Rape

27 Oct 2024

Dream

I was participating in a huge murder game show. It was like a huge piramid but with a couple of stages that were the battlefield. I came in together with my boyfriend and we both had an item. When the game started it wasn’t long untill we found eachother and started surviving. For some reason i had my phone and i saw that an acquaintance was also doing the game so i look for him a few steps above. I talk to him and his group and they explain more about the game and how to survive. The piramid is high in the air and if you jumped you would die but nobody knew exactly how you would die. So at some point my boyfriend is already dead and i sort of made a new friend. I finally have a weapon because my boyfriend died it is a long big bread knife. We found a place to hide with a door so i started cooking a delicious meal to eat so if i finally got teammates like the guy from above told me i should get, we wouldn’t want to eat eachother. So now we had 2 teams on the battlefield. Mine and one with only boys. Only one of the boys found me cooking and got into my hiding room. I told him he could eat my meal and rape me if he did not murder me. And that is what happened. He started raping me. After that the show went on and i kept imaging to just jump and give up but i was scared of the pain of jumping in the weird air. the end of the round started coming and it became clear that only 11 people could pass to the next level. I was alone climbing through bushes low to the air what seemed to be a sea now. Some of the boys of the other team were sitting there and i did not know how to pass. I wanted to swim but i kept seeing huge fishes with huge mouths that were opening to the up side. Everytime i though a fish would dissapear an even bigger one with a bigger mouth came to the surface. So i had to go up past the boys from the other team. I did this and for some reason it just ended up in more sex. After that we all had to go to a sort of lined up thing of cubes that was floating in the water. Next to it was a really high cliff so you either needed to jump or swim to it. Someone jumped but the water wasn’t set to safe yet. Then a timer went off some people started jumping in the cube thing. My friend was one of the first and they were panicking and holding onto it but almosy drowning. Then slowly a playform came up and i jumped to the first spot that said “1” So i knew i would get the best place in the next round. I had good teammates and the other team wanted to fuck me so kept me alive. With a good feeling i went to the next level. But before it started i woke up

12 Sep 2024

Dream

I was at someone else’s house. They had a lot of animals and I couldn’t breathe. The house was dirty and I was very uncomfortable. I kept having to use the bathroom. I found it really annoying because I just wanted to get out of there. I was in the car with my husband and kids on our way to go camping. We drove up a very steep hill at the top of a mountain. The place we were going to stay at looked like a rock with walls and a low ceiling like we had to crawl in. Plus we had to share it with other people. I immediately said “No we are not staying here” and got back in the car. We found somewhere else to stay by the beach but it looked like a school full of aquariums. When I laid down this black man came in and took my clothes off and forced himself in me from behind. I couldn’t get away from him and it felt like it took so long for him to let me go. We when finally finished I got up, I was crying and so angry and disgusted. I could feel his semen going down my legs. I started throwing things at him and yelling at him. I gathered my stuff and picked up my baby. I walked out of the room and this woman that looked like a counselor asked me what happened. I didn’t want to tell her because I was so ashamed. She said I was being rude to other guests for no reason. So I told her what happened and she said she believed me and they would hold a court hearing. I felt better telling her what had happened

8 Sep 2024

Dream

time and time again as different women I lived out being stalked and raped and fighting for my life to get away from my attacker, only to end the same way. Each of them jumping off a building trying to kill themselves to escape him. One girl attacked him with knives, hitting him, and she even grabbed a pizza cutter and rolled it on his back over and over again trying to get him off of her, before she inevitably decided just to jump out of her window. Somehow, it ended up being me, myself at one point with my little siblings all staying in a large house. The attacker cuts off phones, internet, and anything else as forms of communication. Somehow.. a man comes into the house while he’s sleeping and helps us to find a way to escape. By doing something to the car, the man is either killed or left behind while me and my family run out of the house screaming for help. The man wasn’t far, and runs to us crying and helps to scoop up my family. I returned to the house, and the attacker was no where to be found. For whatever reason, I also had a flashback dream like I was in a video game reliving memories. This mother slowly lost family members one by one. Her daughter from jumping, her son from some tragic accident on the farm, I’m not sure how her youngest daughter died, and it seemed like she lost her baby. She decided to re-marry, and on the night of their wedding she, her youngest daughter, and her husband all sat on the bed talking. She mentioned to her husband that he had to be careful when waking up in the night, and in unison her and her daughter look at him and warn him to “stay away from the fireplace”. Inevitably, the man wakes up in the middle of the night, and wanders looking for his wife who has left the bed. She’s gathering every one of her family members into the fireplace, although they are all already dead, including her youngest daughter who was only a ghost. Her new husband ends up in the fireplace, by no will of his own, and as they’re engulfed in flames, the scene changes to look like they’re in an old pioneer cabin, and the walls and everything else is on fire. The wife holds her baby, and her daughters and her son are both sitting there with them as the man dies. I woke up at that point. Like I was the one in the fire with them.

24 Aug 2024

Dream

I was on a date with a handsome charming man. Everything was fine until he ripped my clothes off and forced himself on me. I tried to push him away but he raped me. I was shaking with shame and rage

14 Aug 2024

Dream

I was in a house I've never been in before and there was blood on the skirting board and walls of the kitchen, I was trying to clean it off. There was blood on fabric chairs, I was scrubbing the furniture. I was wondering where the blood was from. I found some child's underwear and it was filled with blood and a period pad, but the underwear was only for a young girl of 3 yrs old. I went into another room and there was a small girl on a bed wearing a nappy and clutching her bum. She was wearing a nappy. There was a man there and I knew that he had raped her. I picked up the girl and told her it would be alright now, i handed her to my friend. Then i got a gun and made the man walk outside, where there were alot of people sitting down on benches, it looked like an outdoor beer garden in a restaurant. I pulled down his trousers and he was covered in blood. Everyone gasped and I raised the gun and shot him in the mouth. The gun didn't fire the first time. On the second shot a long piece of ball pipe came out of the gun and into the child molesters mouth. He then died and fell to the floor.

11 Aug 2024

Dream

Im getting raped by both of my parents at the floor of the living room. I dont cry, im somehow calm but kind of have unknown emotions in my heart. While they rape me, im challenging them to do more while i try to fight them. After a while, i cant fight them and end up crawling to my brother's bedroom to ask for help while they still raping me. He woke up from sleep, he look at me on his bedroom floor, and he decided to ignore me and goes back to sleep. After that, because theres no way i can get any other help, i just give up and let them sa'd and raped me

9 Aug 2024

Dream

I was in my bed,but it was moving like a car down this road and I was looking at the shops passing by,and then i started thinking about this spree killer I read about before falling asleep and entering this dream,his name is Wade Wilson,he’s known as the Deadpool killer,I was thinking about how I felt about all these girls going crazy about him not caring that he’s raped his exs and his girlfriends,how he beats women and killed two women. Just then my mom and dad tell me to stop the car but it was my bed so I pulled an imaginary clutch and it stopped. We went in this cafe and sat down,I was confused as there was no physical food but we were eating then it got me thinking about how my church always talked about how Important fruits of the spirits are. So I realized perhaps god was giving me a literal example. There were some who weren’t eating and some who were. These two guys around my age didn’t have a table so I gave them one and my mom says they can get their own and yells my name and calls me a slew of vulgar names,my dad joining in and when she reached down to get her food it was gone and my dad tried to but his was gone and the owner kicked them out but told me I could stay. I watched my parents leave and just continued eating. Then left the cafe , and noticed my bed was gone,and started walking home,my parents randomly started walking with me saying they couldn’t find the car that was actually my bed. We kept walking then up to a gas station then past the gas station up a hill. My mom struggled to climb the chain link fence so I helped her but when I did I heard my flesh. Sizzle like my flesh got burnt the sound filling my ears. Then one of the guys from earlier pulls me away and says those aren’t your parents. My parents faces shift into grotesque evil faces and I cling to the guy in fear.

2 Aug 2024

Dream

As I was getting into my car my friend got into the passenger side and told me my car was dirty I told her sorry I have to clean it. Also I noticed my driver side rearview mirror was missing. So I went back to the parking lot and found my rear view mirror on the floor. I picked it up and put it back in my car. Then I saw one of the students trying to get in my car. I sent her to the bus to get on and I would meet them at the trip. Then I noticed as we left the trip a parent was saying that she never arrived home. I then began doing my detective I discovered she left with one of the male students in his car and they were at the trip but decided to leave together and he did something to her. He then took her to his place and then raped her and then killed her.

28 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a nightmare about my friend raping me repeatedly and when i told about it to my boyfriend, he ditched me/cutted me off and started talking only with her and I was all alone, and then I woke up.

23 Jul 2024

Dream

i was enrolled into high school without my knowledge, i was randomly brought to a school and assigned a class, i had no clue i was being put into school but i complied and they welcomed me by having a class party? it was weird and i was uncomfortable because i wasn't dressed well especially not for a school, i felt uncomfortable around those people as well, i can't remember the dream clearly but i do remember at one point being raped by another student

23 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream that i went on a girls trip and it was inside a poplated area. In my dream the girls i was with was the girls i stopped being friends with half an year ago. We made it to our room and the two girls i was with convinced me to change into a nice outfit. I looked amazing. It was a unique dream in deep green colors that was almost chrome as i moved around in front of rhe mirror. It was tight fitting for the top and loose and flowy at the bottom stopping about mid thigh. The girls i was with disappear and instead i see my little cousin and little sister spending time together in the distance. I go back in the room admiring my reflection when two men come in and i can immediately tell their intentions are bad. They mean to rape me. I make it out of the room and run. A third man comes to join the assault attempt. There is a vwry heated struggle. I do my best to defend myself and hurt them but they are so strong and seem indestructible to me. It was when i saw how ineffective my attacks and even hitting them with metal poled was ineffective that i became so afraid. I was afraid and doubting how i could defend myself against these ugly middle aged white assailants. During the struggle they ripped off most of my dress leaving me with only rags and my underwear. I manage to slow them down and make a run for it up some stairs and through a hallway into a type if food court and beg ppl for help but no one cares. No one is listening. I realize im on my own and need to keep running. I keep trying to find safety until i wake up.

21 Jul 2024

Dream

I'm seeing things through the eyes of my doppelganger Julie, whom I've had to spiritually battle several times since my awakening in 2020, and I can see how she lives, and what her timeline looks like. When I was 15 I was raped, and got pregnant. I had a miscarriage, however in viewing Julie's world, she wound up having the baby, who is now a small child, maybe 7 years old; even though if our timelines lined up, that child should be more like 22 years old, but I know they don't always align... The child is petulant and aggressive, and suffers from some form of autism. The father is out of the picture, and she lives in an efficiency dilapidated apartment where you constantly hear police sirens, see red and blue lights, and most of the block's electricity is either spotty or altogether not working. There's yelling and screaming regularly, and there's mold growing in the kitchen. Her boyfriend Kyle is physically abusive and she fights back. They've stabbed each other, and he once threw boiling water on her. They both have long arrest records, and she hates her life as a mother so much that she would rather go to prison for child abuse or even infanticide than take the time to be a responsible parent. She doesn't allow me past her building, she won't let me meet anyone else in her life; so part of me thinks she's an actual serial killer, and that's why I'm in love with all things horror. It's her bleeding into me. When I wake up from visiting her timeline, I find that my legs are heavily bruised up with marks that look like someone tried to grab and drag me, as well as bruises on my forearms that resemble defense wounds.