Jealousy

8 Nov 2024

Dream

I had a dream where I fell in love with Leslie from MasterChef (who is known for his charming looks but serious anger issues) but realized he already had a wife and it was immoral to do what I was doing so even though I wanted to be with him, I cut it off because he still had his wife. Fom that, I woke up into another dream and was describing that previous dream to YouTube and Leslie saw the video and decided to make advances towards me anyway even though he still had a wife. It turns out the wife didn't care at all and let me into the relationship because they didn't have a love life together but wanted the marriage kept so that the financial would work. So I was in the kitchen with the wife and she was venting about the relationship, saying he would get so angry but then apologize afterwards and she would never know if she should leave him or not, while I was organizing their silverware. Their silverware had hotdogs that would explode like a time bomb if touched incorrectly, but they were already-exploded in the cabinet so I had to pick out the remains and set them aside. After the wife was done venting, she felt so much better and was so happy the silverware was put away nicely and everything looked great. Then I saw Leslie leaning by the door looking guilty but happy for his wife and that we got everything sorted out.

2 Nov 2024

Dream

I dreamed I was a young boy seeking employment at a big company! I had to go through different phases in order to get the job. My last task was to assist people in the mall. I must have done well because the recruiter sent me on an elevator that lead me to the highest floor. I felt nervous because of how high it was. When I got to my floor. The elevator opened but instead of walking in, I had to crawl through the window one of the men who saw me had to help me. Then once I got in the began to question me. I was told I had the highest ranking score. The others heard this as well. Some began to get jealous. But I didn’t let the phase me. I was determined to succeed. Then the next scene I was in a classroom. There two split sections. I was on the left side. We had to answer some questions. And one boy answered wrong and the people began to laugh at him and he laughed at first but then he became embarrassed! A recruiter started rapping and carrying on. All in the boy face. I thought what kind of foolishness. But the dreamed ended with a recruiter tell the boy he can do whatever he desired. He just needed a mentor and to believe. The boy agreed to follow the recruiter lead. Then a light began to shine as he followed the recruiter through some doors.

30 Oct 2024

Dream

The atmosphere was golden and very bright, everyone was happy for us, me and my crush were getting married, but when, the day came, she did some things I was sent okay with, but I just brushed them off and I barely even noticed them. But then it's like the dream restarted, and we had our marriage again, she went a bit too crazy this time, I remember seeing that she took her top off when someone was taking a picture of her and another man. so apparently I had a love rival who was my friend, he decided to run after me after I ran out the party, I ended up jumping into some bushes wanting to jump over a fence but thay didnt work. and then i go inside the wedding venue, to see someone's car getting stolen (inside the wedding venue). So me and this other girl break the car windows that the thief was trying to rob and we apprehend her. She looks scary and tries to run away, but I hit her head with a frying pan and she collases. I decide to put her in a pose on her belly, I sit on her legs and hold her arms out, this is the most effective pose to make a person not break free when apprehended. When she wakes, she gets out of my grip a little bit but she's still unable to run away. This wasent a part of the dream:A little backstory about me and my crush, so I remember her making me feel jealous once by talking about a guy, it seemed intentional but only because she wasn't sure if I liked her. The love rival kinda looked like him.

30 Oct 2024

Dream

The atmosphere was golden and very bright, everyone was happy for us, me and my crush were getting married, but when, the day came, she did some things I was sent okay with, but I just brushed them off and I barely even noticed them. But then it's like the dream restarted, and we had our marriage again, she went a bit too crazy this time, I remember seeing that she took her top off when someone was taking a picture of her and another man. so apparently I had a love rival who was my friend, he decided to run after me after I ran out the party, I ended up jumping into some bushes wanting to jump over a fence but thay didnt work. and then i go inside the wedding venue, to see someone's car getting stolen (inside the wedding venue). So me and this other girl break the car windows that the thief was trying to rob and we apprehend her. She looks scary and tries to run away, but I hit her head with a frying pan and she collases. I decide to put her in a pose on her belly, I sit on her legs and hold her arms out, this is the most effective pose to make a person not break free when apprehended. When she wakes, she gets out of my grip a little bit but she's still unable to run away. This wasent a part of the dream:A little backstory about me and my crush, so I remember her making me feel jealous once by talking about a guy, it seemed intentional but only because she wasn't sure if I liked her. The love rival kinda looked like him.

29 Oct 2024

Dream

I had a dream where I was hanging out with an ex and it seemed like we were dating in the dream and there was a random bunk bed that seemed really familiar even though I never seen it. When we tried getting onto the top my old friend suddenly started arguing with my ex about being with me, as if my friend was jealous. Soon that turned into an actual fist fight, my ex was running from my old friend and I just stood by the bed watching them fight over me.

28 Oct 2024

Dream

My dream was so bizarre. I had extremely strong emotions. I learned that Jin and I could never actually be together forever - he told me he didn't have the ability to love me as deeply as I loved him, and he told me to let him go. I was heartbroken. Then, little by little men in my life wanted me - like Sejin told them to distract me from my broken heart. Caleb even liked me. And then Em, the girl from school, her bf even tried sneaking into a shower with me. Towards the end, I was at this weird, huge Waterpark. It was scary because if you fell in the water, you would be pulled down this super long, huge water slide. I was all the sudden there with Destini. And I told her I have jealousy issues and possessive issues. I saw Jin at the Waterpark and he was with my sister. It made me so jealous and raged. But then I slipped in the long water slide and was taken far, far away from all of them :( I started drowning, and a nice Korean guy picked me up out of the water, it looked like Jin's brother, but I didn't know him. He told me I was invited to his birthday party, and all the sudden I was in a super nice beach house and I was at a birthday party with a bunch of Koreans with this guy. And we all sang happy birthday for him in Korean, and they all asked how I knew all the words. I was about to tell them it was because of my first love, Jin, but when I tried to say his named, I couldn't. It was like the words were cursed from ever coming out of my mouth again. And then all the sudden I forgot what I was about to say - I forgot all about Jin and everything that happened between us. I still felt heartbreak, but I didn't even know why. I ended up drinking a bunch at the party and the birthday guy wanted to dance with me, so he did. But then he tried to kiss me, and I wouldn't let him.

20 Oct 2024

Dream

Last night I dreamt that my sister and I went on a safari drive but the safari was at the ocean. I felt an intense sense of bitterness and jealousy that my sister was wealthy and I was poor.

27 Sep 2024

Dream

All my friends who are in separate ways came back we are in the same school same class my friend as usual grabs everyone 's attention easspasily my one of my friend i felt left out and lonely and especially jealous because on of my friend is my crush and I did not want to lose him at all and when I am going to out to hang out with my best friend house i had a strong felling of some one hanging because I saw there feet and I rushed at the exact place and saw my bff hanging over there i started screaming everyone came we mourned here death and saw that someone was behind it and I killed the murder with my own hands

20 Sep 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was a part of this gameshow like thing in this huge dome shaped auditorium filled with other people there was also no stairs to the bottom just big slants/ramps leading from top to bottom if you don't make it up the ramp and to your seat on the first go without sliding back down your automatically out, we were given super random tasks to weed people out but it was weird because sometimes we would drink alcohol and things like they were just testing how we perform in all circumstances, by the end there was only 1 side left we were all on the right. I had made a friend and we stuck the whole game out together I would sit between her and a guy we had to have been there a couple weeks so everyone who kept moving on started to know each other at the very end the girl I thought was my friend tried to push me down the ramp which would've gotten me out which at this point we had completely completed the challenges so it seemed out of jealousy. I moved and sat between this older lady playing cards and the super quiet to himself guy who i had caught staring at me multiple time he was hot so I didn't mind. In the end before I woke up the instructor let us know why we were here. She said basically the world was in a secret war as she's telling us this the dome covering the auditorium is like a screen she's zoomed out to the globe and all of the red is where the people are trying to infiltrate she zooms in and the area is in somewhere like an African desert with 2 white males holding big guns are walking around looking for something the instructor explained what they are looking for and that it was important i think it was a big tree but I'm not sure as I woke up shortly after

11 Sep 2024

Dream

i keep having similar dreams about my old dance studio where i go to there performances not to dance but just to watch and i see that they look amazing then i start to get jealous and i talk to my old coach mrs alexxus. but today after this part of the dream finished i had a dream that there were these tiny insect eggs that i wanted to take care of so i asked my mom amd she said yes so i took care of them but when the eggs were about to hatch i threw them all outside because i got scared. i ended up being glad i did that because they were huge flys the size of my palm. i searched on google how to get ride of them but when i went to put the stuff outside they were already gone. then suddenly i was in my cousins house. not a real cousin but a cousin i had dreamed about before about 3 years ago. one of my cousins was really good at making thinga and he took a plank of wood from his house to make something. while he was doing that my sister and my real cousin kept making refrences to my old dream tht they were in also.then my aunt and mom left the room and my sister started looking at their christmas book collection. it reminded me of my old crush jonathan and i told them that i missed him. when they didnt react i went to my sisters charging cable that looked like a taser and accidentally broke it. i got scared and tried to fix it but i couldnt find one of the things to finish it. i then was suddenly in their kitchen with my cousin (the fake one) and i was naked getting some clothes he didnt acknowledge the fact that i was naked soni went to my room. my room was an almost exact replica of my room in my old house, even the dirty clothes on the floor the only difference was the lights

10 Sep 2024

Dream

I dreamt my friend shawn’s, who i know still holds romantic feelings for me, wife visited me and another crime of mine and was complaining slut their relationship. They caught eachother on the dating apps and that they almost broke up while she was 7 months pregnant. Then Shawn came to the house except it wasn’t him. He was a younger, shorter white guy with long blonde hair hair to his shoulders and blue eyes. The complete opposite of shawn but this was the Shawn the wife was referring to.

3 Sep 2024

Dream

In the dream I was greatly annoyed by what I perceived to be an injustice having to do with theatre, I think specifically Kingsmen. It was something like, I was told that if I designed costumes for a play, I would be able to participate, but not for my acting skill alone. This went around and around for what felt like hours, with me becoming increasingly angry towards Taylor and possibly Hadley? I had been writing poetry and was preparing to share it as part of an open mic night. There were several couples there, one of whom had a baby, and another gay couple who had a Labradoodle. I was also jealous of the dynamic between these couples. Envy played a massive role in this dream, as well as a feeling of unappreciativeness. Finally I got in the car and nearly sped off without Taylor just to show him how frustrated I was. We arrived at an outlet mall first, and then some kind of bar. I began to read my poetry, but it became a stand-up routine as I started making jokes about pets. All of my material was about pets because I told the audience it was a universal subject that they could all relate to. They didn’t all have kids, but they had all had a pet. To my surprise, the crowd responded very well to my act.