My crush

18 Jul 2024

Dream

It was of my crush but I thought I got over him and I found myself bawling my eyes out over the thought of him last night

17 Jul 2024

Dream

I saw that me and my friend sat at the back of my crush on the bus and he turned his head and said: do you brother know everything. And i told him why you were interested and he nodded yes

16 Jul 2024

Dream

my childhood best friend’s younger brother, steve sang “Crazy for You” with his eyes closed by Adele while sitting next to me in a row of what i think was a school bus. i’m pretty sure we were instructed to sing as a part of some competition for a class but I can’t remember the specifics. also we were all grown up, me 24, him 21. as steve sang the song by Adele, he stitched together the lyrics with his hands, as if he was sewing the melody. I told him that I also move my hands to the beat in a particular pattern as I sing, but I follow it nonlinearly, like a wave. I remember saying how “fascinating” about the fact that he also follows a pattern to the beat with his hands, which he sees in his mind while his eyes are closed as he sings. i was in awe of his voice. it was absolutely gorgeous. I literally had my jaw dropped listening as I had no idea he could sing! I told him that Adele was my favorite singer to sing to and he was like “oh my God I have to hear you I didn’t know you sang!” i responded with a kinda snarky comment for some reason, saying something along the lines of “of course I do! I’m surprised you didn’t know since I always sang as a kid like nonstop, because I had Tourette’s and couldn’t help it lol” and then the lyrics to “don’t you remember” by Adele started to play in the background of my mind, meaning steve couldn’t hear it, but I could, so I told him I would sing that song for him. before I could though, I woke up. also for context, i had a massive crush on steve as a kid but it was unrequited. every once in a while I have a dream about him though I haven’t seen him in about 10 years. i had a dream about him earlier this year on march 24th, 2024 where he showed me his artistic work, which I was surprised he had created, because when we were younger, we didn’t really show each other or are that much. Though I did teach him, my best friend and their youngest brother, as if we were in a classroom a lot when we were younger, like I played the role of teacher, and they were my students.

16 Jul 2024

Dream

I was at my house and I was leaving for school but it was nighttime and two classmates were there and also my crush, as I was leaving my house I went down stairs but almost fell so i yelled at my crush to help me but I didn't end up falling. When I was finally leaving my crush hugged me and said "don't leave, stay with me". I started to walk towards a tree in my house and in the distance I saw a group of people and more far away I saw my two classmates, as we walked he stopped hugging me and then grabbed my hand and said "let's go with our classmates" and I said "no" but somehow we ended up with them

16 Jul 2024

Dream

my childhood best friend’s younger brother, steve sang “Crazy for You” with his eyes closed by Adele while sitting next to me in a row of what i think was a school bus. i’m pretty sure we were instructed to sing as a part of some competition for a class but I can’t remember the specifics. also we were all grown up, me 24, him 21. as steve sang the song by Adele, he stitched together the lyrics with his hands, as if he was sewing the melody. I told him that I also move my hands to the beat in a particular pattern as I sing, but I follow it nonlinearly, like a wave. I remember saying how “fascinating” about the fact that he also follows a pattern to the beat with his hands, which he sees in his mind while his eyes are closed as he sings. i was in awe of his voice. it was absolutely gorgeous. I literally had my jaw dropped listening as I had no idea he could sing! I told him that Adele was my favorite singer to sing to and he was like “oh my God I have to hear you I didn’t know you sang!” i responded with a kinda snarky comment for some reason, saying something along the lines of “of course I do! I’m surprised you didn’t know since I always sang as a kid like nonstop, because I had Tourette’s and couldn’t help it lol” and then the lyrics to “don’t you remember” by Adele started to play in the background of my mind, meaning steve couldn’t hear it, but I could, so I told him I would sing that song for him. before I could though, I woke up. also for context, i had a massive crush on steve as a kid but it was unrequited. every once in a while I have a dream about him though I haven’t seen him in about 10 years. i had a dream about him earlier this year on march 24th, 2024 where he showed me his artistic work, which I was surprised he had created, because when we were younger, we didn’t really show each other or are that much. Though I did teach him, my best friend and their youngest brother, as if we were in a classroom a lot when we were younger, like I played the role of teacher, and they were my students.

13 Jul 2024

Dream

I was at a college or at a work environment. I was in a lunchroom getting lunch with my friends, and we all got in line, but people kept Cutting in front of me so I eventually got straight away from my friend group, when I eventually made it back to the table, I sat down across from my crush, and I grabbed my fork and started to eat my macaroni and cheese, but I looked down. It just started sobbing. My crush looked at me and started chuckling and she asked what’s wrong and I said really long hair in my food. then found out that I was told to stay longer at lunch, my lunch got extended an extra hour, so I was there for two hours while everyone was already gone by the one hour mark and I had to stay behind. I was sad at that too because I couldn’t, be with my crush.

13 Jul 2024

Dream

Being happy talking to Tiffanie, my crush

13 Jul 2024

Dream

Riding on a train, going to Enoshima-Hiratsuka on a cloudy day There’s station buildings, malls and glass-roofed escalators My friend’s house, of the friend I used to have a lesbian crush on(and still sort of do) Kindergarten by the hostel house that looks like the one I and my auntie’s family stayed by the beach of Rimni, Italy In my room there(and my best friend’s), a specter of a bride whose bouquet as well as her dress’s stomach and below is covered in old blood There’s also a pool by this place, how nifty Running around the hostel upstairs and downstairs until the kids’ go-home time

12 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was swimming in a pond in a field near a country road. And I got out of the water because I noticed this girl Amalia that I have had a crush on for years but never met her in real life. Amalia was walking toward the road and I started walking in the same direction we eventually met and she and I both looked at each other and it seemed obvious we were interested in each other. I was holding my clothes up as I was dressing in them and I kind of looked at her side eyed and had a courios face and said to her “do I know” and I can’t remember what she said but she invited me in the car with her. We drove to a building and we walked to this elevator when we got in the elevator - the elevator had a very interesting design. It started to transform like the wallpaper would shift into different designs and shapes. The elevator started to move sideways which resulted in us loosing out footing but I was able to catch Amalia in my arms to protect her. She looked at me surprised that I was able to stop her from falling and she kissing me. Then elevator stopped at her appartment this uniquely designed industrial loft. Inside she had a few friends. I went to the kitchen at some point and she followed me and me made love. Amalia is beautiful she looks very elegant and had midlengeth to long brunette hair. She is tall and thin but has a beautiful shape. She looks like a model. I am a woman tall and fit I have long brown hair with a lighter tone to it. I have bluish green eyes. I was dressed in pants and a t shirt with cowboy boots. Amalia was in a pair of cutoff jean shorts and a red tank top. I think it was love.

12 Jul 2024

Dream

Again I had a dream about my childhood crush aka Erick and this time it was me and him talking and just having a conversation then all of a sudden he tells me that he still loves me and that It was always me he never had any feelings for his girlfriend, and we were older and we were in high school and he asked me out to homecoming 😞wow, I really wish I was still dreaming he really confessed his feelings but then I told him, look, it takes a lot to convince me and win my heart I’ve been through a lot of bullshit so I told him look I know that your saying all of this now but you really hurt me and I don’t really trust you that much anymore and that’s where the dream ended🫣 I dreamt about this after watching love island and this is important because I used to hate this one character “Leah” because she was constantly taking about her false love rob and she was so relatable in a way I just really relate to her and what hit me the most is when rob actuallt communicated his feelings and being mature, I can’t help but wish that Erick did the same thing:( but in reality he is really imature

11 Jul 2024

Dream

My crush and my best friend was flirting and she was sitting on his lap on my birthday in front of me

9 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream I was in my childhood home . There were a group of eligible bachelor's and me and a group of girls had to model for them and they would pick which one of us they wanted to be there wife. We cleared the hallway and there was a black carpet that we put down. All the men were waiting in the living room. A few girls went before me then it was my turn. I started walking but I couldn't walk my best . I have modeling experience in real life so I was trying to do my best catwalk but it was not working . My walk was nice but not what I wanted to do. I walked with 1 outfit on and everything seemed fine. I picked another outfit and this time I put my all into the outfit. I thought the men left because I was taking so long preparing my outfit. But someone said they were still waiting for me. I was relieved they didnt leave. So I told them to play Arianna Grande song -"we can't be friends" the music started and I started walking . I walked into the living room and everyone was kind of shocked but impressed . I did a spin and blew a kiss then I was done. I saw this boy that I had a crush on many years ago in the crowd. He was watching me in shock. Also this famous YouTube influencer was the judge and she liked it but said I looked like a boy with my hair in that ponytail.