Pussy

29 May 2024

Dream

I wrote a poem lately begging any god, dragon, angel, unicorn, etc for help cause I was being raped and tortured. In my dream I woke up in a medical unit with two people. One of them was a woman, she was looking down there to make sure I was okay?? She even swiped her finger through my pussy and tasted to idk maybe check the PH. She said not to worry. The mean man didn’t leave any lasting damage. That I was healthy and I’d survive this. I can’t remember the other person in the room but I think they were there for moral support. I think they were a woman. She held my hand and told me I could do this!

3 May 2024

Dream

I dreamt I won dancing with the stars and the dancers and nd I cried hugging each other and I felt so intensely protected and co regulating my emotions through him I just wanted us to Kiss. My friends and I were dancing on stage and the teacher put us on for a freestyle. I was extremely shy at first but then went for it and was doing horrible at first really and then a bit better. The teacher was throwing water at us to keep fresh and as I was dancing sexy she threw water on my pussy and I felt so hyped up like omg that’s what I’m living now it’s so great it’s such a core memory thing. There was also a pregnancy

14 Feb 2024

Dream

This dream happened in 6 scenes. Scene 1: I was washing dishes in the kitchen in the dim lit environment. While washing on the other side of the counter I saw myself standing. I was amazed and wondered, is this really me? I tried to gaze at him very closely. And I realized he wasn’t me. I looked back and looked again in the front but no one was there. I continued washing dishes. And I saw myself again across the counter. This time I reached out to shake hands with myself. This time when I shook my hand with my copy. He didn’t let me go. I started shouting my roommates names to come to the kitchen quickly. But they were taking time to come. I looked back if they are coming. But they were not. Suddenly I heard noice of their footsteps and I again looked in the front. Now my copy was gone but I had three hands. One extra hand on my right shoulder. As they came to the kitchen my third hand vanished. Scene 2: I was making sandwich for my roommate while making sandwich on put a big red bathing soap in the sandwich. Scene 3: My roommate and I were in the kitchen. My roommate was forcing the big red bathing soap in my mouth. And forcing me to gulp it. Scene 4: I was standing near staircase. I realized that seeing hallucinations like seeing myself can be sign of Epilepsy. I dropped down on my knees. I was scared. My roommates came and asked what happened. I told them that what I saw was may be a sign of epilepsy. Scene 5: Now I was in University of Lund in Sweden with my roommate. I left my roommate in the garden near fountain and I went inside the building. I was looking at map on the building and a statue. Suddenly a guy came from Northeastern University. And started talking that he sent me a request on LinkedIn(he did it in real life). I followed him to his house. When I went inside, after that I have lose of memory. I woke up naked on his bed and I saw four more guys near me talking. When I woke up I realized I didn’t have clothes on. These guys were talking and laughing and one of them were smoking. I didn’t understand what was going on. And how did I get there. I said what happened. The earlier guy said so you are awake. I said why am I naked. How did I get there. I was feeling violated. I was feeling like crying. Other guys were laughing at me. And said who is this joker. Why is he acting like that. He is such a pussy. I got up of the bed and was trying to find my clothes. Everyone was laughing at me. I picked up my clothes and tried to wear them but I failed. I crouched in the coner of the room and started crying. I saw the time it has been 4 hours since I left my roommate. I wish he had called police and I hope he is not waiting for me. It seemed that lose of memory happened because of epilepsy. And also vaguely remembered a scene where one of those fucking me. I was disoriented and was not fully in my senses. Scene 6: I woke up from my dream. In some house which was my house. I had 2 female roommates. I woke up started telling her all the dreams I watched from scene 1 to scene 5 while making bed. Bed sheet was very thin and red in color while the other roommate was opening the main door for guests to come in.

27 Oct 2023

Dream

I was angry and my care taker told me to tell it when I was going to brush my teeths, I told him angry that I didn't knew and that I wanted to go outside. He allowed me, as long as I was home at 08:15PM. Angry I got outside and walked in the rain, I stopped by a Electricity box close by a tree and looked at the tree. After some time I continued walking. Then suddenly the rain stopped and I was close by a cafe, I got inside and saw a bar, I went going to the back in the cafe. I putted my radio on and listened to my fav radio station, but the name was different, it was named sussy baka. The people on the radio laughed but then changed it back. I said wtf on the change of radio station name. A male I didn't knew was staring at me angry. After some time I heard on the TV that the people I was with are in Prague. I asked, but why in Prague. Later I was standing at top of a house with a flat roof. I was watching my old care taker and close by the care taker was my fav radio station filming. The care taker seemed to be waiting for someone and I asked why they couldn't see her waiting. All of sudden the care taker stood up, took her phone, opened camera and zoomed in at me. Then I took my phone and threw it off the roof. Later I was in a chat with her, I talked to her with a lyrics prank. I said: do you know what it is babe? I feel sexy if I dance. Then I was dancing at the roof. Later it was a YouTube video that I wanted to save on YouTube because I find it funny. Then i thought, I wanna remake this video.