LGBT

9 Nov 2024

Dream

So I dreamed I signed up for a vacation and I was on a bus with a bunch of people. And it was super fun having a good time even though I didn't really know anyone. Then somehow we got on a flight and went to a really really beautiful place and we were all staying in this like communal house and we were near the ocean. We could walk out the doors straight to the ocean. It was one of the most beautiful places I've ever seen, like a fantasy. And it was a long dream but at times I would walk out the doors to look at the ocean and there would be a super super beautiful sunset over the ocean except it was so vibrant it was more like an aurora borealis but with red and pink and orange colors. It just felt magical to be there. And there were people over the beach but they were all super friendly and like everyone was just having a great time together. There was at one point where there was going to be a party and some reason I forgot to bring things so all these other women helped me like do my hair and put me in this really really cool like disco party outfit with this outrageous hair and we just had a blast. At some point in the dream, a couple of the people told me that they were glad they let me come. And I was like, I was like, well, why? And they told me it was a trip only for LGBTQ people, but they had decided to let me come and be the only straight person there because I seemed cool. And at that point I realized that everyone around me was gay and trans and all kinds of different expressions. I was really cool with all that so it didn't really hit me until they said that. But it was actually really cool to kind of be in the minority position rather than have the LGBTQ people being the ones that were different. There were some other things that happened in the dream. It seemed like a really long, involved dream. There was one point where there was a guy who seemed really sad, and I asked him why, and he said that he really missed his wife and that she would kill him if she knew where he was. And I asked him why he was there, and he said that his wife wouldn't understand, but he needed to explore his sexuality. And he, you know, was hooking up with a bunch of guys there. There was also a part where this pretty plain older woman who was there was just enjoying herself and said she didn't want anything romantic. But at some point on the beach she met another woman, kind of similar to her, and they really hit it off. And by the sort of end of the dream they were going to get married, and everybody was thrilled for them. It was just like a really really freeing dream where almost everything was super fun all the people were just super friendly and into camaraderie and it didn't matter who or what you were they were just your friends and the scenery was so beautiful it was surreal how beautiful it was so I'm not sure it's a real place but it certainly was a magical place

27 Jul 2024

Dream

I was at a camp or conference hosted by an LGBTQ affirmative Bible College. I was hanging out wirh four really beautiful men, and two of them wrote me notes that implied 1) they both wanted to be with me and 2) they didn’t mind that I was polyamourous. But in the dream I felt surprised that I hadn’t told them I was with James! So I did that. I really wish I’d been able to read the notes that they sent.

7 Jun 2024

Dream

I entered my campus LGBT"q" recourse center to relax and destress, because it's the only place where I can eat and feel safe because my facial hair shows when I eat and it makes me uncomfortable when people see it. The moment I sit down, i immediately get told that I need to leave by willow, a trans woman who is really passive aggressive to me in real life. She says that everyone knows that I'm a transmedicalist, and that I'm bot allowed to be there anymore. Everyone assumed that me being a transmedicalist makes me a bad person, they didn't give me an opportunity to explain my beliefs, they just placed that stigma on me without a second thought. It was especially upsetting because sitting next to her was someone who has no dysphoria and no plans to transition socially or medically and only uses they/them pronouns. They told me that it was also "inappropriate how often i talk about my dysphoria" which made me upset because a trans space is supposed to be the place where you can talk about dysphoria. They said that by transitioning to a body that is neither male nor female I'm "misrepresenting nonbinary experiences as a gender you can transition to medically". I started crying and ran off.

13 Apr 2024

Dream

I was in a building that looked like an apartment and I was looking for my boyfriend but I couldn’t find him anywhere. I was with my friend who was dressing up and she needed shoes to wear with her outfit so I went to find her some but couldn’t find anything that matched her clothes. I tried on some sandals that actually matched my outfit perfectly and then went to look for something else for her to wear and hound a pair of cute glasses. I went to look for her to give her the glasses but she disappered. The whole setting was completely empty for a minute with no one three but me. Out of nowhere I saw my younger brother and sister and mom nearby. My little brother was trying to show me his back and he had multiple Japanese bagel head implants in his back along with a freshly healed tattoo. I was disturbed but got distracted somehow and had to go to the bathroom . The bathroom door was closed but the side of the bathroom wall was open and I could see inside. It was empty at first but the third time I looked inside I saw a demon in the bathroom. I quickly walked away to the next room trying to find an exit or safety , but I walking into the closest room from the bathroom and I saw a white man and white women who seemed to be apart of the lgbtq community in a bed. I was in their bedroom for some reason they were just looking at me. I went to look away and looked back and they’re faces changed. There was also someone else in the room, another white man and when I looked at them all, I visibly seen their faces change. The man standing up had changed into another race. After seeing this I closed my eyes and opened them trying to get out of this situation. It all felt so real. I closed my eyes again in fear and hope but next thing I knew I woke up.

31 Oct 2023

Dream

I dreamed of being taken back to a traumatic wilderness camp that I stayed at without my knowledge for a year. I was unable to leave this abusive anti LGBT camp even after 18 as I was put in a conservatorship to prevent me from leaving as an adult. I have dreams about being sent away even as a 22 year old and being the oldest there, not being able to leave the LGBT conversion camp. I am put there by my parents and even when I dream of running away police find me and bring me back where I am eternally trapped from ever seeing the public eye again.