Dream About Recurring Prom Dream And Family Issues

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I had another reoccurring dream, but not in the sense that it’s some thing I’ve had before is a different dream, but I woke up at 9:30 and then somehow I fell back to sleep and I continued the dream where it left off. I remember not seeing my mom or my dad , but I knew they were there. I had to wear this really dressed up formal dress like you would go to prom and I remember going with somebody but I don’t remember who I just remembered Andrew. He was one of the twin boys in my class when I was growing up, and we always had a thing for each other, but I remember when I fell back to sleep, we did the prom thing all over again I had the same dress, but I had another dress I was supposed to wear I put the dress that I wore the first time I went and wore again, not knowing why I just liked it better. And then end up seeing myself Living somewhere that didn’t look like my home growing up but I was at home and I was living there and Chad was getting divorced so he had to live there too. My brother Rhett lived there, but I never saw him, but I knew he lived there and we avoided each other, my mom who I didn’t see was on drugs and running around and doing stupid stuff. I know my dad was there but I don’t remember seeing him. I woke up crying because in my dream I realized that my family doesn’t love me. I woke up, crying the end. so now I’m in this emotional sadness from my dream and the longer I’m awake the less I can explain it. I explained my whole dream and it makes no sense. It’s just a bunch of jumbled stuff that really gets me emotional and I’m really tired of it. I would like to know why I dream like this all the time.