Situation

25 May 2024

Dream

Why would I have reoccurring dreams where I find myself in an odd situation and I'm hungry? Usually I'm hungry and the situation is set up in a way that I cannot quench my hunger. Something new usually happens and each time it is different.

8 Apr 2024

Dream

In my dream , First I was at my aunties house getting a takeaway with my friend Leah. Meanwhile my boyfriend was at a party which I didn’t mind. Then me and Leah got a phone call from my boyfriend letting us know the host of the party said we could also go. So then me and Leah set off to the party and as we got halfway there I called my boyfriend to make sure that everyone definitely knew we were going. He picked up the phone but it was not him , two girls said hello to me through his phone. I proceeded to calmly ask where my boyfriend was and they hung up on me. We got to the party and two girls were at the reception asking to make sure they didn’t let us in . I then calmly had a conversation with the reception explained the situation and ensured if we got asked to leave by anyone at the party , we would. As we started to look around , I realised my boyfriend was in a room with his friend and two girls. I then just left the room and stayed quiet. I then called my boyfriend again as he hadn’t noticed I was at the party and he picked up , I could hear him talking to my sister. My sister was asking him who the girls were and why he was with them and not me and he proceeded to make jokes out of the situation making it seem and claiming it was not a big deal. I then completely left the party without saying anything and I then woke up.

6 Apr 2024

Dream

i was in like an upstairs/attic situation with a lot of different rooms. there were lots of people staying there and we all were very closely packed. my brother, conor, was there. i told him i wanted to hangout because it was my last day so he took me along with him to "mash herbs" and something else i domt remember. next we are in a car. the car was playing my music (which im assuming was playing through my speaker in the real world at the time). i noticed conors friend who was driving was going really fast like 60mph in a 40mph zone and then the speed limit turned into 35. we couldnt make the upcoming turn and ended up going down over a cliff. we all braced for impact - black - and then we came to. me and this other person were covered in filth and fully aware what just happened. the other two people were freshly showered and oblivious to the crash. i said i knew the right person to call that would help us. (i was referring to this magic woman thats ive interacted with in previous dreams who's very hard to get ahold of in the dream world). the reason for this is that she goes all over the astral world and her physical being isnt always on earth

5 Apr 2024

Dream

I remember one of the first dresms was inside my backyard Inwasndoingnsokerhint where inessntrtijgntongonogrrbthrnbrifkneslln but then after that I went to the table at the end of our backyard with my mom to spray paint on my clothes and a police helicopter dropped red paint all over me for some reason, I had to leave the house in the car to a grey day concert that my sister was talking about in the car there were so many people staring at me with the red spray paint but Indidnt care on the freeway the entire time that we’d do so I got into the car rolling the window down I remember when I went into the lobby area for the freeway race there was other people inside the girls locker room/ lobby aka preparation area and I had my things set down there next to tape so then I went and kept talking to people inside the locker room waiting going back and forth, and then when I got back in there was someone who I used to know before who was In my past but I didn’t care about them and then they came over to me trying to get my attention through doing things negatively, but Injust didn’t respond and got my stuff to change and get ready to go, while I left for one minute to the bathroom when I came back she was asking me questions like “Why would you do this to my own things huh? You care so much about myself that your a lesbian dyke reorganizing my shit.” and it was just my things coming back covered with tape on it next to hers which she purposefully stepped on to gather onto her clothes and my bags open which she unlogivslly somehow equated to me investigating her stuff , she was trying to get everyone else’s attention on her to create a problem, but then i responded calmly explaining how I don’t really care and that those things is clearly a problem with herself that she’s trying to projecting onto my life to make herself feel better about from putting me through making me look like i’m harassing her as the victim , she basically got upset from my non chalantness and everyone else inside of the room realized the situation from how i responded and just started ignoring her and acting like she was crazy, I didn’t care and I went out onto the kayaking boats on the freeway and while I was there, and inside the boats on the freeway she got next to mine and started saying in public “I’m still upset because I can’t believe you tried to steal my stuff” and then in response to that I started screaming since she was trying to get me evicted that l know she’s just lying about it when I only had my things next to her and had tape on my own yet she’s still trying to cause a fight about it because she’s determined to try and get me out because you just want to fight she hasn’t been relevant in my life for years and is still trying to live off of that to take advantage of it, when I said that everyone else was like “Oh girl. You should fight her back, Because if that was me.” and I remember instead of fighting defending myself to listen to them which got skyla to shut up and got them in trouble anyways while we were on the kayak boats after we accidentally got onto a escalator exit ramp that leads to the inside of a mall, i went inside there and there was a square room and as I kept progressing I was just in my thoughts relaxing but then I saw a girl who was crying in the middle of the escalator outside of the escalator on the sides of the room and I saw she was hurt so i went to her and hugged her saying “It’s ok.” and she kept crying, but then eventually after hugging her for a while after resting on my shoulders the entire time she said “You’re arms feel really strong.” and I got off from hugging her and she said “Oh your not the muscular man I was thinking.” and then I said “Yeah it’s because I have spray paint all over my hesd and body, but i’m ‘spanish.” I walked off smiling and I saw her happier and then when I went off the kayaking and down the escalator inside of the malll outisifenthe ecidt, I saw a group of my friends there ordering food and as I was trying to go to them to rrr was this man at the msll who was a security guard who I knew before that’s always trying to cause problems with me and to all my friends so he stood next to me and was about to do something but then he looked forward and saw the tripe double cheeseburger 49 he was obsessed with and he couldn’t stop staring at it so I just slowly left at the car for when we were going to the grey day concert my sister said, actually first what happened is we were all inside of this big bike neighborhood and it had a zoo inside, this neighborhood was for really good people in a community made by those who were well off, and as I got lost, before I got lost running out and going away from the people who dictate that I remember I went inside the original place and they said that we are a nuisance, as our family used to be one of the main leaders for that but now we’re in deep poverty which is ruining our reputation and image, and the image of them, so they couldn’t have us there but we’re deeply disgusted and dissapointed, and I said to them but does that dictate anything about us, and when my aunt was begging them around community she said yeah it does so i started going inside the place since this was the enterance to the community to find a way out away from them and I saw on my own a bunch of neighborhoods with people running bikes on each house, yet I was just trying to find a way out, and eventually when it got bad to a point where ai didn’t have much time left, I had to take someone’s bike to get out but I felt too bad stealing someone’s bike so I instead of ran all the way around the zoo area to find my house and get out of the dead end, and I did but it was behind and outside of the community entirely and when I got back we were in such poverty some homeless man tried stealing our car and things, so instead of pushing him out what I did was cooperate and say “Here instead of taking those things why don’t you take this,” and gave him 3 things and as I was gonna give more I said hold on and went back to the kitchen to grab pepper spray and a knife and came back spraying it to him to get him out with just those 3 items and he ran off but yet still broke the car door off our car and was so determined, but eventually we spoke through to him and he went up to us offering to help and then as we were leaving he just started stsying there helping out with the house too, and as I went into the backyard that’s when the spray paint thing happened etc, in the car with my mom once me and my sister got dropped off to the end of the freeway we were supposed to wait for my cousin and my aunt and mom to take us but what ended up happening is my sister had to take mom and my aunts car t the place but my cousin who said she was coming was apparently about to kayak me there, so waiting for her I looked everywhere on both sides for both the boats but I couldn’t find her, and I didn’t message her thinking communicating would send me back even further on time, so I just looked and after that I found one of the people from my school so I was going to get alisha and me to go into a kayak there on the freeway but then I went to the bathroom to check if she was there but then I saw someone else inside thet bathroom with their own stuff sitting half naked with shit in front of them and they were telling me about how they had a horrible day right now and were almost violently shitting inside that tub but I didn’t judge them instead I tried being understanding and said that sucks from how hard it’d be for them and that I thought they were actually my cousin at first but they were looking up to me having a conversation and then when I came back out I realized the kayaks were gone so i tried to call alisha but realized she had to go to the grey day concert without me so I was left back and abandoned by everyone else who was going to take me to there

5 Apr 2024

Dream

April and I were in a room with many of the older friends and family members who have been important in our lives. There were also a lot of other people I don't know know. This was some kind of sharing session because people were talking about things that had happened in their lives, and we were all sitting faci g one another. Diane (my first mother in law and the grandma of my first son), Diane's friend, who we call Auntie Kathy who has helped April and I a lot with the kids since my first wife died. Kathy, who is sitting next to me gets up to talk to someone and a large man sits down in her seat. I try to tell him that someone was sitting there but he considers it fair game because Kathy had gotten up. People in the group start to share about loss and my turn comes up. I tell the story about TJ's death and Kathy who is now across from me begins to cry. It feels like, in the dream this makes sense because she helps us because she lost her husband to. April and I cross the room to hug her. She is not family by blood, but by loss. (This may or may not be true in real life, I don't know her family situation. She is retired and has no children that I am aware of).

5 Apr 2024

Dream

I had sex in public. Then I had a fight with a professor whom I hate. She tried to fight back but I came to see her and it was very violent. Then there was sexual tension between her and i and also a violence pulsion. By running from this situation I got lost in my city so I tried to go back home but I was across the town so a woman helped me find the bus and it turns out it was a religious woman, very young, very kind, very beautiful. It was her birthday. She was very touching. We were very close, lying on the road and as we were on the road I would hold her head so that cars wouldn't ride on her.

2 Apr 2024

Dream

I was at a hospital for high risk and special needs kids. I don't know if i was one of the kids or just there to help. It was all so new to me. I'm pretty sure I was there as an adult to help, but I was just observing for the day. We took the kids to the zoo for an interactive day. We all got a special tour of the facilities and even got to watch them feed the hippos. They gave the hippos watermelons and it was amazing to see them crush the melons so easily in their mouths. The even let a few of us toss the melons into their mouths. It was so cool! The dream shifted and we were back in the hospital. Apparently they had a second of the hospital where they kept some dogs for the kids to play with every so often. One of the new dogs was having a hard time adjusting to the environment and one of the men caring for them asked if I might be able to help. He took me to the room they were keeping her in. It was just an empty room with hay on the floor and a food and water dish. The man said she's too big for the standard kennels so this is what they came up with. She was a russian bear dog who was donated from a shelter that aslo couldn't keep her due to her size. The door to her room was one of those doors where the top and bottom halves can open separately. The man opened just the top half so we could look at the dog. When I saw how massive she really was it was no surprise they had to give her a whole room. She was about 4ft tall at the shoulder and so fluffy it was no surprise why they called her breed bear dogs. She had so much energy and seemed very agitated and even came over to snap at us as a way of saying to back off. I explained to the man how they could improve her living situation to make her more comfortable and explained that she'd need A LOT of play and exercise daily if they wanted her to calm down enough to work with the kids. I suggested we got another man to help us take her on a walk to get some energy out and then do some light training while someone else upgraded her room. The man said that was a good idea then called for some help with the dog. I knew we could train her, it would just take time and patience. I was just watching her pace about the room when I woke up.

1 Apr 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was, like, fighting Shaitan or Iblis, but he was in human form, he was stronger and faster than everybody, and any time a police officer was called or noticed that he was, like, a criminal, he would, like, kill them or whatever. And it took me, like, three tries or four tries to finally even get him to a point of, like, um, vulnerability, but in the end of the dream he ended up kind of just, like, dominating the situation, but he wasn't able to ultimately go through with, like, killing me or violating me in any way, but yeah, he killed, like, most of the people with me and all of the police, and it was just, basically felt hopeless, but I kept trying.

31 Mar 2024

Dream

I had a dream where I was at a friends party and my friends who I like the same one from my previous dream was there. We were all hanging around just chilling and I was standing up next to her. Out hands kept brushing against each other. Eventually we started holding hands. She told me she was only holding because she like how my hands felt but everyone heard that and they were all freaking out because of the situation.

31 Mar 2024

Dream

My dad told me to drive my brother to school but I don’t have my license yet. I go to drive him anyway. I’m sitting in the back seat with the steering wheel and he’s in the front. I’m driving him and once we come up to an intersection I realize I can’t see the traffic lights. I have my brother tell me when they are green. Once the turn green I swerve around until I reach the other side and get really embarrassed because of how bad my driving is. Once we reach my brother school area, it is not there and instead it’s a Burger King. We step out of the car and then the car flips into the Burger King, breaking everything and then flips out into someone’s house down the road. I freak out because I know my dad is going to be pissed. My cousin is laughing at the situation because he thinks the car flipping around is cool. I’m thinking about how if I take my dads license plate off the car the cops wont get him in trouble but as soon as I look at the car, it’s already been out on national television.

31 Mar 2024

Dream

The main characters of my dream, who were doing an interview on a balcony, heard noises and went up to see what was happening. A killer ,who was unknown, secretly got into a room of two people that he wanted to kill. It was a personal matter to him. Someone else put themselves in front of the victim, who he was holding, to protect them. He told her to shoot herself in the mouth. And she did. Nevertheless, he still killed the other victim and didn’t stand on his word. Afterwards we found ourselves outside. But this other person who I was with right now wanted to check out what had happened due to their conscientiousness. I don’t remember who this was. It was either my sister or a friend. So we try to get inside of this building. By entering through the neighbouring building and going up with the lift. On our way, we saw two people coming from the opposite way. But we don’t say anything and go on. We keep everything a secret. On the last minute, when this person I am with (either my sister or another friend, I don’t know) goes to go up the last set of stairs and turn around to the said corridor where murder took place, I shut down. I don’t come up with her and actually want to tell her not to go. Since this is obviously a dangerous situation. But I can’t say anything out of fear the killer might still linger around and hear. And he does. The unknown person (sister or friend) goes up and asks something about what’s happening. The killer is very cold-blooded and gives off a thousand lies on what he’s doing up there and doesn’t even stutter. I didn’t see him. I was just anxiously waiting at the begginning of the stairs and not even on his level. But I was just scared that something might happen anytime soon. The killers lies, that I knew were curated, gave me the shivers and that’s when I woke up.

31 Mar 2024

Dream

The main characters of my dream, who were doing an interview on a balcony, heard noises and went up to see what was happening. A killer ,who was unknown, secretly got into a room of two people that he wanted to kill. It was a personal matter to him. Someone else put themselves in front of the victim, who he was holding, to protect them. He told her to shoot herself in the mouth. And she did. Nevertheless, he still killed the other victim and didn’t stand on his word. Afterwards we found ourselves outside. But this other person who I was with right now wanted to check out what had happened due to their conscientiousness. I don’t remember who this was. It was either my sister or a friend. So we try to get inside of this building. By entering through the neighbouring building and going up with the lift. On our way, we saw two people coming from the opposite way. But we don’t say anything and go on. We keep everything a secret. On the last minute, when this person I am with (either my sister or another friend, I don’t know) goes to go up the last set of stairs and turn around to the said corridor where murder took place, I shut down. I don’t come up with her and actually want to tell her not to go. Since this is obviously a dangerous situation. But I can’t say anything out of fear the killer might still linger around and hear. And he does. The unknown person (sister or friend) goes up and asks something about what’s happening. The killer is very cold-blooded and gives off a thousand lies on what he’s doing up there and doesn’t even stutter. I didn’t see him. I was just anxiously waiting at the begginning of the stairs and not even on his level. But I was just scared that something might happen anytime soon. The killers lies, that I knew were curated, gave me the shivers and that’s when I woke up.