Dream About Ex Boyfriend Jeremy And Murder Mystery

I saw my ex boyfriend Jeremy as I was in a whole different realm of adventure. I was trying to solve a murder mystery with the cast of my favorite show. It felt very cool and good and I kept thinking to myself how good of a book this would make except now I can’t remember the plot. Anyways, I eventually stumble into an apartment with Jeremy my ex. I start admiring it and it looks like the old life I had with him. I see Rico our old friend as well and surprisingly I’m excited to see him since living with him was so annoying at times. But none the less since I’ve moved on from that I am happy to see him. Then Jeremy’s new girlfriend comes out of the room and I stumble a bit on my words. I forgot he moved on with someone else. It seems like the weight of the world is on my shoulders again and I start to feel very anxious. I try to subtly ask Rico if we can go outside to smoke some weed and talk, Rico says sure but then tells everyone else to come outside too. At this point I’m frustrated because I wanted to vent, and I also did not want to have to smoke my weed with everyone since I only had a little bit. I let Rico hit on my joint for a little and then he hands it back to me. I smoke the rest by myself and I even make a joke saying “damn who smoked all of it?” Even though it was me 😂😂 but honestly who cares since it was mine anyways and no one else asked?? I could tell people were a little frustrated with me not sharing but I felt like I didn’t need to especially since they were expecting without asking. I walk back into the apartment and I find it hard to breathe all of sudden, I think from anxiety. I remember her saying something to Jeremy about her being uncomfortable with me there, but then I start harshly reminding her that everything she has now in her relationship is because of ME. I built of Jeremy just for him to leave. He left me to have the exact same life with someone new. I look around the apartment some more and I increasingly become more stressed and upset with the fact that he gets to move on and be happy after everything that’s happened, did I not mean that much to him?? I tried leaving and going back to my other dreams where I was on adventures and solving mysteries with my riverdale friends, but everytime I turned around Jeremy was somewhere. I couldn’t understand why he was always following me if he so clearly has moved on.