Dream About Being Attacked And Feeling Helpless 2

My dream started with me applying to work at a corner store with my step mom. I asked several questions about the job like how many people work per shift? Will I be alone? What if the store gets robbed? Then my mind shifted to the police officer sitting in the back corner and a voice said that there is always an officer on duty. I felt better about possibly working a job I had never done. A few minutes later a dark skin boy walked past me to buy a small teddy bear and some gum. As we went to walk out I realized a very tall dark skin man with a weapon hidden somewhat behind a vehicle. A quickly walked out and grabbed the boy and he dropped his teddy bear. The dark skin man jumped out from behind the car and grabbed tge bear. The boy gasped and cried. The boy wanted his bear. The boy and I tried to back away but the man got closer and closer. I yelled at the boy to run back inside. The man put is chest on mine and said he just wanted the boy. I went to looked back to make sure the boy was safe but the store, the boy, the officer was gone. Every disappeared. I was left alone with this man who had weapon. He pushed me down and started cutting off my clothes. I tried to scream but nothing came out. I clothes my eyes and when I opened them the man and I were in a different location that had a bed, chains and other torture devices. I couldn't move, couldn't speak all I could do was watch as he started cutting off the rest of my clothes. After I was completely naked he unzipped his pants and rapped me. As he was rapping me all I could think about was being on a farm and feeding animals. The animals were so peaceful. While the man was still on top of me and I was zoning out I had a strong urge to free farm animals. When the man was finished he said he was going to kill me. He untied me and I was given the chance to say something but I was in shock. I froze, I couldn't move, I couldn't speak and I has lost all motivation to fight to stay alive. I was able to fight to the little boy I was able to fight for the farm animals but why couldn't I fight for myself? The man looked at me and said let's start over. He began to touch himself. Once he was hard he shove himself back inside me. I closed my eyes but once I opened them we were back at the corner store and everyone was watching. No one stepping in to help. I was all alone.