Dream About School Crush Rubbing Back

The dream that I had was very interesting. I can’t remember much of the beginning but anything after that I can remember. In the middle of the dream is the most vivid. This dream felts so realistic. I could smell and feel, especially feel. I remember walking in a room with some people I recognized from my school. I walked in with one of my school friends and she asked me where my “man” was and I knew who she was talking about but I replied “what man” and laughed. The room I walked in looked like a party room. There were four long tables. Two of the tables were separated from the other two by a short wall. As everyone walked including me they found their seats. I walked to the table nearest to the wall. Going towards the end of the table. I saw my school crush sitting down and there was a sit next to him. I was hesitant to sit there because it seemed like he didn’t want me near him. I sat down next to him. There were bowls in front of us with utensils in them. My crush took my utensils out of my bowl and sat it next to my bowl. I still got the feeling he didn’t want me to sit next to him. My crush put his head down on the table as if he was falling asleep. Some person came in explaining something to us. I didn’t get any of it because it seemed like I was worried about him. I then had an urge to rub his back and without a thought I rub hid back, worrying that he might think I’m weird or his friends who was also sitting table might think I’m weird for rubbing his back. As I started to rub his back, he didn’t move a muscle. He just let me do it. It gave me the conformation that it was okay. I then whispered in his ear asking “are you okay”. He shock his head no. I asked “what happened”. He picked his head off of the table and looked towards me, he looked tired. He started talking but I didn’t hear anything he was saying. I was just looking at him. Admiring him. As he talked, I started to rub the back of head. My dream then transitioned to me and him being dressed up in some type of costume. We were out in a filled under a tree that had leaves falling. Fallen leaves were all over the field. The main color was different oranges. We stood looking at each other. He took out a paper with something written on it. And then my dream transitioned to me lying in bed facing big window across from me. In the window I could see leaves forming a circle. The circle got longer and longer every time I blinked.