Trans

26 Apr 2024

Dream

There is a mood of needing to hurry and rush around. I am on some sort of mission….i am sitting next to a Trans person at some point and I’m very confused about it. I see my childhood best friend from my past who says they really really want to see me and they give me a big hug. I am changing clothes a lot In the dream, at one point I am trying to find underwear and I find some but they end up being too small. The dream was very chaotic

20 Mar 2024

Dream

I was in my mom’s house in the kitchen talking to some girl in my dream and she wasn’t listening to me and kept talking over me. I said can we talk like adults because she was trying to hit me and grabbed at me to try and hit me. I grabbed her hands before she could abuse me and pushed her away. I said you demand respect and want to be heard but you are not hearing me and you’re just getting defensive. I protected myself from violence and stood up for myself. I told her I care to hear you and listen but you do not give the same respect to me so therefore there is not point to continuing the conversation. At another point in my dream my dad was in a room with a microphone like we were going to record vocals. At one point I climbed a tree to say hello to the eagle and then there was a cat. So I talked to the cat. It climbed down so I climbed down only to discover a mama cat and kittens. One of the kittens was nursing from the momma It was very cute

11 Mar 2024

Dream

I had fully transitioned to a girl and I was in bed with another girl. We weren’t doing anything, just lying next to each other. It was really nice being in physical contact and not feeling weird about it. I looked ahead and saw two other girls doing a kind of flirtatious (but still very sexual) thing - one girl pulled the other’s skirt up, got low and kissed the front of her panties. Again, this was merely flirtatious, and they ran away giggling. A girl then came up behind me and tried to put her hand on my crotch, but I stopped her before she could reach my penis. I had transitioned, yes, but they didn’t know I was trans. I said no one was gonna touch me there unless everybody got okay with some stuff really quickly. As I said that, my voice got MUCH deeper, and I hated it. I tried to get the girl I was in bed with somewhere private so I could tell her I was trans because I trusted her, but then a bunch of other girls came into the room to eavesdrop on something going on out in the hall, so I couldn’t say anything.

20 Jan 2024

Dream

I was locked in a room. There was a man with a face that changed. There were bunch beds and a very high ceiling. Spiders were let loose from a pocket in the ceiling. I had to close the spiders back inside to leave. I was in a church.There were a lot of people. Someone fainted across from me. There was a girl who came in but immediately was sent away. Someone told me that she was a Trans man but gotten her manhood taken away. I found a bag of goodies in the back corner that belonged to them and placed it upfront behind a door. I ate one of the treats. I see glimpses of someone trying to grab an oil tank and pour it on someone. I was outside. There's snow on the ground. There's kids getting off the bus. I know there's some sort of fight but didn't see who or what it was about. Next thing I know I'm walking up to a house and it's on fire. I know exactly who did it. They're outside in the trees laying face down. I go and grab them. There's no remorse just a smile on their face. I push them off the property and go back inside. The house is no longer on fire but there's so much damage. There's leaves coming in from the roof. There's a woman in the kitchen area and kids too.

24 Nov 2023

Dream

I was in a house with Alan and other people I can't remember. I guess I hadn't come out to other people, so obviously with me they were using the wrong pronouns and the wrong name. But it struck me Alan... That he also quietly used the wrong pronouns and at one point to call me out to me he uses my deadname. I was shocked, and very hurt to see my best friend use my 'old name'... (In real life he never used my dead name. Even if, for a lot of months, he didn't know I was a trans boy, I always used the name "Chris" with him)

24 Nov 2023

Dream

I was playing offense for the Buffalo Bills for a bit when it was revealed that it was actually a movie I was both part of and watching with my parents at the same time. Then one character outed me as trans, which my dad didn’t know, and I really wasn’t ready for him to know. I had forgotten that was part of the movie. And for whatever reason, I was shirtless at this time. I walked to the kitchen and swore and my stepmother called me back over and scolded me. Then she and my dad tried to console each other and process this “pain,” as my stepmother called it. Hearing her say that felt like a betrayal, since she knew I was trans and was supportive in real life. Heartbroken and angry, I went upstairs to go to my room, but my parents followed me. Of particular note was my dad pushed past his joint problems to get up the stairs right on my heels. Then he grabbed me, and then next thing I knew, I was over the railing and falling back downstairs. Then I woke up covered in sweat.

17 Nov 2023

Dream

I had a dream where I came out to my transphobic parents, as trans masc and they were accepting, then I got top surgery