Lesbian

13 Jul 2024

Dream

Riding on a train, going to Enoshima-Hiratsuka on a cloudy day There’s station buildings, malls and glass-roofed escalators My friend’s house, of the friend I used to have a lesbian crush on(and still sort of do) Kindergarten by the hostel house that looks like the one I and my auntie’s family stayed by the beach of Rimni, Italy In my room there(and my best friend’s), a specter of a bride whose bouquet as well as her dress’s stomach and below is covered in old blood There’s also a pool by this place, how nifty Running around the hostel upstairs and downstairs until the kids’ go-home time

28 Jun 2024

Dream

Well it was like about how this girl was telling me that it was to just relax and let her seduce me, but we were both girls.. I kept on telling her that I don’t know, but she told me that it was OK

10 Jun 2024

Dream

My husband is in bed with a girl who I went to high school with and myself. There are a bunch of people in the room, it is a high school reunion. My husband wants to kiss the other girl. I finally say, “ok we are on a break!” And they have sex. I yell at her that “wow people said you were an even bigger slut than I was and it looks like they’re right” I am so angry. I leave with both his phone and my phone. I go outside to a slide and find a bag of weed on a slide. I take it. I am wandering around a house and find some male friends. Greg is sharing his sober anniverssary speech and James is there too. David calls his phone and I answer and then hang up. Then I call him back on mine. He says “are you really still mad?” And I say “yes! We are still on a break!” He says fine, it’s a lapse in judgement that he had one time. He doesn’t seem remoreseful, he seems flippant. I tell him about the weed I found. He asks me me if I am going to smoke it. I say yes although I am scared of who it belongs to finding out. I go in the house and the girls from high school are there. I am filled with hate. I yell at Roxanna and she tells me I should have one of my lesbian friends make me a pie.

8 Jun 2024

Dream

I was on a crowded air plan that. Had tons of box’s of capri suns and water. The plan was trying to go down on a slide. Then a girl kept cheating on my ex friends ex boyfriend and confronted him and told him that she wasn’t interested and she was a lesbian she wanted to be with women. Then we started talking about my ex best friend she was his first love the. He started asking why our friendship didn’t last.

27 May 2024

Dream

I walked into a Town. Everybody was a lesbian which I felt kind of weird Put me in danger. Uncomfortable, but I couldn’t get out of town.

22 Apr 2024

Dream

Was with staying In a mansion and the lady who owned it had two sons started falling for the second son then the mother didn’t want us together and im lesbian so idk why it’s a man. But then I woke up

17 Apr 2024

Dream

I dream of I worked at a bar/restaurant as a bartender, the bar would shit down to shoot tv shows on. I was also living in California again but instead of a studio I had a beautiful house. I was dating this guy that used to be my neighbor and I didn’t like it. He had a dog that was smelly and he he seemed like he was freeloading off me. His dog would poop all over the neighborhood and my nice neighbor would ask me to pick it up because he wouldn’t. Later I went the same bar for work but asked to go to a different location, at this location there was a lot of famous people that worked there including Joe Rogan and the host of the TV show Catfish. I told the host that I thought I was a lesbian and wanted to break up with my boyfriend. Later I got a text from a UFC fighter that was a girl hitting on me. I guess Joe Rogan found out that I was interested in women and asked her to hit me up.

17 Apr 2024

Dream

I was a teenager and was living a really good life I had a loving family and a great friend that you could tell I’ve grown up around and with all my life The dream was more like a movie I was watching even though it was me I felt it was me So back to the dream I felt so much love and acceptance and was so happy except I had a secret As the dream continued me and my best friend also enjoyed close parents and these close parents would do things together too so it was like we were a family except I was lesbian It was like my being lesbian gave them piece of mind that I wasn’t going to have sex with my male best friend so they would let us do everything together My dream was all of us doing things together laughing playing basketball and there was this unexplained little girl in the dream with long curly hair that danced around in white sundresses I kept a diary and my mom found it in the diary I had my secret thoughts and one day she asked me who is —— and I couldn’t hear the babe even though she said it I knew who it was —- was someone I had a relationship with and l loved deeply even though I wasn’t supposed too for most of the dream every now and then she would ask more questions about —- and I wouldn’t share more and I stopped writing in my diary Then one day I did it I confessed that —— was in fact who I talked about in the diary and then she looked at the little girl and said that’s her dad and I just nodded Up to this point I didn’t even know the child was mine Then the dream rewinded to him and I in a car and we were play arguing I started peeling my dark skin away and beautiful lighter caramel colored skin remained I was totally naked and turning and shifting to the right and left in the passenger seat and he watched me The dream was telling me how it began how we changed from friends to lovers I could tell he was trying to not notice me and I was busy removing my skin then I smiled at him and winked Then I woke up

8 Apr 2024

Dream

Having sex with a guy dring the middle of art class, even though I’m lesbian

5 Apr 2024

Dream

I remember one of the first dresms was inside my backyard Inwasndoingnsokerhint where inessntrtijgntongonogrrbthrnbrifkneslln but then after that I went to the table at the end of our backyard with my mom to spray paint on my clothes and a police helicopter dropped red paint all over me for some reason, I had to leave the house in the car to a grey day concert that my sister was talking about in the car there were so many people staring at me with the red spray paint but Indidnt care on the freeway the entire time that we’d do so I got into the car rolling the window down I remember when I went into the lobby area for the freeway race there was other people inside the girls locker room/ lobby aka preparation area and I had my things set down there next to tape so then I went and kept talking to people inside the locker room waiting going back and forth, and then when I got back in there was someone who I used to know before who was In my past but I didn’t care about them and then they came over to me trying to get my attention through doing things negatively, but Injust didn’t respond and got my stuff to change and get ready to go, while I left for one minute to the bathroom when I came back she was asking me questions like “Why would you do this to my own things huh? You care so much about myself that your a lesbian dyke reorganizing my shit.” and it was just my things coming back covered with tape on it next to hers which she purposefully stepped on to gather onto her clothes and my bags open which she unlogivslly somehow equated to me investigating her stuff , she was trying to get everyone else’s attention on her to create a problem, but then i responded calmly explaining how I don’t really care and that those things is clearly a problem with herself that she’s trying to projecting onto my life to make herself feel better about from putting me through making me look like i’m harassing her as the victim , she basically got upset from my non chalantness and everyone else inside of the room realized the situation from how i responded and just started ignoring her and acting like she was crazy, I didn’t care and I went out onto the kayaking boats on the freeway and while I was there, and inside the boats on the freeway she got next to mine and started saying in public “I’m still upset because I can’t believe you tried to steal my stuff” and then in response to that I started screaming since she was trying to get me evicted that l know she’s just lying about it when I only had my things next to her and had tape on my own yet she’s still trying to cause a fight about it because she’s determined to try and get me out because you just want to fight she hasn’t been relevant in my life for years and is still trying to live off of that to take advantage of it, when I said that everyone else was like “Oh girl. You should fight her back, Because if that was me.” and I remember instead of fighting defending myself to listen to them which got skyla to shut up and got them in trouble anyways while we were on the kayak boats after we accidentally got onto a escalator exit ramp that leads to the inside of a mall, i went inside there and there was a square room and as I kept progressing I was just in my thoughts relaxing but then I saw a girl who was crying in the middle of the escalator outside of the escalator on the sides of the room and I saw she was hurt so i went to her and hugged her saying “It’s ok.” and she kept crying, but then eventually after hugging her for a while after resting on my shoulders the entire time she said “You’re arms feel really strong.” and I got off from hugging her and she said “Oh your not the muscular man I was thinking.” and then I said “Yeah it’s because I have spray paint all over my hesd and body, but i’m ‘spanish.” I walked off smiling and I saw her happier and then when I went off the kayaking and down the escalator inside of the malll outisifenthe ecidt, I saw a group of my friends there ordering food and as I was trying to go to them to rrr was this man at the msll who was a security guard who I knew before that’s always trying to cause problems with me and to all my friends so he stood next to me and was about to do something but then he looked forward and saw the tripe double cheeseburger 49 he was obsessed with and he couldn’t stop staring at it so I just slowly left at the car for when we were going to the grey day concert my sister said, actually first what happened is we were all inside of this big bike neighborhood and it had a zoo inside, this neighborhood was for really good people in a community made by those who were well off, and as I got lost, before I got lost running out and going away from the people who dictate that I remember I went inside the original place and they said that we are a nuisance, as our family used to be one of the main leaders for that but now we’re in deep poverty which is ruining our reputation and image, and the image of them, so they couldn’t have us there but we’re deeply disgusted and dissapointed, and I said to them but does that dictate anything about us, and when my aunt was begging them around community she said yeah it does so i started going inside the place since this was the enterance to the community to find a way out away from them and I saw on my own a bunch of neighborhoods with people running bikes on each house, yet I was just trying to find a way out, and eventually when it got bad to a point where ai didn’t have much time left, I had to take someone’s bike to get out but I felt too bad stealing someone’s bike so I instead of ran all the way around the zoo area to find my house and get out of the dead end, and I did but it was behind and outside of the community entirely and when I got back we were in such poverty some homeless man tried stealing our car and things, so instead of pushing him out what I did was cooperate and say “Here instead of taking those things why don’t you take this,” and gave him 3 things and as I was gonna give more I said hold on and went back to the kitchen to grab pepper spray and a knife and came back spraying it to him to get him out with just those 3 items and he ran off but yet still broke the car door off our car and was so determined, but eventually we spoke through to him and he went up to us offering to help and then as we were leaving he just started stsying there helping out with the house too, and as I went into the backyard that’s when the spray paint thing happened etc, in the car with my mom once me and my sister got dropped off to the end of the freeway we were supposed to wait for my cousin and my aunt and mom to take us but what ended up happening is my sister had to take mom and my aunts car t the place but my cousin who said she was coming was apparently about to kayak me there, so waiting for her I looked everywhere on both sides for both the boats but I couldn’t find her, and I didn’t message her thinking communicating would send me back even further on time, so I just looked and after that I found one of the people from my school so I was going to get alisha and me to go into a kayak there on the freeway but then I went to the bathroom to check if she was there but then I saw someone else inside thet bathroom with their own stuff sitting half naked with shit in front of them and they were telling me about how they had a horrible day right now and were almost violently shitting inside that tub but I didn’t judge them instead I tried being understanding and said that sucks from how hard it’d be for them and that I thought they were actually my cousin at first but they were looking up to me having a conversation and then when I came back out I realized the kayaks were gone so i tried to call alisha but realized she had to go to the grey day concert without me so I was left back and abandoned by everyone else who was going to take me to there

12 Mar 2024

Dream

I had a dream that me and my fiancé where at a large ranch type house with a group of older lesbians. They were very nature related and natural and open with one another. They all slept together and had no problem being vulnerable with each other. Tina got invited with them somewhere but no one invited me and I became upset and chased after them. They were upset at me getting upset but allowed me to come. Later we were all in a room and a older women looked at me in my eyes and said she was wrong about me. She said she saw everything in my eyes. She saw death. I asked her if it that was good or bad. She said she had a friend who would interpret. That’s when the only guy in the group came up to me. He grabbed my hand his presence felt very safe. He blew white powder into my face and I became very disoriented. He then continued blowing powder in my face and I fell into a dream. I was riding in a car with women and the mood was very carefree and spirited and it was very sunny. I was holding money. I knew I was in trance while dreaming. I decided to wake up. As I woke up the man was pouring water down my throat and told me to drink. I drank it all then awoke. I sat up and me and Tina ran out of the ranch. She said I was making weird noises while I was asleep like grunting and she was scared. I told her about the experience and that it was the most crazy thing I’d experienced. I said maybe it was something I needed. I looked at her straight in the eyes as we walked across a road to leave the ranch. But her eyes felt like they were not hers and I started to get scared. Then I woke up

27 Feb 2024

Dream

I had a dream that my aunt was my daughter's mom, and she was a lesbian, and she sat with my, this lady in a dress, wedding dress, and I was shocked because I didn't know she was getting married. She didn't tell me. Then all of a sudden she tells me that I have a niece and nephew that she's not going to tell about me to them and keep me a secret from them and it really upset me and made me want to punch her in the face and I don't know why I'd ever punch my aunt in the face. I love her so it was a really weird dream, nightmare, very intense, I woke up crying.