Pepper

5 Apr 2024

Dream

I remember one of the first dresms was inside my backyard Inwasndoingnsokerhint where inessntrtijgntongonogrrbthrnbrifkneslln but then after that I went to the table at the end of our backyard with my mom to spray paint on my clothes and a police helicopter dropped red paint all over me for some reason, I had to leave the house in the car to a grey day concert that my sister was talking about in the car there were so many people staring at me with the red spray paint but Indidnt care on the freeway the entire time that we’d do so I got into the car rolling the window down I remember when I went into the lobby area for the freeway race there was other people inside the girls locker room/ lobby aka preparation area and I had my things set down there next to tape so then I went and kept talking to people inside the locker room waiting going back and forth, and then when I got back in there was someone who I used to know before who was In my past but I didn’t care about them and then they came over to me trying to get my attention through doing things negatively, but Injust didn’t respond and got my stuff to change and get ready to go, while I left for one minute to the bathroom when I came back she was asking me questions like “Why would you do this to my own things huh? You care so much about myself that your a lesbian dyke reorganizing my shit.” and it was just my things coming back covered with tape on it next to hers which she purposefully stepped on to gather onto her clothes and my bags open which she unlogivslly somehow equated to me investigating her stuff , she was trying to get everyone else’s attention on her to create a problem, but then i responded calmly explaining how I don’t really care and that those things is clearly a problem with herself that she’s trying to projecting onto my life to make herself feel better about from putting me through making me look like i’m harassing her as the victim , she basically got upset from my non chalantness and everyone else inside of the room realized the situation from how i responded and just started ignoring her and acting like she was crazy, I didn’t care and I went out onto the kayaking boats on the freeway and while I was there, and inside the boats on the freeway she got next to mine and started saying in public “I’m still upset because I can’t believe you tried to steal my stuff” and then in response to that I started screaming since she was trying to get me evicted that l know she’s just lying about it when I only had my things next to her and had tape on my own yet she’s still trying to cause a fight about it because she’s determined to try and get me out because you just want to fight she hasn’t been relevant in my life for years and is still trying to live off of that to take advantage of it, when I said that everyone else was like “Oh girl. You should fight her back, Because if that was me.” and I remember instead of fighting defending myself to listen to them which got skyla to shut up and got them in trouble anyways while we were on the kayak boats after we accidentally got onto a escalator exit ramp that leads to the inside of a mall, i went inside there and there was a square room and as I kept progressing I was just in my thoughts relaxing but then I saw a girl who was crying in the middle of the escalator outside of the escalator on the sides of the room and I saw she was hurt so i went to her and hugged her saying “It’s ok.” and she kept crying, but then eventually after hugging her for a while after resting on my shoulders the entire time she said “You’re arms feel really strong.” and I got off from hugging her and she said “Oh your not the muscular man I was thinking.” and then I said “Yeah it’s because I have spray paint all over my hesd and body, but i’m ‘spanish.” I walked off smiling and I saw her happier and then when I went off the kayaking and down the escalator inside of the malll outisifenthe ecidt, I saw a group of my friends there ordering food and as I was trying to go to them to rrr was this man at the msll who was a security guard who I knew before that’s always trying to cause problems with me and to all my friends so he stood next to me and was about to do something but then he looked forward and saw the tripe double cheeseburger 49 he was obsessed with and he couldn’t stop staring at it so I just slowly left at the car for when we were going to the grey day concert my sister said, actually first what happened is we were all inside of this big bike neighborhood and it had a zoo inside, this neighborhood was for really good people in a community made by those who were well off, and as I got lost, before I got lost running out and going away from the people who dictate that I remember I went inside the original place and they said that we are a nuisance, as our family used to be one of the main leaders for that but now we’re in deep poverty which is ruining our reputation and image, and the image of them, so they couldn’t have us there but we’re deeply disgusted and dissapointed, and I said to them but does that dictate anything about us, and when my aunt was begging them around community she said yeah it does so i started going inside the place since this was the enterance to the community to find a way out away from them and I saw on my own a bunch of neighborhoods with people running bikes on each house, yet I was just trying to find a way out, and eventually when it got bad to a point where ai didn’t have much time left, I had to take someone’s bike to get out but I felt too bad stealing someone’s bike so I instead of ran all the way around the zoo area to find my house and get out of the dead end, and I did but it was behind and outside of the community entirely and when I got back we were in such poverty some homeless man tried stealing our car and things, so instead of pushing him out what I did was cooperate and say “Here instead of taking those things why don’t you take this,” and gave him 3 things and as I was gonna give more I said hold on and went back to the kitchen to grab pepper spray and a knife and came back spraying it to him to get him out with just those 3 items and he ran off but yet still broke the car door off our car and was so determined, but eventually we spoke through to him and he went up to us offering to help and then as we were leaving he just started stsying there helping out with the house too, and as I went into the backyard that’s when the spray paint thing happened etc, in the car with my mom once me and my sister got dropped off to the end of the freeway we were supposed to wait for my cousin and my aunt and mom to take us but what ended up happening is my sister had to take mom and my aunts car t the place but my cousin who said she was coming was apparently about to kayak me there, so waiting for her I looked everywhere on both sides for both the boats but I couldn’t find her, and I didn’t message her thinking communicating would send me back even further on time, so I just looked and after that I found one of the people from my school so I was going to get alisha and me to go into a kayak there on the freeway but then I went to the bathroom to check if she was there but then I saw someone else inside thet bathroom with their own stuff sitting half naked with shit in front of them and they were telling me about how they had a horrible day right now and were almost violently shitting inside that tub but I didn’t judge them instead I tried being understanding and said that sucks from how hard it’d be for them and that I thought they were actually my cousin at first but they were looking up to me having a conversation and then when I came back out I realized the kayaks were gone so i tried to call alisha but realized she had to go to the grey day concert without me so I was left back and abandoned by everyone else who was going to take me to there

2 Apr 2024

Dream

Me and my ex best friend (same one from the second to last dream) ended up at a narcotics anonymous meeting. Honestly didn't know where we were until I found opiates and we decided to take them, had a quick shag and then ate some hot dogs. Later I was alone setting up a bedroom, in particular I was trying to paint this very exorbitantly long pillow I was using as a decoration. I was trying to plan out how to space the letters and what words I wanted on there. Then I was just going through the room. It was really full of stuff. There was one of those beds that fold into the wall and other compartments that fold into the wall but the only one folded into the wall was the bed because there was stuff on all the other ones. I found a soap dish made out of one of my work buddies soap dishes made from his deceased (and completely fictional as far as I know) dog so I wanted to get it back to him because I thought he'd miss that. Then my mamaw and I went to some sort of store for art supplies and other things (I think) and when we went to check out there was nobody there so I went to look for someone to check us out and I saw a beefy looking dude amd a gallon of doctor pepper. I exclaimed to the dude that that was the biggest doctor pepper I had ever seen. Then behind me came a woman who was definitely considerably older than me (I knew immediately the dr pepper was hers though nobody ever said it) she was pretty with dark features and a tan and slightly wrinkled complexion. There was more but my memory of the dream kinda disintegrates after that.

30 Mar 2024

Dream

I was playing this game that was set in California. It started with you walking into a hotel, there were lots of scorpions and wildcats outside. I did a few rounds before I realized the only way to win was not to get out of the hostage situation and to play through it. It had something to do with the drug trade. There was a guy who was a super dynamic actor, he kind of looked like Barry Pepper. But his name was something weird, like Glumor. I looked him up online and saw that he was only a couple years older than me, homeless, a traveler and known for being a little weird. But he also was in the same town I was staying in, so I decided to go look for him. He was trying to get work at this old lady’s house. She said no so he started walking away. I followed him and started asking him questions. He finally turned around and asked if I want to be with him. I hesitantly said yes. I assured him that I wasn’t trying to get him and that I would be nice to him. He was still cute but somewhat jealous and intimidating. Eventually he turned downright cruel, stole my favorite stuffed animal and buried it under water, mud and eventually tons of goose feathers. I managed to dig it up but I knew I couldn’t take it to the airport. So I brought it to a lawyer I trust, and she agreed to keep it safe. There was a battle on the water, he apparently had water superpowers. He died but I felt conflicted about the whole thing, I still kind of liked him. They wrote a bunch of news articles about it but they also were weirdly nonchalant about the abuse and water powers, because they apparently were huge fans of the stuffed animal company who wanted to downplay it. Mom wouldn’t quit bothering me about the details, I started trying to write things down, and I told her she was making things worse. They asked if I had cheated with Sterling even emotionally. I explained that he’s dead.

18 Mar 2024

Dream

I dreamed I was in my grandmother's garden who has passed away in a very violent act and in this dream I'm in her garden picking vegetables and I can hear music from the '60s playing in the background but when I stand up in the ground there's no other house there's no people there and I just get back down on my hands and knees and pulling peppers off those the plants

21 Feb 2024

Dream

I came downstairs for takeout like I usually do every Sunday but on the 27th August 2027 my grandad began choking on a red pepper and unfortunately died causing me to cry and then I time skipped forward to after when me and my nan didn’t have enough money and I cried even more and then I woke.

31 Jan 2024

Dream

I was at a get together with my family at my grandparents old house. My great grandma was making fun of hurricanes. I poured a cup of dr pepper into another cup of dr pepper.

31 Jan 2024

Dream

I had a dream I went out with my friends to a Korean restaurant and we got this dish and it was really good but one of the peppers was too spicy so one of my friends just threw a tantrum at me to get her some water and I just poured my heart out about how I feel like I am losing her and how it started to actually get really hard for me to communicate with her but she actually understood what I was saying and she kind of came down and then there was a cat and then I woke up

25 Jan 2024

Dream

It was me and 2 others and we killed a man and before he died he cursed us. He something about dying by the eclipsed moon. We went back to our apartment and I tried to ignore it but couldn’t when I noticed the screen in one of the windows had come loose a little. One of the other two were cooking spaghetti and the two were talking so I decided to try and fix the screen so no one would fall out. But as I reached for it my hand went through it and I fell out of the window. I was holding onto a curtain that was apart of the window but the curtain was long n I continued to fall. As I was falling I was looking at the sky and I saw the North Star but it was big and bright and than I saw the moon eclipsing the sun and felt I was dying so I shouted out to Lord that I was sorry for killing the man and that I wouldn’t do it again and the curtain bunjied me back up and through the window into the safety of the apartment. The dream than skips and I am with my husband and 2 daughters only one of them has a strong aversion to water. Whenever she comes near it her head gets really small or it completely disappears and we as a family have to go into the water to fight some unknown creature to save her. At one point this weird alien thing starts to come out if her mouth than it skips and her head is getting smaller she panicks fir a second and once she realizes her head is just small and not gone she goes back to reading. My husband and other daughter leaves to fight while she stays and helps me cook. I wake up after she tells me that her dad wants her to get the onions and green peppers out for spaghetti. You should note: I am not married and I only have 1 daughter.