Poison

25 Sep 2024

Dream

In the first dream, it was possibly me that was raped, a possible couple was involved, I remember the man and woman. I tried escaping by telling them I needed to go to the toilet, I managed to escape but I believe the woman caught me and the send time I tried escaping, they had put a galvanized chain link fence, they left lots of room for someone to escape from the underneath and I remember thinking how ridiculous it'd be if I tried going my butt up. I later on saw the whole building, it was huge, white, not easily visible. I took pictures of it and the street names nearby as evidence, my understanding is that I was going to report it to the police. I woke up to one of my cat's scratchings a door, eventually fell asleep again. This time I visited a man I had met online in my old neighborhood from my childhood and preteen times, when we got to the apartment, we sat down to a dinner table and he told me he had previously murdered 35 women. I remember thinking I needed to leave. There was a budgie on the table that was peeing in a small cup, I was shocked and took my phone out. He wanted us to eat, I checked his fridge and noticed he kept foods that had expired in July and it's September now. He was mixing a smoothie or something and I realize he was trying to poison me. I told him I needed to go to the bathroom, once I got in, I locked the door and tried hearing if he was nearby or standing right by the door. He went for a cigarette and I took my shoes, jacket and tried to make as little noise when leaving as possible, knowing the door would make a sound anyways and for some reason I didn't shut it behind me. I remember rushing down the stairs, finding me in the same old streets I sometimes see in my other dreams. I tried changing my looks, wearing a hoodie. I looked at his house and it was pitch dark so I knew he had left it. I kept walking forward thinking the bus is eventually coming anyways, there were lots of people in the streets and he was suddenly in the crowd trying to kill me. I managed to get into the bus, I kept thinking how was I going to pay for the trip but then remembered I had the local transportation app.

10 Sep 2024

Dream

So my moms friend has four bunnies and I went and showed my friend them and he liked them just as much as I did which was a lot. We played with them for a bit and then left to hang someplace else when we got back to see the bunnies the gates were open and we saw these scary snakes trying to get at them. I went to grab one of the bunnies away from the snakes but my friend told me that their fangs were really poisonous so I’d have to be really quick. I put on my sweater for some protection and then grabbed the bunny and gave it to my friend. The after doing the bunnies the snakes went all for the biggest one, I went to grab him but my friend said no and then I decided to try and kill the snakes before they bit me which I managed some of them but I missed a couple. I went to grab them and then my friend pulled me away and said that the bunny was already gone because she had gotten bitten and then she rotted away so I cried a lot. I got bit too but it wasn’t too bad so I’d be fine

7 Sep 2024

Dream

Dream I was in a school, alone, going through different classrooms trying to find a safe one, one had living squishmellow plushies. Like animals but they felt like pillows. I was hiding from a teacher and people who wouldn’t leave me alone because I was having an anxiety attack, they wanted me to stay and do something, i don’t know what but they made me scared more. I was in the safe classroom with the Squishmellows and i hugged a tiger one, I was just minding my own business with the tiger plushie and some other ones, and then I moved a bit and put an actual plushie that was not living on the other side of me so I was hidden even more, but as soon as I did that I saw someone coming, she was mysterious, she had glasses she was somewhat old but young at the same time in her 40s? She had a similar skin complexion as me, She started asking me questions and it made me scared, the question “who are you?” And “you aren’t supposed to be in this classroom.” I tried to reason with her and everything and it seemed like it worked? Then I saw the outline of the people who are looking for me outside of the classroom, the windows, and she instantly said “quickly this way” then I was lead into this glass room with a weird chalice bowl shaped cup, the bowl was in this weird silver square. She told me to pick it up and i did, but to be careful i grabbed all of it and not just the bowl, and to drink it, so I did, I drank the liquid it tasted sweet like tea, it was not cold, it was lukewarm, then I saw her, she was grabbing something, and she did it in a manner that scared me and made me stop drinking, she told me to keep drinking as she put in this strange silver liquid, I just got a small taste from it being mixed with the other liquid. It was sour, tasted like mercury, I didn’t really drink it, I didn’t drink any of it, but I lied, and then I saw through her and I told her how i could see that she wanted to harm me, that it was poison, she didn’t even try to hide the fact afterwards. She admits it. I don’t remember what happened after that I don’t remember what happened to her or where she went all I remember next is that the doors had become wide open now, and people my age had been leaving from it, now me outside of the classroom into the hall, I met some girl, she was nice, she was one of the students, in that classroom, she had no idea the teacher was evil, but she wanted to help me, she was truly trustable, then one of my friends, i caught a chance to see them and now us three began to find a solution to all of this, on our journey as we walked down to the hallway in a hurry, I stopped as thoughts began to erode my mind about what just happened, I thought, I really need to see someone, so i told them that i will be back and that i should see the nurse, and they understood that, one of them said they would go with me, but they both ended up walking with me, one of them got distracted by this weird man in a booth, he kept saying “ah I see you are on a journey, do you want to see how it ends? Would you like to see your future?” One of my friends took out a ticket and had the man tell them theirs, this was nerve wracking for me, this dude had weird vibes and I just wanted to go to the nurse so I don’t die from poisoning. But they wanted me to do it too real quick, so I did, i grabbed one of my lesser tickets, but wait it was ripped, I grabbed the pieces of it, it wasnt ripped badly and could be easily tapped together like a dollar bill, he did not like this i could tell he wanted a better ticket but i tried reasoning with him, which he seemed okay with but underneath not making it very clear, his motives about me trying to fix it and tape it back together, he became more aggressive, ripping the ticket more and more, saying it’s impossible to fix, that i should give him a better ticket, the special ones i have, as I’m here trying to fix the worsened ticket my friends are here trying to just get this over with and coax me into giving this man a overcharged ticket, because its taking so long, and now I’m anxious even more, sweating as I try to deal with this, now the strange man gets angry as I finally fix it and he was just like “why didn’t you just give me your good tickets?!” And then he ripped it up and flame eyes in him, I instantly got a magic vision like a magic ball or magic mirror showing me a vision of the future or present, it was a mangled face, that was supposed to be mine, it was all bloody with a bunch of ravens on top of it eating it, it was gross and looked like red fruit with a bunch of rips and bites in it where you can’t distinguish a face at all just bone and meat after the ravens disbursed and then it apparently got shown to everyone in the school at the same time, and they had been calling me by my dead name and then I woke up feeling humiliated and anxious.

17 Aug 2024

Dream

Was with a group of similar aged men and one woman. I was the only white person. Around 7 individuals. We were part of a voluntary game of a much larger group of people. The house was my aunts house from my childhood. We had been eliminated. As part of the elimination we were poisoned. We had been given a knife to use on ourselves versus waiting for the poison to painfully take us. The game had moved on to the next phase outside. We all sit at a table and talked. I didn't sit. I stood. Some time passes and as I'm talking the man closest to me screams "aw fuck" as if something in the poison had hurt him. He takes his knife and slashes his throat and falls to the floor. The girl screams. It makes our reality more pressing. Another man is talking strongly about our fate. Comforting us but encouraging us to take our fate strongly. The man who slashed at his throat is on the ground. His outburst failed and now he is hurting and dying of the poison saying "it hurts" over and over. I wonder if we will begin using the knives against each other. I leave the room. See the game continuing outside. I return. Everyone has their head down on the table. The poison is working. They are either dead or dying. Some have cut their throats. The man who initially slashed his throat is in the floor dead in the hallway. I never sat down or felt the effects of the poison.

31 Jul 2024

Dream

I had several dreams last night and I even woke up to write them down. The 1st one I was being attacked by invisible robots and I was trying to protect a tiny black kitten that I had in my shirt. It was like I could sense where the robots were every once and a while and I would attack back but they were UNSTOPPABLE! It was SCARY. The 2nd dream I was hanging out with my cousin and there were puppies and they were gonna get poisoned by some kind of ice stuff that was on the floor and I was trying to save them. Then a bunch of our friends(some that have passed away) were all trying to fight me becuz they were on her side. I was yelling them I wasn't scared, but I was. And the last thing I remembered was one of them saying that " we all know how much Rosina likes to be surrounded!" but not in a nice way. But all I really wanted was to save the puppies. (I wrote that one down half asleep) And the last dream I remember before I woke up I was somewhere that looked kinda like a big indoor pool with a room off the back and when I went out the back door there was a little Dr's office or something where they were getting medicine from and my ex boyfriend was laying in a chair like at the dentist kinda and they were giving him bananas but he was eating them EXTREMELY FAST, like shoving them into his mouth, and I kept telling him it was going to make him sick and then he did get sick.

7 Jul 2024

Dream

I was being chased by a man who wanted to kill me I was running through the city and passed by a knife store and grabbed a knife and kept running but he also grabbed a knife it was super hard for me to run but somehow I would run in burst as I was running through the city I was in a mall and he was no longer behind me but I knew he still wanted to kill me so I kept running through the mall and then ran out of the mall and there he was with his truck I try to run back to the mall and scream for help but notice that the mall seemed to be destroyed and everyone inside was panicking and running I assume a bomb hit, so I was screwed because no one would help me because of this other event going on so I had to face the man I turned around he didn’t have a knife he had a syringe full of poison as soon as he stab me with the syringe and injected it I also stabbed him in his side but we both fell down like we died and then I woke up

22 Jun 2024

Dream

First part: yoga classe, huge, full of people, workshop. My teacher was holding the classe, she wanted someone to demonstrate a posture/asana. She first asked a guy then saw me and asked me and I felt flattered. I did it well and some other people were helping. Then there was a problemi with my car, I hit something and there was a dead animal inside of my car. It was monstrous, black, it had spider webs in his mouth and the car was in a forest near the a friend’s house by the countryside (this friend doesn’t really own a house by the seaside). There was a strange old man who told me that the animal was poisonous, very rare (only 8 of its kind) but I wasn’t scared or worried about it, I just wanted to wash my car but could not find any open car washes. Then I ended up in my old high school, it was dark, there was a car wash inside but no one there helped me, the people there were actual students and they just went home, ignoring me.

21 Jun 2024

Dream

for preface; this is a reoccurring dream— this being only the second time i had it and i’d only remembered having this dream after i had the second one because the plot continued. the first dream: so there was this nightclub run by this evil guy. he had tricked a bunch of midoriya’s friends into working for him (from my hero academia i love that anime) and they were all so excited but little did they know he injected a poison into them that killed them very slowly. but he “injected it” by welcoming everyone to the club with drinks— however, midoriya knew that and his mission was to infiltrate the place and make sure his friends were safe but the boss man caught on and said if he told any of them that he’d kill them all with the poison right away. so i basically had watched midoriya try and protect his friends while also simultaneously being under constant scrutiny by the boss. i don’t think midoriya took the poison though… that was the first dream i had days ago. the second dream started with me being in there with them and they were my friends i think, or maybe i really just wanted to save them but the boss man knew that i knew aswell and he told me not to tell them either or they’d all die. anyway, in this dream the nightclub had this theatre room area where he would have midoriya and i’s friends preform. (it looked like a bunch of fortnite skins and emotes on the stage.) but todoroki (on multiple occasions) kept leaving the stage mid performance cause he was sick or something and he would hide behind this pole (he wasn’t hiding very well) and when i would look over to boss man, he looked at todoroki with an angry expression because todoroki was blowing his cover. and once, a different day in the dream, i was walking into the nightclub (it looked like the entrance to my house) with this girl who said she was going to help cause i think i told her everything about everything and especially about todoroki. and she was like “DONT WORRY I GOT THIS” and she ran in ahead of me and i lost her. and so when i went inside i was standing with the group of people (just like midoriya was in my first dream, trying to play along but also discreetly find an exit for everyone, however midoriya was nowhere to be seen in this dream…) but when i was standing there with them there were these two shorter brown skin girls. they hated me. the one on the left started explaining why she didn’t fuck with me and she said it’s because i “talked to her man.” or that i “wanted him” and that was just not true. i was like “who’s your man?” and she was like “malik.” AND THAT WAS AN ACTUAL GUY I TALKED TO WHEN I WAS LIKE 14… SO I SAID “girl i promise i don’t want him” but she kept cutting me off and saying that i did. and the girl on the right was just like “yeah i don’t fucking like you either.” and i was like so confused cause i didn’t want him at all… and i said “when did u start dating him” and she was like “february 2024” or something. and i talked to malik in february 2020.. so i was like “… so when we talked.. he wasn’t your man..” and she cut me off like “BITCH FUCK U THATS MY FUCKING MAN” and i was like “okay what fucking ever bitch bye.” and that was the end of that so i walked into the club and like i was sitting in this booth by the back… i don’t remember really what happened back there. i remember a bartender lady who was looking my direction but that’s it. then skip to the theatre room again, they were all performing again and todoroki went off of the stage mid performance again. and the performance was really good, he was supposed to be front and center but he ran off and boss man was so fucking mad. BUT THEN… THE GIRL FROM EARLIER WHO SAID SHE WAS GOING TO HELP… she came out dressed as todoroki (again this specific law of physics was for some reason like fortnite so she just changed her like character to look like todoroki.) and she was doing the dance, but she wasn’t exactly doing it right at all and she wasn’t even on the stage but just right beside it.. i assume to buy him some time but bossman could tell it wasn’t actually him. i just remember the rest of the performance being really good and then at the end everyone was clapping including me. but then some girl from the crowd, which looking back i think was the bartender, had randomly stood up and said “oh by the way everyone, he’s forcing all of those people to work for him. he’s injected them with a poison in their legs that will slowly kill them over time.” and me and everyone else on the stage started clapping and cheering for her and the bossman was like “ahhh i gotta go!” and ran away. then after that he was like banned from the nightclub or something but he kept coming back but he was like a lowlife. so everyone from the performance and stuff was kinda just living their own lives, only being connected by the fact that they were all manipulated and poisoned. i spoke to a few of them, they were each like super emo or something i don’t really remember i’m sorry. but then.. cut to the future and to a different scene.. todoroki was laying on a gurney in the hospital. this part i wasn’t there, but it was more so just letting me know that this was happening while i was elsewhere. like a cutscene. and he was laying flat on his back and he looked very sick, and he was asleep. then he slowly woke up and as soon as he opened his eyes he started to slightly panic (which is out of character for him since he’s typically very calm and quiet) and he like sat up and ripped the blankets off of his body and one of his legs were amputated. he looked horrified and all he could say was “DO YOU SEE THIS??? DO YOU SEEE??” to whoever was with him (the doctor or his parents? i’m not sure.) i remember there was a lady in the hospital specifically that was like helping wheel his gurney when he was asleep and she was kinda rude that’s all i remember. what the hellllll is that about??

17 Jun 2024

Dream

I was living in a kingdom with a king and a queen. A large group of people did not like them, and I was the heir to the throne. We decided that we were going to kill them but in a subtle way it took my friend and I over six months to devise a plan that would work to kill them. Our first attempt did not work and we ended up cutting up our hands really bad, with our second attempt, we decided that we would poison them. Our entire kingdom decided to go for a long hike from our kingdom to somewhere else. To stay hydrated the king and the queen brought some soup that they were drinking. When the hike was almost over, I decided to go up and poison their soup by putting head and shoulder shampoo into it. When they got back to the kingdom they had one last drink of it in front of everyone. They then ended up dying in front of everyone, and an angel of death then came and commanded them to go to hell. I was able to see this angel of death, unlike everyone else. The angel of death said it’s time for you to go to hell. The king and the queen we’re not willing to go as they did not believe that they were dead. However, the angel of death told them again, but they still did not go. So this time she commanded them in a very deep and demonic voice to go to hell in which they obeyed and went to hell portal of death had opened in the floor for them. it was in my time to become the new queen. We had my coronation ceremony and I wore a beautiful blue and white dress that made me look like an ice queen. The entire kingdom was excited for me to come into power as they knew that I would be a good queen leading from my heart and doing things that would benefit the entire kingdom.

6 Jun 2024

Dream

I was hiding under a blanket trying to scream for help for my mom. I was asking her to bring in wasp poison since a nest of wasps had broken through my bedroom wall and were flying around my room. She gave me the poison and I sprayed it and killed some of the wasps but poison from the can leaked all over my hand.

6 Jun 2024

Dream

I was with my mom looking at different horses to buy and doing these weird tricks on some of them. Then I was with all my friends at the Jr High in the Auxiliary gym watching an elementary graduation. My mom was also there and she was around all of these little kids because she’s always loved babies and being a mother. I was around all of the little kids too and playing with them sweetly. My mom left for a while and then came back with a pregnancy test, and said she was pregnant. (She just got married and is currently on her honeymoon in real life) But then she said she was kidding and wasn’t actually pregnant. There was also another girl that was kind of chunky, African American, older, and definitely not my boyfriend’s type. She looked older but apparently she was 13. She said she was pregnant and was going to be a proud mom. And somehow, in the dream supposedly the father to her baby was my boyfriend, Harry. Then there was like a combination of one of my school hallways and a local movie theater. I got called out of the classroom or something to go to a movie with my boyfriend, Harry. I remember him being Harry in my dream, but he didn’t act like him at all and I can’t remember if he even looked like him. This guy was acting really weird and creepy, almost like a psychopath. After the movie, he was supposed to make me drinks. I didn’t trust him, and thought that they would be poisoned. I saw a bottle of alcohol under the table of drinks as well. I kept asking him if he did something to them and he said no. I ended up drinking it and going back to class and I think it was fine. Everything was very mixed up and I couldn’t remember much and I think I had several dreams that fed into each other.

5 Jun 2024

Dream

Me and my dad are staying at some kind of hotel or resort. In the room we are staying at, there are several different kinds of snakes scattered all over the room. For some reason, we are not frightened by this. I am only mildly uncomfortable. Most of the snake species we see are non venemous. There are only two venemous snake species we see at first (copperhead and water moccasin). One night while my dad is sleeping, there are two non venemous species on the bed. (Brown dekay and eastern king) Suddenly, a copperhead appears and bites him. I am frightened by this and try to walk my dad to a medical place because he got bit by a venemous species. Immediately, my dad starts showing signs of poisoning as he can’t walk straight and walks directly into objects. I think that due to this, he needs medical attention immediately and call 911. When the paramedics arrive, it turns out that he had high blood sugar and low blood pressure which I noted don’t make sense together. Apparently, these problems were not caused by the venom. He does not go to the hospital and I am worried as the snake bite is still unaddressed. My dad is not worried though and trusts the paramedics. Due to my worry, I try to post on a Facebook group that my dad was bit by a copperhead and it’s not being taken seriously. For some reason, I do not go through with the post. I am scared to go back in the room as I am now more frightened of the venemous species’ than before. I note that I do not hate the copperhead and acknowledge that it only wanted personal space but that its venom is very harmful. Later that day, I notice that there are snakes all over the resort and see the tails of rattlesnakes hidden in corners. My fear increases as rattlesnakes are far more venomous and dangerous than copperheads. I end up going outside as I am no longer comfortable being inside with all the snakes. There is a beach directly outside the resort. When I got in the water, I noticed that there were several blue ring octopi I was touching. Blue ringed octopi are extremely venemous and fatal but are not native to where I’m from. I get scared by the contact, but when I go seek medical attention, I am brought to this class that would help medical professionals identify who was having an emergency. In the class, we are instructed to check our vitals such as our heart rates and oxygen levels. I note than when I check my pulse, it feels weak and feels like it’s getting weaker. I think my oxygen level is also getting lower, but I wake up before I am able to check it.