Mouth

16 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream last night that my psychiatrist was torturing me by suffocation. My mouth was covered and I had a stuffy nose and couldn't breathe enough through my nose but she kept saying "It's okay. Calm down and just breathe through your nose." But I couldn't tell her my nose was blocked because my mouth was already covered so I was slowly suffocating and having to do some kind of physical training therapy and getting shocked by a shock collar every time I did something wrong. I was trying to get away and scream but I couldn't and woke up from that feeling extremely upset before 4am.

15 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a mouth surgery or something I’m not sure why I needed it. It resulted in my mouth having a ton of extremely intense stitches and gauze shoved in my mouth. The surgery was towards the back of my Mouth/ throat. The stitches made it impossible to use my mouth at all it more was keeping my mouth clamped shut. They added a smell material to prop my mouth open slightly but sometimes it would slip, causing me to bite down hard and painfully against my cheek and tongue. It would take serveral minutes to re open ever so slightly and add the spacer. It left my cheeks swollen and sore. For an unknown reason my throat and mouth were still kinda numb. And I lacked a lot of control in my mouth. But I remember my mouth slipping too far open- but more like it was forced open. It caused all the stitches to rip. I could feel them ripping one and a time in AGONY. my mouth would spew open fully, and the stickers would burst to intensely that blood spewed out of my mouth like projectile vomit. It was so real I could taste the blood in mouth. It hurt to bad. But I couldn’t control it. I would start to become aware of the stitches opening and the pain sparking through the numbness as my mouth would open in slow motion, but it was like I had no control. I was aware of it happening and couldn’t stop it. Somehow we’d get it fit back tog, re stitched but it would happen again several times. Eventually being so painful it woke me up.

14 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream about where I was really skinny and my little brother made a comment about it, my mom is very religious. I decided to prank my little brother to pretend to be a monster. I was in a basement and it was really big and it was dim. I started shaking and growling like a monster to scare my little brother as a joke and he yelled for my mom to come down to the basement. She thought I was possessed and tried to do an "exercism" on me and I decided to play along but I started to get really stressed out and for some reason I couldn't get my mouth to close

3 Jul 2024

Dream

I’m in a public health class. It doesn’t quite work for me, though during the class we go down a river and someone like chase Romero tells me to leave my mouth open while swimming. I’m worried about dirty water but then I realize no different than air. I do. In another class and the teacher is wondering if a kid in the class is drinking or something. I ask him. He says no-using needles and smack. A guy comes by early evening n the morning he says and they do a little to help him through the day. I feel a little shook. the teacher’s husband wants her in rehab cause she sees visions. I say at least stay with someone. I believe you are okay though. You’re not mentally ill. The classroom has no windows. We are putting our names on list. To go back and join with the other class that I originally came from. I need a student there who I knew from before and we are going to work together. I’m excited.

2 Jul 2024

Dream

I very regularly dream that my mouth fills with a slimy substance, especially while in public or at events/parties, and I have to find a way to spit it out without anyone noticing.

1 Jul 2024

Dream

I was waiting in the line for frozen yogurt and a big bald man cut in line, i told him he cant cut in line like that and he started shouting at me and calling me stupid. So i sewed his mouth shut so he couldnt shout or eat frozen yogurt

9 Apr 2024

Dream

I returned to my old neighborhood to find it had been gentrified intensely. Massive 6 story apartment blocks replaced my former house. I drove up and down the block, disappointed. The perspective then changed. I was a Punjabi man threatening to bring information on an Indian gang to the police. I kept declining the boss' bribes, knowing they'd try to kill me. I acted as if I was leaving, and went around the corner with a butter knife. The boss sent his guard around the corner to kill me, and as soon as he came into view I stabbed him on the underside of the chin, so the knife went into his mouth and held it shut, so he couldn't yell for help. I left him to bleed out. Soon the boss also came to investigate where his guard had gone, and I did the same maneuver. The dream ended with both men dead and me fleeing with a duffel bag of money.

8 Apr 2024

Dream

Two or three months after my grandfather passed away in 2021 of November, I had, well, his family was in town, and his wake, his funeral, everything, them basically destroying my house and taking my home from us was horrible after he passed away, and a family friend of ours that is very close to me, she has special gifts, she hugged my aunt, that is my grandfather's sister, and she said she felt darkness, she felt cold when she hugged her, and it kind of shocked her, and then after that, after hearing that, I don't know if it was the night of or the following night, after they all left town, his whole family left town, I had a night terror, I was in my old bedroom, laying on my bed, I felt like I was awake, actually, a black cat came into my room, which is odd, because I don't have a cat, so, that was pretty odd, because it literally felt like I was awake, like I was just, you know, my whole room looked exactly the way it was, like I felt like I was in my bed watching TV, black cat came into my room, then weirdly transformed, and then I ended up with a woman sitting on my lap in a white gown with dark, long black hair, her black hair was covering her face, so I did not know what she looked like, she was sitting on my lap, I sleep on my back, when I'm sleeping, so she was sitting on me, I remember vividly shouting, yelling, screaming at her, get off me, what are you, why are you on me, but then I realized, I cannot open my mouth, my mouth would not open, I am screaming, trying to get the words out, but it's just in my head, I'm screaming in my head, God, get her off me, get her off me, who is she, get this demon off me, Lord, I don't know what to do, I can't speak, get her off me, I'm freaking out, I am so freaking out, and then I remember wanting to move, but I could not move, it was like I was frozen, my arms would not move, nothing would move, it felt like my eyes were open, and I was screaming in my head, because my mouth would not move, nothing was happening, she was still sitting on me, and then I remember waking up, waking up from the dream, which felt like it was going on forever, and I remember after waking up from my dream, I could not move, I could not speak, for a whole 20 minutes, after the 20 minutes I could finally move my body, and I just started crying, uncontrollable crying, I was shaking, I was trembling, like my anxiety, and my, I basically had a nervous breakdown, because it was so scary, I was so paralyzed with fear, and crying, because I did not feel safe anymore in my house after this, it was horrible, it was absolutely horrible.

7 Apr 2024

Dream

I went on short vacation with a mother and her daughter. They were both grown. We rented out an air bnb and we were smoking and drinking and having fun. The day it was time to go, we were riding and I remember the daughter say “I haven’t smoked today.” And she motioned her hands to her mouth as if she was smoking. On the way to the airport, I was riding in her daughter’s car and we missed the exit turn to exit out the neighborhood to the main road. We decided to back into a driveway to turnaround and go back to the exit. I saw a man with dreads and wife and kids out on the porch. They were dressed in African clothing and jewelry beads. The man had African three drum set. They were about to make music. So we turn around and head toward the exit. I checked my phone to see if the mother and daughter had the same flight and we did. I don’t remember the flight exactly but when we landed and got off. I didn’t hear from the women again until we went to work. I talked to them and jokingly told them that they left me at the airport and disappeared. At work, we have a huge class and after eating lunch, I assisted the class with throwing their plate away. One causation girl didn’t want to hug me at first, threw her plate away, and smiled at me. Then she came back to hug me. After that, we let the children paint on two tables. I was coaching the teacher to tell her not to set out too much paint paper or it will get overwhelming. After some time it was time to go outside to play and we had some children that were still in the classroom. I had to say “who wants fish sticks” in order to get the children outside. Then I said we are playing kick ball to go outside. Some children went outside but some still wanted to stay inside. I went outside with the children and let the teacher know to stay inside with the rest of the children. Once we got outside, we had to climb down from these concrete steps and jump near a bush. I was a bit skeptical but the children had did it with no problem. I jumped and may have jumped to somewhere else because now I’m in the back of this house and I walk though the house through the front door. The house is empty. I walk out the front door and walked down the steps. The house is on a slight hill. I street walking on the street and noticed that this house is next to my childhood home. I walked up the street to get a better look at the home and some things are different about the house like a two garage door. There was also a shed in the back yard. Everything else resembled the same about the house. I then started to walk back to the house o came out of thinking to myself, “wow I’m going to buy this house and it’s right next to my childhood home.” I checked the address and noticed that it had two different numbers. The number in the black mailbox was 4145. The number address on the house said another number. I then realized the house has two door and that it was a duplex home. I tried to remember what door I came out of. When I went back inside the house, I then heard noise. There were squatters living in the house. Some were in the bedroom, and kitchen. As I’m walking out the back door I hear police sirens. I looked at the latch to see if it unlocked. I opened the back door which was another location and jumped into the lake to swim to the other side. I woke up

7 Apr 2024

Dream

I was in Tallahassee living with Dajuan, and I had the ability to travel back in time, to when I purchased things, and had them at the house/apartment we stayed in. I was going through items I had like mouth pieces, Basketball Jumpshot video recording shades. In one room we had two beds set up,In the middle, A queen sized mattress For Dajuan, to the right, a twin sized mattress, for Ari, and to the left an empty space where a twin sized mattress was for me. Representing my mattress being gone for a season. That’s all I know

7 Apr 2024

Dream

At a high rise apartment building with my mom sister and my child, a baby girl. It was hot and sunny outside, the summer. We were outside at the pool in the apartment complex. My child had a deep open wound in the back of her neck. My mom said what is that and poked it. A pocket inside the wound exploded in my face. It smelled horrid and some of it got in my face and mouth and tasted like acid, chucks of meat. I went to get on the elevator to go upstairs to the elevator to wash my mouth out. When I got upstairs my bf was in a room that looks like a basement. Getting his hair cut by a barber. I was trying to walk past to exit to get to the door but I had to lay on my back and shimmy through hot thick metal bars to escape. He made a comment saying she looks soo good. It was a very uncomfortable feeling and it felt very obsessive and psychotic. Then I saw the picture of a McDonalds hamburger in a greasy skillet and it looked disgusting then I thought of Popeyes chicken and how it didn’t taste real.

6 Apr 2024

Dream

I was at my grandmas house, the house she was at when I was a child, it was night and I remember the den was a mess and my grandma was sleeping, she has passed. I wasn’t there alone but I couldn’t see who it was there with me but I was frantically moving from room to room cause I couldn’t breathe. When I got to the bathroom I looked in the mirror and began pulling water balloons and popcorn out of my nose. Some of the water balloons were popping and water was pouring out of my mouth and nose. The man was behind me while I was doing this, I knew it was a man because he was holding me from behind and I could feel his “manhood”. Then I woke up