Throat

7 Oct 2024

Dream

I was sitting on the street of an unfamiliar city with my fiancé Jenia and the sister of my ex-wife, Olivia. We were sitting in a dead end part of the street and had a normal every day conversation. We’re having good time and we were laughing. Two black guys with dreadlocks were passing by. and they asked if they can join us. They were smiling when they asked but there was something off about them and it made very nervous. Without waiting for us to agree for them to join us, they came to sit with us and the shorter black guy decided to sit directly behind me. I started to protest, but I felt that he is reaching from behind me and grabbing my throat. His hand felt cold and clammy. At the last minute, I grabbed his hand so he couldn’t get a full grip on my throat, but he already had a very firm grip. They said that if I don’t pay the money, the shorter guy will choke me. I was desperately trying to remember the martial arts move that will get me out of the choke hold but nothing was coming to my head. I tried to get his hand off my throat by twisting it and I couldn’t. I knew he will choke me any time now. I woke up from the dream.

2 Sep 2024

Dream

I was on a bus or train with friends I haven't seen for years and two of the three arent really friends they are more acquaintances and I dont remember where we were going or what we were going to do. But I was sitting next to a stranger and he tapped on my leg and when I looked at him he slit his throat. I started freaking out and I had to tell the driver to stop so they could call the cops. Theres more to the dream I cant remember but thats all I can remember right now.

18 Aug 2024

Dream

I’m at a party, a big family reunion or high school reunion. I get a phone call from my boss but I can’t hear him because it’s too loud and the cell service keeps going out so I tell him I have to call him back tomorrow. There are kids there and also people drinking. I have a really bad sore throat that’s swollen and makes it difficult to swallow so someone finds a doctor at the party and he swabs my throat and sends it to get tested and it come back positive for pseudomonas. I’m reassured that I can still go to work but another doctor looks in my throat and says there’s a Christmas tree at the back of my throat. I go around colllecting my things from the party- clothes, shoes, an iPad. I get the feeling I’m not welcome at the party, not because I’m sick but because I simply don’t belong.

21 Jul 2024

Dream

I see everything wrapped in plastic wrap, layered several times on top of itself over and over, and everything has a blue hue, then it turns to a green hue. Homer Simpson is twice the size of a Macy's parade balloon, roaming the earth which is now a large glazed donut, which we are on the edge closest to the hole in the middle and we're never going to be able to see his feet. The deities are speaking to be through messages in cloud formations, tree branch placement, and lighting, and I'm hearing the thoughts of animals that seem to have no fear of me and instinctually approach me as a safe space; even a wasp. I'm then able to feel a presence in my throat, and it feels as though it's trying to break through, making it difficult to breathe and swallow. Then I'm hearing two of myself when I speak, but when I try to get evidence, my electronics all fail. I make an appointment to see a dermatologist about a cyst that's grown exponentially over about two years, but when I wake up the next day, I notice someone has rescheduled the appointment to a different day to try and trick me into missing my original one, and I begin to think I have a presence inside the cyst. The more attention I get for the cyst on social media, the stronger I feel this presence.

16 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream where it was my sister Athie , my cousin Steven , my other cousin Donnell, & a “friend” of my sisters and we all was hanging out and we left to go to the air b&b to “call it a night” . The day started off so smooth and we all was chilling and having drinks and having a good time and then we left for groceries at the store and the that’s when my stomach turned , my sister was going to go shower when we * as in we I mean the “friend” Donnell & Steven & i * was in the kitchen when i heard a scream ; the “friend” said “ i heard Athie scream i think someone broke into the window” * as i was helping her putt away the ice cream* i ran the the bathroom to find another girl who did something to Athie because she was holding her throat ^athie was holding her throat^ and i hit the girl and she went down she said that she was that “friends” ‘friend’ . And i didn’t leave my sisters side and then i woke up ..

14 Jul 2024

Dream

I heard Luke (6 years old) outside screaming “stop it” When I went to check on him, he was on the front steps being pinned down. A 13 year old girl was punching him in the face while her twin brother held him down with his foot on his throat. (Both were identical, blonde, skinny, cocky) I chased them into the back yard and caught the girl. I held her face in a muddy puddle that coincidentally had animal feces in it. I wanted to drown her. Her brother tried to double team me and I told him, “back off, you’re next.” He abandoned his sister and ran. I held the girl’s face in the mud and told her that if I see her again I’d show her what a real psychopath is. I got Luke inside and told him not to go back out without at least one adult. I woke up in fight or flight mode. I was scared and furious.

2 Jul 2024

Dream

noticed there was something suck in my throat so i started searching in my mouth and found what i think was mussel tissue from my throat. i started to pull this out of my throat when i noticed it kept going. when i reached the end of it i pulled out a long string and a huge clump of i don’t know what but it definitely felt like it was apart of my body. i just remember thinking how much of shock i was in to have pulled that out of me. i didn’t even let myself look at what had came out. i quickly just covered whatever came out of me in paper towels and freaking out before waking up

24 Jun 2024

Dream

my ex got out of jail and wouldnt talk to me. The poilce came and we hid under the stairs. I was trying so hard to talk to him and he wouldnt talk to me. He was with some blonde chick an they were dating. Then the dad of who evers house we were in slits some guys throat then says hes okay men are durable. This all happend while it was snowing out.

16 Jun 2024

Dream

I was running through the forest I knew if I stopped I would be dead I came to a clearing of a road I tripped over a tree root and the person standing above me was someone I knew they slit my throat but when I wake up I can’t remember who it is

10 Jun 2024

Dream

Dreamed I was back in school. We were having some kind of special day. Kind of like a job day, but not really. At first I didn't know what was going on, and I was trying to help set up. Everyone knew exactly what they were doing and I was getting in the way. I saw a girl with a huge training dog and wanted to touch it but I didn't, and went the other way. First I went and talked with another girl and asked her what she was planning on going to college for and she sao music. I told her that I was planning on doing something art wise or music too, but that I was too afraid Id be a starving artist. She tells me I'm being too hard on myself and that I'll never know if I don't try. I then start wandering around and find a woman standing next to a kitten. I turn to the kitten and crouch down and pet it for a good long while and it seems to be really liking it. Later, after everything is done, I'm lagging behind but I'm worried about a guy I have a crush on because I haven't seen him all day. Theres this black kid who's been known to bully him and I ask politely where he is. The guy is so mean he takes out special cleaning supplies and burns straight through my backpack that I was wearing. I'm mad now, and I turn towards some girls and they tell me "you don't have anything, your backpack was ruined along with everything in it." Now I'm mad and worried. I go to the black kid and I slam him into a locker and keep the door closed so he's stuck in the locker and at this point I'm yelling and asking for the name of the guy I like and where he is. Finally the guy goes "I locked him in the emergency tube!" I let him out but grab him by the throat and slam him again at the lockers and tell him that if he doe it again I'LL be the one to put him there. I turn and start running toward the emergency tube. I pass the kitten but I don't go to it like I want to. It gets startled and hides under something. I run to the guy I like and he is in the emergency tube. Its like where someone goes I'd they broke a bone or got sick, but I had been told that if you're fine, it acts like you're not and basically hurts your body and tries to do surgery on you. I see the guy I like and he goes "You have to get me out quick! It hasn't kicked on, but usually you get to me before I'm in here. I don't know whats going to happen." Just as I turn to the computer that tells the tube what to do, he doubles over in pain and IRS like looking through his skull from an xray. I start fiddling with the tube to see if I can find the way to open it filled with anxiety and then I wake up.

9 Jun 2024

Dream

I’m back in high school and my friends and me were planning our graduation prank (something we’re actually working on right now). I remember sitting in class, my school being a mix of my high school and the campus of my former middle school. I’m together with my high school friends and we go out of the school to go on a quest that was also a trip. We meet new teenagers in our age. One place was at a river. We sit on the beach and have fun together. I’m suddenly alone with only a girlfriend of mine (who i don’t know in real life) and she’s on a small sand-island on the river that is connected to the beach. There are also the two other teenagers who have been drinking since we joined them on the beach and lay on their backs in the sand. One of them stands up and goes towards my friend on the island in a threatening manner, like he wants to sexually assault her. I try to stop him and he suddenly grabs me by my throat and presses me against something hard like a street lamp. But it’s the doorframe of the living room in the apartment I’ve lived in when I was a child and young teen. I feel him pressing my back so hard against the edge of the doorframe that i started to feel my bones and get scared of him breaking them, so i squirm in his grasp. Me and my high school friends had to drive with the subway, the public transport I used to drive with to get to my former middle school. We have a group chat, a mix of all the graduates who want to be a part of our graduation prank. I don’t know some of them and suddenly they joined us in the subway. As they introduced themselves I saw an old friend from my second former middle school, who in real life I want to have contact with again. She is with her friends, also a group of people I don’t know. I lean in to hug her but but she tells me she’ll sit on the subway seat so I ask her if it’s still fine if we hug and she agrees. It was slightly awkward but that’s how we are sometimes, and hugged. I wake up.

8 Jun 2024

Dream

I dreamt I was taking care of a kitten that had a very big worm stuck in it’s stomach. It crawled out of the kittens throat and I was worried the kitten could not breathe