I Dreamt Of A Lesbian Ranch And A Man Blew Powder In My Face

I had a dream that me and my fiancé where at a large ranch type house with a group of older lesbians. They were very nature related and natural and open with one another. They all slept together and had no problem being vulnerable with each other. Tina got invited with them somewhere but no one invited me and I became upset and chased after them. They were upset at me getting upset but allowed me to come. Later we were all in a room and a older women looked at me in my eyes and said she was wrong about me. She said she saw everything in my eyes. She saw death. I asked her if it that was good or bad. She said she had a friend who would interpret. That’s when the only guy in the group came up to me. He grabbed my hand his presence felt very safe. He blew white powder into my face and I became very disoriented. He then continued blowing powder in my face and I fell into a dream. I was riding in a car with women and the mood was very carefree and spirited and it was very sunny. I was holding money. I knew I was in trance while dreaming. I decided to wake up. As I woke up the man was pouring water down my throat and told me to drink. I drank it all then awoke. I sat up and me and Tina ran out of the ranch. She said I was making weird noises while I was asleep like grunting and she was scared. I told her about the experience and that it was the most crazy thing I’d experienced. I said maybe it was something I needed. I looked at her straight in the eyes as we walked across a road to leave the ranch. But her eyes felt like they were not hers and I started to get scared. Then I woke up