Marijuana

29 Sep 2024

Dream

I threw a party, friends were there, family were there including my mom, some of my ex-husband's relatives were there, and my new man was there. I began to gripe about some of the things I didn't like about my ex-husband, and I also mentioned a few things I didn't like about my new man, but I didn't realize that my new man was in listening distance. My new man seemed unbothered. It didn't upset him that I said those things. However, I was embarrassed that I mentioned my dislikes in front of everyone. I went to use the restroom and after using the bathroom I realized I heard a sound. I opened the shower door and my ex-husband was in the shower listening. He screamed, I screamed, and I ran out of the bathroom. Everyone was shocked to see him there at the party, but no one paid him any attention. He eventually left. My new man was there and seemed unbothered that my ex-husband was there. He showed no fear. When the party was finally over, I walked everyone out, carried some kids to the car. While walking through my yard, I noticed there was a vape pen. There was a small urge to pick it up and use it, but I resisted. It has been more than a year since I used marijuana. As I walked the last guest to the car and helped her put the kid inside, she said to me, let's do this again next week. And I said, of course. It felt good to know that my ex-husband did not run anyone away and my personality did not run anyone away. And everyone was able to witness his behavior.

5 Aug 2024

Dream

I was with 2 friends, I can't remember their faces. And my boyfriend was also there. I had a Marijuana joint in my hands and I broke it in half, then ate half of it. I have no idea why. Then I took the other half and saved it in a doobie tube. I think I recall we were in a park at dusk.

28 Jun 2024

Dream

In waking life I haven’t worked in over a month due to a car accident that fractured my spine. I work at a restaurant. In this dream I was at work. I had ordered food to go for myself. My order was mistakenly taken out to a table. We were able to retrieve the order. The food was a lot more than what I ordered. Next as I was leaving I went to a section in the restaurant where I ran into an old classmate and his dad. I do not know these people in waking life. They had several yellow labs with them. I was so excited I was petting the dogs and they were licking me. I felt so happy and the dogs looked very happy. Next I left but on my way home I had to cross like a track and field type area. Before crossing I ran into this black man. I do not know him in waking life but I knew him in the dream. He pulled out several marijuana filled cigars and gave me some. He left and said he would meet with me later. I tried to smoke them. After finishing one I found that more marijuana debris was getting into my mouth than actual smoke. I didn’t feel much so I continued to the next cigar and the same thing happened. The field I had to cross was very dark, almost black, and it had a huge fence I had to cross.

25 May 2024

Dream

Had a dream someone took my marijuana and ketamine nose spray Then these FBI paintball people shot someone that used to bully me Then someone gave me their bag to watch over before they deployed

16 May 2024

Dream

I dreamed about being high in snow covered mountains that were very steep and pointy. I was trying to get into small building through winow I could not reach. I converted with people who smoked me up with Marijuana.

15 May 2024

Dream

My husband wanted me to go on a work trip with him. He made me smoke marijuana with him again. I felt stupid and regretted losing my progress. I was at a store with friends doing a scavenger hunt. I found a lot of pretty bracelets and soaps shaped like animals

9 May 2024

Dream

I was with my white friend and we were smoking weed and drinking and things got steamy and he ended up making love to me and I felt happy but I didn’t feel whole or like myself at all, I felt like it was bound to happen but I didn’t feel happy about what happened.

15 Apr 2024

Dream

I Was Sitting With A Man And He Gave Me A Bag Of Marijuana With A Credit Card In It. I looked confused and gave him the card. I said I didn’t want it just the marijuana and he smirked And Said Ok. After That I Was content and I started rolling for us to smoke. Then I woke up

8 Apr 2024

Dream

I was with some friends and we were walking thought this place that was sort of a mix between a house and an apartment building. We were checking out different rooms and some were too messy and we said how we wouldn’t stay there and some rooms we said were too small. We also found some clothes and decided to take them and wear them. Then some of us ended up walking to this common room type area. There were a good amount of people and a bunch of them I had seen earlier in my dream but didn’t know, some I knew and some were strangers. There was this dude that set up parties or something and he was talking to people. At some point some people took some edibles and I asked if I wanted one and I said no because I quit weed since it made me anxious. I still hung out with them and we walked to the woods or something and just explored. It started to become a nightly thing where we all gathered and people would drink and do drugs. We all sort of lived in that big area where I first met everyone and there were all the clothes and food we needed. At first all I would do was drink alcohol but I started to join in when they did acid and other pills. It was fun but I also didn’t know if I was making the right decision doing them. Everyone else was all the time though so I thought it would be fine. I would get up the next day and barely remember anything from the night before. Some days I had absolutely no recollection of the previous day. I was having fun but I also didn’t like how I was always out of it and never remembered anything. We had a poll on where to have some big party and we decided on a big party in the woods. We were all drinking and stuff but then for some reason the party became a competition and we were fighting some people but I don’t remember why. We didn’t fight everyone just certain people. I remember me and one of my friends were talking to the main guy and there were two dudes we were competing agains and both of our groups wanted to win. I decided I wanted to get it over with so I put one of them in a choke hold and we started fighting. I would be winning for a minute then he would be winning for a tiny bit but I ended up doing better as I could grab him from behind and stop him from moving. The right ended when I knocked him over and slammed something on his head and broke his nose. The other people were impressed and I was like, I think I broke my finger, oh well. Then everything went back to how it had been and it turned into nightly parties after that again and everyday felt like a blur. I couldn’t remember what happened when and where we were each night. We would go to cool places and party in mansions or at concerts. After a while the parties sort of stopped and we were apparently supposed to decide what we would be doing from now on. Like what we would be doing with our life. Everyone was splitting up and I was sad. Some people could go with one person from the group but some people had to go alone. There were a bunch of different tables with people at them sort of like a career fair but we had to end up choosing one. Some choices would be something like fly to different places often, never have a specific home because you’re always traveling. One was like working on boats by the woods we had a party at and stay in the area. One was joining the main dude in charge and help him prepare parties. One was an astronaut and go into space and leave earth behind. They were all really weird and there ended up being a point system or voting to decide what you get. I didn’t have as many points as some people so I didn’t get to pick first and I was stressed because I didn’t want to do any of the options but I had no choice.

6 Apr 2024

Dream

dasha was skiing backwards and it was pointed out that as a person from money she had learned to do that as a kid. i was hanging out with a group of women. one of them was a witch who didn't like me. everyone was in the midst of traveling. they were going to a music festival. i took molly with some of those people. one of my friends urged me to come with them, but i didn't want to. i ended up going on a cruise to dublin (drive to the boat ended with someone getting sick). i was smoking weed on the ship and wandering around. i couldn't find my room. i had a pet puppy with me, and he kept trying to get away from me while i searched for the room. there was a mail carrier on the ship, and the puppy bit her on her ass when we crossed paths. i apologized profusely to her.

5 Apr 2024

Dream

I was outside our house with two of my male friends my family was nowhere in sight. We were getting the house ready - maybe to sell. Someone was coming to see it. Dan did not feel it was ready. We had already gotten all the leaves up from the yard and mowed before the dead had begun. I would have felt this was good enough. But I guess we have to be meticulous. So I begin to pull weeds out of the ground one by one. I notice the weeds come up whole if you are careful how you grab them and pull gently. The ground is noise because a layer of mulch grass sits on tip of the lawn. As I'm doing this I wonder why nobody has mentioned being this thorough with the inside when one or both of my friends suddenly throw 2 couches from my livingroom onto the lawn. I suppose so we can clean them.more thoroughly out there on the lawn. But I'm not done with the grass, so I attempt to stack the couches to take up less room, but they are mismatches and don't stack easily. I do the best I can anyway.

31 Mar 2024

Dream

i had a dream about an past situationship with someone, and i was looking through their instagram stories and they were suddenly in Bali but it was dated in 2019, he was basically showing his ball sack by riding up his shorts in a video. It wasn’t sexually attractive though, but he kind of looked drugged up, like he was going through something much worse than just weed - like meth. his cheeks were sucken, his eyes were wide. looked a little bit demonic. Anyways he was basically messaging me asking to get back with me, saying he missed me - i had feelings that i missed him too, but something wasn’t right like genuinely it wasn’t good. so yeah that’s what happened.