Assault

10 Oct 2024

Dream

I was at a hotel for my bridal shower. At first, it was just me and my parents there. My mom called the front desk to make a reservation for dinner at the hotel’s restaurant. We got down there and I ordered first. I ordered pasta. Slowly people began showing up. At first it was people I knew coming in. But more and more people started to flood in. We were in a big conference room type of deal. I was very stressed out. Servers kept coming to the table, bringing other people food or appetizers, which was making me angry and upset because this was my bridal shower and I ordered first. There was nothing one waitress who came and asked me something that I couldn’t understand at first because it was like she didn’t know English. But she repeated herself and said “do you accept validations?” as in compliments. She complimented me in someway, but I was too stressed to even care, so I just said okay. I remember going around the room and the long tables and not knowing anyone and it was just getting crazy in there. It was like I was lost. I tried to go speak to the manager but I didn’t feel safe. It felt like she was going to try to kill me, so I brought someone with me. The manager was dismissive and didn’t care what I was saying. I also didn’t know who I was marrying. I assumed it was my girlfriend, but it wasn’t clear at all. Everyone was ignoring me and it was a mess. I woke up from the dream because I was trying to kick someone in the dream and then I kicked in real life. I fell back asleep and it was like the same dream started over, except I got the “behind the scenes” version. It was kinda the same, but then I was at some movie theater concession and there was no one there except the employees. One of them started to give me oral sex and then he called the other worker over so she could do it as well. I felt like I was being assaulted. I called my girlfriend’s cousin and told her in Spanish what was happening so she could come save me. I remember waking up again from trying to kick.

8 Sep 2024

Dream

I was working as a wedding planner at a Hasidic wedding. I could tell the bride was unhappy with the wedding and the groom apathetic at best. I tried to intervene as the brides aunt tried to keep the bride separated from her mother-who had left the community. I was ignored, but threatened legal action if the aunt kept assaulting me. I managed to get the bride time with her mother. My parents and I were trying to return home at night during violent protests. People were assaulting their political enemies’ cars with tennis balls and burning buildings and businesses. We made it home and hurried to move all valuables to the basement where we hunkered down. After the revolution, the four of us were living in a small apartment and worked to resist the regime.

22 Aug 2024

Dream

This dream was a lucid dream, and inside the dream, I was in an old house that I used to live in, or a combination of a couple houses I used to live in. My cats were in my dream, and I kept getting clawed by our youngest male cat, whose name is Metatron. He was also clawing my female cat Kiki and I was trying to stop him. I could really feel the clawing in my dream. I was at a point in a dream where I was living in this house, squatting possibly, and one guy that I know named Danger was in the dream, and I was pregnant by him. He is a guy who is deeply disturbed, but is kind of my friend in a way, although I did not used to like him. He hit me and was physically trying to restrain me and keep me there. I went totally crazy on him and ended up hitting him with weapons and kicking him out of the house, and he swore to come back and seek vengeance. Later on, a group of males came. All of them looked like criminals or gangsters, and I went up against them, too. I ended up killing most of them, and then the police ended up coming in for assistance. There was these French doors or pocket panel doors that I went through that seemed significant but I'm not sure exactly what the significance is but they were all over the house in the stream and the one that I'm talking about there was the most significant there was multiple sets like two or three sets and when I went through them I shut it and it was dark and I was somewhere else

22 Aug 2024

Dream

My dad's roommate was moving out and I felt he took me and my daughters belonging that were in him room; My god mom and and old boyfriends mom took me and their daughter to colorful unicorn show and a guy was flirting with me trying to sell me weed, a random lady was playing music and I said something about liking her music she walked up to me and tried to rob me in the cafeteria we fought and I beat her with a glass bottle, the security guard started to assault me and I walked away and went back to my god mom and ex boyfriend mom at ue show and I xplained what happened, it also was a reenactment of " Bring it on" in my dream but I was just like an extra character in the scene.

7 Aug 2024

Dream

i was getting chased by a scary dog down a rode and i jumped on a guys mailbox next to his house and when he came out he didn’t see me he only saw the dog and when he did see me he started creeping on me and said “oh come here little girl” and reached out to grab me but i got out and ran down the street to myself and then he followed me and for a couple days would like touch me and wait outside my house for me and he sexually assaulted me and kept waking up in the middle of the night crying

3 Aug 2024

Dream

i dreamt that my best friend nova came over to my house and it was storming and raining and the wind was so loud that you could hear it blow through the house like the walls were made of straw, i felt an ominous sensation like something bad would happen but having nova there joking about how shitty my house was made me feel a little better, there was a hole in my ceiling somehow and nova was stressing about trying to fix it, it was night time the entire dream even when i went to sleep and once i woke up nova was gone, but there were new neighbors in my neighborhood and a group of kids in my age group came with them. i ignored them because i prefer to stay to myself, but in the dream i was trying to learn how to skate because my friend li started to teach me and i never got very far. so i'd go out at night and try to skate and those kids were always watching me and i didnt know why. they would try to talk to me and i'd say a few words then walk away because i wasn't interested in befriending them but i wanted to be cordial. one night i went out and one of the boys from the group came to talk to me. he seemed like a nice kid so i tried to engage in the conversation, i was walking as i talked though so he was following me, then once i was far away from my house i noticed the rest of the boys from the group were following me too, and among that group were 2 boys who have sexually assaulted me in the past suddenly i didnt feel safe so i tried to slowly walk away from them but they kept following me, then one of the boys who'd assaulted me said "hey why don't we all agree that we should just rape this bitch" and he grabbed me and i started screaming no and trying to fight him off me but there were about 5 or 6 guys including the one who i initially thought was a nice kid, he seemed like the youngest of the group so he was just going along with whatever they did and he seemed to have a crush on me so i guess in his mind he felt it would be convenient to follow after them. i kept screaming and crying then i woke up crying i was covered in sweat and my room felt like a volcano,, i fell back asleep a few moments later then there was a woman and she had swords all around her house and she told me i needed to learn to protect myself and that she'd teach me,, she let me start learning to fight with a sword by lending me a small dagger that she attached to a spear, i had a lot of fun training with her and gained an emotional attachment to her like a guardian figure, but every now and then i'd hear loud banging coming from a room in her house. one day the banging was the loudest it had ever been and she told me she'd be right back and it was probably best if i left, and that she'd called my mom to come pick me up. i stayed while she went into the room and i heard her talking to someone, she was telling them to calm down and that she would figure out a way to help them go back to who they were before, but then i heard her screaming, i went to see what happened and there was a monster i cant even describe and it had clawed through her chest and bit off her head, i ran to the other room and opened the window and ran, i kept running and i knew not to go back home because i didnt want to guide that thing to my house since it was only a few blocks away. i then remembered she told my mom to go there to pick me up and i started to panic thinking it would get to my mom, so i texted her urging her not to go to the house or go back home and to drive far away from there, and she said okay and i told her i was going to try and go to my boyfriends house since it was far away, but the thing kept chasing me, eventually i reached the city and some group of people caught the monster and killed it. i was already afraid and in shock so i still wanted to see my boyfriend so i kept going. eventually i somehow got stuck in a jail but not as a prisoner, the police told me in order to get out i had to go on a detour through the prison to get to the exit. while i walked through the prison i got catcalled and mocked by the prisoners and although the police "ordered" the prisoners not to touch me they'd still grope and harass me and it made me uncomfortable. the police told me i wasnt allowed to bring my shoes in so i left them at the door expecting them to give them back to me at the exit but once i got there they told me i wasn't supposed to leave them and that somebody probably had already took them by now. i was really upset because i'd worn my dcs with my bone attachments and those were my favorite shoes so i went back inside hoping to find them, but i got lost once i went back in

26 Jul 2024

Dream

I was walking with a boy that was going back to Germany the same day. We get into a school to have a pee. We leave our belongings outside the school. While waiting to get to the bathroom a lot of kids surrounded me and unexpectedly a kid touched my butt, deep in my anus. I got very upset and I speak up, saying to those kids that that was not funny. I went to the bathroom and one of the teachers came to know what was happening. I told her and he was equally surprised. When I left the school my belongings were gone but the German’s belonging still there so I took them just in case he has mine. I decided to walked and close to a side walk was a big space full of sand. Suddenly, a white blond guy appeared. He was pulling me and he was trying to touch me or rape me and throw me into that deep pool of sand. I started to yell to the pedestrians “help, call the police” the pedestrian were woman. They were far far away but they heard me yelling asking for help, and they started to call. I was scared, but never stop yelling asking for help. I yelled so much that the white blond guy disappeared, and I was afraid the police wouldn’t believe me. I started to question “what about if this incident was my imagination?” “Maybe it was not real?, maybe my mind is tricking me? I had all those concerns before the police coming.

23 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream that i went on a girls trip and it was inside a poplated area. In my dream the girls i was with was the girls i stopped being friends with half an year ago. We made it to our room and the two girls i was with convinced me to change into a nice outfit. I looked amazing. It was a unique dream in deep green colors that was almost chrome as i moved around in front of rhe mirror. It was tight fitting for the top and loose and flowy at the bottom stopping about mid thigh. The girls i was with disappear and instead i see my little cousin and little sister spending time together in the distance. I go back in the room admiring my reflection when two men come in and i can immediately tell their intentions are bad. They mean to rape me. I make it out of the room and run. A third man comes to join the assault attempt. There is a vwry heated struggle. I do my best to defend myself and hurt them but they are so strong and seem indestructible to me. It was when i saw how ineffective my attacks and even hitting them with metal poled was ineffective that i became so afraid. I was afraid and doubting how i could defend myself against these ugly middle aged white assailants. During the struggle they ripped off most of my dress leaving me with only rags and my underwear. I manage to slow them down and make a run for it up some stairs and through a hallway into a type if food court and beg ppl for help but no one cares. No one is listening. I realize im on my own and need to keep running. I keep trying to find safety until i wake up.

21 Jul 2024

Dream

I'm in Victorian era London, as a courtesan. I'm wearing an emerald green corset dress and I'm sitting on a couch in the front of a pub, when a man in a tuxedo and a top hat approaches me, and begins to flirt with me, but I try to spurn his advances. He begins to force his hands up my thighs, but then I wake up. I began having this dream at age 8 and had it for years.

21 Jul 2024

Dream

I was laying in bed with my boyfriend, we were cuddling and things seemed fine. But when he went to put his arm around me it felt like I was being held down by darkness and the darkness made love to me. I tried to scream and kick but I couldn’t move or get away. He was killing me, taking my breath away, my life away, my happiness away. I was left empty, alone, and disappointed. He left me a hollow shell of what I was when he first touched me. He took everything from me. I was praying for death to come find me when he was done.

18 Jul 2024

Dream

I was with my dad, brother and sister as my sister was returning her ex-husband’s belongings. The address began with the number 27. I was going to be late for work so I told my sister I was calling an Uber. She accused me of not wanting to spend time with the family. I said of course I didn’t want to spend time with the family: I wanted to work and earn money. My dad and brother told me they’d take me home so I could get ready. We happened upon a carnival opposite Millstone in Niantic. My dad and brother insisted we get out and at least explore. I mentioned to my dad I wanted to go to a carnival again like when I was a kid. My brother was taking his time and I was growing frustrated: I wasn’t going to make it to work on time. I opened my phone to call an Uber and my dad showed me a small straw hat with “7 Marvins” on it. I couldn’t correctly type in the address where I was to get a ride. The only driver in the area had bad reviews about how he assaulted a passenger. My brother flippantly said he didn’t care if I made it to work on time. My dad was a bit more sympathetic but still didn’t understand the urgency.

19 Jun 2024

Dream

Going to the first floor of my school which is dark and quiet for some reason, and then going to a classroom and teachers and students being in there on lockdown because there's a sexual assaulter in the school so the teachers drag me in the classroom, but then a couple of moments later I'm in a car driving to my school and see one of my school statues of a student moving and I tell everyone in the car but everyone in the car says it's just a student in a costume, but then I get thrown out of the car and all of the statues look at me and I run but they're pretty fast so I keep running and then I notice there are darts in their heads and I think police officers have already tried to kill them but they're not dead. while they still are chasing me so I keep running and I run into a highway and cross but a police officer sees me and I wave my arms to get his attention and he stops and I told him that there was a statue chasing me and he talked to the statue while I sit in the police car because I think the statue is going to do something to the police officer.