness, it was like black, seeps into your system and kills you kind of sickness. I also remember it seemed like my boyfriend was trying to flirt with my best friend when we were all voting for someone to become the leader of something for school.