Surgery

7 Nov 2024

Dream

Nothing crazy. It was me and my sister Megan. We were at the hospital because she wasn’t feeling well. It turned out her appendix was inflamed. (I went through the same thing when I was 13) When she was taken in for surgery I went in with her. Before she had that surgery I held her hand and told her that she’s gonna be okay and that I love her. After surgery she woke up and reached her hand out. I went to her, held her hand and told her I told you you’re gonna be ok. I then hugged and kissed her. She told me she loves me very much. I told her I loved her too and that she’s the greatest baby sister I could’ve ever asked for.

30 Oct 2024

Dream

My old cat Marie (that died a few years ago) was in my dream and had a bad leg. I took her to the vet and she was there for a few days to get better. I went to go and visit her and the vet said she wasn’t doing too great but took me to see her. They asked me if I wanted the meat on or off and without thinking I said “meat off” and they brought her out and had removed all her bones and she was dead, with no bones on a platter. I was very confused and said “no put her bones back” and they gentely told me that they couldn’t undo it and she was dead now. In that moment I realised the permanence of death and once dead, they can’t come back. I was very upset and woke up sad.

28 Oct 2024

Dream

Last night I dreamt that I had breast reconstruction as well as a tummy tuck. The pain was outrageous. I kept having to apply vinegar to the scabs. It was gross.

20 Oct 2024

Dream

My dream last night was about my papa peewee, (who just got out of the hospital for a surgery) and in this dream I went to visit him at his and my nana Angie’s house, he said “I done figured out how to do my feedin’ tube, since you never came over.” And that was about it for that dream.

25 Sep 2024

Dream

Had a dream that pancake broke her paw and she had to do surgery but the pieces of the broken bones were hard to fix so they had to remove the paw or I guess the bones in her paw but that doesn't make sense but then the video of the surgery showed that someone had done previous surgery on her before and I guess here was a Bubbles Tattoo so they said that she might've had an owner near Kroger in Mt Gilead or something which doesn't make sense since I found her at Kent. Also she came up to me like almost immediately after I woke up from this dream.

3 Sep 2024

Dream

I dreamt that k went with seline to Wints get tummy tuck surgery. I saw then not lipo but scrape of the fat like butter from inner her Skin. She was aerie fire surgery. She was very happy with it. It was late at night when she was home. I didn’t know how i was going home. Train or uber. It was being late and my mom still want home. They later found the cost of the procedure was not than she realized

2 Sep 2024

Dream

I am in my old Hakone house Qw aew waiting for father to come home It’s midnight Tonight we will kill him All this is from rhe time when me my mother and my tounger brother used to live together and were getting sick of my father’s emotionally, financially, verbally and occasionally physically abusive behaviors And qhen he would inly come to this Hakone home once a week or so, on weekends My mother would escort him back home on our car And oftentimes he would get verbally abusive, down right dehumanizing; beyond making her suicidal, but also nearly crushing her spirit to the point she wouldn’t think of herself worthy of being released from the sudderings via death And so my farher comes home first while mother is out unloading all the luggage my father brought here I make the first move on him; strangle him and then twist his neck Mother pulls father into the room via the indoor window connecting to where her second piano and my father’s occasional bedroom was at To erase evidence we cook him and eat him We have 25.5 hours until we will need to make a report that my father has went missing before the police would start on their own And so we commence with our cleaning and elimination of evidences, hydrogen peroxides and other chemicals come in handy Bones go to the back of the mountain Or somewhere only my mother knows And no one else ever suspects my mother to be in in the dead of the night And soon the investigation starts The police comes in and such We try and make our escape from the place temporarily under the guise of visiting mother’s side of the family and the grandparents They somehow get suspicious and they’d start coming sfter us We’re in the lush bamboo forest with the soil beneath covered with crystal clear water The growing bamboos are somewhat prickly; it looks like those sharp jagged surface of the cat’s tongue covering the entire skin; it’s still green and made of plant material tho, still weird and dangerous because while on the run from the pilice we actually get caught in some of these a few times The police comes We’ve already split to give ourselves better chance I’m being offered a skin graft for some reason; my true skin has shown and it’s honestly looking not very terrestrial Something about STRAP-T cell(probably a reference to the STAP cell that became a subject of (somewhat) a scandal back in like 2014 or 2015, or maybe earlier than that, in 2012 or something Hospital in Gaza, the ‘warring’ zone

1 Sep 2024

Dream

I had a dream I was trying to save this girls life. We got her to the side of the pool and I was trying to get people to help me but it’s like they were just looking around calmly or didn’t know what to do while I’m trying to handle the situation. I picked her up and frustrated asked the person by us to lay a towel underneath her and they couldn’t even do that so I’m holding her up and trying to unfold the towel underneath her. I straightened her neck out and put her arms by her side. Then I proceeded to get her CPR. She starts swelling up like something isn’t right. I have someone call a coworker upstairs tell them she needs surgery and to bring a gurney to take her up the elevator. Everyone is moving so slowly instead of being prompt. The girl is unresponsive and her face is all puffed up. The dream ended before we got her on the gurney.

16 Aug 2024

Dream

I was in a room that I was sleeping in and when I woke up and the lights came on in the was a hospital room and I was in the visitor’s seating bench in the room. My mom was in a hospital gown sitting on the edge of the bed getting ready to leave with my dad and I. I stood up and went by my mom. A nurse came in and took the IV out of my mom and then said that she might as well take care of the other one while she’s here. The other one meaning the other patient which turned out to be me. I had some contraption that looked like the pic line I had in real life. I was scared and started to protest but was turned around. There was a mirror so I could see what was happening. First she put in a medicine with a needle that didn’t hurt. Then she put one in to take some fluid from my body and it felt like the pain from the needle that was put in to take spinal fluid from me in real life. But it was all located on the back of my right shoulder instead of my spine. I closed my eyes because I didn’t want to see it. A few moments passed and all of a sudden nurses rushed in and put me on a stretcher and held me down while others started sticking needles in me and another nurse in pink scrub shirt with a purple scrub hat had a device that was going to go into my body while could feel it saying that I needed emergency liver surgery and I tried to break free yelling “wake up! Wake up!” While crying but nothing was happening. I thought that I wasn’t dreaming anymore and this was actually happening and I panicked and cried struggling with nurses talking and putting medical things on me while trying to tell me I wasn’t dreaming.

1 Aug 2024

Dream

I had nightmare about being a patient at my job and needing to schedule glaucoma surgery. I lost the patient i was with because a coworker took tbem into the crowd

15 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a mouth surgery or something I’m not sure why I needed it. It resulted in my mouth having a ton of extremely intense stitches and gauze shoved in my mouth. The surgery was towards the back of my Mouth/ throat. The stitches made it impossible to use my mouth at all it more was keeping my mouth clamped shut. They added a smell material to prop my mouth open slightly but sometimes it would slip, causing me to bite down hard and painfully against my cheek and tongue. It would take serveral minutes to re open ever so slightly and add the spacer. It left my cheeks swollen and sore. For an unknown reason my throat and mouth were still kinda numb. And I lacked a lot of control in my mouth. But I remember my mouth slipping too far open- but more like it was forced open. It caused all the stitches to rip. I could feel them ripping one and a time in AGONY. my mouth would spew open fully, and the stickers would burst to intensely that blood spewed out of my mouth like projectile vomit. It was so real I could taste the blood in mouth. It hurt to bad. But I couldn’t control it. I would start to become aware of the stitches opening and the pain sparking through the numbness as my mouth would open in slow motion, but it was like I had no control. I was aware of it happening and couldn’t stop it. Somehow we’d get it fit back tog, re stitched but it would happen again several times. Eventually being so painful it woke me up.

14 Jul 2024

Dream

My best friend and I were suffering from retinal illness, probably cancer. We both were scheduled for surgeries with little chance of survival. I found out I had a slightly more chance of survival than her. I didn’t want to survive because everyone was expecting me to die and I wouldn’t be with my best friend. Then I didn’t know my friend was going in first and I didn’t get to say goodbye so I was very upset.