Spy

31 May 2024

Dream

I believe the older man, the gentleman may have been Lazarus?? Orion maybe a descendant? He’s the principal of the light school I attend in my dreams. I really liked him though I can’t quite remember what we discussed. He looked like he’d be around my fathers age, though he wore age much better then my father. Tall with brown hair. Kinda fancily dressed. He kinda acted like he was my father or at least that’s the energy I felt toward him. Like he’d taken me in or something. It felt like he may care for me. His personality was gentle, similar to my grandpas but he was a lot more carefree and breezy feeling. I think I told him how my parents were treating me and he got all protective and upset yet stoic and gave me advice? I was super surprised he cared. There seems to be a war being waged in my dreams. I fight a lot or I’m at the academy training. I was in like a dorm house?? I think? Maybe it was a common area- 4 girls were in a line up, different hair colors, and four guys sat on a couch kinda glaring at them. They seemed protective of me. I was kinda curled on a chair, quietly crying and wishing to die while they argued about god knows what. There was this red haired girl that kept begging to talk to me cause she was “In love with me”. One of the guys snapped at the red head saying, “Can’t you see we’re all in love with Brianna?? But there’s a spy in our midst and we need to weed them out.” Okay he didn’t say Brianna but he was referring to me when he was saying this. I think he worded it differently but this was the general vibe of what I remember was said. There was one guy in particular I found very sus. His energy screamed red flag to me though I didn’t say anything. He was the one with chunky purple hair. Everyone kept arguing and getting mad at each other. My name was constantly thrown around though I had no idea why. Like they were blaming each other for my trauma. Anyways when it started getting too much the prettiest guy I’d ever seen, Snow White hair, kinda short an fluffy, picked me up and carried me away from the noise. I immediately felt a sense of peace in his arms. He felt like the safest person alive, I just wanted to melt into him. I was convinced he was my brother 💀 He had whispered to me that he killed blu. He didn’t say blu but I knew who he was referring too. He continued by saying, I killed him because he hit you. I immediately felt really bad cause I was thinking “Didn’t I deserve to get hit? I mean he only hit me cause I said I wanted to sacrifice myself for the team…” I’m not sure I’m not really that good at remembering. I miss white haired guy he smelled like rain and rose petals. Four girls in a line up. 1 dead guy lmao White haired guy- felt super safe with Principle that was kinder to me than my father A guy and girl that the guy wanted me and the girl wanted him (and me but we were tryna weed out who was untrustworthy and that was boring her so she was trying to get him to leave with her and he wasn’t having it.) There was a guy conducting the trust worthy shit who was hella sketch The reason the white haired guy killed black hair is because he hit me 💀 full story was black haired guy found out I was planning on sacrificing myself for the good of the group and other reasons. Rip 5 Girls 5 guys 10 1 GODDAMN IT MF

16 May 2024

Dream

I’m a spy/assassin/something along that line operating in what seems like a fusion of Imperial Russia and space opera-esque foreign planet with green, pink and purple sunset/sunrise The sky constantly remains that color except for when the conditions are right and it shows a clear, almost aquamarine/topaz-like blue through the picturesque gray-and-white dappled clouds I coincided with a fellow merc with same objective He’s a white-haired old, bearded man, battle-wary and a bit sarcastic and stuff And I’m basically a blond fair-haired princely twink with muscles We’re currently sneaking around in an alabastor court Two more assassins trying to figure out how to kill us to prevent us from achieving our objective We sneak around, parcour and stuff to get away from them, evading their bullets and paralyzing them back and stuff Once we’re out of the building with our target we’re going into this refugee-looking camp for our disguises We buy some stone-made accessories and overall dress like hippies to make people think we’re not suspicious We go into this underground mall with a faded colored staircase leading down there And continue with our hiding and moving arounds We come back up and run away from the mercs after us as fast as we can, having a little fun with it saying it’s a thrilling adventure

6 May 2024

Dream

I get hone first and i see that the home has been compromised. I am living with my mom and sister. There is a threat left from thr cartel in the form of video tapes and technology. Im not the one who is supposed to find this. An ex government spy (denzel washington from the equalizer) is supposed to find it. Instead i find it. I realize the best thing to do is to pretend im leaving the house casually and get this evidence to the police/fbi. If i do it. No one will suspect me. Especially if i played it cool. My sister gets home, and i didn’t want her to see me leave. I assume im being watched and dont want her compromised. I say goodbye to her and i the way i tell her i love her, gives me away. She doesn’t know what im doing but she’s suspicious. I do not want her or my mom to know. and I want to get moving on foot so as to not spark suspicion that i am walking around with the evidence. My sister insists on coming with me. There is nothing i can do. She is leaving with me and i have to navigate us both out of dangerous neighborhoods. We walk under train tracks and across the roofs of buildings. My concern is my sister looks afraid and naive and people will notice us, especially her ad we try and leave the neighborhood. i tell her when to walk faster and avoid eye contact with people. we avoid going down streets that have active violence happening. There are people walking around with automatic wepons and we are trying to stay as calm as possible. At one point we walk in the wrong direction. We know if we make it to the myrtle ave boarder we can put our gaurd down. But untill then we need to be on high alert. I have been to this neighborhood in previous dreams. The dangerous neighborhood in my dream is not a real place but a mix of real and imagined streets from all over Brooklyn.

19 Apr 2024

Dream

I was in a spy team with 6 other people. We were at the top of a sky scraper in a large city. It seemed like all the electricity to the city was cut off. 5 of us went thru the roof access. We all had super powers. I had visions of the future and light vision. Kelsey had telepathy. Chloe could build things with her mind. Johnny could levitate. Adam had heightened senses and Lazer vision. Then there were 2 other people with code names. Spectro could clone himself. Limelight was radioactive, he could glow green and levitate. So me, kelsey, Johnny, Chloe, and limelight all went to the top story of this building. It was dark and I tried to use my light vision to see down the stairs. We couldn't see a lot, so Johnny levitate down the stairs. Chloe started blocking off the bottom of the stairs with bricks so the monsters wouldn't get him. I saw a vision of the monsters running up the stairs. I told kelsey to warn him that the monsters were close. Then I saw Adam on the roof taking down a helicopter with his Lazer vision. Then I heard the helicopter then I heard a big crash. I then saw spectro cloning himself about 20 times to help Adam. The original spectro came down thru the roof access. I saw all of us dressed in spy clothes, all black. Spectros clones all had different colored outfits on. Adam had a red sort of vest with different gadgets attached to it and red wrist cuffs that seemed to boost his powers

8 Apr 2024

Dream

There was some type of trip to a planet similar to earth. There were school buses lining everyone up. Then we were on a cruise in the middle of the ocean but there was a spy and I needed to get rid of them. At one point I was in a car driving down a steep hill with a little upward slope. When I got to the bottom the slope propopelled me high in the air, so high that I flew over the Jesus statue in sao Paolo. Then the dream changed to me being home watching a commercial that mentioned taking a trip outer space. Later on when I’m at the port I see a spaceship that kinda just looks like a charter bus. For some reason I’m fighting like an alien of sort in space because aliens were trying to ambush us before we landed on the new planet. It was like a matrix fight in outer space, nobody knew I was outside fighting because they were all distracted. Then we’re in the planet and there’s a cruise ship, we’re taking a trip around the different oceans. I meet a lady on the cruise who looked like this girl I went to high school with, esilona. I don’t know the exact details but something happens on the planet that makes us basically realize we’re all going to die. I have a vision of my family watching the news and crying for me. We are limited on the amount of mail robots, so I can only send one letter to family. I decide not to send a letter immediately since it might be better to send one before I died. The planet is going dark, and shrinking like a deflated ball from the top down. Alien critters have come out and they are eating our food. Esilona and I are on the balcony in the cruise ship, talking about life and reminiscing memories because we know we only have about 6 days left before the planet folds itself and we inevitably die. Well, it turns out that the spies are still here and they infiltrated the cruise. They actually organized a meteor to crash into the planet and kill is all. Turns out that the free tickets we all had to come here was just a ploy and all of us were on some kind of hit list. They’ve been killing people one by one but nobody knows because everyone is too stressed about the world ending. Esilona and I take it upon ourselves to find them and find out if they know how to save us. In real life, we were on a cheer team together, so in the dream, we were doing a lot of acrobatics when fighting the spies. I found a suitcase with a space laptop and sent communication to the USA government that this was all a trap. No response. Meanwhile, the entire world is watching the news daily, hoping that someone would come save us. There is a meteor shower going on between earth and where we are, and it doesn’t seem safe enough for anyone to rescue us. I suddenly because the spokesperson for the group, talking to governments on the space laptop. Clips of the conversation were shared on the news and in my visions I see my entire family sitting in front of the tv. There are candles lit, my grandma is lighting sage, my mom is holding a rosary and praying, my dad and brothers are crying and holding each other. Back on the planet we still have the atmosphere shrinking, air is running low. Esilona and I are laying in a beach looking at the sky, patiently waiting for death to come take us. That’s when I get a vision of seeing the planet from space, and I see different axis, trail of meteors, and a rendezvous point. I run to the cruise ship and yell “is anyone good with their hands?” And an couple of men say they are engineers, blacksmiths, carpenters, etc. together we try to find a way to create a shield around the cruise, hoping that it could float in space and give us more time until spaceships came to get us. It worked, and we managed to launch the ship into space. That’s when I find a piece of paper and some crayons, and I write to my family “mom, dad, Jeff, Mickey, I love you all so much. If I don’t live, know that I tried as hard as I could to save us all” and give it to the last mail robot available. That’s when suddenly there is a loud snap in space, and we see the planet burst into little pieces. Everyone unanimously voted that I was now the captain of the ship, and so I went to the front of the ship with a space costume to sit alone and look at the empty black space sky. I saw about 50 spaceships coming our way to save us so I ran inside to tell everyone to be prepared for rescue. Then our ship imploded. The force field couldn’t contain the pressure of space anymore. We all die. But then I wake up on a beach in what I think is some kind of deserted island. Turns out that the implosion took us to different timelines on earth because we fell into a black hole. The island that I washed up on was actually a military site, and the scientist there knew that I would be coming. Together we work to predict this ploy to send passengers to their death in the new planet. And I realize that my dream just looped, and now I can stop it all from happening.

5 Apr 2024

Dream

I went to a new school and started to go to bible study in a cool new room. My ex friend and her twin sister somehow found out about bible study and joined just to spy on me. I also invited my best friend to bible study and we had fun. I went through my classes and they all don't have any terrible teachers and lessons. After it was almost at the end of the day, I teleported back home and sat on the couch.

27 Mar 2024

Dream

I’m in a house that I don’t recognize with mom and sister. Then my dad comes over whom I’ve not seen in a few years. We don’t talk to him anymore because he had an affair on my mom. But he was there for some reason. Then he said “ oh today is the solar eclipse” so we waited around for it and then I looked outside and I see the moon is already starting to pass and align with the sun. My mom, dad and sister are both looking too. My mom says the moon may not pass over and get stuck, we’ll be in total darkness for a while. We continue watching and it almost looked like it was getting stuck but then the moon moves and the sun now looks like the lens of a camera. And then me and my dad are looking closer and we can see that it is a camera because on the sun it’s video of us! It’s showing, is house and everything we are doing is being monitored and recorded. My mom is then freaked out. It’s almost like we are being spied on by something but we don’t know what.

23 Mar 2024

Dream

I had a very vivid dream that i have had before but not as detailed as tonight. The dream is i wake up at school that is magical but a series of murders has been plaguing the area. After class i watch a student leave the cathedral building and head towards the practice range / garden that is walled off by pretty green hedges. The guy disappears through the hedges and another student a girl follows behind with her wand in her hand. A few minutes later i follow suit and when i pass through the hedges the male student has been impaled in wrapped in thrones against a state of an angel , dead, while the girl is nearby practicing her magic against a dummy in the garden. I ignore the statues student and go to the girl talking to her abt her magic that everyone is afraid of and is sure she is the one murdeint all the students. i eventually ask her if she killed the guy and she said yes that she does it for the other world as she wants to ascend and be accepted by them. I don’t say anything to that but ask why she is telling me this. She says there is certain people w an aura showing they are blessed. By the otherworld or they are chosen. she says i have this aura and that she picks students like me to help do the tasks of the other world. She says that my time is coming soon but it’s not something she can help or do anything abt and that she is jealous cause my aura is so strong the strongest she’s ever seen. There is then yell and we run out of the training gardens to see a group of students battling teachers on the roofs of the cathedral. The girls eyes go white and she mumbles to herself before grabbing my hand and telling me it’s my time and that other world needs me now. She drags me through the halls S everyone chases us. We go down some stairs further and further until it so dark that it doesn’t feel like the stairs are there anymore. And when the light finally comes i am surrounded by strange people in a big building surrounded by plants and sunlight. The group sends the girl back up the stairs and she obeys. A bigger girl steps out of the group of people and tells me i am the prophecy to become something very special but she won’t tell me what , that if i am the one i will pass all the tests. We then cross a magical greenery bridge in the fog that leads to door once the door opens it reveals an office like setting. They tell me we must wait for the main spell master to get here before proceeding w the test but that i must remain in the little batheroom area because spies and enemies will try to stop the prophecy. But the girl from earlier that led us through the green area says that she wants to show me more of the underworld so we leave and walk around and explore its beauty but while we do this a cockroach like creature is following us around swiftly and is missing its opportunity to kill me by seconds. Me and the girl find a closet to sit in chill as we had been running around. Me and the girl quickly become sexual and begin scissoring in the closet but are interrupted by her eyes turning white as she alerted the main spell caster is here. She leads me back to the bathe rooms after we get dress the bug getting ever so close when we reach the bathe rooms one of her coworkers scold her asking where i been and kill the roach that had been following us. I sit in the stall on the toilet and the a guy doctor hooks me up to an iv where my blood begins to siphon out i begin to get scared and look around as they watch me i ask them if im going to die and they look nervously but hopeful at me. I then black out i wake up in another office like area that is in skyscrapers in the sky. The girl i had sex w from earlier tells me i passed the first test and excitingly tells me i may be prophet they were hoping for but that i must meet all the other leaders of the otherworld. i ask if she is one and she says yes she is leader of the green area. We head towards the meeting and for some reason on our way there i have all my bags w me ? That are spilling out with papers and drinks and as we get closer to the meeting i down size and lose a bunch of it. As we are sitting at the meeting we are missing one of the leaders who takes a very long time to get there while we wait the leader of green area that has been with me shows me some of their customs of greetings and how to salute and formally/ respectfully talk. The leader gets there and she looks at me with hate and disgust telling the others we need to stop poking for some prophet cause it’s waste of time and resources. As she’s saying this we all stand to greet her and i stand to doing the formal greeting i was taught. She laughs at me and says i’m in her spot. I apologize and look for a place to sit before she grumbles that it’s fine and sits down. They discuss the next part of the test is in ladies area that doesn’t like me and that enemies draw ever closer and we must rendezvous immediately. That they are just waiting on vechiles and to ofcourse stay alert while we wait. Me and the leader from the green area are sent to a room where we begin fucking again. Until we are interrupted by saying the cars are ready. We go down a series of eleveators my bags are making me slow and u begin just leaving them only having one. When we get to the bottom they put me in a car and put me to sleep. From this point on the dream is new. Everything i have described before i have dreamed before, now this is a new story. I awake and we are some streets in a neighborhood, being chased by some SUVS while we are surrounded by others. The leaders state we must do tactics to get passed them as they don’t which car has me. We then split off into the woods and drive dangerously through trying to lose them when we eventually do. Once we break out of the clearing we are driving on a beach. Where in the distance there is a large sandstone altar that gets ever closer as we drive. My heart sinks as f at takes over again. The girl i’ve been having intercourse grips my hand saying if i passed the first test i surely will pass the next . But as we arrive i wake up.

2 Mar 2024

Dream

I was a young girl, running away from someone I knew, they were trying to hurt me and I was afraid, but I managed to escape after getting into a train yard and getting on a train. I hid there for a while until a kind older woman offered to help me, she did not know I was in danger but insisted a child shouldn't be traveling alone. She gave me toys to play with and new clothes to wear, and by the time we reached our destination had told me I could just stay with her. She was a very wealthy woman and had high expectations of me to be kind and behave, which I did. We spent a lot of time on trains, where I was charming and sweet to others, often gaining their favor and receiving gifts from them as well. After a while I was very loved by almost everyone I met on the trains, except for a little boy who looked exsactly like me. This boy hated me, I knew he did, but it wasn't until we were older that he did something about that hate. After being stabbed with a butterknife I ran away from the boy, feeling very scared and confused. Thankfully another older boy came to my rescue, I knew immediately that I liked this other boy. He helped hide me in a washroom, where he taught me to hold a small knife he had been carrying. Together we managed to fight off the boy who looked like me and I was escorted back to the old woman who had now become my mother. I saw the boy who had saved me many times on the trains after that, he taught me a lot. He helped me learn to defend myself, to fight, and we became very close to each other but I was never able to confess that I liked him before we were separated. At some point a war had started and I guess we must have been on opposite sides because the trains I rode suddenly became very different, almost dragon like in shape, and now had cars that looked like homes. I next to never left the train again. On the one occasion I did leave the train, two older gentlemen were quickly trying to hustle me through crowds watching out for anyone who may take me. These gentlemen cared for me like I was their daughter and quickly pushed me onto the train, but they did not come with me. It appeared the enemy was searching specifically for me and I didn't understand why. By the time I was an adult, I still didn't understand what the fight was about, but I did know it was my job to protect the people on the train and I often had to call on what the boy from long ago had taught me. It took some time, but I became someone to adore and to fear, known for my kindness toward my people and my savagery toward my enemies. I also became known for my plan to drive the final train into the sea where it would double as a ship and me and my people would be free. Around this same time I began to see the boy who looked just like me. He was no longer angry with me, he still did not like me, but now he at least obeyed me, just like everyone else. Together we made a plan, one only we knew, where if things were to go wrong, he would become me and either take my place if captured, or lead my people if I died. After that he seemed to become okay with me, though there was clearly no love shared between us. After we had made this plan, I noticed an increase in attacks from the enemy. Their people would get onto my train and I'd have to drive them off. Oddly enough, they never seemed interested in anyone else on the train, only me. This is when I learned for certain that the boy I had deeply liked, was in fact, on the enemies side. It was very hard to face him, and more times than I can count I chose to run away until he had no choice but to give up and escape my train before my own fighters could kill him. During a heavy storm, I gave my people a chance, they could leave the train if they wanted, but the time to drive the train into the sea had come and once we started there could be no stopping it. No one left, and we began our journey. During this time, the enemy had boarded and hid in among us, some of my own people turning out to be spies as well. And as we barreled through tunnels and over mountains, a fight happened all across the train. I did not want to kill people but I did hurt many protecting my people, and in the end I did drive my train into the sea. What I hadn't known is that this plan was known by my enemies and they had planned for this and had trapped my vessel. And just as we had planned, during the capture, they had taken the boy instead of me and I slipped away into the sea. The enemy was enraged when they discovered their prisoner was not me, but one person already knew. As I swam toward the shore the boy, now a man, called to me from not far behind. He was enraged with my crimes, furious with the life I had come to live, and all I could say to him was "I only did to them what you taught to me." He looked very shocked, and very hurt, it appeared he didn't know I was the same girl from before. Meeting on shore, the two of us watched each other, neither getting any closer just looking. I told him I did not want to fight him, and threw down the same small knife he had given to me a long time ago. We both continued to just stare at one another, I wanted to hug the man who had been my closest friend, but I knew I couldn't. After a while, he let me go, and I fled toward a busy city, but it hurt me to leave him.

27 Feb 2024

Dream

i was working all over the world, but finally i got a job at this big futuristic mall. I had took some edibles before i started my shift and my manager knew and fired me. i was then a spy and these 2 little girls came into a book store, they couldn’t remember which book their father told them to get, so they got two books they thought their father wanted, as they’re checking out, the guy at the register looks at me and asked me if i was okay to which i replied i was fine and i had social anxiety, he understood and one of the girls pulls out a discover card and pays for the books. i collect the bag of books and we exit the book store which is in the mall, we start running towards the door, and to my car, which we are stopped by a tall handsome but yet dangerous man. he didn’t want to hurt the girls he wanted to hurt me. i didn’t know who this man was, or what he wanted but i offered him the discover card and he took it, but didn’t quite let us go free, i made it into the car and hit the locks. the girls are still outside, but i didn’t want to unlock the doors bc he would have gotten in, so as chaotic as it is outside the mall he gets behind my car and i turn on the car and back up into him, smashing him between my car and the car behind mine, i yelled for the girls to get in to which they did, but i got out to grab the discover card and he grabbed me turned me around, to where my behind was pressed on his pants print and he grabbed my neck squeezing saying he was going to sexually assault me

25 Feb 2024

Dream

I was being spied on I felt it. The house was familiar like another one with floors. Like an apartment but more of a town house. But it would morph on different floors. When I was at a floor (that was kinda like a house like one I stayed at on vacation with my ex best friend in Orlando) I felt really off. I felt like I shouldn’t open the door. The lights were off it was kinda dark. I saw a bird, I couldn’t really make out if it was a duck or pigeon. So I automatically was like let me let it out. And right when I opened the door I saw a tall man with a white mask and screamed then the duck bit my heel of the foot. (When I woke up I felt the bite on my foot. )

12 Feb 2024

Dream

I was working at an art store. It started pretty normal until a coworker showed me that they some how were spying on Vox from Hazbin Hotel!? He ended up noticing and coming to attack us, so we ran and hid but he kept finding us and were were making fun of him for being slow. Eventually he caught up and I ditched my coworker to run and ran into my mom who made me get a spray on tan.