Bully

8 Nov 2024

Dream

I was on an excursion with my highschool. We were somewhere in the middle of nowhere, me and my former best friend were roaming around in a forest near a body of water, I don't know if it was a lake or the sea or a river. I was collecting seashells and found a huuge dead crab with a shell, the crab was still in there but it was dead, it looked really creepy. Then we went to a really big meadow and me and all classmates played a game where we were stomping on Spaghetti barefoot and the loser had to eat from the spaghetti. EW ???!! When we were leaving I went back to our establishment and I was sharing a room with a guy that bullied me in highschool and we were both packing our stuff and he was done before me cause I was trying to fit all of the seashells I collected into my stuff. Generally I had huge difficulties packing and he was watching me and making fun of me which pissed me off and stressed me out even more. When I thought I was finally done I realised that I had forgotten my whole jewellery box (whyever I would take that whole thing on a school trip) and it was just way too big it never would've fit and there was no time left so I had to leave it behind.

18 Oct 2024

Dream

I had a really weird dream where I was at what I'm guessing was a choir event. I was separate from the group and did an extremely high note and everyone stared at me, when I did that my history teacher lead me to a playground while saying "next time you're bored just go here, kiddo" when I got there, there was a normal small obstacle course you'd find on any normal playground but it led to a really tall pull up bar, I tried getting there but out of nowhere my classmate that's also my bully came out of nowhere in front of me and he was about to go to the pull up bar but stopped, turned around, got in my face, and just stared at me then turned around and went to the pull up bar and just hanged there. After hanging for a bit he fell, sat up, and just stared at me until I woke up

5 Oct 2024

Dream

I had a dream that someone was being mean and talking about me behind my back

27 Sep 2024

Dream

A girl who used to bully me from school was in my dream; We were friends prior to her bullying me and she made new friends and pretended i didn't exist. I became rich and powerful and she was jealous, and wanted to destroy my life by coming back in it. She made a new friend and that new friend wanted to be my friend as well. Fast forward I had a memory in the dream(wasn't a memory from my waking life), about her and me hanging out in the back of the school bus. The school bus drove us around town. And then the world became somewhat apocalyptic. But it was because of me. I owned a huge mansion. And I went upstairs to hang with my dream girlfriend, and I was on my period, she was afraid of blood, and when she saw the blood beneath her because my flow was extremely heavy she panicked. I told her don't worry becausey ex boyfriend-I was referring to my boyfriend I know in my waking life, was afraid of blood too(he actually is afraid of blood). And I gave her a regimine an exercise to help her get over her fear so she wouldn't focus on the blood too much. She was changing out the sheet and I told her the sheet was too light and that my flow was heavy enough to sleep through. So we tried switching to a darker sheet. I get a phone call from my grandma and she said my aunt was doing something then I asked her about my cousin who attempted suicide, I asked her where he was , she said my aunt paid for him a hotel where he was alone. I ran to check on him yet he ignored me. I blamed my aunt for not taking care of him and trapped my family and Bullies in my mansions basement. And other random people before I injected them with something that would turn them into venom monsters. I ran away because I got scared I'd become one and many of them tried to escape. I saved one little girl though so she could become a black barbie girl. Her original mother tried to come in and save her too, but I was so powerful I swatted her away. It then fast forward to me working at a waffle house and being in a college. I went into the room and I noticed it was very sexual. There was big booty women and women of all shapes and colors(at this point it became a wet dream.) And I was telling someone my butt was getting bigger and I didn't know why.

20 Sep 2024

Dream

A rather chaotic dream of trying to address some of my health issues, and seemingly going in circles for answers. I had some lab work done and was told that this girl would be helping me. She was supposed to send my results back to the doctor. I spent hours waiting to hear from her and she kept telling me she had everything taken care of. Some time had passed and i had the feeling of just waiting around for nothing. I somehow run into the doctor and he reminds me that the the girl is responsible for sending my results back to him. I called the girl from my phone and caught her voicemail. frustrated, i yelled FUCK! And she started giggling, revealing to me that the voicemail wasn’t prerecorded, and she was trying to trick me and obviously was avoiding me. It was very obvious at this point. She was laughing facetiously about it. When i finally got ahold of her to ask her about my lab results she seemed like she was lying about everything, like she didn’t want me to get any help. She was kind of being a bully. Then I’m alone wandering around aimlessly again. I’m in a semi dark empty house where a man and a woman are exiting through the front door. The man tried to lock the door but after he left i noticed the door wasn’t locked. So i tried to make sure it was locked before i left, but the door wouldn’t lock. The lock just kept turning, like it was broken. I gave up on the lock and began walking outside to the left, towards a golden sunset. I dig through my pockets to look for my air pods and begin to stress when i realize i don’t have them. I’m walking along a lot of empty concrete which makes me wish i had my longboard. It felt very lonely. I get a snapchat from my old friend richy who I’m not friends with anymore in real life. It was a picture of him in a courtroom and he said something along the lines of “wish me luck”. I immediately replied, “What happened”? Eager to know what was going on and if he was okay. I felt extremely lonely thought out the entire dream.

20 Sep 2024

Dream

I moved back in with my mom I met 2 guys it was a current war and we had powers and stuff and everything was good but my stepfather was a big bully and after my birthday party they started showing out. I wanted to fight my stepfather my sister encouraged me and he wouldn’t fight me all I could see is gray with hints of red I went and turned the stove on and wait I was finna burn him and he wouldn’t fight me so I turned the stove off and went upstairs then my mom looked at her snap map and said look at Kameece shitty booty ass and I was livid and told her, “You’re snap map is wrong.” She tried argue that it was and bring up my post to my Uncle she doesn’t like and tried to argue about it. I said it was a shout out for his birthday my mom and stepfather said something smart before I woke up.

26 Aug 2024

Dream

I was in my old elementary school that caused most of my trauma. Some people that have bullied me was there. Class was in my room and then I freaked out, grabbed a bat and destroyed the desks. I was about to hit them until it went back to the class but in an actual classroom, but I went through the walls of my school and went outside to this mesmerizing garden that I twirled in for a while. Then I saw my old school principal with his walkie-talkie and I went towards him in a panic because I was disobeying class rules. He asked, “how did you get outside?” I said, “I went through the little cracks.” He took out his phone and there was only 2 contacts, my brother and my mom. I chose my brother and then he reminded me of my sexual abuser by saying something and then I cried and fainted with her face glitching and the background black and green. Then I woke up with a marking on something with a dot saying, “anger; excused.” I woke up in the same classroom in my room and destroyed the desks once again with every one of my bullies backing up in fear. Then I teleported to a house party downstairs of my house with some people I recognize from my school. I kept on having flashes about my sexual abuser. I interacted with some people and as soon as something embarrassing or I didn’t like happened I went back to where I was doing the exact same motion. I tried taking a shower and once I got out. I got a flash again and purposefully reset what I was doing, it happened multiple times in the row until I was walking to my high school but it was more like a plain, fancy, college. I was late for my period 0 class and was going to my period 1 class. I walked up the stairs and because of the cramped place I fell on my chin and couldn’t easily get up, everyone was staring at me.

15 Aug 2024

Dream

i was sitting at a cafe with my boyfriend’s best friend and a girl who used to bully me, we where watching movies on my laptop when texts from my friends popped up on my phone i texted them back some mean things about the bully when i realized she could see what i said on the laptop she started crying and said “ i thought you where better than this phoebe ” my heart broke but everything i said was true

11 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was with my dead cat and we were playing and having fun. My cat irl was very small. She was a kitten and had grey and white fur. At one point in the dream everything switched to a Chibi-like anime style. My cat who was now anthropomorphic, was being bullied. I then protected her and threw something at the bullies. My cat then said "thank you Luca. I will miss you in the after life. I will see you later, but for now I must go. Bye." I then started crying and said "Wait! No! Come back! Please!" she then started rising into heaven.

11 Aug 2024

Dream

I was in high school in my dream and there was also a boy someone unknown everyone had some kind of magical power. On mty first day of school I met him and something happens and we become friends then after school I got home and text with him then on our second day i had a encounter to some bullies and my friend saved me from them. Then after school I went to a fun place where I danced I accidentally did a wrong move but my grandfpa saved me, he told every one at home that if he had done any further delay then I would have been dead. Then I thanked him. Another day at school nothing much happed. After school I went to my friend's home. His house was very big. There he told me about his family and his girlfriend who had been went to another coutry for studies and all of a sudden a thief broke into the house and he take something with him and went to an whole another place through a portal we both followed him and He fought with the thief then I finally got the thing and started running I got trped by a group of people but then out of nowhere my grandpa came and let me go home then my friend also came. The people in the other world were very different. there facial features were very different from us.

6 Aug 2024

Dream

Dreamed I went on a school trip to Canada. Went with my whole class from high school. Had a really fun time. Got to the airport and it was sprawling. They had a large fluffy cat in the woman's bathroom. I pet her and loved on her. I picked her up and asked if anyone owned the cat and if I could take it home. They said "No one owns this cat, but it gives comfort to those who visit so you can't just take her." I said okay and began wandering. I then found a cat a friend of mine who was in the trip owns. I picked the cat up and started frantically looking around for my group but I couldn't seem to find them anywhere. I circled all around the airport until I got in the front and there was a LOT of people. The airport was being swarmed and as I'm holding onto this cat for dear life through a crowd of people, being pushed around too, I finally find a stewardess and tell her "hey, I am here with a high school group and I'm lost. could you please help me?" and she goes "oh its you! we've been looking all over to find you! she leafs me to where everyone else is and my friend sees her cat. a group if girls tries to pull me up to the vehicle (which isn't a plane) its more of a huge flatbed truck. I refuse and hand over the cat first, and my friend thanks me. The only open seat left is next to a guy who used to pick on me but in the dream he's asleep. I have my bra I've taken off in a baggy and one of the other guys asks me why I've taken it off. I say because its uncomfortable and that's none of your business. I get led to an area with games and a teacher who I have a crush on helps me pick something to watch. I ask if he wants to watch anything too and he says " No, makes me think of my family and I miss them." I feel awkward and pick something to watch myself. lastly, were driving along the highway and there's a turn. I watch as the driver expertly drives us and I want to talk to him but I know he's busy so I leave him alone and instead pick a seat next to him to watch the road. I think about how I have a friend on Discord from Canada and that shed probably love to hear about my trip, and I wonder if I was close to where she lives. I wake up.

22 Jul 2024

Dream

The high school bully boys and my first love were all together in this dream, i was head over heels with my first love still in the dream and was desperately trying to get together with him, but again there were many obstacle that seperates us. Despite the fact his genuine feelings towards me in the dreams brought me tons of comfort, and also wanting to get together. There was still a hint of passiveness in his tone that broke my heart a little. We were under ground going thru a freshly dugged tunnel and was trying to find our way out. Finally we reached above ground in a school canteen, and right when I was excited about to uniting with him, finally being together, I woke up.